HistoryCrossing the border of both civil and military

Although it was already past ten o'clock in the evening, there were still some pedestrians on the road. There were sporadic drizzles from the sky, which made people walk on the road in a hurry. They were wrapped in coats, shrunk their bodies, and hurried on their way.

Zhenwu walked out of the hotel gate, looking at the rain shimmering in the light, his heavy heart added some sadness.

The vibration of the mobile phone stopped, it should be Zhenwen calling him, Zhenwen has been calling him since he sent the message, but he didn't answer, because his ups and downs just now still haven't calmed down, and his mind is in a mess Thoughts jumped out scatteredly, making him unable to grasp what mood he was in at the moment.

The younger brother waiting for the parking lot came over to open the car door for him, and he waved his hand: "No, I will walk for a while."

The little brother was stunned for a moment, it was still raining, and he obviously had no intention of looking for an umbrella, rain in winter is no joke.

After a little hesitation, the younger brother came over and said, "I'll find you an umbrella, just wait a moment."

Zhenwu ignored it, and walked into the rain. The cold rain hit his face, which made his mind clearer.

But the sobriety of his mind did not make his mood better at all, on the contrary, it got worse and worse. The scene of seeing Zhenwen again was clearly in front of his eyes, Zhenwen's dodging, evasion, stiff body, and when he laughed There is always a hint of reluctance that keeps stinging him.

He kept telling himself in his heart that no matter how much he blamed himself, he couldn't change what had happened. They were happy now, he had already started preparing for the wedding, and everything would be perfect. Zhenwen's scar made him hurt once, there is no need to dig deeper, don't think about it anymore, as long as he is happy in the future.

But these thoughts disappeared soon after they emerged, and what Zhenwen experienced once again occupied all his thoughts, lingering for a long time.

Zhenwu's fingertips were already icy cold, and his face seemed to be starting to feel a little numb, and he couldn't feel the rain stinging his skin.

The sound of hurried footsteps from leather shoes rushing into his ears accompanied by Zhenwen's anxious voice, he didn't stop, and even wanted to run away.

Zhenwen who rushed over had already come to hold his hand, and the other hand was holding a hotel umbrella.

"Zhenwu! Are you sick? It's raining in the winter?" Immediately, Zhenwen felt Zhenwu's icy hand, and hurriedly pulled his hand to his mouth and breathed out, but raised his eyes to look at Zhenwu. Wu.

Zhenwu withdrew his hand and put his back behind his back, looking at Zhenwen with a dazed gaze.

Zhenwen was stunned for a moment, Zhenwu always held onto him, never pulled his hand away, Zhenwu's eyes made him even more flustered, just holding Zhenwu's hand was still there, dumbfounded to ask:

"what happened to you?"

Zhenwu squeezed the corners of his mouth and forced a little smile: "It's nothing, I just want to take a walk in the rain to sober up after drinking too much."

Zhenwen caressed Zhenwu's cheek nervously, which was also cold.Zhenwu dodged for a while when he touched it, but stopped halfway through dodging, and Ren Zhenwen stroked it.

Zhenwen frowned, and looked at Zhenwu's face carefully, trying to find something from it: "You don't seem to be fine, what's wrong? Tell me?"

Zhenwu smiled self-deprecatingly: "What can I do? I always seem to be the one who is safe and sound."

Zhenwen tilted his head slightly, thinking about the meaning of Zhenwu's words, but couldn't figure it out: "What do you mean? Why can't I understand what you said?"

"Forget it, it's cold, let's go home, oh yes, are they almost gone?" Zhenwu changed the subject while looking at the cars passing by on the road, searching for the shadow of a taxi, but found his The car was not far behind him.

"Well, I greeted my dad when I came out, saying that you drank too much, let's go first. I told him to follow, it's hard to get a taxi on such a day."

Zhenwu's gaze flashed past Zhenwen's eyes again, and he put his arms around Zhenwen's waist, letting the two of them hold an umbrella tightly and wait for the car to come.

Before the younger brother got out of the car, Zhenwu had already sat in the back seat. Zhenwen got into the car, looked back at Zhenwu, and then shifted the gear to start the car. The car became very quiet.

From time to time, Zhenwen looked at Zhenwu sitting in the back through the rearview mirror. The interior of the car was very dark, and he couldn't see Zhenwu's expression, but at the moment Zhenwu was looking out of the car window with his head sideways, as if he had made up his mind not to. Ready to see him.

Such an abnormality made Zhenwen full of suspicion, but the road was slippery in rainy days, and the wheels vacated several times so that he had to concentrate on holding the steering wheel. He could only remain silent for a while, waiting for Zhenwu to speak.

All the way to the underground parking lot, Zhenwu didn't say a word.

Zhenwu who got out of the car did not wait for him, but walked towards the elevator by himself. When Zhenwen followed in, he felt Zhenwu's body move slightly to the side.

Zhenwen couldn't bear it any longer, and asked eagerly, "What's wrong with you? Don't tell me you're fine. You're the last one to lie, have you forgotten?"

Zhenwu pursed his lips without saying a word, his eyes looked at places other than Zhenwen.

Zhenwen turned his eyes to look in the direction, reached out and locked his chin: "Why are you hiding from me? Have you done something to be sorry for me?"

Zhenwu couldn't move, his eyes looked down at Zhenwen's lips, he stretched out his hand to take Zhenwen's hand away from his own face, and instead held Zhenwen's face with both hands, he put his lips together and kissed it hard Zhenwen.

Zhenwen was a little at a loss for Zhenwu's sudden closeness. He opened his big eyes and looked at Zhenwu's drooping eyelids and trembling eyelashes, who was close at hand. Slowly, he reached out and gently put his arms around Zhenwu's waist, kissing went back.

The elevator door was opened, and a woman wearing a red bag and a black mink fur coat was about to step into the elevator with ten-centimeter high heels, when she saw the two passionately kissing in front of her, she withdrew her foot with a yah, and stared. The delicate eyes of the painting were stunned, and they came back to their senses when the elevator door closed, and immediately reached out to block the elevator door:

"Hey, are you in such a hurry to go home and make out? Isn't this elevator your bedroom?"

Zhenwu let go of Zhenwen, but it was obviously not because of the woman's words, but because Zhenwen was already gasping for breath due to lack of oxygen.

Zhenwu looked sideways at the woman, and Zhenwen turned his head with a blushing face.

The woman's expression became even more unnatural when she was looked at like this: "What are you looking at? I'm not wrong!"

Zhenwu backed away with his arms around Zhenwen, making room for the woman.

The woman looked at the vacant seat, hesitated for a moment and said with a little confidence: "I, I'd better sit down."

Watching the elevator doors close, Zhenwen couldn't help but lower his head and chuckle: "She was scared by us." He thought that Zhenwu had returned to his original appearance after the kiss just now, and thought that Zhenwu was just teasing him on purpose.

But looking up at Zhenwu again, his face is still calm, but the arms around him have no intention of relaxing.

The contrast between such movements and expressions made Zhenwen puzzled:

"Zhenwu, why are you still so sullen? Can you tell me what's wrong?"

Zhenwu sighed, but still did not speak, until the elevator reached the tenth floor, Zhenwen did not wait for an answer.

The elevator door opened, and Zhenwu walked out of the elevator holding Zhenwen's hand.

Zhenwen was annoyed, he shook off Zhenwu's hand: "Are you sick, are you okay to play silent?"

Zhenwu walked into Zhenwen, opened his mouth several times, but closed it silently.

He turned and walked to the door, ready to open it.

Zhenwen was enraged, he stopped in front of the door and blocked the combination lock:

"No, if you don't make it clear, you can't go in!" Zhenwen said seriously, looking at Zhenwu with folded arms.

Zhenwu finally spoke: "Let's go in and talk."

"How do I know if you became dumb again after you went in?"

Zhenwu held Zhenwen's shoulder dumbfounded, leaned close to Zhenwen and said, "I promise, I won't become dumb, can I?"

At this moment, the elevator door opened again, and the woman came out of the elevator just now, seeing the two people who were so close, so close that they were about to kiss, she hesitated when she stepped out of the elevator, and then she seemed to make up her mind to step out quickly. The two people walked to the room next to them, unlocked the door, and hid in the room in a panic, the whole movement was extremely fast.

Zhenwen and Zhenwu watched the door close to him, and then Zhenwen turned around and unlocked the door. Zhenwu followed Zhenwen in. Just after changing his shoes, Zhenwen pushed him to the wall, and put his hands on Zhenwu's shoulders:

"Tell me, what's going on?"

Zhenwu took a deep breath and exhaled heavily: "I really don't know what to say."

"You won't have an affair, right?" Zhenwen exaggeratedly showed surprise, but Zhenwu was not in the mood to watch him make fun of it. He pushed Zhenwen's hand away, walked around him and walked to the center of the room.

Zhenwu stopped in front of the sofa in the center of the living room, and Zhenwen was chasing after him to ask another question, but he turned his head to look at Zhenwen who almost bumped into him:

"I don't speak because I don't know how to face you."

"What do you mean?"

"It means, I know why you went to England in the first place, for me?"

Zhenwen opened his mouth for a moment, but quickly took a step back under cover, and scratched the tip of his nose:

"What nonsense are you talking about? Isn't it very clear in my letter? It's for myself, what does it have to do with you?"

"I talked to Uncle Wu today."

"Uncle Wu? What are you talking about?" Zhenwen's eyes fell on Zhenwu's shoulder, as if there was something strange on it, which made him stare blankly.

"You know what I'm talking about. But do you know how shocked I was at that moment? For so many years, I have always felt that I was wronged, and I still feel this way when I think about it now and then. I treated you so well , but you left as soon as you said, leaving a letter, and then it was a long six years of waiting. At one point I even began to doubt the relationship between us. But today I discovered that all my grievances and anger have become It's so ridiculous and funny, because I was wrong from the beginning to the end, so wrong, you are the one who should feel wronged! Then, now I am trying to save you like a savior. In everyone's eyes, I am like A saint, but I just found out that I'm just a clown."

"No one thinks you are a clown, okay? And I don't feel wronged either!"

"But I have, and I thought I knew everything, but the fact is that everything was kept in the dark."

"It's a last resort to do this. If I tell you in advance, will you let me go? Will you accept this job with all your heart?"

"No!" Zhenwu stared closely at Zhenwen's eyes: "Because I will walk with you."