[Net King] Letter from Sanyuan

After Yukimura Seichi got home, he stayed in his room except for going downstairs to eat, and even asked his sister not to come in and disturb him.Although Rena Yukimura didn't know why, but seeing her brother's serious expression, she complied obediently.On the other hand, Yukimura's mother looked at the closed door and guessed what it was for, she sighed lightly and went to the next room to accompany her little daughter.

Yukimura Seiichi nestled in the room and didn't do anything, just pulled out Kiyoka's emails, and re-read the first to the last one.Things that I didn't care about or deliberately ignored became clear when I watched it the second time.

Yukimura Seichi has to admit that he actually knows very little about Kiyoka, and it is he who presumptuously frames Kiyoka as the girl who first wrote those words full of enthusiasm and encouragement, thinking that this girl will always be on the other side that he can't see , Support yourself silently and accompany yourself.

And the girl he thought would not change, actually presented the truth to him in the email - the girl who would fight for his grievances and learn painting for him, has grown up slowly in the torrent of time .It was he who was unwilling to admit that he had become a past in Qing Xia's heart when he could notice it.Even if the content of the email changed from being all about himself to only a name that occasionally flashed by, he pretended not to see it until Ando appeared.

Kiyoka Ando met all of Yukimura Seiichi's expectations for Kiyoka. This girl would silently encourage him, and when she laughed, her eyes were full of his reflection. She had full confidence in him, and she would quietly Get to know him by reading the books he has read.It seemed that as long as she needed her, she could be by his side anytime.

Therefore, when wavering, Yukimura Seiichi was still unwilling to give up Kiyoka Ando's "Kyoka".

However, what his mother said was not wrong, he selfishly imposed his expectations on Qingxia on Ando, ​​which was unfair to Ando.He has no right to deny the existence of a person, and Ando should not be imprisoned in Qingxia's circle by him.

Yukimura Seiichi reached out and rubbed his temples on both sides, all this happened because of his weakness.Obviously aware of Zhujing's difference, but stubbornly refused to accept the reality that Qingxia would really regard him as the past and let go of it.

Yukimura Seiichi, you really can't afford to lose, no matter what you are obsessed with the banner of victory.But with you like this, I'm afraid that Qingxia will look down on you or be completely disappointed.Yukimura Seiichi couldn't help but thought to himself, and at the same time, Yui Takei looked at him every time, always indifferently, without enthusiasm or deliberate alienation.

Yukimura Seiichi didn't understand what this look represented before, but now he understands clearly that it is a kind of ignorance.

Kiyoka, who became Yui Takei, stripped the name Yukimura Seichi from her life, just like she once chose to forget her ex-boyfriend.Once you let go, all traces of this person will be completely erased.

However, for accompanying him through those frustrated Qingxia, how could Yukimura Seiichi be willing to only embrace this person's past.Since he has already made a mistake once, he has to confess the mistake he made. If he doesn't even have the courage to do so, how can he expect Qingxia to face it squarely again.

Yukimura Seiichi, who had made up his mind, made an appointment with Ando Kiyoka on the second day of going to school.For this invitation from Yukimura Seiichi, Kiyoka Ando had a vague premonition that something would happen.

"Although I've said it once, I still want to seriously say sorry to you." Yukimura Seichi looked into Ando Kiyoka's eyes and said sincerely, with the same sincerity in the apology on his face, "For some reasons , I mistook you for a friend, I'm really sorry."

Ando Qingxia's smile finally became a bit reluctant under this earnestness, and the hands that were attached to her body were tightly clutching the corners of the clothes. After a while, she resisted the movement of lowering her head, looking directly at those pairs still made her feel beautiful. Looking into his eyes, he asked, "So, Yukimura-kun became friends with me because of this reason?"

Yukimura Seiichi did not evade, and calmly answered "Yes".

Kiyoka Ando pursed her lips and said nothing, and Seichi Yukimura didn't say any more apologies.After a long silence, Kiyoka Ando suddenly smiled shallowly, looked at Seiichi Yukimura and turned to the small tree swaying in the wind. "Yukimura-kun don't need to feel sorry, I, actually already felt it."

Yukimura Seichi was taken aback when he heard the words, but Ando Kiyoka did not explain, but continued to say what he wanted to say: "Actually, there is no need to apologize for this kind of thing. You didn't do anything bad to me , and did not deliberately do something that misunderstood me. In fact, I am very grateful to Yukimura-kun for apologizing to me so seriously."

Yukimura Seiichi opened his mouth to say something, but felt that saying anything at this time seemed pale and powerless.

Kiyoka Ando noticed this, and the smile on his face gradually returned to its former brightness, "Hey, Yukimura-kun, without your friend, can we still be friends?"

"Ando?"

Kiyoka Ando took a step forward without looking back, "Didn't Yukimura-kun apologize already? Then next time, just get to know each other again and become friends."

After Ando Kiyoka left, Yukimura Seiichi still stayed where he was, thinking about the other party's last words, slowly, the expression on his face became more bitter.In the end, it turned out that he was the worst.So, he who has been lingering in the same place, can really make Qingxia turn around and face his existence?

At this time, the sound of "rustling" sounded from the bushes behind him, and Seiichi Yukimura turned around, and Yui Takei's figure appeared in the field of vision.Yukimura Seiichi couldn't tell what his mood was at the moment, nervous?perturbed?Still looking forward to?Maybe both.

So, Yukimura Seiichi watched the figure getting closer and closer, and finally stopped in front of him.But Takei Yui's stay was actually stopped by Yukimura Seichi.

It was the first time for Yukimura Seiichi to look at a person's eyes so seriously. Those dark brown almost black eyes looked over with the indifference in his memory.Yukimura Seiichi was sure of Takei's position in the back, and listened to what he and Ando said, but this person's expression was too calm, and he couldn't see the slightest wavering in his expression.

With just a short look at each other, Yukimura Seiichi really felt what Qingxia said, "Once you let go, what you once cared about is just the past that can no longer stir up waves". degree.

"The head of the Tennis Department of Lihai University, what a handsome boy."

"I think Yukimura Seiichi is a boy who can bring warmth to others."

"I believe you will be fine, and I will accompany you in the three-dimensional side."

"You'll be the king on the court, Yukimura Seiichi."

"I'm going to meet you and see what the real you look like, Yukimura Seichi."

Involuntarily, Yukimura Seiichi called out the name that could not be pronounced: "Qingxia."

The author has something to say: the next chapter will probably write about Ando’s sister paper

Then I still want to talk about Brother Xiacun. Although Xu Fei wrote that Wang Wang’s princes are very mature, in fact they are still a group of junior high school students. Teenagers of this age always have their immature side and need to go through some things slowly. grow up.So, when you see Brother Cun is immature than others, recite it silently with me three times in your heart, Brother Cun is still a junior high school student, Brother Cun is still a junior high school student, Brother Cun is still a junior high school student o(*￣▽￣* )o

☆, extra episode: Ando Kiyoshi

At the age of 16, Ando Kiyoka fell in love with Yukimura Seichi, a classmate.It was a boy with good looks and a gentle smile.Kiyoka Ando had heard a lot about him in middle school.But at that time, Yukimura Seiichi was just a simple school figure to Ando Kiyoka.When I like it, I try to dig out everything about this person, even if it is the past that has happened.

Then, I knew that this boy had a serious illness when he was in the second year of junior high school, and was diagnosed by a doctor after surgery that he could no longer play tennis, but he returned to the court with his own efforts; The notorious Youth Academy was broken and took away this person's pride, because Li Haida had already lost once in the Kanto Competition.

In the scene of losing the game, Kiyoka Ando couldn't bear to imagine the opponent's expression at that time as long as he thought of the efforts made by the opponent to return to the court.

Compared with Yukimura Seiichi's situation in tennis, Ando Kiyoka prefers to watch him in class.Although not every homework performance is perfect, it makes people feel real, and as long as it is the other party's turn to answer the question, they can always answer with ease with a smiling expression.

If Yukimura Seichi, who is in class, is a young man who makes people feel refreshed, then, Yukimura Seichi, who is serious about painting, is a scenery that makes people stop and linger.

Facing such a handsome young man, Ando Kiyoka only dared to look at him from a distance.She doesn't have as good grades as the other party, nor is she good at sports, and even her personality is a bit weak.Therefore, in this secret love, Kiyoka Ando never expected to become friends with the other party, or let the other party remember that she was a classmate.

One year in the same class, Kiyoka Ando felt as if only one month had passed.In the second year, it was really easy to use. The classrooms of their two classes were at the end of the corridor. It was difficult for her to see Yukimura Seichi inside through the classroom window, even though he was very dazzling.

Without getting along with his classmates, Ando Qingxia looked at the things the other party liked to see like a maniac, as if he could get close to the other party in this way.So Kiyoka Ando learned the painting that Yukimura Seiichi was good at, but unfortunately he couldn't learn it well, and had to give up in the end.

Afterwards, knowing that Seiichi Yukimura likes gardening, Kiyoka Ando read a lot of books on this subject, but still missed it.

Later, knowing that Seiichi Yukimura was reading a collection of French poems, Kiyoka Ando plunged into learning a new foreign language again.Fortunately, this time I didn't hit a wall again. Even though I learned a lot, I was able to understand a French poem with the help of a dictionary.

The French poet, Ando Kiyoka's favorite is the works of Cyril Gazzo, because his works can make her feel a kind of hope and courage.Occasionally, she also hopes that one day, she can stand in front of Yukimura Seiichi calmly, and then tell this man with courage that she likes him.

But the reality is, no matter how much hope and courage she gets from Silaire's work, she still takes that step.In Ando Kiyoka's eyes, Yukimura Seiichi is too dazzling a person to her, and the distance between them is something that she will never be able to close.So, until she graduated from high school, she never said a word to each other face to face.

When he arrived at university, Ando Qingxia applied for the French major of a foreign language college in Tokyo, while Yukimura Seichi went to Tokyo University.

I saw Yukimura Seichi again in a debate competition, which was jointly organized by several universities, and the final venue was their school.

"I heard that Seiichi Yukimura is also very famous in Tokyo University, and he is very good at tennis!"

Hearing the exclamation of passers-by, Ando Qingxia smiled slightly, this person is naturally outstanding everywhere.His tennis, probably no one will stand on the court more like a king than him.

Ando Qingxia walked to the music classroom, opened the cover of the piano, stroked the black and white keys with ten fingers, and the pleasant sound of the piano slowly flowed throughout the classroom.

"It's a really nice piano. If I don't have enough time, I really want to see what kind of person is playing the piano, Sanada."

That was when Ando Kiyoka decided to give up the untalented piano, and heard Yukimura Seiichi say with emotion to a passing piano room.With little thought, Kiyoka Ando insisted on playing the piano.Only for one day in the future, if this person can also say such a sentence after hearing her piano sound.

After the debate, Ando Kiyoka never heard anything from Yukimura Seichi again.

Kiyoka Ando thought that her life would continue to parallel that of Yukimura Seiichi, until she saved a child from a car accident on the road.

If you could start your life over again, what would you want to make up for in the past?

Kiyoka Ando also thought about this question. When he returned to his 14-year-old life, should he have more courage than his previous self to walk in front of that boy?The answer is no, she is used to looking at each other silently from far away.

When he really met Yukimura Seiichi, who was still 14 years old, Kiyoka Ando couldn't tell what his mood was at that time. Was it because he was happy to meet this boy earlier, or because he wanted to be able to send his own blessings to the boy in the next twists and turns? Happy to be encouraged?

She thought, as long as she still likes the boy Yukimura Seiichi in her heart, she will still be the girl who was at a loss when facing the person she likes in front of him, and this kind of bewilderment has nothing to do with age.Because in the past seven or eight years, she has always put Yukimura Seichi in a position that she cannot reach.

When people get along with each other, if you don't put yourself and the other party on an equal footing, then it is a matter of course that you are not valued by the other party.Therefore, Kiyoka Ando didn't feel dissatisfied or unwilling at all for Yukimura Seiichi mistaking her for someone else.

Sometimes, Kiyoka Ando felt that it would be nice if he was not so sensitive, so that he didn't have to discover the way Yukimura Seiichi looked at him so early, sometimes he was looking at another person through himself.And she won't find that when Yukimura Seiichi gets along with her, sometimes some of the words she says are familiar, but those are unfamiliar to her.

The moment he made it clear with Yukimura Seiichi, Kiyoka Ando actually wanted to ask if the friend he misidentified was Yui Takei.As a bystander, Ando Kiyoka is very aware of the difference between Yukimura Seiichi and Takei Yui, and this subtle difference may not even be noticed by himself.

Kiyoka Ando couldn't help but think of the first time he saw this girl.That was when she went to the hospital to visit Yukimura Seiichi. She knew that Yukimura Seiichi had the habit of going to the rehabilitation room to exercise secretly, and then he would always watch for a while where the other party could not see.

That day, she saw a strange girl standing where she often stood, where she could clearly see Yukimura Seiichi's exercise.At first, she thought the girl was looking at someone else, but later she saw the girl frowning frequently in the direction of Yukimura Seiichi.Especially when Yukimura Seiichi was trying to be brave, she saw an expression on the girl's face that she didn't know whether to describe it as disappointment or sadness, and then she confirmed the fact that the person the other party was looking at was also Yukimura Seiichi.

After that, Kiyoka Ando never saw the girl in the hospital again.

If it was Yui Takei, Kiyoka Ando looked up at the blue sky, and a faint smile melted on his lips.Then you have to work hard, Yukimura-kun.

The author has something to say: Therefore, you will think that the similarities between Ando and the heroine are actually connected by the village brother_(:з」∠)_

Then, sister Ando's liking for Brother Cun is not a kind of wanting to be possessed by the other party, but a kind of mentality that is satisfied when seeing the other party live well.Because Brother Cun is a very beautiful secret love in her memory, this relationship is very simple and pure to Ando sister paper, so when going back to the past, she will choose the distance that she is best at.

I don’t know what to say, can you understand what I want to express, in short, this is the end of Ando’s explanation

Finally, from the next chapter, the heroine's sense of presence will rise! !