unattainable cuteness

Making time to get by is not new to any adult years.

No matter how hard the prison life was, it passed away in Shen Mu's silence.

He survived from winter to spring, and from spring to summer.

Finally, before Ye Luo arrived, he received the notice of commutation and release from prison.

The night before, Shen Mu divided up the remaining daily necessities, and then leaned against the wall to read the old diary, without showing any signs of excitement.

Chen Miao said that all the "relics" were collected, and approached with a smile and asked: "After ten months of squatting, are you excited?"

Shen Mu replied: "It's okay."

Chen Miao clicked her tongue: "Ten months is worth a life. From tomorrow onwards, you will be a hero again, but Wu Guang will be wiped out."

"...Want to make me beat you up?" Shen Mu raised his eyes.

"Hey, you can't beat me again." Chen Miao grinned: "I'm reminding you, if you don't want to come back, you should be cautious, there are countless solutions to every crisis, and it would be too straightforward to burn everything together. "

No matter what, Shen Mu should be grateful to this money fan for his protection, otherwise he might have been torn to pieces by these people rotting in the mud, so it was rare for him to take the initiative to ask: "Then what about you, when can you go out?"

Chen Miao lay lazily on the bed: "It's almost time, anyway, I can catch up with the dumplings made by my mother during the Chinese New Year."

Shen Mu asked: "Your family knows you..."

Chen Miao replied: "If you know it, pretend not to know it."

Since the prison walls have ears, Shen Mu can't talk too much, for fear of leaving Qin Shen with something to say, he can only sigh: "When you are free and want to do serious things, come to me."

Hearing this, Chen Miao immediately burst out laughing.

Everyone has their own way of life, Shen Mu could only frown: "My younger brother is about the same age as you. People of this age should have a sunny and happy life. Although I don't understand how you think about it, I still don't want to see you like this."

"Thank you for your concern." Chen Miao said with a leisurely attitude, "I am very sunny and happy, and I will treat you to a drink in winter."

"Okay." Shen Mu closed the diary and finally showed a smile.

-

I haven't touched each other for nearly a whole year, what should I say when we meet?Hugs or kisses?

The long-awaited expectation finally surfaced in the next morning.

Shen Mu took the cloth bag from the prison guard, and when he walked out of the iron gate hesitantly, he raised his eyes and saw the more handsome Qin Shen, thinking that he should have adapted to this world, he couldn't help but bend his eyes in relief.

As a result, before Qin Shen, who was already sweating, Shen Ge unceremoniously rushed over to hug his brother, and shouted: "You've finally made it through, I didn't sleep well last night, why don't you sleep well?" Okay, let's go to the hospital for a physical examination! Brother, what do you want to eat, I'll make it for you!"

Shen Mu stroked his younger brother's short hair: "It's okay, everything is fine, you young man, don't cry anymore."

"Woof!" Little Lucky also approached, grabbing Shen Mu's leg and begging him to hug him.

Shen Mu squatted down in surprise, and was licked by the dog until he laughed: "You have grown so big, I almost don't know you anymore."

"Woof!" The golden retriever bowed vigorously, and then hugged him again.

"Two dramatists." Qin Shen, who was holding flowers, became more and more depressed, and couldn't help but said, "...I really shouldn't have brought you here."

"You don't need to bring it, I will come by myself." Shen Ge retorted.

Fortunately, Qi Lei was the only one who had winks, he pulled the troublemakers away, stood beside him and said, "Congratulations."

"Why are you making it so grand?" Shen Mu smiled and took the rose into his hand: "I'm really fine."

Who cares how he pretends to be strong, the next second Qin Shen hugged the man so hard that his thin back felt aching.

Shen Mu never felt sorry for himself or complained.

However, the warmth at this moment still infiltrates his soul, so it is worth relying on.

"It's true that nothing will happen to you, and you won't be in trouble again." Qin Shen murmured and closed his eyes: "But don't think that you have run away if you don't say anything. When you get home, you will explain everything carefully."

-

It is still a familiar lively neighborhood, and it is still a renovated rental house.

After a long time, I walked in again, and everything was placed as before, even a cup and a pillow have not been changed.

Shen Mu led Xiao Lucky into the room and looked around, a little worried that even the leftovers in the refrigerator were still intact.

Bite the bullet and walk over to open it to check, only to find that there are only a few cans of beer on ice.

He couldn't help turning around and asking: "...what do you usually eat, and you don't have a living?"

Qin Shen drove Shen Ge and Qi Lei to disappear in the car through the window, and then turned around and laughed: "I'm usually too busy, flying people, even the dog needs your brother to take care of it, and I don't have time to go shopping."

"They promised to help me take care of them, why does it sound like they are dependent on each other?" After Shen Mu finished speaking like this, he lowered his head and said, "I want to take a bath and have a rest."

"Well, the water is burning." Qin Shen agreed.

Shen Mu took off his brand new and slightly baggy coat, and immediately hid in the bathroom.

Qin Shen stood there and sighed deeply.

Of course he understood how he felt, the first thing he did when he was released from prison was to take a shower, but it seemed that no amount of water could wash away the dirty self-loathing.

Let go of the shackles and handcuffs, no longer being shouted and shouted, and the shame of squatting on the ground when the whistle is blown, the whole person is really at a loss.

Fortunately, he had Shen Mu before, and fortunately, Shen Mu had him now.

When you are at a loss, you won't be unable to walk through.

-

Half an hour later, Shen Mu came out of the steaming bathroom, looked up and saw Qin Shen sitting in front of the cage feeding the dog, he couldn't help but brushed his hair and approached and said, "Sorry."

Qin Shen raised his head: "Huh?"

"I'm too impulsive no matter what, I shouldn't leave you alone." Shen Mu supported the wooden floor and sat next to him: "Actually, I worry about your life every day, but what has happened can't be changed gone."

Qin Shen originally had complaints and reluctance, but now he smiled, it was all thanks and forgiveness.

He was afraid of making Shen Mu unhappy, so he changed the subject and said, "Washing so fast, I thought you had to stay in there for an hour, holding the shower and despising yourself, just like in TV dramas."

"Crazy." Shen Mu shook his head, picked up a piece of dog food and fed it to the golden retriever through the cage.

Who knew that Qin Shen would grab his chin and kiss him vigorously without any warning, until he pressed Shen Mu to the floor and imprisoned him in his arms, then hummed aggrievedly and said, "Don't tell me you don't want to kiss me after we've been separated for so long?" Is it? I have been waiting for a long time."

Shen Mu was supported by the back of his head, staring blankly at the face of his lover who was close at hand, and only after a moment did he seriously hug Qin Shen's neck, sobbing in a low voice, "I miss you."

Qin Shen kissed his face, and vaguely tasted the sourness of tears.

Shen Mu closed his eyes and said, "I don't want to be separated from you, but I can only protect you in the most stupid way."

"Hey..." Qin Shen stroked his short hair, which was a bit difficult, and planned to say "don't cry", but when he saw Shen Mu's wet eyes, his heart softened: "If you want to cry, you can cry, I'm here."

Fortunately, Shen Mu didn't break down, and didn't speak weak words anymore, just supported Qin Shen's face, and kissed his lips lightly again and again.

"Don't catch a cold." Qin Shen said with a smile, stretched out his hand to hug him to the bed, opened the bedside table and said, "I haven't brought this, you must give it to me yourself."

Shen Mu took the velvet box, looked at the pair of men's rings inside, and said after a long while: "Originally..."

Qin Shen looked at him.

"I wanted to say when I booked... Even if the law doesn't recognize it, it's good to have a ceremony by yourself..." Shen Mu hesitated to speak, and finally expressed his wish clearly word by word: "Shall we get married?"

Qin Shen only intended to cheat some sweet words to take advantage of it, and he did not expect him to say such a thing, so he was ecstatic after being stunned: "Okay, okay!"

Shen Mu took out the one that belonged to him and slowly put it on for him. When he found that it was just right, he immediately rolled his eyes in satisfaction.

"This is the first time I've been proposed. I'm a little excited." Qin Shen rolled to the side and raised his hand to admire.

Shen Mu immediately strangled his neck: "How many more times do you want to tell me so I can hear it?"

"Wait, wait." Qin Shen got up: "I want to bring it for you too."

It's a pity that the beautiful ring slipped from Shen Mu's slender finger, and Qin Shen's happy smile was followed by the shattering.

There are still traces left, and it is no use pretending not to see them.

Shen Mu folded his arms in embarrassment: "I accidentally lost weight, just take it and change it."

Qin Shen hugged him, there were so many things he wanted to say, but he gave up all of them in an instant.

Anyway, there is still half of my life to live together, and those pains and misses have been unnecessarily endured to the limit.

Next, he really didn't want anything but stable happiness.

Eating every day, walking the dog, talking about trivial things in life, holding hands, making money and having fun, traveling around, seeing the snow in Nepal and the sand in the Sahara, is particularly heartless and greasy.It must be like this, this is the future that is so suitable for such a lovely Shen Mu.