sleep in your heart

Zheng Zhi had never paid attention to the shift arrangement of the security guards before, after all, before meeting You Zeyi again, it had nothing to do with him.

But now, because of one person, he actually bought another bag of food and drink and sent it to the security room, and by the way, he talked to Xiao Wang.

"You guys, can you come over by rotation?"

Xiao Wang now smiles like a flower when he sees Manager Zheng. No one has ever treated them so well before. He buys iced watermelon when it’s hot, and hot milk tea when it’s raining. “He’s handsome and kind-hearted.” If it's a girl, she must go after Manager Zheng, because she is afraid that Manager Zheng will look down on him.

"It's alright," Xiao Wang said, "We didn't get the rounds at first, but this is a newcomer. I heard that they are still recruiting. If there is another one, we don't have to work so hard on the night shift."

"The night shift is hard work," Zheng Zhi chatted with Xiao Wang while sitting in the security room, "Can't you sleep all night?"

"That's right. Every time I come to the night shift, I feel like I'm going to prison. In the past, there was a young man who was afraid of ghosts. In the middle of the night, one of us went upstairs to patrol and the other stayed downstairs. It's not okay to let him go upstairs, and it's not okay to stay downstairs by yourself, you say that's it, what kind of security guard!"

Zheng Zhi smiled, and began to recall that You Zeyi was afraid of ghosts and the dark.

"Then can you rest for two days after the night shift?"

"Take a day off," Xiao Wang said, "but sometimes if you catch up with someone skipping work, you probably have to go home and take a nap before you have to come back. The guy who just came two days ago, it's been two days in a row. It's night shift, he has to be young, if it's those big brothers, he won't be able to handle it at all."

"Night shift for two consecutive days?" Zheng Zhi frowned, and said to himself, no wonder I haven't seen You Zeyi these two days, so he was transferred to the night shift.

"Well, alas, I'm very sorry to say that I was supposed to be on the night shift last night, but there was something at home, the big brothers, you know, if you don't want to ask, just like you, little tourist, just listen to me and agree Well, it's his fault."

Zheng Zhi watched Xiao Wang happily eating watermelon in his arms, and thought to himself, knowing that he would be sorry, so he should eat less.

"Hey, I can't do it anymore. I have to go out to replace the post." After eating the watermelon in his hand, Xiao Wang took out a tissue to wipe his hands and said, "Manager Zheng, I'm sorry, you sit down first."

Zheng Zhi saw that he was leaving, so he stood up and prepared to go upstairs, but he didn't expect to see the duty list posted on the table as soon as he got up.

He sat down again, and said to Xiao Wang: "Okay, you go first, the upstairs is too noisy, I will sit with you for a while, and I will go upstairs later."

Xiao Wang went out happily after eating and drinking. Zheng Zhi immediately took out his mobile phone, took a picture of the duty list, and left the security room.

Outside, Xiao Wang was still praising Manager Zheng to another security guard, saying that he wanted to introduce his sister from his hometown to him, and the other security guard said: "You can push it down, Manager Zheng is a social elite, can you fancy your sister? "

Zheng Zhi went back to the office and studied the duty list with his mobile phone.

In fact, if you want to know when You Zeyi is on vacation, you can just make a phone call, but since that night, two or three days have passed, and he has never met You Zeyi again, nor received any messages from him.

Several times Zheng Zhi wanted to call, but he still felt that he should not be too deliberate, even though he was already thinking about others until he was in school, he still had to pretend to be calm and breezy.

He wants face, he is afraid of being rejected, and he is also afraid that You Zeyi will feel pressured.

After studying the family's duty schedule, Zheng Zhi began to plan how to make a meal take its course. He set the date for the night after tomorrow, and the security change time was two hours later than their normal off-duty time. I need to wait at the company until eight o'clock, and then go downstairs. If there is no accident, I should just be able to catch up with you and choose to get off work.

After everything was well planned, Zheng Zhi leaned on the back of his chair and laughed at himself, feeling that he was living a life and going back. People in their twenties are so cautious when they want to invite their old classmates to dinner, which is a bit funny.

But Zheng Zhi enjoyed this kind of feeling a little bit, he hadn't paid so much attention to others for too long.

After the date for the meal was set, Zheng Zhi began to wait with great anticipation for the "encounter" that night. This feeling was like watching the holidays approaching when he was in school, counting the dates on his fingers, and starting to imagine as soon as he was free. Same holiday life.

For the next two days, Zheng Zhi's face was full of peach blossoms. Anyone who saw him would ask: "Manager Zheng is in a good mood these two days! Is there any happy event?"

Zheng Zhidu responded with a smile. It is hard to say whether it will be a happy event, but it is true to look forward to it.

That morning, after Zheng Zhi parked his car in the underground parking lot, he deliberately walked around the lobby on the first floor, pretending to go out to buy cigarettes, but in fact, to make sure that You Zeyi was there.

When he went out, he saw the person he had been thinking about day and night. You Zeyi was in the security room with his head down, fiddling with something, and didn't notice him at all.

Zheng Zhi was a little disappointed. He thought that You Ze would look forward to it when he arrived, and searched everywhere for him, but he didn't find him.

He went out, still bought a pack of cigarettes, and suddenly realized that his current look of worrying about gains and losses was completely worthless.

Zheng Zhi wandered outside for a while, smoking a cigarette, during which he met a few colleagues, who all hurried to the building for fear of being late, but he was the only one who was not in a hurry, basking in the early summer morning sun leisurely, smoking a cigarette. Smoking the cigarettes I just bought.

When walking back, Zheng Zhi deliberately took a look inside, and saw that the security guard at the door had been replaced by You Zeyi, who was full of energy and greeted everyone who swiped his card to enter the building, with a smile on his face.

Zheng Zhi felt that this guy was being silly when he smiled. If the 27-year-old hadn't been wearing this inappropriate security uniform, he would have looked like a student who had just entered college.

Sentimental, innocent, with a bit of clumsy stupidity, or rather, cute.

He took a step to walk in, and happened to meet another commissioner under him. The little girl had just arrived not long ago, and greeted him nervously.

Zheng Zhi smiled at her and nodded, the little girl blushed and ran away.

When he turned his head again, he found You Zeyi was looking at him and smiling: "Good morning."

"morning!"

Looking at You Zeyi, Zheng Zhi felt that his eyes were bright, just like when he finally squeezed into the top 150 of the grade in the exam that year.

A long time ago, Zheng Zhi heard from them that the eyes of babies are dark and bright, and as they grow up, their eyes will gradually lose their luster. Only those with pure hearts will always be bright.

But he actually knows that in this society, there are no truly pure people. Everyone is desperately struggling to live a better life. Those who have no intentions and are absolutely pure have long since disappeared from this world.

"Have you had breakfast?" Zheng Zhi asked casually.

You Ze was taken aback for a moment, then nodded with a smile: "I've eaten."

His voice was soft and soft, like a breeze caressing his cheeks inadvertently.

Zheng Zhi felt comfortable hearing his voice, nodded, and said, "Then I'll go upstairs first."

You Zeyi nodded at him, and then continued to greet the next person who entered the building.

When Zheng Zhi walked to the elevator, he was still looking back. He didn't know whether the other party was on purpose or not, so he also turned his head.

Across the not-too-short distance, and with more and more people waiting for the elevator, Zheng Zhi couldn't see You Zeyi's eyes clearly, but still subconsciously smiled at him.

You Ze turned back in a panic, and when he turned again, Zheng Zhi was no longer there.

Zheng Zhi, who got into the elevator, was still thinking about You Zeyi who panicked like a frightened rabbit just now, why panic?He raised the corner of his mouth, because of the answer in his heart, he was in a good mood.

Suddenly someone's cell phone rang in the elevator, and the ringtone was the same as You Zeyi's.

On that rainy night when they reunited, Zheng Zhi heard the ringtone of You Zeyi's cell phone for the first time.

He glanced at the person who answered the phone, and it happened to be the girl who had greeted him just now.

After getting off the elevator, the girl walked behind Zheng Zhi. Zheng Zhi suddenly turned around and asked her, "What song is your cell phone ringing?"

The girl was taken aback, blushed instantly, and obediently reported her name to her department manager: "A Japanese song, Mika Nakashima's "I've Thought About It Once"."

Zheng Zhi nodded, then returned to the office frowning all the way.

"I once thought about it too", the title of the song made him feel panicked, every word revealed despair and hope.

Being able to use this song as a mobile phone ringtone must have resonated with it at least for a while, right?

Zheng Zhi sat on a chair, opened the music software on his phone, and found this song.

He put his mobile phone on the table, didn't look at the lyrics, turned around and looked out the window, listening to the song.

He couldn't understand a single word of the Japanese songs, but inexplicably, he felt that he felt what the songs wanted to convey.

The feeling of suffocation, the feeling of relief after suffocation, the more Zheng Zhi listened, the more uncomfortable he felt.

He thought of the boy who shared a pair of headphones with him in the school gymnasium as a teenager, and the man who stood in the rain with an umbrella to watch him leave the other night.

In eight years, what exactly did that person go through? Why did he come here to work as a security guard when he was clearly admitted to a good school?

Six minutes and fifty seconds.

Song ends.

Zheng Zhi recovered from the fog, he turned off the music software, and sent a message to Zhou Tong.

[You said a few days ago that you were going to organize a class reunion, did you put it on the agenda? 】

Zhou Tong quickly sent a reply.

[I just said that at the time, I'm busy on business again these days, like a dog, let's talk about it when I come back. 】

In the college entrance examination that year, it was a coincidence that Zheng Zhi and Zhou Tong were admitted to the same university, but in different departments. After that, they kept in touch with each other in a daze, and even for a long time, the two were related. best bro.

But about You Zeyi, they seldom mentioned it. After that person left, it was as if he had never been here. Only when Zhou Tong was drunk, he would pat Zheng Zhi on the shoulder and say: "Damn, that brat I don’t know how to contact us, do you miss him a lot?”