my robot boyfriend

……

I don't know why he didn't call me, let alone how long he stood behind me.

His body stiffened suddenly, as if he had been cast in the pouring rain.Shock, ecstasy, and all the wonderful and inconceivable emotions in this world collided instantly and made my heart ache—but I was afraid that he just happened to pass by, and everything was just my wishful thinking.

However, no one...would take a walk to the deserted dump in the outskirts of the suburbs in the heavy rain after two o'clock in the morning, right?

I stared blankly into his eyes, and he stared at me intently.In the dark night, the gray pupils shone like bright pearls.

I don't think I deserve to be looked at like this, and I feel ashamed for a moment.

My face is definitely a mess.Rain, washed rust, and other miscellaneous grime reflected in his fine gray eyes.

Terrified, restless, my heart is full of bitterness, and I really want to cry more than ever.

But I don't know why, but I still can't shed a single tear.

Since I couldn't cry, I had to try to laugh.

Thinking that even if he turned around and left at this moment, I have already obtained all the relief and satisfaction, and I have nothing to fear from any suffering and darkness that followed.

I don't know how I laughed.

Perhaps it was too ugly and deliberate, but I saw him slowly curling up the corners of his mouth, but his brows were even more tangled, and his eyes were slowly clouded with mist.

"At that time..." he asked me softly.

"At that time, why did you save that bird?"

After a thousand turns, I didn't expect him to find such a remote abandoned station in the middle of the night to ask me such an almost philosophical question.

So he racked his brains to think, what kind of answer is he expecting?

He should... more or less expect me to say something different?

I'm not what he wanted, but he still came here in the middle of the night because of me, and naturally hoped that I could prove that this was a correct decision, not just his whims on the spur of the moment.

"I have no idea."

It's just sad that I let him down even with such a simple thing.

No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't come up with a reasonable answer.I jumped down as if there was no necessary reason from the beginning, I just jumped subconsciously, but such logic must not be convincing, and in the end I could only bow my head humble and helpless.

"I do not know."

What he wants is a unique lover and partner who can accompany him for a long time.not me.

I have not forgotten, nor will I.

But braving this kind of rain, running all the way to the abandoned station to look for me in the early morning, you can't just come to hear the answer to such an inexplicable question, right?

So, do you pity me, sympathize with me, and finally plan to compromise?

But is Chen Wei the kind of person who can "compromise"?If it is possible to compromise, when I was desperately begging him on the 35th floor before, he should—

what……

By the way, I said it myself.Said that I don't need his love, as long as he is willing to take me in.

So this is ah.

Is that so...

……

That's right... that's fine.

It's okay!Whether cleaning or washing dishes, I can do it all!If only I could see him every day, if only I could make him smile at me once in a while!

It doesn't matter if you don't love me.

It is enough if you want me, and it is enough if you are willing to give me a home.I will work hard, try hard not to be jealous, and not to face people who are much better and luckier than me with a dark mentality.

……

The slender legs appeared in the lowered line of sight.

On the pile of mottled scrap metal in the rain, he bent one knee and knelt down slowly.

I was so frightened that I was about to stand up almost immediately, but the hand that was on the ground was held down by him.In the sound of rain, he asked me something, but his voice was almost completely covered by the sound of rain.

"I'm sorry to leave you here alone, you must be... very scared?"

Fear?I was at a loss, and before I had time to pretend to be "terrified", I saw him pursing his lips, and he seemed to be much more frightened than I was.

"So, I want to take you home. It's just you, are you willing to go back with me?"

The noisy sound of rain seemed to stop abruptly at that moment.

Everything becomes slow and unreal.In my ignorance, in all the stories about love that I have read, the moment I finally hold hands, the whole world will also consciously cooperate, turning into a slow motion that is slowly pieced together one by one.

But how can such kindness and blessings from the whole world belong to me?

His treatment of me is nothing more than the love of a sympathetic person towards homeless stray dogs... Sure enough, before even touching his fingertips, Chen Wei's knee was crushed by trash The nails were stuck.

"pain--"

In the next second, I hurriedly stood up and hugged this person who was always unable to take care of himself.

In the freezing rain, his body was as cold as a big ice cube.I was startled for a while, and hurriedly pressed my body with constant temperature closer to him, letting him absorb the warmth he should have from me.

After all, apart from washing and cooking, I have more or less other functions.

These steel piles in the abandoned station are covered with all kinds of messy and sharp things.It is too dangerous to let such a person who is already super vulnerable to injury walk around, so I bent down a little, hugged him whole again without any explanation, and walked down the messy waste pile step by step.

In the endless night, he suddenly stretched out his hands, wrapped his arms around my neck and hugged me.

I think he wasn't afraid that I would accidentally drop him, but just wanted to hug me.

I didn't stop, after all, it was dark and dangerous around me.But in my heart I really want to just stop for a while, even just for a short while, to be completely intoxicated in this hug.

His chest was pressed against mine, and his arms were strong and warm, reassuring.In this endless rain, I really feel that moments like this are really enough for me.

If there are still a few more hugs in the days to come, even if there is nothing else, I already... can be said to have nothing else to ask for, right?

……

"Yo, did you find it? Haha, look, fate~ Sure enough, you found it first."

Under the pile of abandoned steel, Lu Lin was actually there.He was holding a big black umbrella, and he didn't get wet at all. He found an old-fashioned flashlight from somewhere, and he was shaking the light with the corner of his mouth hooked.

"Hey! See if you don't listen to me? I bought him obediently during the day, so I don't have to go through such troubles in the middle of the night? Look how good it is, everyone is happy, and he doesn't stare at me anymore!"

Saying so, the man took a few steps back decisively.

"Although it's gratifying, but please, don't come near me anymore, okay? The sour smell of love that makes you want to die... Tsk, give me the last row in the back of the car later, absolutely not Come to the front, do you hear me?"

The author has something to say: This can be regarded as taking home...

Please tell me this counts as a take home!

Let's count on how much sweet (?) it is!

(a mouthful of old blood)