HistoryCrossing the border of both civil and military

Zhenwen looked at Zhenwu staring straight into his eyes, he already knew the answer would be this, he never doubted it,

move!Yes, he was really touched, but after being moved, he sighed silently. Zhenwu always regarded him as a child who could not grow up. When he was young, he enjoyed Zhenwu's care. He had an older brother, a lover, and A person who can be relied on with complete peace of mind, he feels that no one in the world is happier than him.

But when he grows up, he also wants to protect the one he loves, and he also wants to protect Zhenwu just like Zhenwu protects him, but Zhenwu never gives him a chance.

This is very unfair!

Zhenwen looked at Zhenwu with a wry smile: "I knew it! I knew it would be like this. When will you treat me as a man?"

"I always treat you as a man. If you are a woman, I may not necessarily love you." Zhenwu said, leaning close to Zhenwen's body, and stretched out his arms to make him unable to retreat.

Zhenwen frowned and pushed Zhenwu away: "I'm talking to you seriously!"

"I'm listening very carefully! Do you think I'm joking?" Sure enough, there was no sign of joking on Zhenwu's face. Zhenwen tore off his tie, sat on the sofa and said slightly angrily:

"But you never let me take on the responsibilities of a man. You always take care of everything and let me walk on a smooth road. I can't even wrestle. I'm a man too, okay? I also want to protect the people I love, is it wrong to do so?"

Zhenwu frowned slightly, crossed his arms and said, "The way you protect me is to hurt yourself?"

Zhenwen explained: "That was an accident. How did I know that I would meet those people and experience those things before I left?"

Zhenwen was surprised to find that he could face that memory calmly. Because Zhenwu was by his side, it seemed that he could heal any wounds on himself. Zhenwen lamented again that he was poisoned by Zhenwu and there was no cure.

Zhenwu then sat on the sofa, put his hands on Zhenwen's lap and looked at him: "So you shouldn't have left by yourself."

Zhenwen suddenly felt irritable, stood up, and looked down at Zhenwu: "Can you stop doing this, I don't want to always hide behind you, can I?"

"So, you just rushed to the front? Does that make sense to you?"

"What do you mean?" Zhenwen squinted his eyes and looked at Zhenwu slightly sideways. Could it be that everything he did was meaningless?

Although the inexplicable emotions in his heart were constantly surging, Zhenwu still tried his best to say in a calm tone: "You didn't ask me, how do you know that these are what I want now? How do you know if I care about those smears?" ?Maybe I'd rather be a black person?"

"You mean, everything I do is self-indulgent?"

Zhenwu shook his head, waved his hands and said, "That's not what I mean, I mean, I don't care about those things, so what if I'm affected by that incident? I'm still me, I don't have to pay for those unnecessary things. You don't have to Do this. Have you ever thought about it, for so many years, if our relationship is a little weaker, my heart is a little weaker, and we have become strangers from now on, what will you do? "

Zhenwen looked directly into Zhenwu's eyes: "If I didn't have confidence in you, how would I dare to bet?"

Zhenwu's calm was instantly shattered, he stood up a little excitedly: "But I don't, I don't have confidence in myself. I almost gave up, I don't know if you really don't contact me for six years, I will still Won't stick to it."

"But if you persevered, I won the bet, didn't I?"

"But we lost six years. The six years we could have been together, the six years we worked hard together, were wasted for such a ridiculous reason."

"Is it ridiculous? Do you think it's ridiculous? In that case, if I stay, I will continue to be the target of public criticism. Those vulture-like reporters will dig out everything from my childhood to my adulthood, including yours. So, only I stay away from here You are safe, I am safe, Ming is safe. At that time, we thought that the reporter who disappeared suddenly did not really pay attention to us, but Dad hired people from the security company to surround us and prevent reporters from touching us. , that's why we think nothing happened. But the more we prevent them from prying eyes, the more interested they are. Some reporters have already started to speculate, and the content written is extremely ugly. You think it's ridiculous, and you think it's a waste of time because of you I don’t know that people’s words are scary. I know, I’ve experienced it, it’s just one person’s words, and I almost died because of it. If we didn’t leave at the beginning, what we faced would be countless mouths and countless bad words. I know what will happen to you, but I must not be able to bear it."

"If that's the case, can we be together? Leave together, come back together." Zhenwu is still very concerned about the six years that have been cut off, and everything that Zhenwen has experienced. If he is here, he can definitely prevent Zhenwen from getting hurt. Yes, thinking of the scar on his back, Zhenwu's heart was once again pulled together.

"Don't you understand? At the beginning, all the public opinion was pointing at me. If you are with me, you will soon be black."

"That's fine, why do you have to get rid of it?"

"Because I don't want you to become their selling point like me. If you get involved in public opinion, you may never get out."

"What does that matter? So what if you can't get away?"

"But I don't want it, you have done enough for me since I was a child, I don't want to have more!"

"Can't I be willing?"

"Are you that cheap? You have to endure hardships to be happy?" Zhenwen said in frustration.

Zhenwu looked at Zhenwen in surprise, but was speechless.

Zhenwen ignored Zhenwu's dumb look, and continued: "And Dad, you know Dad has always had high expectations of you, hoping that you can inherit the Ming family he founded, if you are dragged into the water like this, What about dad?"

"I have already broken his hope of having a grandson, and I even kidnapped you. If he is exiled again, what will he do? In short, I did what I think I should do, for you and for myself, I can only be good if you are good, right?"

Zhenwu finally had a chance to speak: "Zhenwen!"

Zhenwen, on the other hand, looked at Zhenwu aggressively as if he had a thorn, and his tone of voice seemed to be on guard: "Do you still want to blame me? Do you still think I did something wrong?"

Zhenwu shook his head and took Zhenwen's waving hand; "What right do I have to blame you? I'm just surprised, why do you think so much? When did these thoughts enter your mind."

Zhenwen took a deep breath, pulled out his hand and sat on the sofa again, resting his head on the back of the sofa, looking very tired, staring blankly at the chandelier on the ceiling, and said after a while of silence:

"Do you remember the day when I was locked up in the police station? That afternoon, just like now, I kept looking at the light above my head, thinking about what Gu Qian said, did he really know you, as if he The you in my eyes is completely different from the you I know. I realized that all I know is the you I want to know, not the real you. There are many aspects of you that I choose to ignore. Before that, I didn’t think it was necessary .

However, that day I was suddenly very scared, afraid that one day my demands would tire you, and my childishness and ignorance would tire you.

do you know?That day I saw you holding him in, but I didn't dare to go up to find you. I don't know why I was so scared, maybe it was because I had long been aware of the neglect between you and me.

That night, when I was locked in, I didn't close my eyes all night, thinking about the little things we were together, and I was always the one who was protected in almost everything I went through.Without you, I'm cowardly, useless, I can't even take care of myself, let alone you.

I found that apart from loving your heart, I have almost nothing to redeem. I can still be liked by you like this. I suddenly feel very unreal, and I am afraid that all this will be like a fairy tale, and there will be an end in the end.

From that day on, I wanted to change this situation.

When we went back to the villa that day, my dad came to me, and he told me that the board of directors almost completely opposed my entry into Mingshi, and that I might hold an executive position in the future. Not lifted.I was frightened at the time, even trembling with fright, I wanted to rush out to find you, hide by your side, and let you think of a way for me.Only then did I realize that my dependence on you was my greatest shortcoming.I thought what would happen to you if you knew this? "

Zhenwen sat up and turned his head to look at the eyes of Zhenwu who had been silently watching him all the time: "Yes, it is this look, you will blame yourself, feel guilty, and take everything on yourself, and then you will definitely double Be good to me. I don't want to see you like this, it took me so long to let you off, and now I put it on you again.

During that time, I thought a lot, thinking of you, your future, father, mother, and our future.In the end, I made a bet, I bet that you really love me enough to go through a long wait; I bet that I can get through it myself, and I can really become a man.

Now, I won the bet! "

Zhenwu looked at Zhenwen like this, and Zhenwen looked at Zhenwu like this, the eyes of the two touched gently, as if they were comforting the person in front of them, but their bodies remained motionless as they sat opposite each other .

After a while, Zhenwu gently took Zhenwen's hand beside him, put this hand in his palm, looked at him tenderly, and stroked every finger gently.Such a simple touch made Zhenwen's heart flutter and hurt, but he didn't do anything until Zhenwu raised his head and smiled at him, it was a sour, sweet, slightly bitter smile.

"You have grown up a long time ago, but I didn't realize it. It's my fault. I always treat you as a child, but in fact I'm only a little older than you. I decide for you, bear it for you, thinking Doing this, protecting you like this is the way to love you. But I never thought that doing this would cause you pain. Zhenwen, I'm sorry!"

The strong emotion that Zhenwen had been brewing in his chest from the very beginning broke the embankment when Zhenwu called his name. He rushed over and hugged Zhenwu's neck tightly, feeling Zhenwu's hands around him. The pain that tormented him was slowly released.He leaned on Zhenwu's shoulder, as if the pain that had been suppressed that night six years ago was finally released, and the tears that had been piling up since that day poured out today.

The man in his arms, the person he is willing to protect with his life, will also protect him in the same way; the man he is madly in love with is also madly in love with him.

Their crazy persistence has always tied the two of them tightly together. Even after experiencing so much bitterness, they can still be together. Such happiness, the heavens will be jealous! !

The author has something to say:

Woohoo, I'm crying again, I hope you don't think it's too sensational.

I originally wanted to write more intensely, give me a slap or something (hehe), but I found that I couldn't do it.

And then, the wedding, what kind of seasoning?Who do you want to show up again?

How about getting married with Xia Qiu?