Tentative

The courage to knock on the door just now has disappeared.

At that time, he seemed to have entered a very strange state, except for the thought of "seeing Shen Yizhuo", he couldn't feel anything.After only a few tens of seconds, the content of being yelled at by the woman has been completely forgotten.

Shen Yizhuo's question was sharp - or he wasn't asking a question, he was simply scolding him.

When he heard this, Qu Zhe didn't think there was anything wrong. He lowered his head, looked at the other party's slippers for a while, and then raised the plastic bag in his hand: "I, I bought you some medicine... and food……"

This doesn't count as an answer at all.

Looking a little higher, you can see Shen Yizhuo's chest rising and falling slightly due to breathing.He was only wearing a T-shirt, with his neck and arms exposed.

Qu Zhe's words not only did not satisfy the other party, but angered him instead.

Shen Yizhuo raised his hand and threw away the plastic bag impatiently, cursing in a low voice, "Get out!" He couldn't control his strength, and the plastic bag was thrown up, hitting Qu Zhe's face.

Qu Zhe never thought about Shen Yizhuo's attack at all—even though he knew it was a fake, the other party's good temper was still deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, which almost made him have a certain illusion that Shen Yizhuo was a herbivore.

"Slap." The glasses were knocked down by the plastic bag, and Qu Zhe squatted down to pick them up in a panic. The light in the entrance was dim, so he could only touch them with his hands.He looked exactly like a blind man, looking sad and pathetic.While groping for his glasses, he saw Shen Yizhuo's toes.

The glasses didn't fly very far, just when Qu Zhe's hand touched the leg of the glasses, Shen Yizhuo suddenly squatted down and reached out to help him pick it up.

Caught off guard, Shen Yizhuo's fingertips touched his hand.

Compared with the last time in the infirmary, with a higher heat, Qu Zhe subconsciously withdrew his hand as if he had been burned.The glasses were held by Shen Yizhuo, and he sneered and said, "It's disgusting to be touched by homosexuals?"

"I……"

Qu Zhe didn't know either, he couldn't answer this question.

Shen Yizhuo stood up slowly, and he followed suit.

Because of the persistent fever, Shen Yizhuo huddled on the bed in a daze.Of course he heard the movement outside, but as a solitary person and never had close contact with anyone, he really couldn't imagine that anyone would come to visit at this time.But as the knock on the door grew louder, a little guess emerged in his mind—maybe it was Qu Zhe.

Barely holding on, he got out of bed and walked to the door, looking out through the peephole, it was indeed Qu Zhe.

Then let him knock it out.He originally thought so, but the insults to his neighbors made him change his mind. If things get ugly, it will definitely reach the ears of his parents.

"If you feel sick, just..." After standing outside for a while wearing only short sleeves and sweatpants, Shen Yizhuo became even more dizzy, and even before he finished speaking, he shook his body with weak legs.Seeing that he was about to fall, Qu Zhe quickly wanted to help him up, but Shen Yizhuo took two steps back, dispelling his intention.

He collected himself, and when he turned his gaze to Qu Zhe again, he met his gaze.Shen Yizhuo tried his best to wake himself up, and then continued, "If you feel disgusted, stay away from me and don't provoke me." He said, put his glasses on the side cabinet, turned and walked to his bedroom.

With the bedroom door closed, the world returned to silence.

Mingming was almost beaten, and his glasses were thrown to the ground... But Qu Zhe felt that Shen Yizhuo was not angry.Or he was angry at first, but then, he became less angry.

This speculation is groundless, just his unilateral feeling.He thought about it, grabbed his glasses and put them on, squatted down again, and picked up the box of antipyretics.It can be seen that Shen Yizhuo's fever is not low, his face is blushing, and even his hands are very hot.If it could be cured by lying in bed, it should have been cured long ago, and it shouldn't be still burning at this time.

Qu Zhe thought about it, obediently took off his shoes and socks, took out the sandals and slippers in the shoe cabinet, and put them on.

Cautiously, with very light steps, he quietly walked towards the kitchen.

The kitchen is almost unused, with everything that should be there, but there are no traces of use.The only food I have is a 5KG bag of unopened rice.He thought about it, rolled up his sleeves, and decided to cook some white porridge for Shen Yizhuo.

Qu Zhe likes to drink plain porridge, which nourishes his stomach, and he is sick now, eating this will make him feel better.

But in fact, besides cooking porridge, he can't do anything else.

The noise from the kitchen did not reach the closed bedroom.Shen Yizhuo huddled in the slightly thin quilt at this temperature, and covered his head tightly.He didn't care to listen to the sound of the door closing when Qu Zhe left. As soon as he closed his eyes, he felt that he was about to fall asleep.

The winter in this city is always cold and long, especially when I am alone.

I can't remember the last time I had a cold and a fever. He is in good health, and it has probably been a long time since he felt so uncomfortable.His whole body was weak, his breathing was annoyingly hot, and the bedding was already sticky with his sweat... But Shen Yizhuo didn't know what to do other than lie down.He was so tired that he didn't want to do anything, he just wanted to be quiet and fall asleep.

The last time he had such a fever, he slept alone for the whole day, and then he was fine.

He was in a daze from the high fever, and he didn't know how long it had passed, when there was a sudden noise in the quiet bedroom, followed by the sound of gentle footsteps.Shen Yizhuo couldn't open his eyes, and didn't have the strength to confirm if it was Qu Zhe.The quilt was opened a gap, and then pulled down, the light of the ceiling lamp could be felt through the eyelids.

"Shen, Shen Yizhuo..."

"Take some medicine..."

In fact, Qu Zhe's voice is not bad, it seems that he has not yet experienced the voice change period, compared with the boys in the class, it is thinner, coupled with his always timid tone, he is really weak, like a girl.Shen Yizhuo thought so, and the exposure to the cold air pulled him back a little bit, but he still couldn't open his eyes.He was panting with his mouth slightly open, unable to speak, so he could only let Qu Zhe continue.

But Qu Zhe didn't speak. In the next second, a hand passed through the back of his neck, put his arms around his shoulders, and with a little force, he lifted him up.

He forcefully opened his eyes, Qu Zhe supported him with one hand, and in the other hand lay a white pill, which was already handed to his mouth.He raised his hand with difficulty, picked up the pill and stuffed it into his mouth. Qu Zhe quickly picked up the water glass next to him and handed it over again.

When your fingers touch the water glass, you can feel the warmth immediately. It is filled with warm water. After Shen Yizhuo raised his head and drank all the water in the glass, Qu Zhe took the glass and slowly retracted his strength to make him lie down again.

The footsteps gradually faded away, the door was opened and closed... Suddenly there was an extra person in the house, which made him feel disgusted by being violated, but there was something extra.

While the swollen rice grains were sinking and floating in the pot, Qu Zhe boiled hot water, carefully mixed it to a moderate temperature, and then brought it into the room for Shen Yizhuo to eat.The previous strength seemed to be an illusion. When he lifted the quilt, he only saw Shen Yizhuo with his eyes closed, his face flushed, and he seemed to be panting with difficulty.Therefore, Shen Yizhuo did not refuse him to give him medicine, which was unexpected by Qu Zhe.

He was ready to be pushed away and yelled at, but nothing happened.

When his fingers touched the back of the neck where he was staring at every day, Qu Zhe felt his mouth dry, but he pretended to be calm and continued to stretch forward until he held Shen Yizhuo's shoulder through the cloth, and then helped him up.The other party was as well-behaved as another person, and honestly took the medicine, including the hot water.

Then he returned to the stove and continued to mechanically stir the porridge with small bubbles, watching them calm down due to the intervention of external forces, as if to calm himself down again.

Why did he come to visit Shen Yizhuo? He crossed out the answer he had already given.

The initial impulse to expose Shen Yizhuo's true face has gradually faded in these days, and there is not much left.It's true that the other party is rubbish, but if you insist on getting to the bottom of it, and want to know more about yourself, it's just another rubbish.

Scum can't laugh at scum, and trash can't stand to sue trash.

The porridge in the pot is getting thicker and thicker, and the soft and glutinous rice grains are wrapped in translucent porridge liquid, forming a slowly rotating vortex under the stirring of the soup spoon.

"Da." Qu Zhe turned off the fire, took the pre-washed small bowl, and carefully poured the porridge into it spoon by spoon.

If you continue to stir, it seems that you will be sucked in.

If it continues to approach, there will be an unpredictable and tragic end.

Covering the remaining porridge and turning off the kitchen light, he took a small bowl of porridge and stepped into Shen Yizhuo's bedroom again.When he came for the first time, Qu Zhe couldn't come in, but this time he didn't have time to observe, so he just reminded him softly: "Eat something, you will get better soon..."

As before, Shen Yizhuo was still huddled under the quilt. When he reached out to pull the quilt, the other party poked his head out first.Compared with before, Shen Yizhuo's eyes were much clearer, and he seemed to be in better spirits.Half an hour has passed since the medicine was given, and the medicine has probably begun to take effect.

Shen Yizhuo didn't refuse anymore, he stared at Qu Zhe for a few seconds, then slowly raised his body and sat against the head of the bed.

"Do you want me to feed..." "No."

He took the initiative to reach out his hand, and after Qu Zhe handed the porridge to him, he stood by and didn't know what to do next.

Shen Yizhuo slowly scooped up a small spoon, blew it cool carefully, brought it to his lips, and drank it in small sips.Such a small bowl of porridge was quickly drunk, Shen Yizhuo put the bowl on the bedside table, wiped his mouth with a tissue, and lay down again: "You can go."

"Okay, okay..." He could indeed go back.

After the five senses became clearer, Shen Yizhuo fully felt the uncomfortable stickiness in the bed.He was planning to take a bath after Qu Zhe left to refresh himself, but Qu Zhe suddenly asked with a small bowl: "Do you want to take a bath, the bedding is a little wet just now, it will make the cold worse of……"

No one is born to take care of others, and so is Qu Zhe.Whether it is cooking porridge or caring about the humidity of the bedding, it is a skill learned by imitating under the care of others.It's just that he never thought that these things would be used on Shen Yizhuo.

When he said this, his eyes couldn't help looking at Shen Yizhuo, but he caught a glimpse of the MP4 next to the pillow.

Before the last topic was answered, Qu Zhe suddenly asked, "Are you really gay?"

Shen Yizhuo, who was lying with his back to him, turned around when he heard the words, his eyes narrowed slightly, like a sign of a wild beast aiming at its prey.

"Come here." Shen Yizhuo said softly.

Qu Zhe had no choice but to walk over as he said, and stood by the bed, looking down at him.

"You sit down."

He sat down again.

The incident happened in a flash. After Qu Zhe sat down, Shen Yizhuo suddenly took off his glasses and threw them beside the pillow.Qu Zhe panicked because of his blurred vision, and the next second his strong forearm wrapped around his neck and held his head down.

His lips pressed soft and hot thin lips.

"Crack——" the sound of taking pictures sounded, and Qu Zhe bounced off of Shen Yizhuo in panic. The other party's hand was still raised in the air, holding the new mobile phone advertised on TV.

Shen Yizhuo suddenly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled maliciously: "Now you are also gay."