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Although he made up his mind to let Zhenwu go free, he selfishly wondered if he would be free too.

But during the lunch break today, he was still very upset when he saw Zhenwu being courteous to the temporary class.

He suspected that Ban Hua did it on purpose. How come it happened that she passed by the door, and just happened to drop a bunch of things in her hand, right in front of their eyes.

But Yang Wu is very gentlemanly, not only helped her pick it up, but also offered to help her deliver it to the office.

Seeing the two people walking out of the teaching building, Zhenwen became irritable. After turning around twice, he still followed the teaching building with a book.

Zhenwen followed from a distance, pretending to be reading a book while walking, peeking from the top of the book at the two talking and laughing people in front of him, stumbled and almost fell down several times.

The distance from them is a bit far away, so I can't hear what they are saying, but seeing Zhenwu's iconic smirk, Zhenwen muttered in a low voice: "Laughing fart, don't you know they are deliberately catching you?"

Just as he was talking, someone patted his left shoulder suddenly, and Zhenwen was so frightened that he almost dropped the book in his hand.

Looking to the left, it was Qiu Zixuan who was two steps away from him. Just as he was feeling strange, Xia Yuhao's voice sounded from behind: "What are you doing?"

Zhenwen patted his frightened heart, and looked at the two people who were walking farther and farther ahead, it seemed that they couldn't keep up.

Xia Yuhao followed his gaze: "What are you looking at? Do you like that class girl?"

Zhenwen looked at the girl's back angrily, and said angrily, "Who likes her!"

"Otherwise, what are you doing with them? Oh, you've been putting on a bad face to your brother recently. Could it be that you and your brother both like that class girl, and your brother has become a rival in love?"

Zhenwen was annoyed, he gritted his teeth, and blurted out without thinking: "If the rival is also that woman."

As soon as the words were spoken, Zhenwen felt that something was wrong, and sure enough, Qiu Zixuan beside him repeated in surprise: "Woman?"

Xia Yuhao also stared at Zhenwen as if frightened.

Zhenwen scratched his head and looked at the ground, avoiding the questioning eyes of the two people.

Xia Yuhao who reacted first asked, "What's going on?"

Qiu Zixuan looked around at the students coming and going, and winked at Xia Yuhao. Xia Yuhao immediately understood, and walked towards the teaching building with his arms around Zhenwen's shoulders.

Zhenwen wanted to break free from Xia Yuhao's hand, but failed to move after several attempts, so he could only resign himself to his fate and went to the rooftop with them.

Xia Yuhao walked around the rooftop, and after making sure that there was no one there, he came to Zhenwen and asked, "What's the matter with you two?"

Zhenwen knew that he couldn't hide, so he just said it, it was better than keeping it in his heart.

"I know it's strange for me to be like this, but the person I like is Zhenwu. I found out that I like him since the third year of our country, and, and..." Zhenwen lowered his head, blushing, thinking about that dream, but it was a little difficult. speak up.

Xia Yuhao suddenly stared nervously at Zhenwen's face and asked, "What's the matter?"

"I also dreamed that I kissed him." After speaking, Zhenwen turned around, not daring to look directly into the eyes of the two people, for fear that they would treat him as a different kind, although based on his understanding of Xia Yuhao, the possibility of this is pitifully small , but still have some concerns.

Xia Yuhao stared blankly at Zhenwen's back, standing there in a daze, Qiu Zixuan didn't notice Xia Yuhao's blushing and strange expression, he just chased Zhenwen and asked, "But, he is your brother."

Zhenwen was in a hurry. This was the last reason he wanted to hear the objection. He turned his head and argued, "We are not related by blood. We became brothers when my father and his mother got married."

Seeing that there was no disdain in Qiu Zixuan's eyes, but a kind of worry in his eyes, Zhenwen relaxed a lot.

Qiu Zixuan suddenly pushed his glasses and said to Xia Yuhao next to him, "Don't let Xiaoxiao know about this."

Zhenwen was a little puzzled: "What will happen if Miss Xiaoxiao knows?" Could it be that Xiaoxiao is homophobic?

Xia Yuhao explained: "If Xiaoxiao knows, you will become the covers of her comics."

"What manga, what cover?"

"Oh, I just found out, that Xiaoxiao is a rotten girl. Every day, she matches the pretty boys around her and draws some cartoons."

"Then, how she looked at us that day?"

Qiu Zixuan said with a wry smile: "Yeah, she has already started to think of you as a couple in her mind."

It was the first time Zhenwen knew that there were girls like this, but no matter what, seeing the two people in front of him only cared about him and did not criticize him, he completely relaxed.

Qiu Zixuan continued to ask: "This is not the point, the point is what are you going to do?"

Zhenwen showed a cry-like smile: "What can I do? He has a girlfriend now, and I can avoid him as much as I can. Who knows that he will follow him more closely. I also want to join the volleyball team if he can be as good as before. If you only think about volleyball, you will ignore me."

Xia Yuhao approached Zhenwen who was leaning on the railing: "It's not like you don't know that Zhenwu is the younger brother."

Zhenwen looked at Xia Yuhao with a wry smile, then looked at the point in front of him sadly, and said in a long way: "It's my brother's fault, that's because he feels that he owes me, so he must treat me well."

"What do you owe?"

Zhenwen sat on the stone platform, his eyes were out of focus, and he said softly with a smile:

"When we were freshmen, we lived together and had a good relationship. I am also very happy to have a brother. We go to and from school together every day, and our days are very happy."

Zhenwen paused for a moment, a trace of fear flashed across his eyes, and his tone became serious.

"Once, we had a quarrel, and he left me to practice volleyball. As a result, I was kidnapped, seriously injured, and left with a scar."

Zhen Wenqiang said the word "kidnapping" with a smile, concealing the fear caused by the memory, he raised his bangs, and a scar on his white forehead lay on it like a bug.

The two people who listened to his story also had serious expressions. Xia Yuhao looked at Zhenwen who was pretending to be relaxed, and always thought that Zhenwen was just the young master of a rich family. He was capricious and impulsive. There is also his suffering.

He suddenly remembered the first time he saw Zhenwen:

"That's why Zhenwu was so nervous and unreasonable when we first met."

"Yeah, because I didn't return his calls all night, and he was frightened. He thought something happened to me again, and he flew back from Japan overnight. I just found out that I liked him at that time, and then I heard what he told me. Only after leaving a message, did I know how he spent the night, and I realized that he has been living in guilt, and he only treats me well because he feels that he owes me."

Xia Yuhao approached Zhenwen with a worried look on his face: "What about you? Will the kidnapping affect you?"

Zhenwen stood up, not used to Xia Yuhao looking at him with such an expression, and said with a smile: "I have already stepped out, I should thank Zhenwu, he cares and protects me, making me feel safe with him around. "

But Zhenwu didn't come out, he was alone, so lonely, Zhenwen's smiling face was shrouded in gloom again.

Xia Yuhao didn't understand, "So? What does this have to do with Zhenwu? Why does he feel guilty?"

There was a burning pain in Zhenwen's heart, as if the past wound had opened again. No, in fact, this wound has never healed, and it has begun to rot in the depths, because he has always chosen to ignore its existence and pretend that it does not exist .

Now, when the wound was opened and exposed, he realized that it hurts even more now!

Zhenwen said with a heavy tone, telling them is more like telling himself:

"Because, he always felt that it was his fault. Later, he not only treated me very well, but also changed his name, kept the grade, and even left his favorite volleyball, and followed me every day. If I didn't find out As long as I like him, at least we are still a pair of good brothers, so I won't suffer so much."

Zhenwen originally suppressed his surging pain, looked at the two outsiders in front of him, grinned desperately, wanted to laugh, but in the end he didn't have the strength to hold on any longer, and the tears that had accumulated for a long time burst in his sore eyes out.

Zhenwen buried his head in the crook of his arms, sobbing in a low voice, the crying sound vented out his suppressed emotions for a long time!

Xia Yuhao and Qiu Zixuan met each other's eyes, silently staying by Zhenwen's side, this was the only thing they could do.

When the three of them left the rooftop, Zhenwen had calmed down, and crying made him feel much better.

He looked at the worried eyes of the two people, took a deep breath, and the smile he squeezed out was much easier than before.

"I'm fine, maybe, Zhenwu and that class girl are familiar with each other, so I won't have time to stare at me, and I will be free." Zhenwen said a bit insincerely.

The two tacitly did not reveal it.

Qiu Zixuan asked: "Have you ever thought that your liking for him is only because he is so kind to you?"

"No, I'm sure. It was confirmed the night I met him." Zhenwen looked at Xia Yuhao, and Xia Yuhao stared back blankly, as if he remembered something and looked shocked.He looked at Qiu Zixuan beside him, and smiled knowingly.

Qiu Zixuan didn't understand Zhenwen's words, but he didn't ask anymore, but couldn't help reminding him:

"You can only be truly free if you let go of your feelings for your brother."

Zhenwen knew, but he couldn't do it, so he could only answer

"I try my best!"

Separated from Xia Yuhao and the others, Zhenwen couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he returned to the classroom and didn't see Zhenwu.

He wanted to go home with his schoolbag on his back, but he was crying so hard just now, his eyes didn't know what to look like, so Zhenwen went to the bathroom to look at it in the mirror.

Fortunately, the wind was blowing on the roof just now, and now the eyes are not so obvious, only the red blood streaks left by staying up late these days.

Thinking of the job Xiaoxiao left for him, Zhenwen couldn't help complaining.

"Miss Xiaoxiao must have been set by my stepmother, I don't even think about my exam soon!"

Zhenwen walked out with his dizzy head in his hands, but bumped into a person who came in. He said sorry and wanted to go around, but the person stood in front of him again. Zhenwen was about to get angry when he looked up and saw Zhenwen Wu's face.

Zhenwen lowered his head in panic: "It's you!"

"Let's go back together after school today, I have something to say."

Now that he is in such a dizzy state, it is not a good time to speak, Zhenwen hurriedly used Xiaoxiao as a shield

"Miss Xiaoxiao asked me to stay and sort out the materials."

"I told her that I have something to do at home, so I'll go back today." Without giving him a chance to refute, Zhenwu reached out to take off Zhenwen's schoolbag.

Zhenwen struggled helplessly, but gave up under Zhenwu's unrelenting eyes.

What does Zhenwu want to say?Did you find something?Or did his abnormality piss him off during this period?No matter what, he was afraid to face it, because he no longer had the strength to hide himself, and the feeling of dizziness became more and more obvious. What if he said the wrong thing like just now?

Despite his worries, Zhenwen followed Zhenwu towards the bus stop.