The hero has an unworthy disciple

Zhan Yuan got up and lit the candle with a fire pocket, his hands trembling for a long time without lighting it, and he still smiled palely, "Who said that to you? I'll pull out his tongue now, and post a notice to tell the world, Tell them that Zhan Yuan is rushing to serve as a prisoner for the hero Duan Gan. Is this good?"

Duan Ganzhuo shook his head vigorously, sighed, "That's all..."

Finally lit the candles.Zhan Yuan lay back beside him again, "A Zhuo, open your eyes and look at me."

"Good A Zhuo, why don't you talk anymore?"

"A Zhuo, are you angry with me?" Seeing that his eyes and mouth were still tightly closed, Zhan Yuan bit his lips helplessly, and shook his hands nervously, "A Zhuo, you have never been angry with me before. How do I know how to coax you?"

Hearing his heavy and sometimes light breathing and refusing to speak, Zhan Yuan felt at ease and uneasy, so he pushed him and threatened him with a gloomy tone: "A Zhuo, don't sleep! Open your eyes and see Look, they are all ghosts! They are lying on the ground, waiting for you to fall asleep and eating you!"

Duan Ganzhuo finally opened his mouth, and put his arm close to him, "Xiaolongbao...help me watch...walked a long way...tired...don't dare to sleep...you watch... "

Seeing that this trick worked, Zhan Yuan was overjoyed and blew into his ear, "I won't help you guard it. A Zhuo, do you know the eight cold and eight hot hells? Let me tell you, first The first layer is called Blistering Hell, where the wind, raging, hail, and snow torment the ice. There is no clothing to cover the body, and there is no shelter from the cold. The ghosts inside are covered with scars from the cold, and their faces are beyond recognition. But, Ah Zhuo, that is a punishment The lightest level of hell. You don't know, the second level..."

Zhan Yuan was still waiting to talk, but he heard a soft cry, his whole body trembled violently, and he couldn't breathe heavily.Zhan Yuan was startled, and hugged him tightly in his arms, helping him to follow his back.

"A Zhuo, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, as long as you don't die, you won't go there. Don't sleep well, talk to me all the time, talk for the rest of your life, I have saved a lot of words and haven't had time to talk to you, I will talk to you slowly Tell me, can you listen carefully...I also want to hear how Ah Zhuo is living these days, so you can also tell me carefully. Ah Zhuo, can you tell me first?"

Zhan Yuan was silent, only waiting for a low sob, and gently touched his face, with tears on his hands.

Zhan Yuan wiped away the tears in his hands, closed his eyes and remained silent for a while, before he smiled and said: "I was joking with you, why did you take it seriously? Don't tell me that the dignified hero Duan Gan was scared to cry by me, I will go out I told people, do you still want your reputation?"

"Watch... me."

"It's guarding." Zhan Yuan stroked his hair, unable to laugh, "Isn't this here? Don't cry, the people who carefully control the door will hear that your group of old men will laugh at you and say Why are you so grown up like a child, you cry when you are scared, how silly."

"Not stupid..." Duan Ganzhuo sucked his nose hard, stopped crying, and stubbornly raised a finger to point to his head, "Smart...you have a good brain."

What a shit!Zhan Yuan laughed and scolded in his heart, if he was really good at it, he would definitely not be brought into this situation by himself, it can be seen that he is a rare idiot in the world.It was only when he thought that this poor idiot was about to die, Zhan Yuan kindly didn't refute him.

"Yes, Ah Zhuo is smart." Zhan Yuan lifted his body, put his head lightly on his shoulder blades, and took the opportunity to kiss his hair, "A Zhuo is not stupid, not at all. Talk to me again Come on, please..."

"Okay. Then tell me...my master...why...you always call me stupid?"

Zhan Yuan suddenly remembered vaguely that he had met Yan Youzong when he brought him back to Ruo Que Mountain.At that time, Yan Youzong saw that he was so angry that his beard was up. He even kicked Duan Ganzhuo several times and dragged him into the room. When he quietly looked in from the window, he saw Yan Youzong was pulling his ears. , Knocking his head and yelling at him for being a fool, he shouldn't have caused this catastrophe.At that time, I didn't understand it, and I didn't understand it until today. He was really stupid and hopeless to save himself.If he doesn't save himself, he will still be the master of the Zhuyumen who shocked the world and the court, won the respect of Emperor Yuanning, and can control the situation in the world. I caused this fate... Zhan Yuan thought for a long time in silence, but he didn't understand why he saved himself in the first place, it was obviously a harmless thing with no benefit.Sure enough, outsiders can't understand the fool's thoughts.

"It was your master who said that because he feared that you were smarter than him."

"Really?" Duan Ganzhuo's chest heaved lightly, he panted and smiled, "I... read a book at a glance... I have a photographic memory... Still, I am a martial arts wizard... amazing!"

"Very powerful." Zhan Yuan's eyes were red, "It's your master who is not good. I don't know how to cherish such a good disciple as you. When I see him, I will..."

Duan Ganzhuo suddenly grabbed his arm firmly.Zhan Yuan felt that his arms hurt a little from being grabbed by him, and he didn't know where his strength came from suddenly, so he said anxiously: "A Zhuo?! Don't worry, speak slowly, I'm listening..."

"Don't...don't...don't look for him..."

Zhan Yuan was stunned, and smiled wryly, "Don't worry, I won't hurt him... Now in your heart, am I just an evil spirit? I'll kill people when I see you? Don't worry, I won't do anything to make you sad again It's..."

"No...his martial arts are unfathomable...if I see you...I can't spare you..." Duan Ganzhuo breathed out twice like a broken fan, "Hide him...send someone to guard against...remember ..."

"Okay...okay." Zhan Yuan murmured twice, never expecting that he was still thinking about himself at this moment, "Don't worry about me, now my martial arts are higher than yours..."

Duan Ganzhuo opened his eyes wide in anxiety and shook his head, "Silly!...I taught you all...but he...didn't teach me...to hide!" After finishing speaking, he coughed up a big mouthful of dirty blood.

Zhan Yuan hugged him tightly, and wiped him off with distress, thinking that this idiot is really so stupid that there is no cure, and it is not easy to live to this day.

"Okay, okay, I'll listen to A Zhuo and hide." Zhan Yuan sniffed, "I've been thinking about the past recently. I dreamed about Emperor Yuanning last night, and dreamed that he was cooking meat... He coaxed me to eat it... I found out later that it was you who cooked it... I only remembered after I woke up that he asked me to kill a horse I liked very much. I couldn't bear it, so I begged him for mercy. He agreed, but I thought, maybe he abandoned me since then. So Yuan Jue is right, the world has nothing to do with me, it is not mine. Thinking about it this way, I have been unwilling What are you and resentment? I think I'm just a joke, but I'm just a whore who still thinks that the world should be mine... Isn't it funny? Tell me, people in the world are secretly Are you kidding me?"

Duan Ganzhuo wanted to open his eyes, but couldn't, "You...you know."

"Yeah." Zhan Yuan laid his head back upright, and closed his eyes, "It turned out that it was really my birthday. You were the only one who celebrated my birthday in this life. Unfortunately, I didn't eat that bowl of noodles. I didn't eat it, and then I often wondered what it tasted like... Next time, can you make me a bowl next time? I will definitely eat it clean."

"Someone will...do..."

"But A Zhuo makes the best food."

Duan Ganzhuo grinned happily, "Huang Yiguo...is okay."

Zhan Yuan knew what this fool liked to hear, so he coaxed him: "It's far worse than yours. A Zhuo is much better than him, and the title of chef should have been yours long ago."

Duan Ganzhuo giggled twice, "Farewell... Good at martial arts... Good at medicine... Good at cooking... Although you are really good... Don't let people know... Sword Master... One Names... just... enough, too many... eye-catching."

"Okay. I'm the only one who knows that Ah Zhuo is so powerful and humble. I won't tell others."

"Ah."

Zhan Yuan nestled quietly beside him, feeling that wireless is beautiful at this moment, it would be even better if time could stop, it would be great to let him lie down with him like this.

"Small steamed buns..."

"Ok?"

"You are alone...you have to be good..."

Zhan Yuan turned his head to look at the flickering candlelight, but said nothing.

"I can't worry about you... But... I can't... Take care of you anymore... Ever since you were born, everyone around you has been plotting against you... Xiaolongbao, I can't protect you anymore... You should What to do...you can only rely on yourself, be more ruthless to others, even if you hurt others by mistake, don't let others harm you...I really...for your own good..."

Zhan Yuan turned to look at him again, and smiled, "I know."

"Are... are you...feeling for me?" Duan Ganzhuo thought he had no self in his heart when he learned the truth at the beginning, but now that he saw him again and saw his words and deeds towards him, he was a little uncertain.

Hearing this, Zhan Yuan tightly covered his nose and open mouth, and tears flowed down the corners of his closed eyes.

"How much...?" Duan Ganzhuo couldn't help but feel a little worried.When I was with him before, I naturally hoped that he would be true to me, but now... I wish he would be ruthless to me, because Duan Ganzhuo thought of that poor love-sick doctor again.

Zhan Yuan closed his eyes and let out a few deep breaths, clutching the quilt tightly with both hands, and pressing his chest hard to prevent himself from sobbing, "Not much. I forgot you in two days." The voice he said was so calm that there was no ups and downs , tears soaked the pillow towel.

Duan Ganzhuo was relieved and happy now, "Then... just... okay... don't... talk to me... I'll squint...for a while...too tired...these days...no Dare to close your eyes... If you want to go back to Peach Blossom Valley in the future...Look at me...Choose...Summer...You can...Pick peaches and eat...Wine...You don't need to bring me a lot...Six or seven tanks at a time is enough...More I can't even drink it...you secretly...give it to me...don't let Xiaochen...know...he won't let me drink...he keeps drinking secretly...don't let him know...if you...are lazy Go... just forget it..."

"I'll go...I'll go..." Zhan Yuan suppressed his sobs, fearing that he could not hear him, he said anxiously: "I brought you a lot of wine, I will definitely bring it to you, fine wine, I will snare it for you The best wine in the world... I won't lie to you, don't worry."

"Okay..." Duan Ganzhuo was satisfied and closed his mouth.

Zhan Yuan lay beside him, not daring to move, he could only feel his life being stripped from his body with his weakened breathing, bit by bit, Zhan Yuan could imagine his own pain when he was left with only a torso , but there is no way to stop it, he has no way... he can only watch him die, accompany him through that hurdle, and enter the door of death, the only thing he can do is to accompany him and let him go It's not so fearful, and then meet your own pain, that's all.

Zhan Yuan endured for a long time, and finally wept accidentally, but the people around him did not respond.Zhan Yuan pushed him, but seeing that he ignored him, he tried his breath with shaking hands, and knowing that he could no longer hear him, he burst into tears in relief.

After crying enough, Zhan Yuan took his head out from Duan Ganzhuo's neck, and carefully opened his skirt to look at his chest. Leng...

Zhan Yuan wiped away his tears, and quickly changed him into clean clothes before he was hardened, and wrapped him tightly with a blanket.

"Qi Ming."

Qi Ming vaguely heard his cries and was puzzled. Hearing his call, he hurriedly walked into the big tent, "The subordinate is here. Mr. Duan Gan..."

"died."

"How?! Didn't he just give him the antidote..."

Zhan Yuan didn't have the energy to explain, he just said: "Go and find a good coffin."

Qi Ming suppressed his doubts, gritted his teeth, "Yes."

Zhan Yuan couldn't help but lay down on him for a while, and said: "A Zhuo, you've cut out my heart... That's all, it's only a few decades, it's gone in the blink of an eye, I don't care about you, see you later Me, you don't care about the bad things I did, okay... You wait for me there with peace of mind... I have kept the peach branch as a proof that we will meet again in the underground... To save you from reneging. To be honest , everyone around you is good, but you are so fond of beauty, I can't trust you, you have to take care of yourself over there, don't know what your last name is when you see a female ghost, and tarnish your hero's reputation for nothing What a bad reputation..."

When Qi Ming brought the coffin, Zhan Yuan had already returned to normal.Qi Ming looked at him cautiously, afraid that he would do something to kill himself, but he looked calm.

"Qi Ming, you should transport the dead bodies of Duan Ganzhuo and Chen Si back to Peach Blossom Valley for a proper burial."

Qi Ming was startled, thinking that he should do this by himself, and even more afraid that he was determined to die, so he said anxiously: "General, you should do the burial yourself..."

"I promised Ah Zhuo that if we want to restore peace to the world, it will be difficult to deal with the Tartars if they enter Tongguan. You go for me, and I will visit him again in the future. I will tell you where it went... Zhan Yuan thought for a while, and said, "Separate them farther apart, and leave an open space beside Duan Ganzhuo."

Qi Ming thinks that the world will not be settled in a short period of time. When the world is settled, maybe his grief will pass, and he will not seek short-sightedness at that time, so he is relieved and complies.

Zhan Yuan personally carried him into the coffin carefully, looked at him reluctantly for a while, and strode out cruelly.While walking, he said silently: Ah Zhuo, don't you want peace for the rest of your life?I give you.wait for me.

After getting out of the big tent, Zhan Yuan realized that the rain had stopped, and the clear and bright half moon seemed to be mixed with the fragrance of the soil after the rain. Looking at it from a distance, it was refreshing.

Zhan Yuan remembered the inscription on Duan Ganzhuo's chest. It was crooked, but it was at the position of the heart. It should have been carved by himself with a dagger.It's also strange, other places on his body are rotten, so why is the word "Amin" still so clear and eye-catching?The only bad thing is that the idiot is stupid enough, probably he carved it in a mirror or in the river water, the two characters are engraved backwards... idiot...

After Zhan Yuan beat Yuan Jue and told him about his agreement with Duan Ganzhuo, he began to doubt it.Although he is so kind to himself, the person in his heart may not be himself, he just treats others as he likes by nature, and he has these fates with him by chance, so he receives such care from him.It's not that Zhan Yuan doesn't want to ask who the person in his heart is. If there is really Qi Yucao who can cure his illness in the world, he would have asked it a long time ago. If the person in his heart is Yan Min, it's nothing. , I don't believe that I can't lose her, and I don't believe that I can't squeeze myself in.But when he knew that he had only one way to die, Zhan Yuan really felt that there was no need to ask, what is love in front of life and death?Does it matter if the person in his heart is himself?As long as he can live a peaceful and happy life, even if he makes himself happy watching him get married and have children... But...

At this moment, Zhan Yuan knew that the person in his heart was really not himself.I didn't feel any pain in my heart. Instead, I felt that it should be like this, and that I didn't deserve it.So, too.

Qi Ming chased him out from the big tent, he was relieved to see that he was still there, hesitantly said: "Subordinate... there is one more thing I want to ask the general."

Zhan Yuan came back to his senses, turned to look at him, "Say."

"I don't know how to put the name of the general on Mr. Duan Qian's tombstone?"

"How to fall?" Zhan Yuan blinked his eyes, his dull eyes passed him and seemed to look at the low endless sky, "I am his...widow..."

"My subordinate understands."

"No." Zhan Yuan closed his eyes and let out a low laugh, "He doesn't recognize me anymore, and I'm not worthy of... just, you fall... fall... 'I don't like Tu Yuanke'. He told me a lot, It's all blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

After Zhan Yuan finished speaking, he straddled his horse and tightened his grip on the horse's reins.Thinking that half a day ago I was looking forward to being able to be with his prime minister, and half a day later he died in my arms, no matter how heartbroken I would be... The time is so short that it is the second half of my life, and I can see it at a glance In the end, from the beginning to the end, there is nothing but suffering.It turned out that he was the only one I wanted, what kind of country, what kind of military power, it turned out that having him would be a bit seductive.Now that he's gone, all of these things have become irrelevant to him. Today belongs to you, and tomorrow it will belong to others. How can we keep it?Who wants to keep it? ... There is only one real him, which was once his own, and no one else could take it away, but he was cruelly cut out by himself, and his heart and lungs were cut off along the way.

He is such a good person... Zhan Yuan couldn't help thinking that it would have been better if he hadn't had a good time with him at the beginning, and now he wouldn't have to taste the pain of loss.Perhaps the most regrettable thing in the world is to destroy one's most beloved thing with one's own hands.Now, he has tasted this taste.

The war horse lowered its head and sneezed, then took two steps.Zhan Yuan came back to his senses, grabbed Ji Huan and turned around in a circle.Looking up, the endless black sky is full of stars, bright or dark.The cool wind messed up the hair and swollen eye sockets, Zhan Yuan pulled the reins, flicked the whip hard, and shouted "呿!".The horse galloped away with a wail, and thousands of soldiers followed closely behind, shattering the tranquility of the night.

[The author has something to say]: Hey, this seems to be more satisfactory.Which one is yelling to see BE, such as a certain little fox, who can take this chapter as the ending, how kind I am!Please praise~