[Tutor] The Heart of Dwelling Myself

A week has passed since that embarrassing parting, Qianqiu and Skylark haven't spoken to each other in these seven days, and even related matters are conveyed through Cao Bi.Such a delicate atmosphere naturally makes it impossible for others to intervene, and Kusakabe really feels that his boss has been a little strange recently. When he casually glances, he always finds him in a trance-subtle changes in expression are difficult to detect if he is not familiar enough.

The same is true for Qianqiu, the face that was finally full of anger turned gray again, and even Ling, who learned that his sister had lost her memory and wanted to apologize, became depressed.

It was the seventh day, and Qianqiu did not show up in the kitchen.The three meals that were supposed to be in charge of her were also abruptly stopped.It seems unreasonable to let a woman with a special situation continue to do these chores, not to mention that Qianqiu now hates the man who speaks sourly.This feminine way of protest did not cause any dissatisfaction. Skylark didn't seem to care about this kind of thing, and lived as usual.

All the slowly recovering good feelings were smashed to the freezing point at once.

On the first day, Qianqiu angrily rejected all contacts, locked herself in the room and cried.Qianqiu, who never gets angry easily, was hurt by such blunt words. In her heart, her disgust towards Mr. Skylark reached the extreme, even stronger than the fear she felt when she first met him.

On the second day, Qianqiu slowly opened the door, but only let Ling in.She didn't understand why she was so angry, Ling hesitated for a long time and said, maybe her sister became angry because her mind was exposed at the moment.Then Ling was carried out of the room angrily.

On the third day, the anger in Qianqiu's heart slowly began to subside, and she began to feel that she was actually not that angry, on the contrary, she seemed very petty with such wild temper tantrums.Mr. Skylark still didn't show up, only Mr. Ling and Mr. Caobi lingered in front of the house from time to time, hoping to do something for this person who lost his memory and was confused.

On the fourth day, Qianqiu began to regret, even though he remembered the unstoppable sadness mixed with the sharp words at that time, his mood became surprisingly calm.No matter how she was in the past, everyone here treats her very well, which is enough to prove her sincerity.In the past few days in the room, people often came to pay attention to her movements-but except for Mr. Skylark.

On the fifth day, Qianqiu's appearance returned to calm, she began to try to put aside her doubts about the past, and received everyone with the most peaceful expression, including Ling and Mr. Caobi.But she still didn't dare to face Mr. Skylark, and she tried not to stop as much as possible in any place where she might meet, and walked away quickly.

On the sixth day, Qianqiu finally realized the kindness of the other party in these words. These days, Mr. Kusakabe has been talking about Mr. Skylark, hoping she can understand.And her current behavior is also a kind of escape, what she is doing now is simply retreating from reality.She thought that she was indeed trying to protect herself in a way of deceiving herself as Mr. Skylark said-superficial protection.

day seven...

"Sister, you woke up so early today..." Ling rubbed his eyes in a daze, looked at Qianqiu who was wrapping his thick coat over his bathrobe, and muttered softly, as if he would fall asleep again at any moment.

Qianqiu glanced at the misty sky, went to Ling's room, knelt down and rubbed the hair on his forehead, and laughed, "Is it okay to eat simple grilled fish and miso in the morning? ... It seems that there is not enough time... "

After finishing speaking, she touched Ling's forehead and closed his eyes, "Go on to sleep."

Ling smacked his lips and closed his eyes. After Qianqiu left, he realized what he had found. A carp stood up from the bed and stared at the closed door with wide eyes.

"Eh--?!"

Qianqiu, who had already walked a long way, naturally couldn't hear Ling's exclamation, she took a deep breath and rubbed her hands, feeling uneasy.

Asking the servants who were cleaning in the early morning, Qianqiu finally came to the kitchen by groping.At this time, the kitchen was empty and looked deserted, and the ingredients in it were neatly arranged, which was very similar to the simple style here.

No matter how he lived in the missing memory, Qianqiu also firmly believes that there is no difference between the present self and the past self.And Mr. Skylark's words were like a sharp knife cutting through the confusion of the status quo. Although the tear was painful, it was already healing at a visible speed.

At least now Qianqiu understands that although Mr. Yunque's words are harsh, he is also thinking of himself.No matter who it is, they don't want to see themselves depressed all the time, so Ling will always be by his side all the time.Thinking of his cautious eyes and the topics about the past that he avoided as much as possible, he can feel his good intentions.

Kusakabe-san, too, tried to ease the relationship with each other as much as possible.

Except for Mr. Skylark, who has not appeared for a long time.

But even so, he did not do anything against his manners in a petty way.He escaped by himself, and he gave enough room to breathe as if he had known it for a long time.

"These fish should be usable..." Qianqiu muttered in a low voice, and took out the preserved fresh fish.

Leaving aside those miscellaneous emotions, she skillfully scraped off the fish scales, peeled off the fish skin, opened the fish and took out the internal organs.

"Lemon... lemon..." In the room early in the morning, only Qian Qiu whispered softly.She fumbled around, but she didn't find any necessary seasonings, not even a delicious lemon.

After looking around in distress for a while, she finally spotted the lemons in the organizer on the top cabinet.But no matter if you stand on tiptoe or raise your body, you can't touch the high box, and there is even a danger of the whole box falling down.

After wandering around, Qianqiu found a small box in the corner. Although it was covered in dust and looked like it had been left unattended for a long time, at least it looked solid.After ensuring safety, Qian Qiu cautiously stepped on the box for the first time.

But soon she found that her small body still couldn't reach the high box. On the contrary, if she moved the box a little more at will, the whole box would be in danger of falling.

——Who put this kind of thing here when packing up the ingredients!

Qianqiu puffed up her cheeks angrily, and her thoughts of wanting to make up for the mistakes of the past few days suddenly became lost.She tiptoed on the box again tremblingly, but no matter how she reached out, she still couldn't remove the lemon.

"lemon?"

The warm breath brushed against the ear, and the cool tone was poured into the ear along with the body temperature.Before Qianqiu could react, the cool mint scent came over his face, his slender hand went over the top of his head, and easily removed the lemon that was placed on the high place.

Qian Qiu immediately turned her head, the tip of her nose brushed against the soft tip of her chin.The black bathrobe with dark patterns still had a simple and elegant atmosphere, while her fair face was a bit hazy after waking up, but her phoenix eyes were filled with a cold spirit.

The apology target who arrived suddenly caught Qianqiu by surprise, her feet were weak, and she fell off the crunching box.

With the sound of the box hitting the ground, the bright yellow lemons rolled down to the ground one by one.Qian Qiu subconsciously closed her eyes, not daring to look at the mess.

Not expecting the pain of contact with the hard ground, Qianqiu cautiously opened one eye, her gentle breath lingering around the pinna.

There was a thump, thump, thump from the solid chest.

A strong heartbeat.

The tighter and tighter arms are tucked around the waist.Qian Qiu subconsciously grasped the clothes on her chest, and quickly swam away, staring at the horrible ground, even the box that was used to step on her feet was also deformed.

"Thank you, thank you..." She hurriedly pushed away Yunque's embrace, not daring to look into the other's eyes.

Originally, he wanted to make a breakfast to apologize and express his determination, but was saved by Mr. Skylark again.Qian Qiu didn't dare to think about such an awkward atmosphere.

She opened her mouth, but she couldn't utter the word "sorry" no matter what.

Subconsciously, Qianqiu thinks that Mr. Skylark is tired of this endless apology.She clenched the corner of her clothes, and immediately squatted down to pick up the lemon on the ground.

The heart beat violently as if it was going to jump out of the chest, at this moment the thoughts in Qianqiu's mind were chaotic like fluffy cotton candy, swollen, but revealing a sweet shyness.

"That... the lemon is so pitiful..."

Qian Qiu had the urge to slap herself after she said this trembling voice.Obviously she should apologize for her negligence at this time, she should indeed apologize, but she was so afraid that Mr. Skylark would be dissatisfied again, so she had to say something else to change the subject.But...the lemon is so pitiful...what the hell are you talking about?

After a long silence, the young man who stood there watching silently also bent down and picked up the lemons that had fallen on the ground.He seemed to be thinking about something without saying a word.

This increasingly depressing atmosphere also made Qianqiu feel a little abnormal.Holding the lemon in her hand, she looked at the black-haired man obediently picking up the lemon who seemed to be in a trance, and suddenly laughed.

I always feel that Mr. Skylark like this unexpectedly has a touch of humanity.

"what are you laughing at?"

"No, it's nothing..." Qianqiu's mouth froze immediately, and she quickly lowered her head and continued to pick up the lemons that were running around.

silence--

I don't know who is waiting for whom to speak.

"Mr. Skylark, the past few days...I have figured it out. Although I was really angry at the beginning, this week's stay behind closed doors has also made me realize that I am escaping...whether it is the past or not, Or Mr. Skylark..." Qianqiu looked at the lemon in her hand, the sweet and sour smell permeated the small space, this sourness made her nose sore, and her eyes quickly turned red.

"What Mr. Skylark said is right... I decided not to dwell on the memories of the past. It might be a good choice to go with the situation... because everyone here treats me very well, and Mr. Skylark too..."

The water mist quickly condensed in the amber eyes, Qianqiu stretched out his arm to wipe away the tears that were about to fall, and then bravely met Yunque's thoughtful eyes, the arc of the mouth was a little bit wide, and the eyes As clear as warm honey-colored honey, "So, I want to say thank you."

"Ah... this lemon is broken..." Qianqiu waved his eyes, and pretended to be okay, "It's so sour..."

There was a soft touch on the top of the head, and the slightly cool palm gently rubbed Qianqiu's head.

Qian Qiu was stunned for a moment, looking at the still expressionless handsome face, the phoenix eyes with flying brows were still devoid of any emotion, as deep as a pool of deep water.But at this moment, she felt that the straight line around her mouth gradually softened, like a cold gleam.

The emotions that had been suppressed for a while suddenly poured out again, Qian Qiu covered his eyes, his body trembling slightly.In fact, it's not that I don't care, I just want to stand up again and look forward to a better tomorrow.Only in this way can we get rid of the confusion of the present.

Skylark slightly turned his head away, his broad palm lingered on top of Qianqiu's head, it was the most gentle force.

There is nothing better than the silence of the moment.

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