my robot boyfriend

Everyone loves Chen Wei.I have seen a lot of people in the school who are openly courting him, as well as "rivals" like Du Hexi who are secretly lurking and waiting for an opportunity.

However, only Si Zhan was different.

I don't know why, but I just feel that only he is "different".

That is a very indescribable sixth sense.He obviously believed in Chen Wei, but he still felt that way—if someone could threaten my status, completely replace me or even kill me, only that blue-eyed AN could do it.

This is not inferiority complex.I really can't beat him.

It's not about AN or not, or who is better than who.

In this world, I have only seen two such people.One is Chen Wei, whom I love deeply, and the other is Si Zhan, whom I only met once.

Those two people seemed to bring sunshine and warmth, making people want to get closer.

They will look at you with soft, clear eyes that are deadly.Every inch of skin that was looked at by that gaze seemed to be scorched and baptized by the sun, and then the mind was thrown into chaos. It felt like snow water that had been softened by the sun, and would be melted, evaporated, and swallowed at any time.

Then, smile again, and the world turns upside down.

People like that can make anyone fall in love with them if they want to.

……

From the beginning to the end, Si Zhan stood quietly and distantly outside the line, looking at my master from afar with gentle blue eyes.

Because he knew very well that Chen Wei was not his "little master".

However, Si Zhan's young master may never come back.Perhaps one day, he will suddenly realize that "even if there is only a body" is good, "even if there is only a body", he does not want to endure the people who once belonged to him to watch and protect others.

And at that time, under his warm and bright contrast, my darkness must have nowhere to hide.

I don't want to let go.

My fingertips were tightly locked with Chen Wei's, and during the process of memory transmission, I seemed to be floating in a sea of ​​consciousness.

It was the first time I knew that when I handed over the precious memories, it was all the real perspectives and joys and sorrows. Zeng, Bai Mo, Zhan Xingchen, and Chen Wei's first encounter... all flashed before my eyes like a movie.

It was a very divisive feeling.I feel sad and stupid, and I see my youthfulness and lack of progress, and I also see the interweaving and separation of timelines.

But I haven't lost the perception of reality at all - tangled, disturbed, and my inexplicable jealousy towards Si Zhan makes me want to explode.

Suddenly I want to kiss this person next to me, I want to tell him that my feelings are no less than anyone else with fierce hugs and rubs.want to do.I want to confirm directly with the most intimate contact, and I want to prove the fit of the body again.

Suddenly, some strange memory came through Chen Wei's fingertips.

……

A snow-white room with closed glass walls.I remembered this place—isn’t this the small room made of sterile glass in the basement of our villa in Xindu?

The line of sight is low, not like an adult's perspective.Turning around, I suddenly saw a mini version of Chen Wei.

Super cute, with white hair and red eyes, like a bunny, people can't take their eyes off.

I stared at him and he didn't look at me or smile.The small arms under the short-sleeved shirt are very thin, and the eyes are downcast. The whole person looks weak and gloomy.

I saw the reflection of "myself" on the glass.

It's not a human figure, it's a "thing".An ugly blue metal bucket robot with two long arms.Ridiculous.

Suddenly remembered the painting on the wall in the basement.

It's just a little boy like a rabbit, pulling a little blue-skinned robot.

"Little Master."

Squeak, squeak, the blue-skinned robot spun around in front of the glass: "I... want to be 'friends' with the young master."

……

The memories after that came flooding in collectively like a flood.

The blue-skinned tattered little robot worked extremely hard, changing ways to make the child happy every day, not being discouraged even being ignored, not giving up even being thrown out, and finally made the gloomy child helplessly admit defeat and accept his existence.

Read books together, chat together, and eventually it became his only, irreplaceable friend.

It also made the child who always looked gloomy smile at him from the bottom of his heart.

Since Xia Ye started to laugh, his eyes became more and more gentle.

From his face, I can always see Chen Wei's shadow - especially the bright starlight in his eyes when he smiles, the curvature of his mouth, and even the angle of tilting his head to look at people, they are almost exactly the same.

Being looked at by such a person with that kind of eyes, no one can calm down.

So the little blue-skinned robot whom he loved was so happy and shy that he was about to explode.

When Si Zhan was still a small blue iron bucket, the most tangled thing every day was that he was "not wearing clothes".

Since then, Xia Ye has developed the habit of ordering various clothes for Si Zhan.The small blue iron bucket was dressed up in all kinds of fancy looks every day—until Si Zhan later had a human form, Xia Ye still kept this fun, and found various reasons to send clothes to him without restraint.

There used to be a whole room of luxurious wardrobes in the home.

Chen Wei once complained that the original owner of this house was really a dude.Now I finally know that the whole wardrobe is full of love from Xia Ye to Si Zhan.

Lu Lin once half-jokingly said to Chen Wei: "If you are two souls, then you must be another Xia Ye in the world."

As time goes by, the little rabbit boy gradually grows up, no matter in appearance or personality, he is more and more highly overlapping with my beloved master.

Although imprisoned in a small glass room by broken wings, never seeing the outside world, not even touching the real wind, Xia Ye has grown into a gentle and kind boy who always thinks of others.

He loves and spoils Si Zhan infinitely, facing the speaker's repeated proposals to replace that broken robot, he fights desperately to the death.In the occasional quarrel and awkwardness, he would rather hurt himself than let Si Zhan suffer a little bit of grievance.

Chen Wei once said that he originally didn't have any big ideals or wishes in life, he just wanted to spend his whole life with the one he loves in peace of mind.

And Xia Ye is even worse than him.Even "freedom" has been given up, and she only wants to be with Si Zhan, even if she is imprisoned in that small sterile room for the rest of her life.

But the cruel reality finally stretched out its cold claws, so the young man who had never stepped out of the room had to work hard to become stronger.

The skin has been changed twice, just to be able to stand under the same sky as Si Zhan.Lost, found, separated and met again, he fled with Si Zhan, and was even forced to pick up a gun.

As a teenager who was locked up in a sterile room until he was 15 years old and barely had any normal social interactions, Xia Ye's growth rate has been amazing.

But he was still too young and innocent after all.

Unlike Chen Wei, for the potential crisis, he took extremely keen precautionary measures early on.

So in the end, Chen Wei took us out of the Sino-Singapore Empire and successfully set foot on the ice free zone.However, Xia Ye was shot by a cold bullet by the speaker, and ended forever on the eve of his 23rd birthday.

The memory fades slowly.

After Xia Ye left, Si Zhan still watched the world silently with his blue eyes.

Doubting and expecting, he wanted to witness what Xia Ye said.

Because Xia Ye said that he believed that the world would become better one day.

Although the reality is cold and cruel, he still believes that the dawn will come one day.

I think maybe, when the Black Rag Doll left the airspace of the empire, Chen Wei let Si Zhan see the "dawn" to some extent.Leave, leave everything behind, be free.That was something he and the "little master" had always wanted to do but couldn't.

Thinking of this, she felt very sad for Si Zhan.

……

Chen Wei's arms tightly wrapped around my back, gently rubbing the short hair on the back of my neck.

Long, long ago, I "didn't dare" tell him about my past.

I was afraid that he would be angry, that he would dislike me as a "second-hand product", and that the pity I had so hard to get would easily slip through my fingers.

Later, being kissed and hugged by him again and again, the wounds of the past gradually healed, and he became less afraid.But then Zhan Xingchen appeared, they became friends, and everything became unspeakable again.

Later, every time I wanted to talk, I would be interrupted by various unexpected events or people.

After procrastinating until now, I feel that Chen Wei has sufficient reasons to blame me.

Blame me for being narrow-minded, blame me for speaking too late.I also had a little luck, thinking that maybe he would be as gentle as ever, hugging me and whispering in my ear, "It's okay, everything is over."

But he didn't say anything.Just a long silence.

From the trembling embrace of my arms, I know he is severely distressed me.

I was so distressed that I couldn't say anything, so I could only hug me tightly and try to keep me warm.

"Master, it's all over. It's all right."

Unexpectedly, it would be me who turned around to comfort him in the end.

He was very angry, and he gritted his teeth for a long time and said, "I want to break up with Zhan Xingchen!"

And when I heard this, I laughed heartlessly.

The big stone that had been hanging in my heart for a long time finally fell to the ground, and my heart seemed to be cleaned again to make it clean and spotless——I am very happy, really happy, because from now on, I really have no secrets from him anymore.

It's just a little regretful, I should have some breakfast with him first.

He is very torn.Said that he was too full to eat, and hugged me very seriously and kissed me for a long time.

……

It wasn't until it was almost lunch time that Chen Wei finally came to his senses and fiercely attacked me with distress and jealousy: "Then you still ignored him later? You should have let him get away from the beginning!"

Having said that, it doesn't work logically.

Who let Zhan Xingchen become friends with Chen Wei first, what position do I have to let him get away?Do you have to tell him at that time, I am your former Rust?so you hurry away?

During lunch time, I finally coaxed and dragged Chen Wei to the restaurant.Lin Yuan had just cooked a sumptuous and delicious meal, while Ling Xiao was typing on the computer quickly while sticking his head out to act like a spoiled child to Lin Yuan.

"Grandpa, why don't you just feed me a few bites~"

Lin Yuan looked helpless: "I've served it for you. Now, all the fish you like are here, eat it yourself!"

"No~ I don't have hands. I'm breaking the communication control right now. Huh, we'll be able to see the news inside Xindu on TV later! You see, I've worked so hard to contribute to everyone, anyway. It’s okay to be idle even if you don’t eat, feed me!”

Lin Yuan was full of caution, sat across from Ling Xiao, and picked up a chopsticks dish.

"Don't eat garlic."

"……"another.

"Don't eat vegetables."

Change again.

"Nor fried eggs! Woo! Fish! You know I want fish!"

"Oh."

"Well, there are a lot of fish bones, can you help me pick out my dear?"

Lin Yuan had a frightened and suspicious expression, as if wondering if he had heard it wrong.

"Woo! It hurts! It's a prick!"

"This is crucian carp. If you pick it clean, the fish will be cold."

"Don't pick the baby and don't eat it!"

"If you can't spit spines, don't eat crucian carp!"

Ling Xiao blinked and blinked: "Grandpa is so fierce."

"No, I, that..." Lin Yuan looked as if he had done something wrong, when he raised his head, Ling Xiao's tall nose almost touched the tip of his nose, Lin Yuan almost fell off the chair in fright.

"Grandpa, the fish you cook is the best. Next time, help me make fish balls and make dumplings. Remember to make more, I have a huge appetite, okay?"

On the TV, the neutral Mars channel is playing, frequently reporting various news about the Earth-Moon War.

At present, the Sino-Singapore Imperial Army has won a complete victory and has landed on the moon.

The second largest city on the moon, "Moon Sea City", has fallen, and the capital "Lalus" has also been reduced to a battlefield.

The media reporters sent by Mars reported the news of the Lunar Self-Defense Force on the front line.

Chen Wei ate a few mouthfuls, put down the fork, and stared at the screen without moving.

In the report about the Moon Self-Defense Forces, there was an active figure of a young girl.Li Anqi cut off her long, soft brown hair. The former Moon Princess was called "Joan of Arc of the Lunar Army" by Martian reporters.

Her arms were wrapped in bandages, her camouflage uniform was worn out, and she carried a heavy laser weapon on her back. She looked neat.The girl who used to be shy even to say a word, now has firm eyes and short and clear words when giving orders, and she seems to be trusted by her subordinates.

The cameras of the media slowly swept across the base of the Self-Defense Forces.

After repeated bombings at the base, the conditions can already be described as "rudimentary". On the broken table, there are only paper and pens and a glass with a chipped corner. The glass is half full of clear water, and a beautiful golden daisy is in full bloom.

In the sunlight through the window, beside the daisy, there is a broken and dirty lavender bear.

Chen Wei's breathing became rapid silently, I sat beside him and held his hand.

"War is such a thing..."

"Li Anqi is just a very ordinary girl who likes poetry and bakes desserts. Why did she become like this, why was she forced to this point?"

"What is there to fight? If I were in power, I would definitely not let this happen!"

"You can."

Ling Xiao's voice came faintly: "Shimmer, I think you are now qualified to form the government-in-exile of the Sino-Singapore Empire."

He tapped on the computer and connected to the TV.

"Because, Chancellor Shantiloran was just publicly executed in Xindu."

The author has something to say: Speaker: I will not take the dog so easily!

Now I finally know how tricky No.1’s perspective is!

I want to write the speaker's line, but I can't... because I can't see it at Eclipse! (two forced faces)