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My feet have recovered after a period of cultivation, but during this period of time, Zhuang Wujing at night didn't know what was going on, it seemed that something was wrong with him since that 'blessing day'.

And recently, it has become more and more strange. Every night, Zhuang Wujing has a high fever, and he talks nonsense in bed, all of which are: "I don't want to go!" !" "I'm not Zhuang Wujing!"

When I pushed him awake, he held my hand tightly again and said: "There is no such thing as Zhuang Wujing, I am me, and I will protect you."

I really couldn't figure out what he was talking about, but these nights, if others didn't follow his wishes, he would make trouble. The night before, I just retorted: "You are Zhuang Wujing."

Then he went mad and cried, "I'm not him, I can't be him."

Then, he cried and made noises, stumbled and destroyed everything in the house, he fell to the ground, his expression was ashen, extremely sad.

For some reason, I didn't want to bother him at first, but when I saw him like that, some strange emotions flashed in my heart. By the time I realized it, I was already squatting in front of him.

Zhuang Wujing noticed that I was in front of him, he raised his dull eyes, 'looked' at me quietly, and said softly: "I want to protect you, and I want to always protect you in the future."

I don't know what he is talking about, but I also know that he is unconscious now, so I just said: "Get up."

Zhuang Wujing suddenly grabbed my arms tightly and said in a trembling voice: "I am not someone, I just... I just... want to be with you, why is it so difficult?"

He smiled sadly, leaned his head on my shoulder, wet my shoulder with tears, and let out a sobbing sound like a cub.

In an instant, the inexplicable flash of emotion suddenly reappeared, and it became bigger and bigger. I only felt flustered, raised my hand, and wanted to do something, but I didn't know what to do.

The bright moonlight shone on us through the window, and in the middle of the night, everyone else was asleep, except for Zhuang Wujing’s sobbing in my ear, there was no other sound, as if there were only two of us in this world .

I looked at my raised hand, and I suddenly understood what I was going to do.

I lightly put my hand on Zhuang Wujing's head and said, "Zhuang Wujing, don't be sad."

It turns out that comforting a person is such a mood, not happy, but not for oneself.

In the daytime, Zhuang Wujing returned to his cheerful and lively appearance. Although the dealer also invited a doctor to see him, the quack doctor in Epiphyllum Village couldn't see anything, and it was Jia who came uninvited. The scholar stroked his beard and said with a smile: "This is a good thing, this is a good thing. Zhuangzu should be Zhuangzu too."

I don't know what he is capable of, but when he said this, the Zhuang family who had been in a hurry immediately opened their eyes, as if something good was going to happen, and they didn't rush to find a doctor to fix it.

I really don't know why, but I just looked at Jia Xiucai coldly, wondering if he was some kind of supernatural being. When Jia Xiucai saw me looking at him, he also looked at me, then he was slightly taken aback, and sighed inexplicably: "It's a pity." Added: "It's more than a pity."

In the middle of the night, Zhuang Wujing started to have a high fever again, and he started talking nonsense again, I was woken up by him, got up from the bed, saw his pale face, sweat on his hair and forehead, muttering , I climbed over him, but I heard him say: "Fang Wu."

I leaned down and listened quietly, and it really was "Fang Wu, Fang Wu..."

I saw again that he was indeed not awake yet, just calling me in a daze.

I didn't care, I was about to pass him, but when I saw the long hair on his forehead sticking to my cheek, I felt it was an eyesore, so I stretched out my hand and took the hair away.

When my finger touched his cheek slightly, I couldn't help but tease him, so I didn't care if he could hear me or not, and said, "What are you calling me for? Seeing how miserable you are calling me, but in your dream, I Beat you badly?"

Zhuang Wujing didn't wake up, but he called out "Fang Wu" a few more times as if responding.

I said again: "Now you must have dreamed that I have trampled you to the ground, and you are begging me, but?"

Zhuang Wujing didn't respond, I felt bored, and when I realized what I was doing, I felt extremely bored.

I rolled over him without any hesitation, if I hadn't been so scrupled to wake him up and he was tossing around again, I would really have kicked him a few times.

At this moment, I felt bored for a while, and suddenly remembered the two jugs of wine I brought from the old man a few days ago, and seeing the full moon outside, I might as well drink a jug.

I opened a pot, sat in front of the window, and drank it in my mouth.After taking a sip, I felt that my throat was burning, and I almost burst into tears. This wine is extremely strong, but it also makes me feel happy. It is indeed a good wine.

When I took the third sip, I was already groggy and dizzy, but I felt that I should feel better, so I took a few more sips.

"My lady, what are you doing?"

While I was sitting by the window drinking, I heard Zhuang Wujing's voice. I looked at the bed, only to find that he had sat up at some point.

I said, "Drink, do you want to come and drink with me?"

Zhuang Wujing smiled, then shook his head, "I don't know why, but tonight I always feel that I should say everything clearly. If I miss it because of drinking, I don't know if I will have time to say it later."

I was already dizzy, but he spoke in such a cloudy way, I became angry for a moment, and said: "Stop talking, I don't understand."

Zhuang Wujing was not angry at all, he stood up, fumbled for the paper, ink, brush and inkstone that Zhuang Cui bought for him a few days ago, spread it on the table, and said with a smile: "If you say you don't understand, then write and write." look."

As he spoke, he picked up the pen, dipped it in ink, and wrote something on it.

There was always a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and he said while writing: "Lady, I have heard people say that the snow in Yong'an is very beautiful, I want to go and see it with you."

I held the flagon in my hand, drowsy from drinking, leaned my head against the window, looked at the moon in the sky, and said casually: "There is nothing to see in Yong'an Snow. The peach blossoms in Ningzhou are the most beautiful."

Zhuang Wujing smiled again: "Then, let's go to see the peach blossoms in Ningzhou."

Maybe it's because I drank too much, and I always feel angry in my heart, but it seems to have disappeared at the moment, or maybe it's because of other things, but I can't tell exactly what it is, so I just He also smiled and said: "I remember that the crabs in Qingcheng are very delicious. If you add some wine like this, it must be delicious in the world."

Zhuang Wujing's men didn't stop, raised his head slightly, 'looked' at me, and said: "Well, let's eat Qingcheng's crabs together."

I chuckled lightly and said: "I heard that Liansu's beauties and wines are all fascinating to everyone, haha, there is nothing better than wine and beauties."

Zhuang Wujing said softly: "If you want to go, I will accompany you."

I smiled and said, "You always say where I want to go, what about you? Where do you want to go?"

Zhuang Wujing stopped writing, pondered for a moment, and said: "My ancestors said, 'My home is where my heart is at ease'. With you by my side, my heart will be at ease. I am home everywhere, and I can go anywhere."

I took another sip of wine, if I had heard this in the past, I would have ridiculed him for being crazy and nonsense again, but at this moment, I asked, "Why?"

He turned to me with a puzzled look on his face.

I asked, "I beat you and scolded you, you haven't even seen me, how can you treat me like this?"

Zhuang Wujing said: "I don't know either, I only know that I am with you, even if you beat and scold me, I am not even half annoyed, I just feel happy."

I laughed out loud when I heard what he said. How can anyone be happy because of other people's 'beating or scolding'? Make him pay.

I probably drank too much, or Zhuang Wujing was different tonight, I picked up the flagon and stumbled towards him, Zhuang Wujing supported me, I shook the wine in the flagon, and said : "That's because you haven't experienced what true happiness is."

After speaking, I let him drink the pot of wine, but Zhuang Wujing smiled and shook his head.

I can't rely on it, my mind is in chaos, and my movements are extremely sloppy, beyond my control, I pick up the jug and pour it into my mouth, and then I pull Zhuang Wujing and press down his chest neck, the wine in his mouth poured into his mouth.

Zhuang Wujing froze for a moment and froze for a moment, but immediately he opened his mouth slightly to suck the wine in my mouth.

I just felt my face wet, and I backed away.

Only then did I realize that Zhuang Wujing had burst into tears at some point.

I wondered: "What's the matter? Could it be because the wine is too strong. You don't like it?"

Zhuang Wujing looked at me, put his hand on my face, and said softly: "I like it, I really like it very much, I like everything about you, it turns out that you look like this, exactly like in the dream."

I didn't react for a while, so I patted my head, saw his bright eyes, and then said dully: "Can you see?"

Zhuang Wujing nodded, he suddenly hugged me tightly, and said: "In the future, no matter what happens, remember, I want to protect you, I want you to live well. And... when I am no longer When I am, far away from me, go as far as you can.”

I don't know why, he hugged me so tightly that I couldn't breathe, and I became angry again, so I pushed him away and said: "What and what, I don't understand at all. I'm going to sleep."

Zhuang Wujing stretched out his hand to me, and said softly, "I want to hug you, can I hug you again?"

I suddenly had the idea of ​​teasing, and said: "No. No matter what."

The expression on Zhuang Wujing's face was very sad, but he begged again in a gentle voice: "I'll just hug you one last time, is that okay?"

I stayed away from him, shook the jug, and said with a smile: "No, I won't let you hug me for the last time."

Zhuang Wujing suddenly fell to the ground. He seemed to be extremely tired and was about to fall asleep. He looked at me and murmured, "Fang Wu, I don't want to just disappear like this..."

It's just that after he finished saying this, he fell asleep.

I walked over and saw that he was already sound asleep, breathing lightly, but there were still tears in his eyes, and said with a smile: "It's just that the wine was a bit stronger, why did you cry like this?"

I dragged Zhuang Wujing onto the bed, and fell asleep after myself in a dazed state.

The next day, when I woke up, I only felt a headache. Seeing that Zhuang Wujing was still fast asleep, I ignored him, got up from the bed, and made myself a cup of tea.

I saw a piece of paper spread out on the table.

There are not many words on it, so I took a closer look:

Letter to wife:

Yong'an Snow, Ningzhou Flower, Qingcheng Crab, Liansu Wine, Xiling Water, Mucheng Rain, no matter where my wife wants to go, I will accompany her.I have only one wish, that my wife and I will never be separated from each other forever.

This handwriting is clear, meaningful and courageous. I recalled last night's absurdity, and I couldn't help being embarrassed. I coughed quickly and put the paper away. This night, Zhuang Wujing actually said some nasty words. When I see you again tonight, I must teach him a lesson.

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Zhuang Zu disappeared at night, opened his eyes, and knew something?Then Zhuang Zu was alone during the day, and he was also at night.When this Zhuangzu disappears, the real boss will be thick T^T...