Tentative

"Some people are born with a strong desire to control.

"They will pick beautiful flowers and take them home; they will put animals in cages to watch; they will tame another creature with force or food according to their own habits... They gain a sense of accomplishment and apparent loyalty in the process. dedicated.

"But if it's a toy that won't resist at all, it doesn't seem so interesting.

"Blooming this kind of psychology to the extreme is like a cat playing with a mouse, there must be enough resistance to have enough fun.

"What if it's naturally obedient?

"Then give it enough hope and then let it completely despair, which is also a way to have fun."

Shen Yizhuo can't remember where he saw this passage. At that time, he thought it was very interesting, but it was only interesting, and he didn't have any deeper thoughts.

Qu Zhe's flustered expression made him feel amused. Even though his eyelids were heavy, he still wanted to see what he would do next.But he just stood there with a complicated expression, probably frightened, and covered his mouth.Shen Yizhuo brought up the photo interface on his phone, and shook it in front of Qu Zhe.

It wasn't really a good photo, but the angle was just right, and the profile faces of the two were clearly recognizable.The touching lips showed that what happened just now was not Qu Zhe's imagination.In the next second, Shen Yizhuo had already stuffed the phone under the pillow, and asked lightly, "Does it look good?"

He couldn't answer.

Qu Zhe's fingertips trembled as he reached for his glasses.Myopia like him who can only see color blocks without glasses, once without glasses, he feels very insecure.

"Don't wear it." Shen Yizhuo said softly.

Nothing could be heard from his tone, and it was impossible to tell whether he was angry or joking.But Qu Zhe still withdrew his hand in fright.

Shen Yizhuo closed his eyes with satisfaction, and continued: "Give me the cigarettes next to me."

"You are still..." "I asked you to bring it to me."

He squinted his eyes because he couldn't see clearly, tried to make his vision clearer, and looked to the side.The cigarettes were on the bedside table, an unpacked pack of black soft-packed Seven Stars, next to it was an ashtray and the metal lighter that Qu Zhe had seen before.

For Qu Zhe, how to get out a soft-packed cigarette is a difficult problem.Shen Yizhuo turned over and lay on the bed watching him fiddle with his hands for a long time before he managed to get one out.

"Point."

"well……"

He imitated the appearance of the gangster that day, and passed the cigarette to Shen Yizhuo's lips.The other party opened his mouth slightly, gently held the filter in his mouth, and still looked at him.The scene where he used the lighter was only when the gas stove at home was not ignited, Lin Xiuyan didn't dare to light it, and Qu Yihao was not at home most of the time, so this task fell to Qu Zhe.But no one will buy a metal lighter to light the stove, he has only used that kind of plastic.

He opened the cover stupidly, and rubbed the gear with his thumb according to the process in his memory.After three or four times in a row, the lighter emitted a faint blue flame, dancing slowly.According to the posture Qu Zhe had seen, he blocked the wind with one hand and handed over the lighter with the other hand.

Shen Yizhuo inhaled slowly, the smoke began to burn, the orange light glowed with his breathing movements, and dimmed with his exhaling movements.As the smell of smoke wafted out, Qu Zhe subconsciously frowned—he didn't like the smell, and found it choking, but not to the point of being unbearable.

His thin chin rested on the pillow, and his cigarette hand rested casually on the side of the bed, looking very comfortable.Qu Zhe stood by and watched, his eyes fixed on his fair neck, unable to move his legs or eyes.Shen Yizhuo has this kind of magic power, no matter what he does, he is so eye-catching.

"Call your parents." Shen Yizhuo suddenly took out his mobile phone and put it on the bedside table, "If you delete the photos, you will be at your own risk."

"Call... what?"

"Say you're staying at my house tonight."

There was no room for him to refuse in the other party's words.Qu Zhe picked up the phone and dialed Lin Xiuyan's number unskillfully—he dared not mention such things to Qu Yihao at all, because he would only get a scolding.

"Can I go out and fight..."

"Ah."

"Thank you, thank you..."

Hearing this thank you, Shen Yizhuo couldn't hold back, and burst out laughing.Qu Zhe looked at him hesitantly, but because he couldn't see Shen Yizhuo's face clearly after taking two steps, he had no choice but to walk out of the room with his mobile phone and gently close the door.

After leaving the bedroom, Qu Zhe finally let go.

"Hey... Mom is me, I... I'm sleeping at my classmate's house today."

The expected acquaintance did not appear, Lin Xiuyan asked back: "Is it the classmate named Shen from last time?"

"Yes, Shen Yizhuo."

"It's the number one in your grade."

"how do you know……"

"Every time you take the parent meeting, your teacher says he is No.1..." Lin Xiuyan said impatiently, "Okay, okay, if you sleep at his house, you can sleep at his house. You have to make friends like this." Do you know if you have studied well? Don’t hang out with people who smoke, drink, or drink! Last time you..." "I see," Qu Zhe hurriedly stopped her from continuing, "It's been a long time since I called Shen Yizhuo not good."

"Don't be late for school tomorrow..."

"Got it, I'll hang up first."

It's funny to say that the so-called smokers, drinkers, and top students who love to study are actually the same person.Qu Zhe didn't dare to tell Lin Xiuyan these words to avoid causing more trouble.

Watching the phone return to the main screen, Qu Zhe stood outside and dared not go in.Like an instinct, he pressed the button on it strangely, and clicked into the phone album.There are not many photos in it, the latest one is the evidence just taken, and scrolling forward, all are landscapes and still lifes, including burning smoke and scattered billiard balls.

"Qu Zhe!"

He was watching one by one when Shen Yizhuo's voice suddenly came from the room.He backed out in a hurry, pushed open the door and walked in: "Come, come..."

"Are you looking through my phone?" Shen Yizhuo said, "There's nothing to watch, no porn movies, I want you to watch this." He said, pushing the MP4 next to the pillow towards Qu Zhe.

Qu Zhe didn't wear glasses, so he couldn't see what it was, but he remembered the location, where the MP4 should have been.He hastily returned the phone and said, "No, I didn't..."

"Are you nervous?"

"no……"

"You're afraid of me."

"no……"

"Afraid of homosexuality?"

"No, really not..."

Shen Yizhuo's aggressive question made Qu Zhe's heart beat fast, he shook his head helplessly, his mind was in chaos.

"Then why are you following me?"

"..."

"Why are you taking my things?"

"..."

"say."

"I do not know."

The cigarette had been burned out, Shen Yizhuo put it out in the ashtray, and wiped the sweat from his forehead casually.The fever-reducing medicine took effect quickly, and he felt much better now, at least his mind was clear, and the sticky feeling of sweat-drenched clothes became more and more obvious.But he still didn't have much strength in his body, and he didn't want to take a bath.

"Go wash me a towel."

"it is good."

Without any hesitation, Qu Zhe turned around and left.In front of Shen Yizhuo, he almost lost his ability to think - maybe it wasn't obvious before, but the more he gets along with him, the more clearly he realizes that he can't refuse any request from Shen Yizhuo.

There were several towels on the shelf in the bathroom, Qu Zhe took one down in a trance, paused in front of his eyes for a moment, and couldn't hold it close to his nose.He took a deep breath, as if he could smell Shen Yizhuo.Cold water flowed out of the pipe, wet the towel, Qu Zhe rubbed it carefully, and then wrung it dry.

When he walked back to the room, Shen Yizhuo was still lying on the bed, holding an MP4 as if watching a movie.Hearing the sound of Qu Zhe coming in, he took off his earphones and sat up suddenly: "Sit down and wipe my sweat."

Qu Zhe just walked to the bed, but before he understood the meaning of these words, Shen Yizhuo grabbed the back collar with his backhand, took off the T-shirt neatly, and lay down on the bed again.

The smooth back was exposed in front of him, and at such a close distance, Qu Zhe didn't dare to look carefully at all.He took a towel, sat down on the edge of the bed, and gently wiped Shen Yizhuo's sweat from his waist.

Lean lower back, upwards is a slightly concave spine.

"You will agree to whatever Jiang Yuzhao asks you to do..."

Because he propped his elbows on the bed, his shoulder blades stood out.

"Will you agree to whoever asks you to do?"

If you let your own mind do it again, your eyes will naturally fall on his neck.Because he hangs his head, just like what he usually sees in the classroom, his two cervical vertebrae are protruding.

"say."

"Ah... not..."

"I thought you wouldn't say 'no'," Shen Yizhuo turned his head, "Do you like me?"

The cold towel on his back suddenly stopped in place and did not continue to go up.

"Forget it, you can continue to wipe."

Qu Zhe didn't like to talk, and when he came and went, Shen Yizhuo lost the interest to continue the conversation.

Soon, the sticky feeling on his back and sides disappeared. He calmly turned over, closed his eyes, and let Qu Zhe continue.This feeling of being served by others is not bad, Qu Zhe's hands are very light, and with his movements, the sticky feeling is gradually eliminated.

In Qu Zhe's view, the contours of the opponent's abdominal muscles are very good-looking. His eyes flickered, and he wiped every skin carefully, and his mouth and throat became more and more dry with his movements.

It’s okay to just look at the back, but seeing the front, Qu Zhe’s brain almost stopped, leaving only the picture he had seen in his dream.It's the same in the dream, you can see the fine sweat on his skin, you can see two bright red spots on his chest... Because he has recalled it too many times, he can still remember every detail clearly.

The more he controlled himself not to think about it, the clearer the picture he remembered.

It was like a seed buried in the bottom of his heart, whenever he saw Shen Yizhuo, it would start to grow; and when he saw Shen Yizhuo naked, the seed finally broke through the ground and filled his whole heart in an instant.

Qu Zhe's breathing became heavier and heavier, and even Shen Yizhuo, who had his eyes closed, could hear it clearly.

He raised his eyelids and glanced at Qu Zhe.

The other person's cheeks flushed, and his lips parted as he breathed.Looking down, the soft school uniform pants, the part that represents desire is slightly raised.

Qu Zhe didn't realize that the other party was looking at him, and was still wiping gently. The wet towel passed over his chest, and continued to go up, and was about to reach the Adam's apple.

At this moment, Shen Yizhuo suddenly raised his hand to pinch his wrist, and said with a sneer, "Wipe my sweat?"

He violently wanted to pull his hand away, but unexpectedly, Shen Yizhuo pinched it so tightly that his short manicured nails were almost digging into the flesh of his wrist.

"No, no, no!" Qu Zhe's reaction was very intense, even though his hand was still being pulled, he stood up, desperately trying to stay away from Shen Yizhuo.

The most important fig leaf was uncovered by an unsatisfactory instinctive reaction.

"No? No?" Shen Yizhuo continued, "Then prove it to me by taking off your pants."

"do not do that……"

"What else?"

"Shen Yizhuo!" Under the excitement, he lost control, "I'm not gay!"

"You are." Shen Yizhuo said, pulling him to sit up, then got off the bed, approaching Qu Zhe step by step.Every time he took a step, Qu Zhe took a step back, until he reached the closet, and there was nowhere to go.

Shen Yizhuo was a little taller than him. At this moment, against the light, with a mocking smile on his lips, he grabbed Qu Zhe's wrist and pressed it against the closet door: "Take it off."

"..." Qu Zhe didn't dare to look at him.At such a close distance, even without glasses, you can clearly see his eyebrows and eyes.The shame of having his secret exposed made him feel ashamed, his legs trembled uncontrollably, and his eyes wandered, constantly sweeping across his Adam's apple and collarbone.

"Tsk."

Shen Yizhuo smacked his lips impatiently, and this little sound pierced into Qu Zhe's consciousness like a sharp needle.

Trembling, he finally stretched out his hand and untied his belt indiscriminately.The school uniform pants were too big for the thin Qu Zhe. The belt was untied, and the school uniform pants instantly slipped off and piled up on the ankles, exposing the legs wrapped in black thermal pants.

"continue."

Qu Zhe bit his lower lip in humiliation—even so, he still couldn't think of any resistance.Shen Yizhuo just stood in front of him, like an insurmountable mountain, an inviolable god.The blood in his whole body seemed to be rushing to his lower abdomen. Tears oozed from the corners of his eyes, swirling in his eye sockets, and then he pulled off the thermal pants with one hand.

The same black underwear wrapped the vigorous organs, Shen Yizhuo was right, he was not only impulsive, but also painfully hard under this kind of oppression.

"Tell me now, are you hard?" Shen Yizhuo didn't look at him, but just stared at his face.

"……Um."

"are you gay?"

"..."

"are you?"

"Yes."

There is no way to deny it.

The accumulated tears overflowed from the corner of his eyes in an instant.

"You can get out and go to sleep." After Shen Yizhuo finished speaking, he let go of his hands, walked back to the bed and lay down on his own, and wrapped himself in the quilt.

Qu Zhe quickly squatted down, pulled up his pants, and fled.