[Ultraman] Lonely Heart

That was a powerful statement.

Even for the long life of the giant of light, it is always a daunting term.Eternal years often bring only too much similar loneliness. Everything is changeable and difficult to last. Seeing the ruins after the wanton rush of time with one's own eyes, being swept up by the aftermath called right and wrong, no matter for anyone, It will only bring severe pains of crushing the bone again and again.

Sylvia was not immune either.

The loss from childhood has spread to the present, bringing lingering exhaustion and despair.How long is the future, how far is forever, that has always been a mystery for her that she dare not delve into. Even those who are familiar with Zofi and Hikari will not easily assert that they can bear such a heavy oath.But now, Sai Luo is just a fledgling young man, he has not yet spread his wings, but he has stood in front of her and made a firm promise to her forever.

He is like the warmest star in the vast universe, who can make people feel comforted at any time.And watching him grow up since he was a child, Sylvia knew that her perfect reaction should be to smile and pat his head to express her touch and gratitude, and regard this as the harmless dependence and longing of the younger generation.

However, the sudden turbulent emotion made her in a trance.Sylvia looked at the fortitude and maturity that she had never participated in in the young man, superimposed with the anxiety that was once out of control, and was stunned for a long time before realizing that she actually felt a trace of strange throbbing under his focused gaze. move.

That's an emotion that's too dangerous.

It was like going back to the night when Sai Luo approached her in the dark living room a long time ago.A vague ambiguity flows between them, filling every inch of space that should not appear, faintly heralding something fateful.After all, companionship is too dangerous a thing. Inadvertently, an inseparable fetter spreads out, and some kind of more secret emotion is bound in the spider web, and slowly tightened until it can no longer be broken free.

So, she was in a trance for a while, hesitated, and finally fell silent, saying nothing.

But this is not right.

Sylvia thought anxiously.

Feeling a strange impulse in the boy I raised was too shocking in any way.Seven had given Sai Luo to himself in the first place, hoping that she could help him become a better person, and she had already failed most of this item, so how could she have such cross-border feelings to tarnish the most important relationship between them? What about pure and flawless friendship?

She really needs to calm down.

Avoidance is an unspeakable weakness, but it is very useful at any time.What's more, she has been used to exile herself for many years, and it is really not difficult to avoid Sai Luo in the huge Kingdom of Light.In addition, the children came back with praise and expectations, and these days they are busy with the training and internship of the guard. For a while, except for the side of the Kingdom of Light after it was unsealed, they have not seen each other for a long time each other.

Sero didn't notice this alienation at first, he just thought that the Kingdom of Light was dealing with the mess left after Beria's invasion, and they were too busy with each other to have time to stick together.But when he heard Sylvia's name several times from Sophie and his own father, but found that even they could find each other, but he always failed, he realized that the person might be hiding from him , deliberately staggered all possible intersections, and only avoided seeing him.

To be honest, this made Sero really hard to accept.

"Why is she doing this to me? Does she really don't want me anymore?"

Fleeing again at Sylvia's house, his eyes hurt by the silence in the room, Sai Luo rushed into Sophie's office, yelling at his future captain, almost wanting to demolish the house because of his aggrievedness.

Sophie: ... Please control yourself, thank you.

"I don't think it's as exaggerated as you said."

Recalling how often she saw Sylvia recently, it was no different from usual, Sophie signaled the boy not to worry, whether there was some misunderstanding in it: "After all, Sylvia has no reason to avoid you."

"……"Not always.

There was some bad premonition in his heart, but he couldn't tell Zuo Fei clearly.Sai Luo gritted his teeth, there was a fire in his chest with nowhere to pour out, but he could only suppress the irritability and anxiety, trying to get Sylvia's whereabouts from the other party: "Do you know where she is usually at this time? ?”

"Get in the rain in the space experience hall, or blow in the air at the Alto Air Port, I guess."

Shrugging, Sophie thought it was not difficult to answer:

"In recent years, she prefers to be alone, but she only stays in a few places. It's not hard to find. You just can't adapt to her change for a while, and it's not a big deal... Hey! Sai Luo! I Haven't finished talking about where you're going!!"

And the boy's figure had blown out of the door like the wind, leaving behind Sophie's nagging, and even startled Mebius who was about to enter the office.

"What's wrong with Sai Luosang?" Blinking, the most innocent child in the security team was full of bewilderment, and looked at the elder brother who had a headache and pressed his forehead: "Will there be an internship later?"

"Save for him first."

Tormented by this group of people, Zuo Fei sighed and waved her hands sadly: "I have a hunch that before Silvia's matter is resolved, Sai Luo probably won't be in the mood to come and work."

Mebius: "...Oh."

In fact, the eldest brother guessed right.

When Sero found the person he was looking for at Otto Airport, Sylvia was staring at the people coming and going in the checkpoint in a daze.

The night and starlight blend in the boundless universe, and there is always a special magic that attracts people to wander.And she just kept looking at the grotesque brilliance, maybe she was thinking about something, or maybe she wasn't thinking about anything, she was clearly standing there quietly, but she had the illusion that she was gradually moving away from this world.

Sai Luo was stunned for a moment, his expression immediately became more eager, and his footsteps became more flustered, and he rushed towards the opponent regardless.

He grabbed her wrist.

"……G?"

No doubt intimidated.Sylvia turned around with the strength in her hands, and was about to say something, but was pulled by the other party forcefully, almost falling on him.

"What are you doing?" Staggering to stabilize her figure, she frowned slightly.

"If I don't catch you, will you hide away again and never look at me again?"

Staring at each other's face closely, unwilling to miss a slight change.Because of this, Sai Luo clearly saw the complexities in Sylvia's eyes for a brief moment, like a bird caught in a net, after the initial exhausted struggle, finally bowed its head helplessly.

"I didn't." She was silent for a while, and sighed slightly: "I didn't want to hide from you, Sai Luo."

"You are lying!"

And the teenager's reaction was far more intense than she imagined.He squeezed her palm tightly, as if he was desperately reaching out to grab something, so hard that he could almost hear the wailing before the wrist fracture:

"You did it on purpose. You didn't come to see me on purpose. You wanted to drive me out of your life again!"

"...I really haven't."

Sylvia's expression became more and more helpless.She has thought about it for a long time since that day, and warned herself for a long time.It is actually not difficult to come to an appropriate conclusion, even if she doesn't have to do anything, the reality has already been laid out there, drawing a deeper and deeper gap between them.

"I've always been here and never left."

She looked at the young man whose eyes were burning with flames, and then slowly and slowly broke away his hand holding her wrist: "You have more choices, you don't need me like that anymore, Sai Luo... You should indeed come out of the former world and start a new life, there is no need to force me to be by your side."

This sentence has many meanings, but each one is like a sharp knife, like boiling water dripping into a frying pan, which immediately ignited the anger that Sai Luo had accumulated for a long time.He seemed to look at his empty palm in disbelief, and then he stretched out his hand and pushed hard on her shoulder. Unexpectedly, he also pushed Sylvia staggeringly, and leaned back against the wall of the airport behind him .

"you--!"

It was the first time she was treated like this by a child she raised, and it was rare for Sylvia to get really angry.But before she could show any angry expression, Sai Luo had already leaned forward, propped his elbows on the wall she was leaning against, and almost wrapped her in his arms like this.

The distance between them was so close that it seemed that they could touch the tip of each other's noses just by raising their heads a little.At the same time, the fiery aura that belonged to the young man came over the sky and covered the sky, forming a net, as if to imprison her in the cage he gave.

The heart beating out of overload frequency after knowing it, and Sylvia suddenly turned her head, and finally couldn't say a word anymore.

"I will never need you, you know it very well."

He was obviously annoyed by her words, but he was also obviously suppressing his emotions.Sai Luo lowered his head slightly, warm breath scattered on her side face, such a hot and aggressive breath, a hundred times more oppressive than before, unexpectedly made people breathless for a while.

Once again, she realized that he was no longer the child who could see through at a glance.The boy standing in front of him has grown up long ago, he can be alone, and he can reach out to find what he wants without any worries.He is already a man who knows what to monopolize.

Like now.

"I thought I understood what I was saying under the plasma spark tower, but you still don't seem to understand what I mean."

Staring at each other intently.Sai Luo took a deep breath, and spoke word by word, so strong that Sylvia had nowhere to escape:

"I want to be with you forever. Not as a guardian, but like my parents, who belong to each other from body to heart."

"—I want to be your lover, Sylvia."