I'm not good at biology, don't lie to me

He Feizhang stood in the bedroom bathroom, observing himself from the mirror above the sink.

The boy in the mirror has a handsome face, a straight nose, raised eyebrows, and a fair and clean face, almost no different from most college students.However, his eyes were bloodshot, and when he looked carefully, there was a hint of unfinished cruelty and perverseness, completely destroying his gentle pretense.He Feizhang had seen this poisonous snake-like look in the file photo of the suspect brought home by his father, and now he saw it on his own face.

Especially after waking up, He Feizhang really felt the clamor from all over his body.This kind of clamor is especially obvious when seeing roommates ignorantly exposing their vitals.

He looked at the mirror for a long time, leaned over to turn on the faucet, put his whole head under the water pipe and gave it a hard flush, then wiped his face indiscriminately, and removed all the bangs that were wet on both sides of his forehead.

Still close.He Feizhang looked into his eyes and was a little dazed, then he remembered the glasses case that was poured out of his bag.

He went into the room and took out the glasses case, opened it, and found a pair of rustic black-rimmed glasses lying there.Taking out the glasses, throwing off the temples and putting them on the bridge of the nose, He Feizhang stood back in front of the mirror again.Looking at the young man in the mirror again, the bulky black-rimmed glasses covered most of his face, and his brows were tightly covered by his thin bangs. At this time, he could no longer see the violent eyes, and he looked like a bookworm.

The gap with his previous Sunshine Sports image was a bit too big, but he didn't dare to take off his glasses at will.Even if it is deliberately disguised, "He Feizhang" can be a good student who is gentle and sunny, caring about his classmates, a big boy who is rebellious and a little rebellious, or a bookworm who suddenly wants to study hard, but he must not be just looking at his eyes It can make people feel like a scum who is suspected of being a bad dregs of society.First of all, his father, who works in the police station, would never pass that level.

Putting the glasses case on the table casually, He Feizhang picked out the glasses cloth in the box and wanted to wipe the lenses, but a thin note fell out from the neatly folded glasses cloths.He Feizhang shot out almost like a conditioned reflex, stretched out two fingers of his left hand, and held the note between his fingers before it fell to the ground.

He Feizhang: ...It seems that he is very skilled now.

The sense of weirdness is everywhere, and He Feizhang feels that he is almost numb.He flattened the note speechlessly, and sure enough, there were a few small characters written on it. The handwriting was slightly scribbled. It may have been written under extremely stressful conditions, but it can be roughly seen that the concise and powerful strokes are exactly his handwriting.

【Han Lifu Sun Xuan CTE】

On the small note, the scrawled words almost pierced through the back of the paper. Without hesitation, He Feizhang could almost tell that it was his own handwriting.However, he didn't remember when he wrote this note, nor did he have much impression of its contents. There is no doubt that this note was written during the two months when he lost his memory.

Looking at the handwriting on it, he couldn't make a judgment for a while.The first two are people's names by visual inspection, and the latter may be an abbreviation of something, so it's hard to guess the specifics.Did I write this randomly when I had a "crazy attack", or did something really happen, the clue keywords I left for myself before "amnesia"/"split personality"?

"This is the rhythm of a blockbuster suspense movie." He Feizhang held a note and muttered to himself. He can solve a series of puzzles just by thinking, which is something only a top student can do. Ordinary human beings who are less educated can only stare at the note now.After thinking for a long time, he decided to start looking for clues from the simplest method.

That's right, it is "Ask Brother Gu for foreign affairs, and Du Niang for internal affairs".

Brother Gu is limited in use, so Du Niang can only save the game.He Feizhang took out his phone and unlocked it, poked open the Du Niang APP, typed the three letters "CTE" in the search bar, and hundreds of links popped up at once. The fields they belonged to were also varied and the span was huge, and every He Feizhang looked at it with a look of confusion Forced, completely incomprehensible.Searching for "Han Lifu" turned up hundreds of links to personal homepages on Weibo, Facebook and other social networking sites.Search for "Sun Xuan" again, and the results are similar to before.

He Feizhang was not discouraged, returned to the search interface and re-entered "Han Lifu", and clicked on the celebrity encyclopedia at the top.If this "Han Lifu" wasn't someone around him that he could get in touch with usually, then it could only be someone with a certain reputation and a certain degree of exposure.

"Who's shoe was thrown in the hallway! Is it immoral? It stinks!" An angry shout suddenly sounded outside the door.

He Feizhang was startled, but his body reacted first.He quickly rushed to the back of the door, and when he passed the table full of sundries, he took out the fruit knife and hid it in his palm.He just bent his knees and pressed the door with one hand, listening to the movement outside quietly through the door panel.

However, it was just the classmates in the next dormitory playing around.

Maybe, something had really changed, and he probably couldn't ignore it completely.

Outside the house, students who hadn't gone to class gradually began to walk in the corridors, and the lively laughter of young people came through the door panel from time to time, breaking the stagnant and cold air in the dormitory.He Feizhang let out a heavy breath, he threw away the fruit knife, stood up and stretched his limbs, then picked up a small bench and went into the balcony.

The sun in early September is still very hot, but you can take advantage of this to tan yourself in a cold sweat. The warm sun covers the whole body, and there is an illusion of rebirth.He Feizhang sighed with emotion for a long time, then shrank his body on the small bench and continued to look at his mobile phone.

[Han Lifu, male, born in 1954, a biologist and educator, has made outstanding contributions to biological science research, was elected as an academician of Academia Sinica in 1998, and was a professor of the Biology Department of Huayang University in S City. 】

There is also a long list of Han Lifu's main achievements, award records, and character evaluations below. He Feizhang impatiently looked at each one carefully, focusing on the research results and a few photos of this person's life, but his heart did not stir in the slightest.

"I have no impression at all." This old scholar seems to rarely attend social activities. There are only a few low-resolution photos on the encyclopedia, all of which are images of teaching at universities or participating in academic seminars. There is something familiar in the photo.Not knowing whether the name on the note refers to this old scholar, He Feizhang simply saved all these photos in his mobile phone to be prepared.

Search for "Sun Xuan" again, and the results are a little chilling. There are no famous people with this name. There are a bunch of personal homepages on niche websites, and most of the homepages are empty, especially like some studios. He Feizhang had no choice but to give up on the operation of the "zombie number".

So in the end I didn't understand the meaning of this note.

It took a lot of time to fiddle with this for a while, and it was almost twelve o'clock in the blink of an eye.Several brothers who had finished class sent him a message, asking him to go downstairs to the school cafeteria for dinner.

He Feizhang thought about his current situation, and then thought about the crowded university cafeteria at noon every day, and his teeth ached for a while.What else is there to eat? There are so many little fresh meats jumping around in the school cafeteria. If he goes in for a walk, it will be good if he can hold back the main artery of not looking at the adulterers.After rejecting the warm invitations of a few buddies, He Feizhang began to consider whether he should go to the hospital and consult professionals about how likely he might be mentally ill.

Just thinking about it, the phone rang again.

He Feizhang looked down and saw [Doctor Hao] on the phone's caller display, and instantly broke out in a cold sweat.Isn't it, this is too fast, just thinking about seeing a doctor, the doctor came to the door?Speaking of who Dr. Hao is, I have no impression at all.

After thinking about it, he still cleared his throat and picked up the phone: "Hello, hello."

Dr. Hao seems to be a young man who is not too old and has a mild personality. He smiled gently on the other end of the phone and said, "Oh, from this tone of voice, I guess you don't remember who I am anymore, do you?"

He Feizhang was stunned, wondering what the situation is now, since he got up today, he has been deceived, is it really because the posture of getting up is not right?

He was still confused, and Dr. Hao said, "Don't be so nervous, let me introduce myself first. I am a psychiatrist from the Fifth Hospital, and I am also your attending physician at this stage, Hao Jiamu."

The fifth hospital, the only well-known fifth hospital in this city, isn't it mainly treating mental diseases.He Feizhang didn't answer, just stood up and went back to the house from the balcony, and locked the balcony door casually.It's really not good to talk about it outside.

"Hey, you must think I look like a telecom fraudster now, don't you? Haha, I also think a bit." Hao Jiamu laughed a few times to entertain himself, and then said: "Actually, when you came to see a doctor I have already paid all the treatment expenses at this stage, and I have a backup of the payment list here. In addition, I still have the materials and transcripts of your previous visits to the doctor, all of which are real and very detailed. After all, you Every time I forget it very thoroughly, I am so ready at any time, once you forget we can immediately take out a bunch of treatment records, and the progress will not drop too much."

every time?He Feizhang's heart moved, and he asked: "Doctor Hao, may I ask, what disease did I see you for?"

"This, I'm not very clear on the phone, and it involves some treatment methods, which will have a certain impact on the development of your condition, so it's inconvenient for me to say too much." Dr. Hao seemed hesitant, as if he was afraid that he would not believe it, and said seriously : "I just called to say something. I hope you will come to the Fifth Hospital this weekend when you are free. I want to observe your recovery progress. But judging from your current situation, we probably have to conduct a new treatment."

He Feizhang pursed his lips, and finally only asked: "I hope you can at least tell me, what kind of mental illness do I have?"

Dr. Hao said with a strong attitude this time: "Sorry, as a doctor, I have the right to choose a treatment that is less harmful to you. Of course, this includes informing you of the progress of the disease, unless you have already recovered."

Yet I already knew I was mentally ill, which was already exciting.He Feizhang complained silently in his heart, but he still agreed: "I will go this weekend. Doctor Hao, does anyone know about my illness?"

"I don't think you've talked to too many people about it."

"...Including my family?"

Dr. Hao said cryptically, "I'm not sure, but only your name is signed on the treatment agreement."

He Feizhang whispered, "I see."

"Please call me before you come, and I will reserve time for you. Then, see you on the weekend."

"OK, thank you."