[Net King] Letter from Sanyuan

Yukimura Seiichi felt that he seemed to be trapped in a maze, the exit was obviously the one he knew, but he went round and round inside and couldn't get out.The direction that was still determined a moment ago, what appeared in front of the next moment was not the light of the exit, but a deeper night.In it, he gradually became unclear which end was the right one, and he would always start to waver halfway through.

Qing Xia, what should I do?

Seiichi Yukimura stroked the outline on the sketch paper that he could not complete with his fingers, and the expression in his eyes slowly became cloudy.

At this time, the door of the studio was knocked lightly a few times, Yukimura Seiichi recovered his senses and raised his head, Yukimura's mother stood at the door and smiled slightly: "Seiichi, do you need to talk to your mother?"

Seiichi Yukimura picked up the cloth next to him to cover the drawing board, then turned his head and nodded to Yukimura's mother.After getting his response, Yukimura's mother went to sit next to him.Her eyes fell on that frowning face, and she sighed silently in her heart. She didn't know what kind of problem it would be, and it troubled her always decisive son to such an extent.

Although he agreed to discuss with his mother, but regarding Qing Xia's matter, he absolutely cannot tell the truth.For a while, Yukimura Seiichi didn't know how to open this topic.

"I don't know where to start?" Yukimura Seichi nodded silently, and Yukimura's mother pondered for a while as if she had realized something, and then said, "Then let mother first guess what kind of question it is? The national competition is over , with the strength of the Lihai University Tennis Club, the succession of the younger generation should not worry you. In terms of study, although you have been absent for more than half a year, but with your learning ability, it will not be a problem. If it is a friend, you have never met You've been troubled by this. Emotional, then?"

Seiichi Yukimura, who was guessed, didn't feel awkward or embarrassed here. He looked at his mother with encouraging eyes, organized his words, and said slowly: "I have a pen pal that I cherish very much. For some reason, this pen pal will not tell me who she is. But I know that she is someone I know around me, and I can even be sure that she is one of them. However, I often inadvertently read from another person I think of some characteristics of this pen pal. Sometimes, the person I am sure of makes me feel that if it is my pen pal, she will not have those performances. But when I was confused, she said the pen pal What I said before."

After listening to what her son said, Yukimura's mother reasoned out the content for a while, and said, "Seiichi, are you sure that your pen pal is one of them?"

"I'm sure."

Yukimura's mother listened to her son's answer without hesitation, and she was sure, "So, what you are worried about now is because you feel something more like a pen pal in other people, which makes you have a problem with the fact that the person you believe is a pen pal. shake?"

It took a long time for Yukimura Seiichi to reply "Yes" with a slightly dry voice.

"Since you have been shaken, you are only worrying here because you firmly believe that person is a pen pal?"

"……Yes."

After Yukimura's mother asked this sentence, she didn't continue to speak immediately, but stared deeply at her son.After a while, Yukimura's mother put her hand on her son's shoulder, with a slight sigh: "Seiichi, why do you firmly believe that person is a pen pal? It's because of some changes in the other person. Does it make you more willing to believe in the person you identify, and don't want to admit the possibility?"

Yukimura Seiichi raised his head abruptly, the shock on his face was accompanied by a trace of panic that he wanted to hide.Yukimura's mother stood up, put her hands on her son's shoulders and rubbed his head, "Seiichi, you already have the answer in your heart, don't you? It's just that that person and your cognition With a difference, you feel that she should be like the person you identified to meet your expectations. However, this kind of imposed expectation is unfair to the person you identified."

Yukimura Seiichi was stunned when he heard this, but he pursed his lips and did not make a sound.

"Mom feels how much you cherish this pen pal." Said Yukimura's mother and withdrew her hand, "Seiki, it is impossible to take every step in life completely according to your own expectations. Have you ever thought about your unwillingness? , is it a sign of your weakness? If you really want to cherish it, you shouldn't be timid."

Weakness... Yukimura Seiichi removed the canvas from the drawing board, stared at the outline on it and fell into a long thought.

But he still wants to try again.

This weekend, Yukimura Seichi organized people who participated in the drama performance to go to the seaside of Kanagawa to watch the sea.When they arrived at the beach, boys with more lively personalities like Marui Bunta and Kirihara Akaya immediately left the main group and ran to the beach. Sonny, who was behind them, hurriedly followed because he was worried about his partner.

The pair of Masaharu Nioh and Hiroshi Yagyu glanced at Seiichi Yukimura who was whispering to Kiyoka Ando, ​​and walked away together in tacit understanding.For the remaining four, Genichiro Sanada walked to the other side as indicated by Liu Ren'er's eyes.

So, in less than a while, only Yukimura Seiichi and Ando Kiyoka remained in place.Seiichi Yukimura looked at the main candidates walking around, smiled helplessly, and invited Kiyoka Ando: "Ando and I go there for a walk, Rena knows I'm going to the beach, and wants me to give her Pick up some beautiful shells and go back."

Naturally, Ando Kiyoka would not refuse such a request, so he followed Yukimura Seiichi and walked slowly to the edge of the beach.

The moment he got close to the sea, Seiichi Yukimura looked sideways at Kiyoka Ando and watched the expression change. However, until the waves hit the legs of the two of them, the girl beside him was only because of the sudden coldness. He retreated a little, without a trace of rejection in his expression.

"I don't understand the mentality of those who make fun of other people's weaknesses. When I said that I am afraid of water, I believe that my expression is not joking. But in fact, these few people are talking about the little water on the beach. Just to the knee, not that serious. Then, I was pulled into the water by force.

Afterwards, these people were probably shocked by my fear of water, and they came to apologize to me one by one, and I have decided not to have deep friendship with these people.

I am afraid of water because of a flood when I was a child. At that time, I was more playful when I was young, and I accidentally fell into the river.I don't remember what the scene was like for a long time, but I only remember that I was uncomfortable in the water for a long time.Later, whenever I mentioned this matter, my parents always looked scared, saying that if it was one o'clock in the evening, it would really be too late.

Since then, I have always kept my distance from the existence of rivers, swimming pools and the like. "

When Yukimura Seiichi bent down to pick up the shells, his fingers trembled slightly when he thought of this.No matter how a person changes, there will be no change in which the deep-seated emotion like fear of water will disappear.

Seiichi Yukimura picked up the shell and straightened up, the girl beside him smiled warmly and handed over the beautiful shell she found.Yukimura Seiichi looked at this smile that he once thought was sunny, but his mood, which was originally just out of temptation, became unexpectedly heavy.

Finally, when sending Ando Kiyoka to the tram back, Yukimura Seiichi stopped Ando Kiyoka who was about to get on the train, and then seriously said "Ando, ​​I'm sorry" in the suspicious eyes of the other party.

The author has something to say: Thank you for the mines of Fleeting Sijing, I love you (づ￣3￣)づ╭?～