I'm not good at biology, don't lie to me

After hanging up the phone, He Feizhang didn't know what expression to make to express his inner breakdown.Sure enough, it's a crow's mouth, this time it really became a psychopath, hehehe.

"Ding dong! Ding dong!" The text message sounded on the phone, and He Feizhang opened it to see that it was a message from Dr. Hao who had just hung up the phone.

[Dr. Hao]: I guess you may have some resistance, and you won't trust me too much. It doesn't matter. This is a normal psychological phenomenon.I can't show you all the treatment records now, but can I post something else to gain some trust? ^_^

[Dr. Hao]: After the first treatment, here is the receipt for payment of follow-up fees. [image][image][image][image]

[Doctor Hao]: By the way, I once recommended a nurse for you, and he took care of you for a month.When we talked about him earlier, you were very gentle.I think you can talk to him before you come to my place, I hope to see you all come together at the weekend.

[Doctor Hao]: I checked the records, his name is Zhou Fang.

He Feizhang read all the information word by word, stopped on the expense lists, and clicked on the pictures to enlarge them.

The time for the full payment is August 8, and there will be a cost statistics list every other week thereafter.A total of 6 yuan in treatment costs, nearly 5000 yuan has been spent, including four treatment checks and drug expenses.There is [-] yuan left, no wonder Dr. Hao said that on the phone.

However, in just one month, there have been four treatment records.The ordinary life that was originally calm and uneventful, suddenly came to such an incident, it is really... bloody.

Wait, that's not quite right.

He Feizhang clicked on WeChat again, and swiped out of his circle of friends.Since July 7th, I have already gone to Shennongjia and started a field trip. The scenery photos have been posted until August 18th, which shows that he has been in Shennongjia for more than a month, and he "probably" and "probably" has not been back during this period.So here comes the question, Shennongjia and the psychiatric hospital partly overlap in time, how to explain this?

He Feizhang felt terrified when he thought about it.

On the first day of the freshman holiday, I went home and took a nap, and when I opened my eyes the next day, the sophomore came here.This is not over yet, on the first day of my sophomore year, I was told that I might be a mental patient.Hehe, it couldn't be better.

After thinking for 2 minutes, He Feizhang locked his locker, cleaned the bed, went out with his backpack, and went home.

It's all messed up, I can't afford to play, so go home and find someone with experience.

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After leaving the dormitory, He Feizhang went directly to the counselor and asked for a week's leave. Their counselor this year is a graduate student of the school, and he is usually enthusiastic and easy to talk to.When the counselor heard that he was going to ask for leave, he immediately asked, "Did something happen at home, my classmate? This is just the beginning of the semester, and the department will check it strictly. If there is no reason, it's not easy to ask for a leave of absence for a week."

When he said this, he thought he was secretly observing He Feizhang who was opposite him.It's no wonder that he behaved like this. It's because this student covered himself up too tightly. The glasses, mask and peaked cap were just like the outfits of popular stars to avoid the paparazzi.The counselor took another look at this person's figure, tsk, he has a vigorous figure, and a casual stop is a sight to behold.He began to recall whether there were any specially recruited star students among the sophomores.

The more he thought about it, He Feizhang didn't know the slightest bit, and the voice came out through the mask, looking a bit dull: "It's my dad, he has dementia, and he just got sick and ran out of the hospital. Auntie nurse called me and told me to I searched for it, I searched for him for several days when he was sick last time."

The counselor was shocked by the development of the situation, signed the leave note almost immediately, and said quickly: "The leave note has been approved for you, go quickly, just call me for such a serious matter, go quickly. "

He Feizhang said sullenly: "Oh, thank you counselor." After he finished speaking, he took the leave note, turned around and ran out of the office. I was so moved that I kind of wanted to donate to him or something.

However, only he knew how much effort he had spent in that office to restrain himself and not do anything indescribable to the person in front of him when he was standing in that office.For example, press him on the desk, use the sharp pen on the desk to pierce his artery, and stir the pen tip inside to create a fatal incision.Or pinch his neck to strangle him, soak the textbooks on the table, and put them on his mouth and nose page by page?Oh, that's probably only ten sheets of paper, or less...

He Feizhang suddenly woke up.

What is he thinking!Is he studying how to kill? !

These things, these methods of death, were they peeking at the criminal files that Dad brought home, or were they all his own thoughts?He Feizhang was a little confused and didn't dare to continue to delve into this dangerous question.

But sometimes, once there is a thought, it is impossible to completely ignore it.

"That's why I went to see a doctor by myself, didn't even my father tell me?" His son was a mentally ill person with criminal tendencies, so he didn't need to think about how his father who lived in the police station would react.

He Feizhang pressed the brim of his hat indiscriminately, hid in the corner of the college's bicycle shed with the leave note, and was in a dilemma for a while.Going home, the safest plan suddenly became unsafe.

But where else could he go but at home?

He Feizhang gritted his teeth, avoided the crowd to find his bicycle, and decided to venture back home.

After all, his father might stay at the police station tonight because of overtime work, and he urgently needs an environment where he can be alone. If he doesn't want to go to a small hotel to make do with it, then going home would be a wise choice.

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He Feizhang collapsed in the corridor almost as soon as he entered the house.Not because of the tiredness of cycling, but because of the constant flow of people along the way.

On the street full of people coming and going, He Feizhang always felt that someone was hiding in the crowd and watching him. The old man who was familiar with him in the neighborhood seemed to look at him with evil intentions, and the little girl playing downstairs rubbed against him. Passing by, he also showed a weird smile.At that time, his body tensed up almost immediately, his right hand unconsciously clenched into a fist, and the girl ran past him, it took him a while to let go of his hand.

Lying on the floor at the entrance, He Feizhang put his hands over his glasses tiredly, and said to himself: "I know this, persecution paranoia, I fucking know, it must be this."

He Feizhang choked up and covered his face: "I don't fucking want to know, sir!"

He shook his hands to look through the backpack thrown on the ground, and found the phone after searching for a long time, followed the recent call records to find He Jishan's number, and dialed it.

The first time, no one answered.He called again.

The second time, no one answered.He did not give up and fought again.

The third time, the phone was cut off.

He Feizhang looked at the flickering phone screen expressionlessly, as if in a daze, until the screen went black and the phone locked automatically.He watched quietly for a long time, until the room gradually became dark, and the surrounding environment could hardly be seen with naked eyes alone, then he stood up silently leaning against the wall, took off his shoes and entered the living room in the dark.

It was already dusk outside the window, and He Feizhang sat in the corridor for a whole afternoon.

The cell phone rang in the empty living room, He Feizhang looked at the phone thrown aside, it was from his girlfriend Bai Wei.He picked up the phone and studied it carefully, watching the screen flicker and the ringtone stopped.Immediately afterwards, Bai Wei's text message arrived.

[Bai Wei]: Are you there?See call me back!

[Bai Wei]: They said you asked for leave at noon?Why didn't you tell me, He Feizhang, what's the matter with you!

[Bai Wei]: You still lied to your counselor, saying that your uncle has dementia!

He Feizhang's throat trembled, and he silently typed a line.

[He Feizhang]: Weiwei, I feel bad.

Then he turned off the phone.

He was alone in the huge room, as if he had returned to his own volute. Everything during the day was just a ridiculous prank, and he could pretend that it never happened.

Time passed quietly.until--

Knock, knock, knock.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a rhythmic knock on the door, awakening He Feizhang who was squatting on the sofa.

He Jishan will not go home tonight, and he will never knock on the door before returning to his own home.He Feizhang hesitated, he didn't want to see anyone now, including his father.

However, the people outside the door did not give up because no one answered the door, they still knocked on the door unhurriedly, as if they knew there was someone in the room.

He Feizhang quietly walked to the porch, put one hand on the door, and asked uncertainly: "Who is it?"

The man finally stopped knocking on the door, and after a while he spoke in a low and gentle male voice: "It's me, Zhou Fang."

Dr. Hao's text messages flashed through his mind in an instant, and one frame really mentioned that a person named Zhou Fang had accompanied him to the Fifth Hospital, so he might know about his condition.If it wasn't for the fact that he didn't have any memory of this person, which made He Feizhang feel uneasy, Zhou Fang's appearance at this time was like a life-saving straw.

"... who are you, I don't know you."

Zhou Fang stood outside the door and said, "If you are He Feizhang, then I shouldn't have knocked on the wrong door."

He Feizhang muffled: "What did you come to see me for?"

"I think I can go inside and we'll sit down and talk slowly."

He Feizhang put his hand on the doorknob, stared at it for a long time, and finally let go and said: "I, I dare not. I am sick, you must know it. When I see someone, I...become not like myself... …always……"

Zhou Fang listened to him quietly.

He choked up and said: "I always want to attack them...kill, kill them..."

"He Feizhang, don't be afraid. Listen to me." The anti-theft gatekeeper's voice was indistinct. He Feizhang leaned on the doorknob to listen to him.Zhou slowed down and said: "We can solve these problems together. Your illness is not as terrible as you think. It's your imagination that is misleading you."

"Dr. Hao called me in the afternoon, and he said that you might need my help." Zhou Fang said, "Open the door, He Feizhang. You can't hurt me, trust me, I'm your special care."

For a moment, He Feizhang became deeply curious about himself a month ago: he not only designed a whole single extreme travel itinerary, but also took a huge sum of money ([-] oceans) to go to the fifth hospital for mental illness, and even specially So find a special nurse yourself, special nurse, it should be the legendary special nurse.

Such a high-efficiency decision-making ability is really the same person as the self who is now coaxed to run home when encountering setbacks?

For a moment, He Feizhang was overwhelmed by this sense of frustration, unconsciously, with force, he opened the door with a click.

Zhou Fang was carrying a bag of vegetables, looked at him silently outside the door, and walked into the house.