HistoryCrossing the border of both civil and military

A total of 512 steps from the school to the bus station.

Because Zhenwen walks behind Zhenwu every day after school, counting Zhenwu's steps until he arrives at the station.

But today he hopes that this road will never come to an end, because Zhenwu's sentence: I have something to tell you, made Zhenwen's nervous dizzy head even more unclear.

Zhenwen shuffled his feet and walked very slowly with his head down. Although he didn't look up, he saw Zhenwu's feet stop and go in front of him. Zhenwu didn't urge him, but just waited for him to follow slowly.

Zhenwen couldn't help yawning. Since joining the volleyball team, his life seems to have become more chaotic.

In the past few days, he went to bed late every day, and was quickly awakened by a dream in which reality and dreams were intertwined, but there was a kind of anxiety and heartache of losing important things.

Finally at the bus stop, Zhenwen slumped weakly on the bench and leaned back. Zhenwu sat next to him, put his schoolbag on the chair, and held his own schoolbag in his hand. on the ground.

There was a silence between the two of them, Zhenwen turned his body sideways, pouted, he felt a little wronged by Zhenwu's tough attitude today.

Zhenwu is gentle and submissive most of the time, no matter what, but once he gets serious, his insistence never prevents him from disarming and surrendering.

Today Zhenwu had made up his mind to explain clearly, but he still didn't want to explain clearly, dared not explain clearly, and couldn't explain clearly, once he explained clearly, he might lose the opportunity to sit side by side with him forever.

Zhenwen rested his head on the glass behind him, drowsy. If Zhenwu hadn't something to say, he would have refreshed himself a lot, but now he let himself fall asleep, like an ostrich hiding its head in the sand. Hide as long as you want.

Zhenwu's face was facing forward, his eyes were erratic and he didn't know where to look, his hands were unconsciously rubbing the straps of his schoolbag, Zhenwu bit his lip, and turned his head to look at Zhenwen with his back turned to him as if angry.

Thinking a little ridiculously, because Zhenwen's me bothers you and makes him worry, he even went to see Xia Yuhao, who is not very good at dealing with people, and wanted to know why from him.

The big Xia Yuhao didn't understand the situation of the two brothers at all, he just answered straightforwardly when he asked: "Go ask him, he is your brother, what are you afraid of?"

Of course he knows that the most direct way is to ask to understand, but he just doesn't know how to speak, and he is even a little afraid to speak. He is afraid of hearing Zhenwen say that he really doesn't like him as a brother, and really hates him so much that he doesn't want to be with him. The point of staying together.

From the day he saw Zhenwen by the lake for the first time, they had been together day and night for five years, and he was used to staying by Zhenwen's side, and sometimes he felt that it would be good even if he continued to grow old.

He is used to seeing everything about Zhenwen, and he is used to the feeling that Zhenwen needs him and relies on him!

But now Zhenwen is annoying him and always avoids him, as if they haven't been lying together for a long time, talking intimately, even if they just stay together like this without doing anything, the days when they feel very satisfied seem to have been a long time ago up.

Zhenwen is avoiding him, and the panic brought by this fact has become more and more intense recently, and he has become more and more concerned.

Maybe he should really ask him face to face. Maybe there was just a small misunderstanding between them. If the question is clear and resolved, they can go back to the past.

Zhenwu cleared his throat lightly, and said: "Recently you have been avoiding me, and you still say I'm annoying, I don't know why, if, I did something wrong, just tell me directly, don't be bored heart."

After Zhenwu finished speaking in one breath, he was suddenly nervous and flustered, he didn't know where to put his hands and feet, his body was tense, his hands were clenched, and he nodded his feet waiting for Zhenwen's reply.

Five seconds passed, ten seconds passed, there was still no movement nearby, Zhenwu turned his head timidly, Zhenwen was still in the same posture just now, motionless.

He moved his face closer to look at it, and couldn't help but smile.

Zhenwen put his head on the glass, closed his eyes, and snored slightly.

During this period of time, he must be exhausted. Every time he habitually wakes up in the middle of the night, he can hear voices from Zhenwen’s room. Should he discuss it with Miss Xiaoxiao, but he is also afraid of Zhenwen’s little self-esteem Will be injured, but he can't even do the training when he joins the volleyball team. Although he doesn't like it, he still feels that it hurts his self-esteem. Now if he can't do such things as recording, will Zhenwen be very angry?

Zhenwu couldn't bear to wake him up, but he was worried that his posture would hurt his neck.

Zhenwu sat back gently, let himself lean against the glass, stretched out his hand to gently block Zhenwen's body into his arms, let his head rest on his chest, and hugged him tightly, preventing him from falling The chair fell off.

Caressing the hand on Zhenwen's chest, feeling Zhenwen's strong heartbeat, just like a long time ago, when they sat together, Zhenwen leaned on him to play games, and when he was sleepy, Zhenwen put down his phone and snuggled into him In his arms, sleep peacefully.

Put your face on Zhenwen's head. Zhenwen's hair is very soft, and you can see Zhenwen's delicate ears from above.

Zhenwen's ears are very sensitive. Before Zhenwen was lazy on the bed, he would always blow into his ears. Zhenwen would wake up quickly and dodge, and then pounce on him and bite his ears as if revenge.

I don't know if he will be woken up like this now, Zhenwu pursed his lips and smiled, his eyes flashed naughty, he gently blew on Zhenwen's ears, once, twice, Zhenwen's eyelids lifted, but it was very painful. It's almost closed again.

This long-lost familiar feeling reminded Zhenwu of the countless intimate days he had spent with Zhenwen, and a warm sense of happiness surged in his heart.

Zhenwu hoped to hold Zhenwen like this, and when he woke up, but as the sky darkened, there were more mosquitoes and flying insects around. Although Zhenwu kept waving his hands to drive away the mosquitoes, Zhenwen still had many After taking out two bags, Zhenwen moved unsteadily, grabbing the place where the mosquito had bitten him.

Zhenwu gently helped Zhenwen up, Zhenwen had no intention of waking up, looking at the black eyed Zhenwen Zhenwu couldn't bear to wake him up.

He carried Zhenwen's schoolbag on his chest, got up and squatted in front of Zhenwen, took Zhenwen's hands to carry Zhenwen on his back, picked up his own schoolbag, and walked towards home.

In order to transfer to Zhihong, Wang Xunyang specially bought another house very close to the school. There are three stops from the school to the place where he lives.

Although Zhenwen was very light, Zhenwu was still out of breath after walking two kilometers.Especially when Zhenwen lay on his back, with his head lying on his shoulders, the airflow of his breath was circling around his ears, making Zhenwu's heart itchy, and even his legs became limp and weak.

As soon as she entered the house, Chen Jin saw Zhenwu come back with Zhenwen on her back, she was startled, Zhenwu gave her a reassuring look, and went back to his room with Zhenwen on her back.

Afraid of waking Zhenwen up, Zhenwu squatted down and placed Zhenwen beside the bed, quickly took Zhenwen's hand, and made him lie down slowly.

Chen Jin who followed in asked worriedly, "Isn't he sick?"

"No, it's just that he's too tired. He's been sleeping late recently."

"That's good. It's uncomfortable to sleep in a school uniform. You can help him take it off."

"Ah, okay, Mom, please bring me some medicine for mosquito bites."

Chen Jin responded and went out to find medicine.

Zhenwu started to help Zhenwen take off his shoes and socks, sat beside Zhenwen and unbuttoned Zhenwen's shirt, then straddled Zhenwen's lap, held Zhenwen's head in his arms, and took off his shirt .

Such a big movement made Zhenwen move, and rubbed his head in Zhenwu's arms, as if he had found the most comfortable position and stopped moving.

Such friction suddenly made Zhenwu's heart beat faster, Zhenwu stopped undressing, and his face began to heat up.

He put the school uniform in his hand aside, he was supposed to let Zhenwen lie down, but he didn't do so for a long time, his free hand was lightly placed on Zhenwen's smooth back, stroking up and down gently.

When he was a child, he often gave him a bath. This back is no longer as thin as it was when he was a child. Although it does not have solid muscles, it is broad and looks like a man.

As if feeling Zhenwu's caress, Zhenwen hummed contentedly.

Zhenwu forgot what he was doing, immersed in the satisfaction brought by such contact.

"Zhenwu!"

Zhenwu recovered from his trance, turned around and saw Chen Jin standing at the door, frowning at him.

He hurriedly put down the hand on Zhenwen's back, put Zhenwen down, and jumped off the bed with a blushing face.

"Mom, that, I'll rub the medicine on him."

Chen Jin looked at her son's blushing face, softened her expression and said, "Okay, come out to eat after wiping."

After handing Zhenwu the medicine, he turned to leave, but stopped suddenly.

"Zhenwu, you are almost grown-ups, you have to be careful, and let Zhenwen take care of yourself, you can't stay by his side forever, he will learn to be independent sooner or later."

"Oh, good." Instinctively replied to his mother's words, but Zhenwu's eyes were confused for a moment.

After Chen Jin left, Zhenwu sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, looking at Zhenwen who was still sleeping soundly. It seemed that Zhenwen had said what he said just now, and he said yes without thinking.

Because he never thought about the future, to be precise, he never thought about the future without Zhenwen.

Thinking that there might be no Zhenwen in his future, Zhenwu felt empty.He rubbed the ointment on Zhenwen mechanically, rubbed the ointment gently, and looked at Zhenwen's face thoughtfully. He will always take care of Gu Wen, no matter now or in the future.