Rebirth of the Abandoned Son Without Regrets

The young man is Yin Chuan, the black and white gang leader of the strong gang in city B. I only found out when I was sleeping on a soft bed.Uncle Li, who once adopted me, was also a member of the underworld, but he could only be a leader in City Y.And Lie Bang is huge.I'm a little confused, why did he take me back to the Lie Gang?I am nothing more than a beggar, an ordinary person wandering in the lower strata and struggling to survive, what is there for him to bring back?

In the few days when I first arrived at Lie Bang, I was silent.Unfamiliar surroundings make me feel uneasy all the time.When I was led to Yin Chuan, I was still at a loss.The boy was still dressed in black. He was obviously only eighteen or nine years old, but he gave off an extremely fierce feeling.I bowed my head and said nothing.Silence is sometimes the best protection.

"You are Gu Yuanyang." Yin Chuan looked at the quiet young man beside him with a hint of doubt but affirmation.The young man lowered his head slightly, his facial features were exquisite, and those amber eyes were especially beautiful.In it, there was hidden indomitable and firm.Even if he never showed the slightest resistance. "I need you to be my 'weak spot' on the bright side, and help me paralyze the enemy." Yin Chuan's voice was always cold, and he explained the matter very clearly.

I finally raised my head and looked at him.The young man looked indifferent, his pure black eyes were as strong as ever, a force that could not be rejected.The breath around him was extremely cold.As a pawn... The corners of my lips are slightly raised, I can't resist, so just obey.That sentence echoed in my ears like a curse, manipulating my life.

How can I resist him... However, I'm just a pawn... People like me can only struggle in the dark and cannot escape.Even though Yin Chuan just wanted to use me as a pawn, he finally took me away from that turbulent life.My heart skipped a beat.I heard myself say softly: "Okay." I don't want to give up the only ray of salvation, even if this ray of sunshine is not warm, even if it can only illuminate my life for a moment, I still want to hold on tightly.

After returning to the residence, I was taken good care of every day.My body, which was originally thin due to malnutrition, began to become healthy.Looking at the young man in the mirror, his facial features are extraordinarily delicate, and his amber eyes are also very energetic, I just feel strange.In the distant memory, my mother's gentle expression and beautiful face flashed in my mind.How long has it been since I thought of them... I don't have time to think too much, because Yin Chuan is going to take me to a banquet today to reveal me.It's finally time for my chess piece to play.

At the banquet, I followed Yin Chuan closely, not daring to take half a step.I can only follow the cruel young man in front of me in this place where the cups of wine are intertwined.The uneasiness in my heart kept beating.I have an instinctive resistance and slight fear of unfamiliar environments.The experience of being kicked out of the house and living on the street when I was young has cast an indelible gray on my life, even if I am no longer a helpless child, even if I have learned to be strong.

"Young Master Yin, is the new favorite next to you? I've never seen anyone next to you before." Someone said in a frivolous tone.What followed were the gazes and inquiries of countless people.My body froze for a moment, but someone grabbed my hand.Those hands were not warm, with a hint of coolness, but they were very powerful.It's Yin Chuan.I heard my heart beating vigorously, and some hazy feelings grew rapidly.

I couldn't help looking at Yin Chuan, he was still cold and indifferent, but his lips were slightly pursed.He looked around, his tone was cold and irresistible: "Yuanyang is the person I like." I like those two words, and there was still a chill when he uttered them from his mouth.But a warm current flowed through my heart, as if there was a ray of sunshine illuminating all the darkness.Definitely, you must hold on to this ray of sunshine... Absolutely, never let go...

I was protected by Yin Chuan and sent to a secret training base, where I started a one-year training.As an important pawn, there is a lot to learn.The courses at the training base are very hard and tiring, but they are not life-threatening.Compared with the life of wandering in the lower levels, I still have the right to live.I have always supported my belief, but I just want to take a look at that person, my sunshine.At the end of the training, I bought a silver chain with the money I earned at the training base, a plain silver chain with YC engraved on it.

When meeting Yin Chuan again, the aura around him was still cold.Somehow, a bright and bright smile spread across my face.That was the first real smile I showed since I was five years old, and it was the bright sunshine that I could never find in my life.I finally, saw him again, my only salvation.

Carefully handing over the silver chain in his hand, Yin Chuan took it and put it on his neck.Seeing the boy's cautious look, he suddenly didn't want to refuse.So, the silver chain became the only decoration around his neck.My heart is jumping for joy.

When I came to that familiar room again, I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.And when I woke up again, it was a strange place.Unfamiliar faces, unkind expressions, this is a kidnapping.I calm down, this is the situation that has long been expected.I have been rumored to be the "male favorite" of the leader of the Lie Gang for a year, and I have long been a good target in the eyes of many people.It's just a male pet, so easy to handle.

There is no one to rely on, I can only rely on the knowledge I have learned before.Fortunately, this group of people just insulted for a while, leaving a guard and then left.I pretended to fall asleep from exhaustion, observed the terrain secretly, and escaped when the guards went to relieve them.Soon, they found out.I didn't expect them to have guns, and I searched for the Lie Gang while fleeing nervously.I heard the sound of vehicles passing by, and I knew I was almost safe.

When the bullet grazed my arm, I saw that person, Yin Chuan.I'm safe, I think.The arm was in pain like never before, and the bloody wound stained the clothes.When I closed my eyes, I seemed to fall into an embrace, a strong embrace that made me hope.

Once the injury started, it seemed like there was no stopping.Kidnapped and spied again and again, I hardly dared to fall asleep in the middle of the night.I'm just a pawn, and I'm clearly aware of it again.Except when confusing the public, I hardly see Yin Chuan.Every move of his chess is excellent, and he never makes half a mistake.He used my chess perfectly.Later, the silver chain around his neck disappeared, and I lowered my eyelashes.

The heart wall that once melted gradually built up, and now, even the last corner has returned to its original state.The throbbing subsided gradually, and I remained obedient.What else can I do but obey... My life has never been my own.I have never had the light that was confined in a corner.

Now, mother, why is the light you gave me missing?

The author has something to say:

Gu Yuanyang is like a helpless child living in the dark, wanting to grab the only ray of sunshine, even if the light is cold, he doesn't want to let go.Only when everything is destroyed, this child, with a tiny desire for redemption, chooses to destroy himself.

As the uncle said, if you can't resist, then obey.He has obeyed a lot, the helplessness of life, the helplessness of chess pieces, when his world can no longer find a little warmth and light, he can only make the only choice he can make with exhaustion all over his body.

For Yin Chuan, he was tempted, even a little paranoid, but he was still a human being.This emotion may not be called just love, but it is the strongest emotion in his life.His parting sigh was both helpless and relief.