[Tutor] The Heart of Dwelling Myself

It was the second time to take Mishu to the bathroom together like this, but it was the first time for Qianqiu.She kept walking slowly, as if she didn't want to walk side by side with the man who just teased him.Therefore, Qianqiu could only watch as Mixiu twisted his butt and followed Lark with his short legs, and the sound of tap-tap-tap was slightly undulating on the wooden corridor.

Something must have happened before, that Mi Xiu likes Mr. Skylark so much.But Qianqiu can't remember at all.The longer this silent atmosphere lasted, the more dull she felt, and her chest felt as if it was blocked by something.The more I try to unearth the lost memories of the past, the more distracted I become.

These missing pieces of the jigsaw puzzle are stripped of even the courage. Qianqiu doesn't know what happened here, what memories he had with these various people, and even lost the need to get along with his younger brother. contact.Now she is like being stripped naked and thrown in an unfamiliar space, groping alone for fear of touching Nilin.

And Mi Xiu, the only dear one, seems to be slowly going away.

The pace under his feet also became slower and slower, Qianqiu looked at the big and small figures that were going further and further away, feeling even more lost in his heart.Recalling the expression that seemed to be a smile but not a smile just now under the backlight, Qianqiu's heart trembled.In her initial impression, this person has always been an inaccessible existence, and the slightly soft corners of her lips gradually blurred, and she began to wonder if it was her hallucination just now.

But no matter what.That kind of teasing is bad enough—

Qian Qiu suppressed her beating heart, watched the figure who was about to turn the corner, and hurriedly followed.The sound of accelerating running caused the figure in front to turn around.

Unhappy eyes are like a pool of deep water, which cannot be approached.

——Sure enough, it was my own illusion just now.

While heaving a sigh of relief, Qianqiu also faintly felt lost.

I thought that Mr. Skylark was not as unapproachable as his appearance, and he would show a normal expression, but it was really an illusion from being too nervous just now.After following Skylark's footsteps, Qianqiu's speed slowly slowed down again.Countless questions circled in his mind.

The questions you want to know become unmanageable as soon as you open the gate.

She began to look around, hoping to find her past memories from the mansion.But the same simple and simple scenery can only make people feel quiet and sparse, nothing else.

The person walking ahead stopped in front of a room door, and Mi Xiu was carried in after the door was opened.

"What are you dawdling about?"

Pebbles were thrown into his confused heart, and Qianqiu, who was named, felt his heart beat wildly, and hurriedly took steps towards the person waiting in front of the door.

"Sorry... Thank you, Mr. Yunque, for leading the way." Qianqiu muttered in a low voice, and the slightly warmer atmosphere suddenly dropped to freezing point.She shivered, not daring to look at that handsome face.

After stepping into the bathroom, Qianqiu's heart finally calmed down.She looked around at the bathing utensils placed inside, and couldn't help but grow her mouth, "Okay, a lot..."

The second after expressing emotion, Qianqiu realized the real purpose of coming here.After catching Mi Xiu who was trying to escape, she poked Mi Xiu on the head, and began to teach softly, "Don't run away, you have to run every time you take a shower...and you are so happy when you wash..."

Mi Xiu blinked his watery eyes and turned his head, trying to impress the skylark blocking the door with his innocent eyes.

In the end, the one who responded to it turned his head away blankly.

At this point, Mi Xiu could only whimper in a low voice, and drooped his ears in grievance.

Such an expression immediately made Qianqiu's heart ache. She gently massaged Mi Xiu's body, not disliking the somewhat dirty hair.While relaxing Mi Xiu's mind, he coaxed him softly, "Hey, I'll give you something delicious after washing... Well, that's right..."

"Mi Xiu has to be obedient. Only when she is beautiful will people like it."

Qianqiu's soft eyes hung down, her slender fingers lingered on the fluffy fur, her skillful technique looked warm and friendly.In Amber's eyes, it seems that only her dependent pet is left.

Mi Xiu still blinked, looking very pitiful.He moved his body, hoping to struggle away from Qianqiu's embrace.

Qianqiu frowned slightly, stretched out his finger and pointed at Mi Xiu's forehead, and brought out his trump card, "Mi Xiu, it's just a few days since you haven't seen him and he's become misbehaving. If you're so gray, be careful that Mr. Skylark won't come again I don't want to get close to you..."

Mi Xiu finally became energetic again, and he didn't know if it was because he understood the things about the skylark. Anyway, his drooping ears perked up again, and he looked back as if asking for a petition.

"What are you looking at?"

Qianqiu looked at Mi Xiu suspiciously, but heard a cold voice behind him, with a bit of laziness and mixed with some gentle orders, "Mi Xiu, take a bath."

Qianqiu paused for a moment, turned around in a hurry, and met the expressionless face.She waved her hand, looking very at a loss, "Mr. Skylark, you haven't left yet..."

"I'm sorry... I used your name just now..."

As if afraid of being blamed, Qian Qiu quickly turned his head away after saying this, turned on the faucet and turned on the water, hoping that the sound of swishing water could dilute the embarrassment at the moment.

But if it wasn't an illusion, she seemed to hear a soft hum under the rushing water.

"Kageshima Chiaki, you've been apologizing all this time."

"Eh? You need to apologize if you did something wrong. If you don't apologize, it will be unpleasant..."

"Did I say I was angry?"

The bathtub was quickly filled with water of the right temperature, almost overflowing.Qian Qiu hastily turned on the faucet, and the atmosphere became silent again.

Mr. Skylark did not show any displeasure, but she herself "thought" that the other party would be angry because of this, so she immediately apologized as a matter of course.But she seems to do it all the time.

Probably in Qianqiu's impression, Mr. Skylark has always been such a terrifying existence who is easily angry and easily hurts others.

But... that doesn't seem to be the case.

Qian Qiu stiffly poured water on Mi Xiu, thinking of all kinds of people who came back here from that old castle.

——Mr. Skylark has never been angry with himself, nor has he ever hurt anyone, but he has always looked calm and calm, and his dark eyes are filled with a demeanor that is not angry. And that's enough to be respectful.And from every frown and movement, one can also feel the good cultivation that is comparable to that of the upper class.

Just because of the first impression she made when she first met, she has always believed so stubbornly.

But he said "always"...

"Ah... isn't that right..." Qianqiu hurriedly covered his mouth, but didn't dare to look behind.She wiped off the drops of water splashed on her face, and began to bathe Mi Xiu carefully, hoping to divert her uneasy emotions with such behavior.

"So, I've always been like this...Apologize?"

The snort that came out through the nasal cavity was the default.

Qianqiu's eyelids softened a little bit with guilt, and even the movements of his hands became slightly disordered.

Qianqiu couldn't remember anything about the past, and no one but her remembered the memory.Because of this, she will be curious about the past.

But Mr. Skylark told her that his former self kept apologizing for things he didn't care about.

"Is that so...? Such frequent apologies probably...would annoy Mr. Hibari."

"You are asking for trouble."

Such sharp words suddenly awakened the chaotic mind, mixed with a trace of sharp pain.Qianqiu's palm tightened, and he sent it away bluntly.

"Yeah...but other than this, I don't know what to do...I don't know what I would have done in the past..." Qianqiu murmured softly, and quietly clenched her hands.

"Does the past matter?"

"Of course——! I don't even know what happened, why are you here, who are you... He Ling's memory is completely lost... Even Mi Xiu doesn't kiss me anymore..." said Seeing these troubles lingering in her heart, mist quickly formed in front of Qianqiu's eyes. She wiped her eyes indiscriminately, but her eyes were scorched by the bath liquid, and tears kept falling down.

Those eyes, which were like transparent amber, were now filled with a thin layer of water vapor, looking lovely and charming.It is completely different from the love and pity that he looked at Mi Xiu just now, but now he is following the anger and bewilderment that was so hot that his eyes blew thousands of miles away.

However, Yunque was still standing still and calm, leaning against the door and looking at the room, his expression was still indifferent, as if all this had nothing to do with him.

The image of the woman's back was trembling forbearance, but there was a faint sound of sobbing along with the sound of washing, which sounded helpless and bewildered.

"Weak herbivores will deceive themselves through overwhelming tenderness, thinking that they can escape everything to protect themselves." Qing Li's voice is still mixed with a sharp piercing into Qianqiu's heart, "And you are now worse than herbivores."

Although there is a slight difference in personality, the current Kageshima Chiaki doesn't even dare to look at each other, and just blindly avoids it.Don't make Skylark feel vaguely displeased by such a huge difference. It's not entirely because of her accidental offense and constant apology, but because the little animals today have lost the courage to fight for what they want.

"Hmph. It's really boring."

Whether it was the first sight when you mustered up the courage to be stopped in Venice, or the approach with a smile, you have also seen small animals protecting civilians with angry faces, sitting on the side looking through gentle and bold eyes, and the neglect The look of fear grabbing his hand and worrying about his injury...even the inexplicable unconditional trust in him.To Kyouya Hibari, who was frightened by the news outside, these were extremely absurd, but unexpectedly brave and dazzling.It's like the warm golden color breaking out in the warm sunshine.

In fact, I have been watching silently all the time, and I know better than anyone that this little animal with a weak outer skin has a tough and kind existence inside.

He never changed, while the critter kept retreating.That's why you feel angry.

That has changed.Because Qianqiu lost his original memory, it was like missing the most important thing, and he was always worried about it.It wasn't that he didn't notice the absent-mindedness just now, it was because he felt it that he became inexplicably anxious.

Skylark also saw, as expected, the maroon figure that trembled even more violently after saying these cruel words.

Chiaki Cageshima was crying.

Even with his back turned away, he could still imagine his eyes dim with tears.Even so, she didn't stop what she was doing, she washed Mi Xiu's body one by one, doing what she should have done.

"Mi Xiu, it's finished washing." Restraining her trembling voice, Qianqiu took the bath towel off the shelf, covered Mi Xiu's shriveled body after being drenched in water, and rubbed it lightly.The calm tone that was forced out of the crying voice seemed to have changed into a soft tone, with a hint of hoarseness and exhaustion.

Do you regret...?There is indeed a point.

The word sorry is very easy, but it is a syllable that Hibari Kyouya has never uttered.

Under the always calm appearance, there is an undercurrent surging, and there are countless complex emotions that have never been seen before.

He could only continue to maintain a calmness that was almost unbearable. He saw the long hair of the woman with drooping hair covering her face, coaxing Mi Xiu with a trembling voice, and took Mi Xiu with her after taking a bath. walk out the door.

Even though she cried, her movements and voice remained the same softness.

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Actually don't mind.

He actually wanted to say he didn't mind.

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