unattainable cuteness

The taste of being in prison is far more boring than Shen Mu imagined. Most of the prisoners locked up with him are prisoners under five years old. Although there are no prison bullies, it is obvious that they will bully newcomers. Tell him to do more heavy work, force him to clean the prison, or try his best to find the daily necessities that Qin Shen sent him in at a huge price.

Fortunately, these are nothing to Shen Mu. After the prison training camp, he has always performed well: he works hard every day, reads books and writes diaries in his free time, and suffers through every day without saying a word.

The only thing that made him a little unbearable were those squinting eyes that seemed to be there.

To a certain extent, men are lower-body animals. If you are locked up in this kind of place all day long, you won't see women, and those who don't bend will almost be forced to bend.

It's not uncommon for someone like Shen Mu, who is naturally fair and beautiful, and has been rumored because of his homosexuality, to attract colored eyes.

On weekdays, he just let go of being surrounded by crowds or saying a few mean words. In order to go out safely, Shen Mu of course chose to swallow his anger.

Unexpectedly, on a cold night in the twelfth lunar month, a yellow-haired man who slept on the bunk together would take off his pants and masturbate at him.

Shen Mu turned his back to this person, and when he heard the increasingly heavy breathing and low laughs behind him, an uncontrollable anger burst into his heart, and the thought of whether Qin Shen had also been wronged like this floated in his mind. Immediately he sat up, grabbed the yellow hair and rushed over.

The prisoners living in the cell are intricately related, and of course there is no one who can help him. When Shen Mu was dragged away by a strong man weighing more than 200 kilograms, he was ready to be beaten, but the result was always the little boy hiding in the corner. But the thin man suddenly joined the battle, and his skills were extremely vicious. He kicked the three guys who were close to Shen Mu out of the bed in seconds, and then jumped down in the air and stepped on Huang Mao's lifeblood. The stunned Shen Mu just watched , the corner of his mouth twitched in pain.

Fortunately, when they heard the warning, they opened the door fiercely and rushed in, waving their batons and holding them all down, cursing: "What are you doing! You're not sleeping, are you?"

"Uncle policeman, they are going to rape Shen Mu! They are bullying me!" The thin man suddenly yelled in aggrieved manner.

Shen Mu silently looked at his delicate face illuminated by the flashlight, with doubts in his eyes.

The little skinny man smiled and winked at him.

-

The punishment for a vicious brawl is naturally a whole day's confinement.

When he finally confessed and was released, the first thing Shen Mu did was to follow a few dejected prisoners to the cafeteria for dinner.

The steamed buns and stews that were already a little cold were left for them. I don’t know if they were prepared to be a special kindness.

As a result, before he could swallow the food, the little skinny man who had rescued Shen Mu came over casually, and sat opposite him, chewing some chewing gum he got from somewhere.

Shen Mu glanced silently, and couldn't help but said: "Thank you, but it's better to draw a clear line with me and avoid trouble."

"Why draw a clear line, Qin Shen gave me a lot of money." The little skinny man blew a bubble.

The movements in Shen Mu's hands stopped.

"He knows how dirty the prison is. How can you rest assured if you don't have a reliable bodyguard like me?" The little skinny man promised, "Don't be afraid, I will definitely stay with you until you go out."

"Really?" Shen Mu gradually loosened his tense shoulders: "I will confirm with him next time he comes, but you don't tell him about me."

"Hey." The little skinny man smiled cheaply.

"What's your name?" Shen Mu asked.

"Chen Miao, didn't I introduce myself?" The little skinny man chewed the gum more happily.

Shen Mu never cared about the people and things here, so he nodded after a while, and continued to eat leftovers with his head down.

Chen Miao said bitterly, "What's so delicious about these? Can you make a difference?"

"It's not a restaurant. Picking fat and thin will only make you hungry." Shen Mu said, "There are fruit candies by my bed, take them if you like."

"Hey, I want to eat ice cream." Chen Miao sighed at the snow outside the skylight.

Shen Mu was speechless: "I really think about it."

Chen Miao started to laugh again: "It's okay, I have a solution."

Unexpectedly, before the chat was over, the prison guard approached and shouted expressionlessly: "30712, come here."

Shen Mu hurriedly bit the remaining steamed buns into his mouth, then followed him out with his head down.

-

Xia Shi, a policeman, seems to have endless strength, and he looks heroic every time he sees him.

He was flipping through documents in the internal meeting room, when he noticed Shen Mu appearing, he immediately raised his head and asked, "How is it? It's been two months, are you still used to it?"

"Yeah." Shen Mu's attitude was flat: "What can I do for you?"

"I'm here to meet a witness, and I'll visit you by the way. Do I have to come to you for something?" Xia Shi asked, "Or do you think there's something wrong?"

"It's okay to be blunt, there's no need to have something in your words." Shen Mu smiled lightly.

"The suspect who committed suicide...his daughter's operation has been completed, and she is recovering very well now." Xia Shi's eyes were burning.

Shen Mu nodded after being slightly stunned: "This is really the best."

Xia Shi looked him up and down and asked, "Are you really out of sympathy for that expensive surgery fee?"

"The operation fee was paid by Qin Shen, and all my money was used to buy a house for my younger brother." Shen Mu answered irrelevantly.

Xia Shi raised his eyebrows: "Okay."

"Actually...not everything has an answer. To be a policeman, one must get to the bottom of it?" Shen Mu's expression was a little complicated: "It's like Lin En is dead, and no one knows what happened that night in Dongshan. , even if Holmes is alive, all he can have is guesswork."

Xia Shi glanced at his shackles with lowered eyelids: "You are a kind-hearted person."

Shen Mu said, "I dare not be that."

"I'm serious." Xia Shi smiled: "Only a kind-hearted person would want to punish himself after being exposed to evil."

Shen Mu didn't intend to respond or continue to answer.

Fortunately, Xia Shi was not in a hurry to ask questions, and kept smiling and said, "I wish you an early release from prison. If you encounter any troubles that cannot be solved, please contact me. Of course, Qin Shen should have taken good care of you."

"It seems that Officer Xia knows everything." Shen Mu had no intention of hiding it: "I thought you enforced the law impartially and hated evil."

"This world is gray, how can you live with hatred like hatred?" Xia Shi asked back, and then said with the corners of her lips curled up: "I just know very well what can't be discredited and what can't be whitewashed."

-

No matter who is missing, life can turn around freely.

When Shen Mu began to transform within the high walls, his restaurant staff, his curious neighbors, and the few friends who used to be very quickly got used to the reality.

And the only ones who can't accept the reality are those who really love him, such as Shen Ge who has no reservations about his brother.

This kid went to see Shen Mu twice, and every time he came out of the prison, he cried bitterly on the side of the street.

The rest of the state when they didn't see each other can only be described as listless.

One night, Shen Ge squatted in the half-decorated new house and drank beer while painting the walls. He got dizzy from drinking, and couldn't help squatting in the corner to wipe his eyes.

It wasn't until the concealed anti-theft door was opened that he raised his head blankly.

The one who came was Qi Lei who was frowning.

The barrister cautiously avoided the mess on the ground, stood in front of him and asked, "Where are the workers, what are you doing here? Why don't you close the door?"

"What are you doing here again?" Shen Ge wiped his face vigorously, then stood up straight while leaning on the wall.

"Qin Shen went to Japan to discuss business, and asked me to check the progress of the renovation of the house." Qi Lei stretched out his hand to hold his swaying shoulder: "Again because of your brother?"

"No." Shen Ge leaned over to pick up the can.

"The teacher in Tangtang Kindergarten drinks too much all day long, which really makes me worry whether I should hand over my son to you." Qi Lei helplessly snatched the things in his hand and stuffed them all into the trash can: "Can you be stronger?"

"...I don't drink too much, what's wrong with drinking beer on weekends, you don't understand!" Shen Ge clenched his fists and shouted: "You don't understand how much I hate myself for being useless!"

"So what if it's useful? Can Shen Mu not go to jail?" Qi Lei frowned and said, "I'm an outsider, so of course I don't understand the relationship between you two brothers, but at least I know that Shen Mu wants you to live like a human being. Instead of facing the established facts and complaining all day long, if he is standing in front of you now, it would be strange if he didn't beat you up."

Shen Ge was more upset, and continued to build up the brush and tried to paint the wall, muttering: "...I just can't figure it out, how can such a good man like my brother end up like this, just thinking about his current situation, my heart wants to break Really, I can't realize how much my brother suffered in those seven years until now."

"Then you should also be able to understand, as a powerless bystander, how much I hope you can cheer up." Qi Lei sighed: "I will try my best to apply for a commutation of sentence for him in the future, but the sentence is too short now, so it is more difficult .”

Shen Ge stopped his movements: ... I'm in trouble. "

"You're almost done." Qi Lei looked at his watch: "Feifei is still running a fever at home, I have to go back to accompany him."

"Fever?" Shen Ge immediately wanted to follow.

"Smell of alcohol, don't approach children." Qi Lei stopped his shoulder again, saw the wet tears in the corner of his eyes, and wiped them away after hesitating: "Don't cry anymore, I hope next time when I take you to see Shen Mu, you Being able to smile reassures him."

Shen Ge nodded.

"Go back to rest early, do you want me to see you off?" Qi Lei then let go.

Unexpectedly, Shen Ge suddenly hugged him and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

The damp paint rubbed against Qi Lei's woolen coat all at once, he was slightly startled in his stiffness, and finally he patted the young man on the back as if giving up: "I will try to get your brother free before summer."

Shen Mu sniffed, buried his head so that his hair was slightly messed up by the coat, and repeated again: "Thank you."

-

Anything can be a luxury if the reality is harsh enough.

For example, the meeting with Qin Shen through glass and iron bars became Shen Mu's longing day and night.

Because he was afraid of leaving a clue, he simply said a few words about how Chen Miao protected herself meaningfully, and then switched the microphone: "You are too thin, you should pay attention to your body when you are busy."

"I can't get used to other people's cooking, I want to eat yours." Qin Shen smiled.

Shen Mu glared at him: "Really, then what did you eat to grow so big?"

Qin Shen still smiled.

Shen Mu said again: "How is my brother, is he still listless?"

"What do you think of his childish temper?" Qin Shen replied, "I will accept it after a long time."

"Comfort him more." Shen Mu was most worried about Shen Ge in prison, so he couldn't help asking.

Qin Shen was indignant: "I also need comfort, okay, it's not easy to come to see you once, and I will never leave your brother in three words."

Shen Mu was helpless: "Then... how is Little Lucky?"

Qin Shen said, "Ask me first if I'm okay."

Shen Mu curled the corner of his mouth, and said for a while: "You are the most reassuring thing for me, the man I fancy will never be vulnerable."

Only now was Qin Shen slightly satisfied, and was about to talk to him about some daily instructions, but the communicator suddenly cut off.

Unexpectedly, half an hour flew by.

Shen Mu stood up helplessly, saw Qin Shen holding his hand on the glass, and touched it lightly himself, stared at each other for a moment, then calmly turned back to the cell.

He was afraid of expressing his feelings too clearly, and he knew that people would be vulnerable when they indulged.

-

"30712, it was given by your family." The prison guard still handed Shen Mu a big bag and sent him back to his cell.

Shen Mu looked down and found a few books and some daily necessities. When he just took out the bottle of sk2 and was a little speechless, he encountered the cold dry ice at the bottom.

He pulled out the crimson paper bag in great confusion, only to find that there were two unmelted Haagen-Dazs, and Qin Shen wrote on the bag: "Don't like to eat cold things, your lungs are not good!"

This……

Just as he walked into the booth in a daze, Chen Miao approached eagerly, "Hee hee, is the ice cream here?"

"You're so boring." Shen Mu shared a box with him, and then sat back on the bed silently.

In fact, it was the Spring Festival, and the prison sent out a lot of food that I couldn't usually eat.

However, when the chocolate-flavored ice is in the mouth, there is still a wonderful taste that cannot be described.

He smiled silently, and then raised his slightly watery eyes to look at the ceiling, with a long-overdue peace in his heart.

What the hell is love...

How can it make ugly reality, cute anyway?