[Ultraman] Lonely Heart

——I want to be your lover.

It is "want", not "want".

This is a hunt that has been prepared for a long time, an inevitable pursuit.

Dazed by the straight ball hit by Sai Luo, Sylvia was stunned for a long time.Although it is not without such a vague premonition, when the other party really tears this layer of window paper and completely exposes their desire and sincerity in front of each other, even if they experience strong winds and waves like her, they will inevitably be caught off guard and speechless for a while. .

And it seemed that she interpreted her silent shock as hesitation.The young man stared closely at every change of expression on Sylvia's face, and moved closer, as if he wanted to engrave himself into her foggy eyes forever.

"You won't reject me, Sylvia." He lowered his palm on the wall and covered the other's cool shoulder: "You like me too, don't you? We are destined to be together forever. It was like that when I first met you."

The feelings of youth have been tempered by time, enough to grow into earth-shaking waves.He doesn't remember when it changed from simple family affection to such a desire for exclusiveness, but he will never forget the moment when he realized his sincerity. All that comes to mind is how to get what he wants. Never hesitated, never retreated.

Sylvia was a gift from heaven to him, and he always felt that way.

But now, he was going to really unwrap this gift and completely take it for himself.

"..."

The boy's natural tone made people feel at a loss, and the hands covering his shoulders kept exerting force, holding her in place with a force that did not allow her to escape.Silvia was silent for a while, and finally realized that the other party seemed to be serious, not some prank, and she had to respond to it.

"Do you know what you're talking about, Cyro?"

Resisting the bitterness surging in her heart, she looked up at the young man's Qingjun face, trying to maintain a disapproving expression: "This is not what you should say."

"No, I'm obviously the most qualified person to say that!"

The volume suddenly increased, and it was rare to yell at Sylvia.After years of rigorous training, facing his guardian when he was young, Sai Luo seldom showed that kind of cautious forbearance, but began to press forward step by step like a wolf cub that finally showed its fangs:

"We have been together for so long, no one knows me better than you, and no one likes you more than me, we are destined to be together!"

Sylvia took a deep breath.

"No one in this world is destined to be with anyone."

She shook her head, lowered her face, and didn't give the other party any chance to break through her defense: "It's not that after a long time with each other, you can become lovers naturally. Sai Luo, if you have emotional needs now , you can definitely find someone who is more suitable than me, instead of changing the relationship between relatives into something else because of a momentary illusion."

After a pause, Sylvia continued, using her harshest tone so far: "You can be with anyone, except me."

This is actually a very hurtful sentence.She didn't want to deny the years when they depended on each other, and deny the status of the young man in her heart.It's just that his persecution is too tight. If he didn't completely cut off Sai Luo's thoughts, Sylvia predicted that he would not be able to let it go. After all, how stubborn this kid can be, she has learned enough from a long time ago.

However, even so, she still underestimated Sai Luo's determination and stubbornness.

"I'm not with anyone but you; and I've never missed my feelings, even before I was deported to K76."

The hand on the opponent's shoulder exerted force again.Sai Luo clenched the corners of his mouth tightly, and his eyes were beating fiercely, like flames, trying to burn every inch of space between the two of them.

"It's okay if you don't believe me; it's okay if you reject me. No matter what reason you use to push me away, I will prove my determination to you. But now, I only have one question for you—"

Leaning slightly, the distance between the two of them was brought closer.Sai Luo looked down at Sylvia's face, and even his breathing seemed to blend together, making it difficult to distinguish each other:

"Do you like me, Sylvia?"

The wind from the universe stops for a moment, and time also stops for a moment.

Silvia and Sai Luo looked at each other quietly, and the expressions on their faces changed drastically.She wanted to deny it, and she should deny it. She had to tell the other party that although her feelings for him were deep, they were only family affection, not love.But a "no" stuck in her throat, but she found that she couldn't say it calmly no matter what, it was like standing in front of a mirror and looking at her despicable self, all the shady darkness was exposed in front of her, even if she could close her eyes, The eyes escape for a while, but they are only deceiving themselves and others. The established facts are still stuck in their throats, and it will never be possible to break free.

"I……"

She muttered in a trance, still unable to say the sentence that should be said.

And at the moment when the line of defense was about to fall.

"Sylvia?"

A familiar voice suddenly came from not far away, with a little tiredness and doubts, approaching the two with a clear purpose.Sylvia and Sai Luo were startled at the same time. They turned their heads and saw the blue Ultra warrior looking at them with a frown. His eyes turned around the boy's hands pressing her, and his tone began to rise slowly:

"What are you doing?"

"..."

As if a drowning person had grabbed the driftwood, taking advantage of the distraction of Sai Luo's attention, Sylvia immediately broke free from the opponent's restraint and walked towards Hikari.But after only half a step, she felt the child grab her wrist forcefully, forcing her to turn around and look at her, with the dissatisfaction of being disturbed written all over her face.

"You haven't answered me yet."

"...Stop messing around, Shiro!"

It's hard to describe what emotion is in my heart now, Sylvia almost scolded.It sounds the same as anger, but only she knows how much suffocating panic and helplessness are hidden in it.

But maybe she felt that her tone was wrong.Hikari also took a few steps forward, standing between the two of them, the knight's aura on his wrist blocked Sai Luo, the meaning was very clear.

"Let go." He stated calmly, "Don't make trouble at Otto Airport."

The scientist's gaze was sharp, darting back and forth on the young man like a knife.After a stalemate with him for a moment, it seemed that this was not a good place to talk. Sai Luo hesitated for a while, but slowly let go of his hand, took a deep breath, but did not withdraw his gaze from staring at Sylvia.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so excited...but please think about what I said, Sylvia." He took a half step back unwillingly: "I must give me an answer."

After finishing speaking, Sai Luo finally gave Hikari who suddenly appeared to disturb the situation, turned around and left, and disappeared as quickly as when he came.

Anyway, he still has time and many opportunities.Never give up easily until you get the result you want.

He is patient, he can wait.

While watching the boy's figure disappear from sight, Sylvia stayed in place for a while, staring at the bruises on his hands that had been squeezed out in a daze.After contemplating for a long time, I realized that I would like to thank the Blue Clan scientist for helping me out.

"Did you just come back from outside?" Nodding to Hikari, she tried to put Sai Luo behind her, cheering up and chatting with him: "Going to the mission of the security team?"

The head of the Science and Technology Bureau shook his head.

"I've actually been standing behind you for a long time."

Turning around to face Fa Xiao, who was devastated, it was easy to see the complex emotions of shock and loneliness intertwined on her face.Hikari spoke slowly, and all the hesitation, vigilance and confusion when facing Sai Luo were swept away, and his expression was as flat as ever, as if he had already understood everything that had just happened.

In fact, he is.

"I just wanted to say hello to you, and I didn't intend to eavesdrop on your conversation, but Sai Luo's voice was too loud."

Sighing somewhat helplessly, the scientist who was forced to listen to the corner actually had a hard time pretending that he was not frightened:

"You shouldn't be so used to him."

What he meant was that she should have forked the opponent out of m78 from the moment Sai Luo made a move, instead of accepting it, which resulted in such a passive situation.Sylvia is very clear.But she has a guilty conscience. In fact, she can't be so heartless and smash the other party's sincerity to pieces.On the other hand, she really didn't expect that after so many years of not seeing each other, the child has grown up to this point, so that after the shock, she lost the opportunity, and could only be forced by the other party step by step, and finally had to rely on Fa Xiao to get out of the siege.

"It's incredible, isn't it?"

Unable to bear a wry smile, Sylvia sighed lightly, she hadn't been forced into such a mess for many years:

"I failed to raise Sai Luo into an excellent person as Seven had thought, and even embarked on such a fork in the road...Why doesn't he understand that he can find a more suitable person, but I will never be able to give it to him. what he wants."

Hikari didn't answer immediately, but just looked at her for a while.

"Sai Luo really didn't think about this matter. Acting on impulse is something you will never accept, even if his liking is true."

After a moment of silence, his usually peaceful eyes were still full of transparency and wisdom.He grew up with Sylvia and knew almost everything about her, and because of this, watching Sylvia's every move, Hikari was also able to see more and more shocking possibilities.

"But can you really refuse in the end?"

He spoke calmly, as if telling a very simple result, rather than the fact that Sophie and Seven might have a heart attack together:

"You have to admit that you are clearly wavering, Sylvia."