The hero has an unworthy disciple

It took Zhan Yuan only one year to drive Tie Le back outside the pass.He wished that the days could be delayed for a longer time, not because of anything else, but because the idle days were too difficult.It's okay when fighting on the battlefield, my mind is scarlet, I just think about killing one, and sometimes I think suddenly, it's okay to accidentally die in battle, it's not a intentional breach of the oath, it's okay to go down Tell him.It's a pity that the battle was over after all. Although he was seriously injured, he survived in the end. Once he survived, his mind became empty.

These free days are getting more and more difficult day by day, Zhan Yuan dare not think about that person, and when he thinks about it, it hurts like a piercing heart.But I don't want to, my heart always feels empty, as if something is missing.And I couldn't dream of him before, but now I don't know why, I often dream of him, and always dream of the happy days he spent with me. The eyes disappeared, leaving only a wet piece in the crotch of the obscene pants.

The days after Zhan Yuan's war were always in a state of panic and confusion. When he thought of the first year he had agreed with him, he felt worried, and he didn't know how to live the next few decades.

When Zhan Yuan defeated Tie Le for the first time, no one liked it, from traffickers and pawns to high-ranking officials and dignitaries. They all said that the world was over, and it would be better to let the Tartars come in and ruin it.Ben was waiting tremblingly for Zhan Yuan to enter Beijing to proclaim himself emperor, but he never thought that Zhan Yuan had not left the border, but just handed over a letter of surrender and sent it to the capital as soon as possible. Willing to bear the thorns and be punished by the world.The whole country was shocked, and no one expected that he would give up the easy-to-get throne, thinking that he had some conspiracy.But Yuan Jue immediately returned the Taoist edict, saying that he could be pardoned since he had lost his way and knew how to return. Moreover, he made great contributions in expelling Tie Le. To guard the frontier, most of his soldiers and horses were sent back to Beijing to guard.Zhan Yuan accepted the order obediently, and handed over most of the military power. Only then did the world dare to believe that the world had settled down again like this, and the whole country rejoiced for a while.

In fact, before Yuan Jue issued the imperial edict, he also issued a secret edict to Zhan Yuan, asking him to restore Yuan Ke's status as a royal family, and then lied that Zhan Yuan had been beheaded by him, so that he could use this to give him the title of Dingbei King. It's also good to quell public anger.

Zhan Yuan knew that he had good intentions, and also knew that keeping the name "Zhan Yuan" would inevitably cause people to scold him behind his back, but he still refused.Because I think that the person's reputation has been tainted by me, I can change my name and surname, but he is dead and I can't change it, so it's better to stay with him.

Moreover, Zhan Yuan secretly hid selfishness.Although the words "beloved disciple" have been written on his tombstone according to the man's wishes, Zhan Yuan still has unspeakable grievances in his heart. He privately feels that no matter what he does to Yan Min, he has made an oath with him. The joy of fish and water clearly knows that before he dies, he should give himself a status no matter what, but who knows that his friendship with him will only end up as a "teacher and apprentice", how can Zhan Yuan be willing?I also know that people in the world prefer barnyard officials and unofficial history, when they talk about him and Duan Ganzhuo, they will always mention their obscene things, Zhan Yuan has heard such rumors in the army.I just thought it would be great, you don't want to admit it, but you can't stop the people of this world from talking about it, the nasty things we have had must be passed down forever!

Zhan Yuan remembered that he promised to go back to see him, and promised to bring him a lot of fine wine.But it has been more than a year since his death, and Zhan Yuan never went back.Before, he was busy with the war and had no time, but now he is free, which made Zhan Yuan flustered, but he still didn't want to see him.He didn't want to see the graves under the tree where they used to practice swords and play, and he didn't want to see the imprints of their lives everywhere to see things and think about others... Thinking about the feeling that life is worse than death, Zhan Yuan subconsciously escaped up.

Zhan Yuan had nothing to do for a while, so he took out the tattered cookbook that Duan Ganzhuo gave him before he died, and cooked according to what he learned, and asked Huang Lai to teach him.In fact, Zhan Yuan is born smart. He used to pretend to be stupid to fool Duan Ganzhuo when he was in Peach Blossom Valley. Now he has learned a thick book of recipes in less than half a month. Even Huang Lai's secret stewed beef Miscellaneous also learned, Zhan Yuan became bored again.

Although Huang Lai said that the taste of the dishes he tried was pure, Zhan Yuan still didn't touch it. He was afraid that he would remember that person again after tasting it, and couldn't help but think that it would be great if that person was still there. My current culinary skills will definitely be able to coax him around.Thinking about it, he had been coaxing himself so well, and he had never coaxed him before. Thinking of Zhan Yuan like this, he couldn't lie down, so he simply put on his clothes and got up.

He remembered that tonight was the Lantern Festival, and there was a small downtown not far from where the army was stationed, thinking that it would be very lively at this time, there must be a place selling gadgets, so he quietly went alone in his normal clothes.

Zhan Yuan originally thought that the pass here was remote and desolate, and with the years of wars, there would not be many people, but he was stunned by the burning lights not far away, so he stopped.

There are lights and festoons everywhere in this busy city, and there are endless stages, babbling libretto mixed with the voices of people, dry boats on stilts, and circus fighting cocks dance to the beat of the music.Before the end of the song, the sound of applause and cheers has become one, and the boiling sound seems to agitate all kinds of lanterns on the branches to sway.

Zhan Yuan leaned on the tree alone and looked at it for a while, knowing that there was no one he was looking for in the hot place, so he lost interest, turned around and walked back.When I came to the big tent, I vaguely heard the sound of a flute, which was intermittent, hollow and clear, and could make those who heard the sound cry out.Zhan Yuan stopped and didn't return to the tent wrapped in a cold air until he finished listening.

Zhan Yuan curled up on the couch, feeling speechless loneliness.When the man first left, my heart was filled with grief, and it seemed that I went with him, leaving my body alone for more than a year in a daze; now, the pain has also fallen into an inconspicuous corner , There is always a dull pain, although it is not fatal, it has also turned into a melancholy that is difficult to dispel in his heart, making him dare not think, dare not think.

Zhan Yuan unbuttoned his shirt, held that place with his hand, and rubbed it carefully thinking of that person in his mind, panting heavily out of the corner of his mouth, for a long time, he held his hand full of filth.The momentary joy in the body is like a bolt of lightning, and it disappears in an instant, and it can't relieve the long-depressed emotions at all.

Zhan Yuan also wanted to make himself happier, but after losing that person, he felt that everything in the world lost its taste... Zhan Yuan suddenly understood why that person was so tight on himself when he had something good before. Now, he And why is it not like this, no matter what interesting or beautiful things I see, I always think of him first, thinking of giving him all the good things, seeing how happy he is... If he is happy, I can be happy... It's so simple, but Zhan Yuan can't find it...

A gust of cold wind hit the big tent, and Zhan Yuan shivered naked.

Since that day, Zhan Yuan has been ill.Qi Ming and the others thought that he had typhoid fever, but they didn't want the disease to get worse and worse, and they couldn't get better even after consulting all the famous doctors.Yuan Jue also specially sent an imperial physician from the palace to the frontier fortress, but he was helpless and could not find out the cause of the disease.

Qi Ming also vaguely guessed that he had a heart disease, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

The more sick Zhan Yuan became, the more confused he became, and the more he liked to think wildly.I don't want to see the imperial doctor, but I must have called some Taoist priests and monks every day and asked them about karma and reincarnation.Qi Ming had a bad heart, knowing that he might have lost nostalgia for the world, so he could only secretly tell those monks and priests to say something that would help him survive, but it didn't work.

In less than half a year, Zhan Yuan never sleeps or eats all day long, and his body is broken.While he was still awake, he personally wrote the memorial and sent someone to send it to Yuan Jue. In the memorial, he selected someone who could guard the border for him, and arranged contact matters.Qi Ming was deeply saddened when he saw what had happened, and knew that this time he would not be able to find Duan Ganzhuo to treat him, so he secretly thought about going back to seclusion after he was buried.

One night, Zhan Yuan lay alone on the couch in a dazed state, and was about to faint when he suddenly saw Qi Ming walking quickly, and handed him the sealed edict.Zhan Yuanqiang cheered up and propped up his eyelids. He opened them and only glanced at them. Suddenly, his eyes widened. He coughed violently while leaning on the collapsed edge, and spit out a big mouthful of dirty blood.

Qi Ming was anxious, afraid that his time was coming, and was about to cry, but saw Zhan Yuan tremblingly got up and got off the ground, unconsciously circling around the table and chairs.Qi Ming was so startled that he blinked his eyes, and couldn't help but secretly glanced at the secret edict, but saw a short line written on it:

Mr. Duan Gan is now in good health. He has kept his name in Jiatai, so please find him quickly.

Shocked, Qi Ming stared blankly at Zhan Yuan.Zhan Yuan has come to his senses, staggered over and snatched the letter from his hand, stared at the line and murmured: "He's all right...he's all right..."

Qi Ming was also puzzled, and anxiously said: "I personally transported his bones back to the place the general said, and I dug the grave myself...how could it be? This time, no matter what, my subordinates dare not lie General, what this subordinate is telling the truth..."

"Hurry up... go to Jiatai..." Zhan Yuan didn't think about it, and grabbed Qi Ming's arm tightly as if grabbing a life-saving straw.

"What did you say?!" Chen Sisha suddenly raised his upper body, his eyes were red, "Did you tell him?!"

Yuan Jue hurriedly pressed his shoulders, and coaxed him with a smile: "The show you two brothers and sisters are playing is exciting enough, but it's enough to tease and tease him, so it won't really cost him his life?"

Chen Sisha gritted his teeth and waved his hand away, angrily said: "To kill him? I wish I could eat him raw!"

Yuan Jue hurriedly hugged him, and forced a smile, "Forget it, just treat it for my sake, okay? I'm the only younger brother, so I can't just watch him die, can I? Besides, It is because of his deep affection for Mr. Duan Gan that he has fallen to where he is today, and he will definitely treat Mr. Duan Gan well in the future. If he dares to betray Mr. Duan Gan again, I will be the first to spare him!"

Chen Sisha grabbed his clothes and got down on the bed, turned his head and said coldly: "Look at your face? If it weren't for your face, I would have killed him! Love? Hmph, this sounds good, and we should be together as brothers and sisters." You two are forbidden, right?"

Yuan Jue clenched the quilt tightly with one hand, a little angry, "What a heartless thing! Which of the two of us is lying down?" Seeing Chen Sisha put on his clothes and walked out, Yuan Jue said anxiously: "You come back , where are you going?! Chen Sisha, I would like to ask you, why is he hindering you from going to Duan Ganzhuo? He wants you to obstruct like this? What dirty thoughts do you have for your senior brother?! Why, is it possible? Do you want to treat him like this to me?!"

Chen Si murderously smiled back, and tore off Yuan Jue's jade ring from his belt, and played with it in his hand, "Yuan Jue, who has no conscience? Don't you really know how I have treated you all these years? If it wasn't for you, For the sake of your world, why do I have to fight with my head on my trouser belt every day? Why do I use my senior brother again and again for you? I treat you like this, but have you ever trusted me? No Right? If you believe me, I will not force me to feign death when I am fighting with Tiele, so as to take the opportunity to seize my military power! I don’t want to argue with you even if you take my power, and I am willing to be anonymous on your bed But you should never forget your promise to me! Now that you have told him, there is nothing I can do. I can’t be sorry to my elder brother anymore, let’s forget about it. If you You still have the spirit of being an emperor, so don't come looking for me."

After Chen Sisha finished speaking, he threw the jade ring on Yuan Jue's body, and it hit his collarbone red.

Seeing him leave without looking back, Yuan Jue was so angry that his eyes were red, he grabbed the jade ring, and said in a low voice, "Who wants to take your power? Isn't it because you are about to lose? You are so cheeky!" For a moment, I couldn't think about what I should do if I was martyred for the country? Is there any other way to prevent you from cheating me to death? One mouthful and one scorpion made me feel wronged, and I don't even think about who is being bullied on the dragon bed?"

Yuan Jue became more and more angry as he talked, and he didn't bother to let anyone stop him, so he lay on his back alone on the couch.In fact, there were some words just now that Yuan Jue didn't have the nerve to tell Chen Sisha that the reason why he sent Yuan Ke to guard the border was to change him back, so that he would not suffer from the pain of guarding the border alone, and could stay by his side day and night... But this Why is the big stick not enlightened?

Forget it, coax him back when his anger subsides, Yuan Jue said in his heart, that man is a grown man, but his temperament has not grown at all, he is still so small, fortunately he is embarrassed to let himself coax him every day!What is the imperial spirit?He just said it when he was sure he didn't.