sleep in your heart

Eight years ago, in high school, Zhou Tong was the one who knew Zheng Zhi and You Zeyi's inexplicable thoughts about each other besides their parties.

It's just that Zhou Tong is also a smart person. If others don't say anything, of course he won't discuss it.

After all, in school, everyone knew that Ning Lu was poked in the back, and there were rumors that You Zeyi was gay. During that time, You Zeyi was bullied so badly, and everyone It is obvious to all.

No matter how advanced the society is, many people still do not accept sexual minorities from the bottom of their hearts.Not only do they not accept it, but they also discriminate, and they will use all kinds of stumbling blocks on your way forward.

We are all ordinary people, laymen, and have our own concerns. This kind of thing, if you can not touch it, don’t touch it. Zhou Tong understood a truth in high school. It is always better to be a wave that goes with the big waves than to be unique. Easier.

Therefore, later on, You Zeyi was only mentioned when the two of them were drunk. At that time, Zheng Zhi didn't know what else to say besides being silent.

There are regrets, but if it happens again, he still won't confess his love to You Zeyi at that time.

They are still too young to afford many things at all.

After all, they are all cowards.

But now it is different, Zheng Zhi feels that he can take responsibility for his own life.

A while ago, Zhou Tong suddenly mentioned that he wanted to hold a class reunion, but now everyone is busy, and it is too difficult to get together.At that time in school, Zheng Zhi was not very familiar with those people in the class, he just got closer to Zhou Tong and You Zeyi, so when Zhou Tong mentioned the class reunion, Zheng Zhi was I didn't plan to participate, but suddenly remembered it today, and felt that it might not be impossible to go, the premise is that You Zeyi can go with him.

He also couldn't explain why, maybe it was out of nostalgia, he especially wanted to meet the people in his memories with You Zeyi, as if they could go back in time.

People say that "plans don't change as fast", so Zheng Zhi was worried all day long that something unexpected would affect his plan. Fortunately, nothing happened until he got off work.

At six o'clock, those people in the office area began to clock in and leave work one after another, and Zheng Zhi sat firmly in the office like Mount Tai.

His hands were full of non-urgent tasks, so there was absolutely no need to work overtime, but he had to dawdle until eight o'clock, and he didn't want to waste time like this, so he simply took out one by one to deal with.

Seeing that he didn't leave, Zheng Zhi's assistant didn't dare to leave first, knocked on the door, came in and asked, "Manager Zheng, do you want me to order you a takeaway?"

"No need." Zheng Zhi looked up at him, "I have nothing to do here, you can get off work first."

The assistant was happy when he heard it, thanked him, turned around and slipped away.

Before seven o'clock, Zheng Zhi was the only one left in the entire office area on this floor. This kind of situation is actually rare. All departments of the company are busy, and overtime is commonplace.

Zheng Zhi managed to stay up until 55:[-], and began to pack his things and prepare to go downstairs.

He thought about going down a few minutes earlier, so as not to have the time to run away at one o'clock, and he was in vain again.

According to the plan, Zheng Zhi first went to the underground parking lot to pick up the car, then drove to the main entrance of the company, found a parking space, and parked the car. He set the time and entered on time at eight o'clock.

Zheng Zhi felt that he was simply a genius in this area. He had just swiped his card to enter the building when You Zeyi came out with his schoolbag on his shoulders.

"Huh? You haven't left yet?" You Zeyi changed out of his security uniform and wore a black T-shirt, jeans, and canvas shoes. At first glance, he really looked like a student who just entered college.

Zheng Zhi was in a daze, always feeling that he saw the 19-year-old You Zeyi.

"I left something in the office, go back and get it." When Zheng Zhi was speaking, he kept looking at You Zeyi. He felt that the other party was far and near, and his voice was sometimes clear and sometimes blurred.

"Ah, so, come back to pick up things so late, do you have to work overtime?"

Zheng Zhi smiled and said, "No, I'm not that busy these days."

You Ze nodded, turned sideways in embarrassment and said, "Then you go, I won't waste your time... I'm off work."

"Choose one!"

You Zeyi just turned around to leave, when he heard Zheng Zhi calling him, he stood still.

He was called "Choose One" by Zheng Zhi, and his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he began to unconsciously recall whether Zheng Zhi had ever called him that when he was in high school.

It seems not.

He turned around and let out a bewildered "ah".

Zheng Zhi said, "Do you have anything to do tonight? How about having dinner together?"

When You Zeyi was sitting in Zheng Zhi's car, he felt that he didn't know how to put his hands and feet.

He obediently fastened his seat belt, held his schoolbag in his arms, kept his eyes on the front, and his heart beat like a drum band at a sports meeting.

"I didn't see you two days ago," Zheng Zhi turned down the music, and found a topic to chat with You Ze, "I heard that you are working night shift these days?"

"Well," You Zeyi said while nodding, "It's time to change shifts, brother Xiao Wang has something to do at home."

"It's hard work."

"It's okay." You Ze turned his head out of the window, feeling a little complicated.

In fact, he was hesitant when Zheng Zhi sent out the invitation to have dinner together. Although it seemed that it was just an old classmate reminiscing about the old days, the two people who were sitting in the same classroom now live in such different situations, which made him feel a little inferior.

Originally, he was inferior to others in every way, but after eight years, the gap was widened even further.

Although everything has a reason, but who would care about the reason, what everyone sees is the final result.

As a result, he studied hard at the beginning, and in the end, he became the security guard of the building.

You Zeyi felt that he was a little ridiculous now.

"What are you thinking?" Zheng Zhi glanced at him.

"It's okay." You Zeyi said, "I'm quite surprised, I didn't expect to meet you here."

Zheng Zhi smiled and asked him, "What's the matter? Wouldn't it be nice to meet me?"

You Ze looked at him, then lowered his head and smiled, without speaking.

He couldn't tell whether it was good or bad, and he didn't know whether Zheng Zhi would come if he knew that Zheng Zhi was working here from the beginning.

Probably not.

You Zeyi has learned to give up many things in the past few years, but he has not learned to give up that ridiculous self-esteem. He may not care about other people's opinions, but he cannot care about Zheng Zhi. He is very afraid of the two meeting after many years I let Zheng Zhi feel disappointed, no matter what, it is really too miserable and shameful to be reduced to this.

Seeing that You Zeyi didn't speak, Zheng Zhi pondered a lot in his heart. He was afraid that what he said would make the other party disgusted, and he was also afraid that what he said would be inappropriate and hurt the other party.

Excessive care made both of them very tired.

When we arrived at the restaurant, Zheng Zhi finally found a parking place. When he got off the car, Zheng Zhi said, "Do you still remember this restaurant?"

You Ze raised his head to look at the plaque, and said in surprise, "Why is there such a thing here?"

Zheng Zhi led him inside, and explained: "I was quite surprised when I saw it at first, but after chatting with their boss, I found out that this store is now a national chain and has a large scale."

You Zeyi remembered the name of this restaurant. Eight years ago, he, Zheng Zhi and Zhou Tong had dinner at the restaurant with this name in his hometown.

This incident made him feel very strange. Many years later, he ran into a restaurant with the same name in another city, just like he and Zheng Zhi reunited with old friends in different places after many years.

All memories have traces to follow, all people have changed but have not changed.

After they went in, they found a place to sit down. After the two ordered their food, Zheng Zhi asked, "Would you like some wine?"

You Ze waved his hands again and again: "No, no, I'm not good at drinking."

Zheng Zhixin said, isn't that just right, you can tell the truth after drinking, and you can answer all the questions you want to ask while drinking.

He waved, called the waiter over, and ordered a few bottles of beer.

"Drink less." Zheng Zhi said, "Just keep me company."

You Ze showed embarrassment: "I really can't drink it, I only drank it twice, and I fainted after only two glasses. Also, don't you have to drive later?"

"You can ask for a substitute driver." Zheng Zhi put the cup in front of You Zeyi, "If you can't drink, just take a sip. We haven't seen each other for so many years. It's not justified not to drink two glasses."

You Ze watched Zheng Zhi tear off his tie and unbutton his neckline, and suddenly felt that this action was extremely sexy.

He himself rarely needs to wear a shirt and tie. As a man, he actually envies Zheng Zhi, who looks different from him in temperament. The two of them, one is a low-level working people struggling on the line of food and clothing, and the other They are young talents with a good life, and the gap is so big that it is unbelievable that they can sit and eat together.

Seeing You Ze staring at him, Zheng Zhi stuffed his tie into his trouser pocket, and explained, "Actually, I don't usually wear a tie. I had a meeting this morning, and it was very troublesome."

You Ze smiled and said, "Very handsome."

After he finished speaking, the two looked at each other for a few seconds, and then their ears turned red.

When the wine came, Zheng Zhi opened the bottle himself and poured it for You Zeyi. He said, "This is the first time we've had a drink together. To be honest, I thought I'd never see you again."

You Ze looked at the glass, at the yellow, transparent wine, and said with a wry smile, "It's embarrassing to have a classmate like me, right?"

Zheng Zhi stopped pouring the wine, frowned and asked, "What are you talking about?"

He poured good wine for both of them, put the bottle aside, stared at You Zeyi seriously, and said to him: "I actually understand what you are thinking, but I am really happy to meet you again."

Zheng Zhi picked up the wine glass: "Cho Yi, it's been eight years, you really haven't changed much."

You Zeyi also raised his wine glass, touched him lightly and said, "You too."

Zheng Zhi shook his head, wanting to say something, but hesitated to speak, the two were silent for a few seconds, Zheng Zhi drank the wine in the glass first.

When You Ze saw this, he had no choice but to drink it up. After drinking, he quickly ate something, then frowned and said, "Do you think my face has turned red?"