After returning, Shen Yan carried Yang Zhi to the bed. He hugged people like this all the way. When the coat was taken off, Yang Zhi's cheeks were covered with tears, and he put him on the bed with a warm voice. Said: "Go to sleep."

After finishing speaking, Shen Yan wanted to stand up, as if he didn't know anything, Yang Zhi was lying flat, but grabbed his hand, without making a sound, and just held it like that.

Shen Yan paused, he turned his back and didn't turn to face him.

He always thought that Yang Zhi let it go.

It's because I'm not careful, why is it so easy?Whether he let go of it or not, it will take time. He can't figure it out right away, can't take back his feelings all at once, and can't... accept him so quickly.

Shen Yan turned around and sat back. With his hands on Yang Zhi's side, he said, "Do you have anything to say to me?"

Yang Zhi asked, "Did you hear that?"

Shen Yan said frankly: "Yes, I followed you, sorry."

From the moment Yang Zhi entered the bar, and from the moment he met Li Yinan, he was there.

He didn't intend to follow, but he was worried, worried about his situation, just as he thought.

"Then what should I tell you?" Yang Zhi added, "What do you want to hear?"

He will not hide it from him, as long as he dares to ask, he will say it.

Shen Yan looked at him, sighed, he lay down beside Yang Zhi, and said, "Brother Zhi, I know you still can't let Li Yinan go, you don't have to pretend in front of me, I didn't ask you to do it, didn't you say Did you come a little later? I'm not in a hurry, and you don't have to be in a hurry, the journey has just begun, and there is still a long time to go."

"Who said I didn't let him go?" Yang Zhi refused to admit it, "I just need time, but if I make up my mind to let him go, I will definitely be able to do it. You know this better than others."

Just like he let go of Shen Yan, now he and Shen Yan are only relying on the previous relationship to maintain their relationship. It cannot be said that he loves Shen Yan, but that he has a place in his heart. Wen Huai is no different.

It's not the original enthusiasm, that's all.

Shen Yan nodded, approved him, and didn't argue with him, he said: "Okay, I believe you, but you said that you were in conflict with me, I also understand, but you can say it if you are uncomfortable, why do you pretend A look that looks good to me?"

Yang Zhi didn't speak.

"It's because..." Shen Yan paused, "Is it because I gave up going to California for you, and you feel ashamed of me, that's why you showed enthusiasm for me?"

Shen Yan understood Yang Zhi quite well, what he said was indeed Yang Zhi's thoughts.

Not speaking is a kind of acquiescence, Shen Yan looked at him and said: "Yang Zhi, just be yourself, don't fight against yourself, if you haven't let go of Li Yinan, take your time, if you feel that getting along with me is not enough Yes, you can ignore me, you don’t need to treat me as your boyfriend or something, I said, I can wait for you to learn something, three to five years, I can afford to wait until then, you will give me the answer Ah, at that time, let's make a relationship."

"Shen Yan..."

"I'm sorry," Shen Yan lowered her eyes, avoiding Yang Zhi's gaze, "It's not your fault that you like Li Yinan, as I said before, if one day you don't love me, it must be because I didn't do a good job, indeed. It was I who betrayed you first, it doesn’t matter if you don’t love me anymore, we... just take it slow, just use a kind of relationship, friends, or just play with friends, it’s fine, don’t reply so quickly Me, let our positioning be blurred."

"it's OK?"

"Okay," Shen Yan smiled and held his hand, "Okay, really, I'll be happy if you don't hit me."

Yang Zhi couldn't help laughing.

"Really," Shen Yan touched his face, and said with pity: "Take a good rest, don't think so much."

Yang Zhi looked at him.

Shen Yan reluctantly let go of his hand, stood up, and said, "Are you still taking a shower? The clothes are on the cabinet."

"Wash," Yang Zhi's condition has improved a lot. He really doesn't want to quickly return to the previous state with Shen Yan, and he can't do it, and it's even more incompatible, so he just stays with him as he said, it doesn't matter. Let's do it, got up, he said: "I don't feel comfortable if I don't wash it."

"Well," Shen Yan walked over and handed him his clothes, "Go, I'm resting."

Yang Zhi went to the bathroom to take a shower, while Shen Yan rested in the room.

He turned on the shower and stood silently at the bottom. He felt that he had lost his composure again tonight, and he decided to let it go. When he saw Li Yinan, he completely collapsed. He just wanted a reason. He's just too big.

But I felt that it was unnecessary, so let's just leave it at that, anyway, the two of them... It's over.

With his head against the wall, Yang Zhi was depressed, what happened to him this year, he bumped against the wall, trying to wake himself up.

After taking a shower, he climbed into bed, decided to let it go and stop thinking about the reason, he was afraid that he would have a headache, and he would have a lot of work tomorrow, so he should not let emotional matters affect him recently, he had to be clear about his goals What is it, in your twenties, you can't always worry about your relationship, so what if you don't fall in love?So what?Isn't it normal to end?How old is he.

The big-hearted master thought about it and forgot who was the one who cried to the point of collapse before. He gave up his studies, and he planned to devote himself to it. His parents agreed, his friends supported him, Shen Yan followed him, so many people, He can no longer be held responsible for a relationship that is over.

He really can't afford it. He wants to study hard, study hard, and hope that he will be a teacher soon, then have his own job, and then talk about everything after that.

Tossing and turning, gradually falling asleep.

Shen Yan didn't share the same bed with Yang Zhi, just like what he said, he didn't want to do things that would make people uncomfortable anymore, he was afraid that Yang Zhi would not respond.

Before he really let go of Li Yinan and reconciled with himself, Shen Yan might have to sleep on the sofa all the time.

He didn't want to open another room, and the distance of a wall made him feel far away. He had to be by Yang Zhi's side to ensure his safety at all times.

He did what he said, and he was afraid that he would have any accidents.

This night, it finally became more harmonious. There is a wall between the master bedroom and the living room, so they don't disturb each other.

The moonlight outside was bright and clear, and the room was silent. Even Yang Zhi, who cried a lot, fell asleep quickly. Instead, the person on the sofa was facing the scene outside the window, looking at the bright moon hanging high, with his arms on his forehead, His eyes blinked and he didn't fall asleep for a long time.

He has been satisfied, but there will be regrets.

He wants to start all this again, he wants to press the restart button of his life, the person inside, after the year he met him, has been living ups and downs, encountered many messy things, he doesn't know, if he They didn't chase him, didn't meet Yang Zhi, could it be that they were both safe and sound?

He still doesn't want to.

He wanted to meet him, and he didn't want Yang Zhi to get involved with someone as unlucky as him. He was conflicted and couldn't fall asleep.

He will definitely love him well, in this life, if... Yang Zhi is finally willing to give him a chance.

Early in the morning, Yang Zhi woke up, his condition recovered, and suddenly he heard the sound of glass being knocked, he looked at the window, as expected, it was really raining, he got up, stood by the window, the rain was quite heavy.

The room is a little dark, the weather is gloomy, the sound of rain is a little gloomy, the temperature is a few degrees lower, and the lighting in the living room is not too bright. He took a look and found that Shen Yan had already woken up.

"What are you doing?" Yang Zhi walked over and saw Shen Yan unpacking a huge sealed bag in the living room, it was square, a bit like a photo frame.

"Your master sent it." Shen Yan also said energetically, "I brought it up."

Yang Zhi frowned and said, "What time is it? Has he delivered it already?"

"Well, he seems to have something to do, and he sent it to you on the way, so that you don't have to go out today, just study the photos in the hotel." Shen Yan has already opened the sealed bag, and as expected, it is really packaged one by one The photographs, all framed, came in a long flat box.

Shen Yan finished dismantling, arranged all the photos, and asked, "Are they all landscape photos?"

Yang Zhi picked up one and admired it, "Well, he travels around mountains and rivers, and his works are all landscape photos, and he hasn't taken many photos of people."

"You know him pretty well."

"Of course, I checked him," Yang Zhi said, "If you don't check, you don't know. If you check it, you will be shocked. He even won the Pulitzer Prize."

Shen Yan's eyes lit up, "Pulitzer?"

Yang Zhi nodded: "It's amazing."

Shen Yan said: "It's hidden."

"I didn't expect that either." Yang Zhi sat down and arranged a bunch of photo frames, "Look at this, the angle is so strange."

The photo is of continuous mountain peaks. At first glance, there is nothing unusual about it. It’s just a beautiful landscape photo. Shen Yan took it over and observed it carefully, and said, "This location, shouldn't it be on a tree branch?"

"You guessed it right," Yang Zhi said, "Look at the leaves here, they are on the branches."

"Bull," Shen Yan said, "There are still life-threatening ones."

Yang Zhi said: "Freelance photographers are pretty easy, professional ones are the most tiring, especially news photography, those who run on the front line, in order to capture the moment when a bullet pierces their chest and collapses, they risk their lives to play."

"That was before?"

"Well, there shouldn't be many now," Yang Zhi said, "but there are still."

That's no longer a mere photographer, it's an artist who can risk his life for the sake of beauty.

"Which way are you going to go?"

"Me?" Yang Zhi smiled, "I don't have such lofty artistic ideals, it's enough for me to have a foothold."

He just wants to prove himself.

"Whatever you want," Shen Yan tidied up the photo frame, "I'll follow you if you want, and when the bullet pierces you, it must kill me first."

Yang Zhi looked up at him.

Shen Yan explained: "You shoot, I'm your little assistant, I'll cover for you, I'll definitely hang up before you."

Yang Zhi laughed, stood up, went to wash up, and found that breakfast was already bought, he asked, "What time did you get up?"

"Four o'clock." Shen Yan said.

"Are you crazy?" Yang Zhi walked to the bathroom, "Compete with the breakfast seller."

In fact, Shen Yan didn't sleep much at all, and had a bit of insomnia intermittently throughout the night.

Later, he came out after brushing his teeth and washing his face, and stood by the window with his breakfast, a steamed bun in his mouth, wanting to see how heavy the rain was, but just as it started, his body was wet with a splash, Yang Zhi hurriedly Stepping back, he reacted and quickly closed the window, swearing.

"Damn, it's so big?" He shook his hand, looked at himself from above, Shen Yan came to the side and closed the window tightly.

"It started at six o'clock and never stopped," he looked at Yang Zhi, "Are you happy?"

"Get out." Yang Zhi scolded him, turned around and took off his clothes, shirtless and biting on the bun, faltering and saying something Shen Yan couldn't understand.

It's definitely not a good word.

Yang Zhi took out a short sleeve and put it on again, and sat down to eat honestly.

"Did you sleep cold last night?" He sat on the sofa.

Shen Yan said: "Fortunately, I don't think so."

Yang Zhi said, "Long mouth wants to talk."

Shen Yan said: "I said it was cold, you let me go to bed?"

"No." Yang Zhi said ruthlessly.

"Then that's fine." Shen Yan turned on the computer, put it on the table, and said, "Let's get started, I may have to do theoretical knowledge all day today."

Yang Zhi sharpened his knife, "Start."

Shen Yan was sitting on another sofa, scrolling through his phone.

"Are you interested?" Yang Zhi asked him.

"No," Shen Yan said honestly, "I'm not interested in theoretical classes, but I am interested in going out to collect real scenes."

"Then just wait," Yang Zhi said, "There is no chance if the weather is bad."

"I don't plan to go out these two days." There is a movie on the phone, and he plugged in the earphones, which does not affect Yang Zhi's study. "But there is a bar downstairs, I plan to go there at night."

Yang Zhi didn't move, just stared at him, Shen Yan glanced at him, smiled, and said, "I'm just kidding."

"Don't be kidding," Yang Zhi said, "We have nothing to do with each other, and no one is in the way."

Shen Yan became serious, and added: "I was really joking."

"I'm not joking." Yang Zhi ignored him and brushed the computer, "Didn't you agree that you should not be in a hurry, anyway, it's not a matter of course, I don't care what you like."

Why does he feel that these words... are so sour?

The author has something to say: for personal reasons, I will suspend it first

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