Traceable

Not long after "Shadow of the Mirror" was released, an unimaginable thing happened—at least Lin Yuyao was astonished—he was nominated for the Best Actor in the Golden Park Awards through the film "Shadow of Mirror" .

Lin Yuyao's news was delayed, and he couldn't believe it when he found out. Gu Xun said it several times before he realized it.

"It always feels fake." He couldn't believe it.

Gu Xun was even happier than himself being shortlisted: "Quickly think about what to say in your acceptance speech."

Lin Yuyao laughed and said, "It's too unrealistic to think about it now."

He has not yet developed a sense of reality, and always feels that this matter is very illusory.

Gu Xun disagreed, and retorted, "I might just take it."

On the day of the awards ceremony, they put on makeup and prepared dresses. Lin Yuyao was in such a hurry that he hadn't seen for a long time.

Gu Xun was shortlisted for Best Supporting Actor. The movie agreed to have two male leads, but in the final editing, it was Lin Yuyao's single male lead.He had no objection to this, and walked the red carpet with Chen Xuemin and Lin Yuyao.

The two haven't been in the same frame for a long time, and the media flocked together after hearing the news.Chen Xuemin walked in the middle, Lin Yuyao and Gu Xun were on each side, but the three people with bad reputations attracted most people's attention.Lin Yuyao felt a little uncomfortable facing the flashing light, turned his eyes, and then saw a few excited little girls standing outside, probably his fans, when he saw him looking over, he quickly raised his hand and shook, Lin Yuyao rushed to them Smiling, the tension and discomfort in my heart slowly dissipated.

Walking into the venue, Gu Xun walked beside him, reached out to touch his fingers, and whispered, "Are you okay?"

Lin Yuyao nodded and asked, "Why didn't Xu Baomu come?"

"He had a falling out with Jiang Zhiliang, ran away from home, and ran to the south, so he was half out of the mainstream circle." As a well-known gossip in the industry, Gu Xun knew these gossips like the back of his hand.

Lin Yu didn't care about world affairs for a long time, immersed in self-pity and self-pity, he never expected to ignore and miss such a big thing.

"How is he now?"

Gu found the seat arranged by the organizer, sat down and said, "This is not very clear, it should still be alive."

"Don't talk nonsense."

"How can this be called nonsense?" Gu Xun was not convinced.

The two of them were bickering, and Chen Xuemin was watching the old god beside him, and said, "Yuyao looks fine now, I don't worry."

Lin Yuyao hurriedly said, "How is your health recently?"

Chen Xuemin waved his hands: "Not bad."

"Shadow of the Mirror" was quite satisfactory, it didn't hit the market but it wasn't a big hit either. Although Chen Xuemin felt a little regretful, he was still in a good mood.Not long after, the ceremony kicked off.

This long ceremony was very exhausting. Lin Yuyao came here only after taking medicine, and now he couldn't help feeling drowsy.But they are the hot spots of gossip tonight, the camera often sweeps over, he braces himself, and Gu Xun occasionally chats with him by the side.

When the Best Supporting Actor was announced, he shuddered, his brain instantly sobered up, he subconsciously glanced at Gu Xun, and then at the host on the stage.However, the result was not satisfactory, the name of the export was not Gu Xun, but a well-known senior in the circle.

The camera swept over, Gu Xun smiled, he couldn't wait to be in the camera, he tilted his head and said: "It's your turn soon."

Seeing his normal expression, Lin Yuyao knew that this man really didn't care whether he won the award or not, so he let go of his worries and smiled at him.

The Best Actor was announced last, and the tension had long been exhausted with the long wait. When the host was about to announce, Lin Yuyao was not very energetic yet, but Gu Xun, who was beside him, suddenly straightened his back, with a faint expression on his face. With eager anticipation.

Lin Yuyao caught it out of the corner of his eye and couldn't help but want to laugh.The smile on the corner of his mouth could be evoked, when the hostess suddenly read his name aloud.

Before he could react, thunderous applause erupted from the audience.Gu Xun was one step faster than him, stood up, hugged him, and whispered in his ear, "Congratulations."

Lin Yuyao was still in a daze, Gu Xun let him go, Chen Xuemin stepped forward to hug him, and also said congratulations.He looked around, and everyone was staring at him, waiting for him to get on stage.Lin Yuyao walked in a trance, surrounded by hustle and bustle, applause, conversation, the voice of the host... not only these, many images suddenly popped up in his mind, Liu Hongyun, Lin Yu, the owner of the video store, Qi Le, Chen Xuemin, Gu Xun...

However, the moment he stepped forward to reach out to take the trophy, all sounds and images disappeared.It was as if he was the only one left in the world, and the trophy in his hand was not as heavy as he imagined, but very light - so light that it was like a feather or a speck of dust falling on the palm of his hand, which could be blown away with a light blow.

"Congratulations Lin Yuyao, is there anything you want to say now?" The hostess' voice pulled him back to the real world.

He stood on stage, the center of the crowd and the cameras.His eyes glanced at everyone sitting in the audience, and he found himself very calm, holding the long-awaited award in his hand, but it seemed that it was no longer important.The gold content of this award is actually not much, Lin Yuyao knew it in his heart, but it was still an affirmation, something he had hoped for in the past.He looked down at the trophy in his hand, and suddenly smiled, that smile was very subtle, hiding relief.It really doesn't matter anymore, Lin Yuyao thought, for him now, the realization of self-worth and sense of existence no longer need to be pinned on this recognition.

"I didn't expect to get this award. I'm very grateful." His voice was slightly stiff at first, and gradually calmed down after a few official words, "Thank you to the judges, thank you to the audience, and thank you to those who like the role of Zheng Hai." everyone."

Lin Yuyao had calmed down, and he continued: "... I would like to thank two people in particular. One is Director Chen, director Chen Xuemin, he is the senior who brought me into the role of actor, and gave me a lot of help and encouragement."

Chen Xuemin smiled gratifiedly below.

"There is another person, I really appreciate him very much, no matter what my identity is, I should say thank you to him." Lin Yuyao paused, then said suddenly.Without hesitation, his gaze directly crossed the crowd and fixed on a certain point.Gu Xun was also looking at him, his eyes were as bright as stars.

Qin Yue watched this scene from the audience and couldn't help sighing: "I don't know how to write today's news."

Lin Yuyao walked down with the trophy and walked towards Gu Xun.The invisible thread between them seemed to be slowly connected at this moment.

After the awards ceremony, Lin Yuyao accepted an exclusive interview with the media.The problem is the same, most of them are unhappy about winning the award, but today's media is clearly prepared. They didn't ask a few questions about winning the award before jumping to: "You haven't come out for a while, Everyone thought you were going to retire. Do you have any plans after winning the award this time?"

"Not yet." Lin Yuyao said, "If there is a new plan, I will tell everyone."

The reporter nodded and asked a few more irrelevant questions, then suddenly changed the subject and asked, "Who is the last sentence of the acceptance speech for?"

Lin Yuyao didn't change his face, and responded calmly: "I thought everyone knew."

"You didn't say it, how do we know." The reporter pretended to be stupid.

"You don't need to say it..." Lin Yuyao was talking when a person jumped out from behind.

Gu Xun jumped out of nowhere: "What are you talking about? Did I interrupt you?"

When the reporter saw him take the initiative to show up, he was very excited: "We are talking about you!"

"Oh, what are you talking about?"

"Who was the last sentence of Yuyao's award acceptance speech addressed to?" The reporter said something mysterious.

Gu Xun smiled and said, "Then why are you talking about me?"

The reporter also laughed, this guy is fine, don't try to find a hot spot in his mouth.

The reporter joked with them, seeing that there was not much time left, so they didn't beat around the bush, and asked directly: "What is your relationship now? It seems that you have a good relationship from the beginning. Gu Xun was very excited when Yu Yao won the award." .”

They have been exposed to break up and disappeared for a long time, but this time they suddenly came out but they were ambiguous. Of course, the media wanted to find big news.

"What could be the relationship, you can guess." Gu Xun teased, "Hasn't Gossip Weekly always have big brains?"

"Then if we guess, you are reunited now?" the reporter said.

Gu Xun put on a show: "Do you look like it?"

"I look like it."

Lin Yuyao said, "We are friends now."

It’s hard to tell if this is true or not. After all, artists have a system of official statements. The media knew that they couldn’t find out the truth. The time was running out, so they finally asked: “It’s rare to be friends after a breakup, so how did you guys do it?” Looking at love? I feel like being friends must be very magnanimous."

Lin Yuyao thought for a while and said, "It's okay, it's not that exaggerated. Feelings should be very free. You don't need to think too much, and you don't need to care too much. This kind of feeling is better."

"What about Gu Xun? I feel that Gu Xun is really a very free and easy person when it comes to feelings. It's not surprising that he would be friends with his ex." The reporter joked.

"It's not good to be too free and easy." Gu Xun said, "Sometimes you should have some scruples and constraints."

When Lin Yuyao heard this, she turned to look at him.

Gu Xun looked serious.

Interesting.Lin Yuyao laughed.In a failed relationship, they learn the exact opposite.

After the interview was over, the reporter disappeared from sight. Gu Xun grabbed Lin Yuyao's arm and said in a low voice, "Do you want to slip away? Don't be spotted by Mrs. Qin."

"Where are you going?" Lin Yuyao was puzzled.

Gu Xun said mysteriously: "Go home, I have prepared some things."

Lin Yuyao didn't resist the temptation, and followed Gu Xun quietly away. Like two nightingales, they slipped out of the venue lightly, stepping into the night sky and heading to another place.

"Brother Qin must be very angry later." Lin Yuyao got into the car and said.

"So turn off your phone now, don't let him find you." Gu Xun started the car.

Lin Yuyao listened to his words and took out his mobile phone. Messages of congratulations were pouring in, but it was not important now, so he turned off the mobile phone directly.

The surprise prepared by Gu Xun was very conventional. Lin Yuyao opened the door of her house and saw a sumptuous dinner on the table by candlelight.

"Is this what you prepared?"

Gu Xun replied honestly: "Aunt Zhu did most of the work."

Lin Yuyao suffers from night blindness, so Gu Xun also lit a floor lamp. The house was not too dark. Lin Yuyao walked to the table and touched the edges of the knives, forks and dishes.

"What would you do if I didn't win the prize and saw these things when I opened the door?" Lin Yuyao asked him.

Gu Xun shook his head and said to himself, "I have a hunch that you will definitely take it."

Lin Yuyao didn't know what to say.

Gu Xun played the music in an arty way, and they sat down facing each other.

"You can taste the dish in front of you, I made it." Gu Xun pursed his lips and said.

Lin Yuyao raised an eyebrow and took a sip.

Gu Xun stared at him, not letting go of any slight expression on his face: "How is it?"

"It's a bit spicy." Lin Yuyao commented.

"That's right." Gu Xun said.

Lin Yuyao smiled and took two more bites.

"I also prepared a cake." Gu Xun said.

"Accurate and complete."

"Congratulations." Gu Xun raised his glass towards him, "You should drink, but you took medicine."

Lin Yuyao picked up the water in the glass and said, "Thank you. Do you want a drink? I'll get it for you."

"No need." Gu Xun stopped him, "Are you happy to win the prize?"

This is what Gu Xun cares about the most. The other party will still be emotionally unstable. He hoped that Lin Yuyao would be a little happier about winning the award this time.

happy. "Lin Yuyao said, then paused, and then said, "But I'm not as happy as this moment. "

Gu Xun was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "That's good. Aunt Zhu also said that the things I prepared are too vulgar. It's embarrassing to be told that by an aunt."

"It's really vulgar."

"As long as it works." Gu Xun looked at the smile on Lin Yuyao's cheek, and couldn't care less about vulgarity.

Lin Yuyao looked at Gu Xun, who was shrouded in a halo, who had gentle eyes and was eating with his head down.He suddenly remembered the night when Gu Xun won the best actor last time, the other party told Qin Yue that he would go home and celebrate privately with him, and the three of them knew it was a lie.Back at the apartment, they were separated in two rooms, with each other's beauty in their arms and high spirits.Lin Yuyao missed the trophy and had nothing. He poured two glasses of wine into the round glass, drank one by himself, and left the other alone on the tea table all night.

But now that time has passed, they are sitting together again, toasting happily and ambiguously.It was supposed to be that night too, but they missed it.

How long will I miss it?I have missed so much for so long, do I still want to continue?Lin Yuyao asked herself in her heart.

Gu Xun didn't notice the mental fluctuations of the person opposite him, he moved his hand violently, and the knife and fork fell to the ground.

"Let's try again." Lin Yuyao suddenly spoke after two jingles.

Gu Xun was bending over to pick up the knife and fork, and was stunned for a while, unable to recover for a long time.Then he straightened his body slowly and said incredulously, "What?"

"Do you want to try again?"

This unexpected joy came so suddenly, Gu Xun was caught off guard, he subconsciously picked up the cup on the table and took a sip.

"Did I hear you right?" He still felt incredible.

"Probably not." Lin Yuyao replied seriously.

Gu Xun looked at Lin Yuyao reflected in the warm candlelight, was at a loss for a moment, and then said softly but firmly, "Okay."

too suddenly.It was really sudden.

They didn't seem to be ready, but the atmosphere was so good and the timing was just right, so they opened their mouths naturally.

Lin Yuyao himself was at a loss after finishing speaking, so he changed the subject and said, "Change the knife and fork, I'll help you."

"Oh, good." Gu Xun nodded.

Lin Yuyao entered the kitchen, leaned against the door frame to calm his heartbeat, and he just said that.He hadn't expected to be so overwhelmed.

Sitting in the living room, Gu Xun also felt unbelievable. He scratched his forehead and exhaled, the great ecstasy was overwhelming him.

The two finished their dinner in embarrassment and silence, and remained relatively silent for a while.Gu Xun first said: "It's getting late, so I'll go back first. Let Aunt Zhu clean up these things tomorrow."

Lin Yuyao touched his nose and said, "Okay."

Gu Xun walked to the door and turned around: "Then I'm going back."

Lin Yuyao suppressed a smile: "Yes."

The atmosphere is so eerie.The broken mirror has just been rounded up, and they have not yet adapted to this huge change.

Lin Yuyao sat for a while, got up and turned on the light, feeling as if he was floating in the clouds, his whole body was light.Blowing out the half-burned candles, leftovers on the table, and being alone in the house, it should have been a lonely sight, but now he only felt the heat rushing upwards in his body.

He patted his face and went to the bathroom to take a shower.After the shock of the hot water, he calmed down a lot. He lay down on the bed and began to wonder if it was too fast.He wasn't ready, and his illness occasionally relapsed, and he didn't think it through in his heart, but the words "try again" blurted out uncontrollably.But a voice deep in my heart repeated over and over again: He has no regrets.Emotions are inherently irresistible.

He knew that Gu Xun had long thought about this, but he just gave the initiative to himself.If you think rationally, how long will you have to wait?He didn't want Gu Xun to wait, and he didn't want to wait either.

The doorbell rang at this moment.Lin Yuyao was startled, and got out of bed to open the door. Outside the door was Gu Xun who had changed his clothes after taking a shower.

"What's wrong?" Lin Yuyao asked while holding the doorknob.

Gu Xun pursed his lips: "Come to say good night to you."

Lin Yuyao chuckled, tilted his head, and asked after a pause, "Then do you want to come in again?"

Gu Xun entered the door again.The two idiots were sitting on the sofa, turned on the TV, and Lin Yuyao pressed the remote control: "What do you want to watch?"

"It's all right."

After tuning a few channels at random, they stopped at the entertainment channel. The two of them watched TV, but neither of them watched it.

"By the way, Qin Yue called me just now." Gu Xun said.

"Scolded you?"

"Yeah. He also said that the Internet is crazy now."

"What's wrong?" Lin Yuyao asked, ready to take a look at his phone, only to realize that he had forgotten to turn on his phone.

Lin Yuyao won the award tonight, and her acceptance speech and subsequent interview with Gu Xun became popular. Some die-hard fans cried bitterly, while passers-by and black fans continued to attack.

Lin Yuyao looked at the comments, and Gu Xun also came over to read a few.

Most of the comments are slander and abuse, such as: "I don't want to see these two actors again, okay?" "I can't believe that you can still play ambiguously after breaking up." "Disgusting gay! Get out of the entertainment circle!" ...

"Don't look at it." Gu Xun reached out his hand to turn off Lin Yuyao's cell phone, afraid that these words would affect his emotions.

"It's okay." Lin Yuyao said with a normal expression, but Gu Xun still let Gu Xun grab the phone.

The two got very close during this period, Gu Xun turned off his phone and found out.The exaggerated voices of the female supporters in the variety show were still playing on the TV, and the overhead lights poured down.The two sat on the sofa, body to body.

Gu Xun turned his head slightly and leaned forward.Lin Yuyao propped his hands on the sofa, his body first hid back like a conditioned reflex, and then stopped, seeing Gu Xun getting closer and closer, his eyelashes fluttered a few times, and finally closed slowly.

Lips touched lips, at first there was a gentle peck and kiss, and gradually, Gu Xun held the back of Lin Yuyao's head, pressing the person down towards him, and at the same time pried his lips open, his tongue drove in, Lin Yuyao's entanglement continued.

"Hmm..." Lin Yuyao didn't kiss for a long time, and soon her breathing became unsteady and she groaned.

Gu Xun bit his lips affectionately, kissing him so hard that the air continued to heat up.

They rolled onto the bed at some point, Gu Xun pressed on Lin Yuyao, eagerly untied Lin Yuyao's clothes with his fingers, and at the same time his lips were not idle, biting and licking him, never letting go.

"Ah..." Lin Yuyao called out.

Gu Xun kept stroking the smooth waist of the person below him with his right hand, and at the same time shouted: "Yaoyao."

Lin Yuyao curled up, Gu Xun forcefully opened his legs, started to take off his pants, and his lips touched the exposed thigh skin.

"Ugh..."

Gu Xun was in the middle of his head, and the hot thing underneath was throbbing with pain, but suddenly realized that Lin Yuyao's voice was wrong, and looked up from the other side's lower body.

"What's wrong?" He touched Lin Yuyao's hair.

"Sorry." Lin Yuyao raised her hand to cover her eyes, with a strong nasal voice and a trembling voice, "I couldn't control my emotions."

Seeing him crying, Gu Xun comforted him helplessly: "It's okay, it's okay, did I hurt you?"

Lin Yuyao shook his head: "No, I just think it's all too good. It's too good to be true."

Gu Xun took away his hand covering his eyes: "It's true."

Lin Yuyao's eyes were moist with water: "I'm afraid, I always feel that this is a dream."

"Then you bite me and see if it hurts?"

"It won't hurt if I bite you myself?"

"Won't it hurt?" Gu Xun said disgusting love words.

Lin Yuyao smiled through tears.

Gu Xun lowered his head and bit his lip: "Does it hurt?"

hiss.Lin Yuyao pursed her lower lip, which had teeth marks on it, and nodded.

"So it's all true."

It's all true.His illness improved little by little, he won an award, his lover was lost and found again... Are these all true?

"I'm sorry." Lin Yuyao tried hard to adjust his emotions, "I couldn't control it for a while."

Gu Xun rolled over from him and hugged him sideways: "No need to apologize, you are too tired today, you should go to bed early."

Lin Yuyao shook his head and said in a low voice, "You can continue to do it."

"Go to sleep first." Gu Xun said.

Lin Yuyao could feel the hard object pressing on his body, and insisted: "It's really possible."

He raised his eyes to look at Gu Xun, who kissed the center of his brow: "It's the same next time, if I really do it today, I won't be able to satisfy me just once."

Lin Yuyao knew his current physical condition, so he definitely wouldn't be able to hold on to it for the second time. Besides, he had taken the medicine, even though he felt a rush of pleasure just now, but his desire had not been aroused. It is really not a good choice to continue at this time. He With a sigh in my heart, I stopped talking.

The two lay hugging each other for a while, and the place under Gu Xun's body gradually softened.

Lin Yu huddled in Gu Xun's arms, the darkness became no longer frightening, and he listened to the strong heartbeat of the other party.

For a long time, they hadn't been this close.

Lin Yuyao sniffed the familiar scent on Gu Xun, and asked, "Isn't it really a dream?"

Gu Xun caressed his back and chuckled lightly: "If this is a dream, then when you wake up tomorrow morning, you will find that this dream is very, very long..."

Long enough to do it for a lifetime.