Jedi strikes back

After arriving in Beijing, Wei Kai came to pick him up. Yang Zhi and Wei Kai had always only had a phone call, and they had met each other in the video. Both of them were not popular faces, but they were quite distinctive, and they could be recognized in the vast crowd.

Wei Kai is 36 years old. He has a thick beard, but he is not old. He doesn't look like a greasy uncle. On the contrary, he is steady. Always smile at him, nod, and wave.

Yang Zhi patted Shen Yan's arm, pointed in Wei Kai's direction, and the two of them went there together.

"Yang Zhi."

"Master." Yang Zhi answered him.

That's right, after finding each other accurately, Yang Zhi introduced Shen Yan to Wei Kai again, and Wei Kai took them to a nearby hotel.

"Settle down first, we'll talk about it tomorrow, and have a good rest today." Wei Kai made the arrangements properly and cared about Yang Zhi. Yang Zhi knew from the video that Master is a warm-hearted person.

"Then what should I prepare?" Yang Zhi asked him, he was afraid that he would not do well when he started, so at least he should not be unfamiliar.

"You don't need to prepare anything in advance. Come to me tomorrow and take a few sets of pictures and go back to figure it out first. I will arrange the rest. Don't worry."

"Okay." Yang Zhi promised him.

When we arrived at the hotel, Wei Kai went to the front desk to get a room, followed by two people, he said to the lady at the front desk, "Two rooms."

"One room is enough." Shen Yan stepped forward, showed his ID card and bank card, pressed it on the stage, and said to Wei Kai, "Mr. Wei, please excuse me. Let us handle it ourselves, and you don't need to spend any more money." gone."

Wei Kai looked at Yang Zhi, and said, "It's okay, you guys come to my place, I'll be the host, that's right."

Yang Zhi also said: "No need for master, we brought enough budget, and he is a rich second generation, let him pay."

Yang Zhi pointed at Shen Yan, compared to Wei Kai, he felt troublesome Shen Yan was better.

Wei Kai looked at the two of them, there was nothing he could do, he thought they were all college students, hiding their secrets, he said: "Okay, then I don't care about it, I will contact you tomorrow."

Yang Zhi nodded.

Wei Kai came over and patted Yang Zhi on the shoulder, "Take a good rest."

After speaking, he left. He was very efficient in handling things, and he was also personable. Yang Zhi felt quite comfortable getting along with him.

After the people left, Shen Yan took the card, turned it around and asked, "How many rooms do you want?"

Yang Zhi turned to look at him, leaned on the stage, and said, "Did you show it to others?"

Shen Yan said innocently: "No, I'm afraid you don't want to, so I'll open another one."

"Just one room," Yang Zhi took back his ID card from him, "I'll go up first."

Finally settled on a suite.

Climbing upstairs, Yang Zhi stood at the door, waiting for Shen Yan to brush the door, but Shen Yan said to him: "You are standing by the wrong side, the one next door."

Yang Zhi looked back, he was so embarrassing, he ran to stand in front of the door of the next room, and said to cover up his embarrassment, "Hurry up."

Shen Yan smiled and walked over.

Open the door and the two of them go in.

Yang Zhi held his suitcase and put it aside. There was his precious camera in it, and he didn't dare to make any big moves. He didn't even have time to look at the environment when he entered the door. He took out the camera first, then he would appreciate the surroundings, and walked to the table. Just put down the camera and feel at ease.

"The environment is good." Shen Yan said standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Yang Zhi walked over and stood beside him, a high-rise building with more than [-] floors. He stood here, and his eyes couldn't help but look for a company in the vast building, but this place couldn't see him, and he couldn't see him either.

This is Beijing, and he has been to Beijing several times.

This time, I still feel...very strange.

Yang Zhi's eyes dimmed, she didn't want to look at it, she turned and walked to the side, her mood suddenly collapsed, it was ridiculous, some inexplicable things happened.

"Are you hungry?" Shen Yan didn't notice anything unusual about Yang Zhi, when he asked him, Yang Zhi was sitting on the bed, he turned to look at him, and found that he was depressed again.

"Child?"

"Ah?" Yang Zhi answered him, regained consciousness, and said, "Oh, I'm not hungry."

Shen Yan walked over and said, "Then let's take a bath first, and take a rest later."

Looking at the time, it was quite early, Yang Zhi asked, "Are you tired?"

Shen Yan has already opened the box, packed his clothes and came out, and replied: "It's okay, I don't know what to do, why don't we go out for a stroll?"

Yang Zhi said, "No, I won't go."

He didn't want to go out, he didn't want to visit Beijing, he didn't understand what was going on in his heart, and he didn't understand it.

Because Yang Zhi can always hide his thoughts very well.

Shen Yan only thought that he was tired, and said, "Then I'll pack your clothes, you go take a shower, and I'll find you a movie to watch?"

Yang Zhi went to his suitcase and opened it. He never took any messy things with him when traveling. There were simple things in the suitcase, including computer equipment and clothes. He took them out and said, "You go first, I will pack it myself."

Shen Yan put down the clothes in her hand, walked over, knelt down beside him, held Yang Zhi's fingers, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Yang Zhi didn't lose his temper, he just felt that something was not right, strangeness, compared with before, he must not be that close, Shen Yan could only find the reason from himself, he didn't know which sentence he said was wrong.

"No," Yang Zhi withdrew his hand and said, "Don't think too much, I just plan to clean it up myself."

"I hope so," Shen Yan touched his ear, and said, "Then I'll go first?"

Yang Zhi nodded.

Shen Yan picked up his clothes and walked to the bathroom. In the room, Yang Zhi squatted on the ground, rubbed his face vigorously, stopped tidying up, and looked out the window. This series of subtle actions were all captured by the person standing behind him. Shen Yan took it into his eyes.

But he didn't say anything.

Pretending to be ignorant of everything, he opened the door and entered the bathroom.

Hearing the sound of the door closing behind him, Yang Zhi stood up and sighed, it wasn't Shen Yan's fault, it wasn't anyone's fault, it was him, he was just distracted.

He is in Beijing, his city, he thinks a lot, but in the past he restrained himself very well and never revealed it. I don’t know what’s wrong with this episode, and he always ends up absent-minded.

However, at the moment when he was absent-minded, a text message came from his mobile phone.

Li Yinan.

Holding the phone, Yang Zhi stared at the note on it, Li Yinan's message.

He asks him out.

The original absent-mindedness now turned into a daze, he looked up at the direction of the bathroom, he knew what he was thinking, if he missed it this time, there would be no chance to meet again in the future, this was his immediate intuition...

But how should he meet him?What face do you use to see him?I haven't contacted him for several days, and Yang Zhi is also a person who cares about his self-esteem. Even if he has doubts, he doesn't call Li Yinan, and even if he thinks about it, he doesn't want to explain it himself.

It's not that I don't want it, it's that I won't take the initiative to ask for it.

He stood up, opened the door and went out.

When Shen Yan came out, there was no one in the room, he walked to the table indifferently, there was a message from Yang Zhi on it.

He said he was going out for a while, that's all, nothing else.

Shen Yan put down his phone, sat on the sofa and wiped his hair, staring at the increasingly dim scenery outside, without saying anything.

It's a clean bar with soothing music playing, Yang Zhi found this place, came in and looked around, there was a man in a suit and leather shoes sitting on the counter inside, he almost quickly aimed at the other party, when Li Yinan looked back at him, , Yang Zhi was bumping into his sight.

Li Yinan beckoned to him, Yang Zhi walked over, with no expression on his face, he came in front of him, stepped on the high-back chair and sat on it, Li Yinan looked him up and down, unchanged.

"I heard from Wei Kai that you're here." His voice was soft, and he could blow it away.

When Yang Zhi was considering how to face this person, he realized that the other person was worse than him. What kind of impression did Li Yinan have in the eyes of everyone?He is a modest gentleman, as gentle as jade, and personable. He can arrange any positive words for him, but at this moment, Yang Zhi doesn't notice his image of a gentleman at all. He is an addict with irregular work and rest and a strong smell of smoke. .

His eyes were a little swollen, his condition was a little bad, and he was very absent-minded, but when he looked at him, he was still full of energy. He looked like a drunk who couldn't leave his hands with alcohol and cigarettes. He just put on a suit and looked a little more serious.

I haven't seen each other for a long time. When I meet, I don't know where to start when I speak unfamiliar words.

Where did haggard come from?Because of a breakup?

Yang Zhi couldn't figure it out anymore, to those people who said they loved him but wanted to break up.

He didn't respond to Li Yinan's words, he was cold.

"What's the matter with you?" Li Yinan asked knowingly, no, not necessarily, he may not know anything, he may think that Yang Zhi's life is not bad.

Yang Zhi said: "You didn't order wine for me, and you drank it yourself so addictively, is this the way of hospitality?"

Li Yinan was stunned for a moment, looked at the cigarettes and alcohol in his hand, then turned around and greeted the bar counter, and gave Yang Zhi a drink.

"I'm afraid you haven't healed yet." Li Yinan said.

"How long has it been? All injuries should be healed." Yang Zhi took the wine, thanked the waiter, and responded with something in his words.

Li Yinan's expression was gloomy, and he looked listless, so Yang Zhi looked aggressive, and he said, "Are you angry?"

"No." Yang Zhi responded quickly.

"You're angry." Li Yinan pulled his lips and smiled stiffly.

"It's what you think it is," Yang Zhi said, "It's over when you think it's time to end. Anyway, my opinion is not very important, never."

Li Yinan raised his eyes, but Yang Zhi lowered his eyes and was seriously tasting the wine, he couldn't see the emotion in his eyes at all.

"Yang Zhi," Li Yinan said, "Do you... like me?"

Yang Zhi raised his eyes and looked at Li Yinan. His dejected look was unprecedented, but he didn't feel pitiful at all. His heart was made of iron, so he wouldn't be hurt, and he wouldn't empathize with him. He smiled, and was still so cold Said: "Don't you say that I have a crush on you? That's it, what do you like?"

Li Yinan said: "Don't be arrogant, we still have a chance, so calm down?"

"What's possible?" Yang Zhi suddenly exploded, "Huh? Li Yinan, what are you talking about?"

Is it possible for you to break up with one word and start with one sentence?it is this?

Li Yinan fell silent.

In fact, the people Yang Zhi admired were nothing more than that. There is no such thing as a perfect person. He has been beautifying Li Yinan all the time. It turns out that they are all the same selfishness. If you want it, you don’t want it.

The two of them have never quarreled, it's okay, and they are not waiting to repair their relationship anyway.

"Yang Zhi..."

"Why did you ask me to come today?" Yang Zhi put down his wine glass, "If it's an admission, well, I accept it, if it's something else, make it clear in one breath, I don't want to waste time with you."

His attitude towards him was no different from that of his predecessor, Yang Zhixin was really beaten by iron, and he didn't seem to be hurt at all.

Li Yinan knew that what he did probably hurt him, he thought he handled it well, but the other party's attitude was, "Sorry..."

"Well, I heard it. Goodbye." Yang Zhi jumped off the high-backed chair and walked out quickly. He seemed to be escaping from something, and he seemed to be hesitating. He stopped, grabbed his hair, and turned back. Walked towards Li Yinan, said depressingly: "Don't look like a drunk, okay? It doesn't suit you at all. You don't want me. Don't act like I hurt you. Since the day Zhao Ze fucked me Let me start, have you given me a chance to express my opinion? Maybe we are not compatible, you think you are older than me, you understand better than me, so you think I will end if I don’t love you, so you want to say break up Speaking of breaking up, let me ask you a question, what is the difference between you, Li Yinan, and others?"

It's all over if you want it to end, it's all like this, do you think he is dispensable?It's all a way of deceiving the body and the mind, and it's all subjective consciousness, what you think about others.

Yang Zhi lost her composure a little, as if she had been greatly wronged, but she didn't dare to shout out. In front of everyone, she controlled the volume, but couldn't control her emotions, her eyes were a little red.

"Li Yinan, do you want to hear the truth? I'll tell you, I'll tell you everything," Yang Zhi said, "I like you so much, I like you like crazy, I like you so much that getting along with Shen Yan makes me shiver, but now, I don't dare I chose you, do you know why? You make me feel terrible, you are even more insecure than Shen Yan, the way you ended is too cruel, it is a way...the other party does not even have the right to speak, " Yang Zhi choked up, "Is it because you think... I don't deserve to express my opinion, or... you think my opinion is not important? You said that I was your honor, and you said it was decisive and thorough at the end, I really I don't know what you're thinking..."

God knows how much he wants to rush into Li Yinan's arms and cry out all the grievances. God knows how much Li Yinan wants to hug him to comfort him at this moment, but they are all under control. The way it was handled, they missed each other.

Yang Zhi was so choked up that he couldn't speak, he turned around quickly and wanted to leave, he was really afraid that he would cry in the next second, he thought he let it go, but when he saw him, he couldn't help but want to cry, after he finished speaking, He almost crawled out of the bar, he was afraid, he was afraid that he couldn't help it, but when he walked into the corridor, he completely collapsed.

Leaning against the wall and sliding down, Yang Zhi buried his head in his arms and clasped his hands, there was no sound, only tears.

He felt that in this world, no one could understand his emotions, no one could truly agree with him on the concept of love, and Li Yinan was not that person, not at all...

Hands were held, Yang Zhi raised his eyes, he was still crying, so this teary face fell into Shen Yan's eyes, Shen Yan held the coat in his hand, covered him, covered his head, Without saying anything, he took him back.

He had heard it all, he had heard it all, he only knew that right now Yang Zhi loves Li Yinan more than him.