moon illusion

Yun Zaiye's face changed when he heard the words, and he looked at Qi Fengyao, "You haven't read the newspaper with the stupid title, have you?"

"Of course, I cut it down for collection!"

"Have you seen the photo above?"

"Otherwise? Can I pick and choose?"

After the words fell, Yun Zaiye didn't speak for a long time, and sat on the stand beside the playground in a self-contained manner.

Seeing this, Qi Fengyao came over and stood beside Yun Zaye, and kicked his calf with his toe.

"Hey, Master Yun, is your idol so burdensome? Besides, I think that photo is also very handsome!"

Yun Zaiye raised his head slightly, "Really?"

"Really, otherwise I wouldn't have been chasing you for four years just because of a single photo!"

Hearing Qi Fengyao's answer, Yun Zaiye thought about it again.

He stood up, took Qi Fengyao's hand naturally, "What is that little iron gate over there?"

"Over there, come here and I'll show you."

Probably because the number of people who skipped classes and skipped school increased day by day, the school locked the small iron gate directly.

Yun Zaiye looked out through the guardrail, it was a clear and slow crossing river.

Qi Fengyao poked his head over from behind, rested his chin on Yun Zaiye's shoulder, then stretched out a hand from the railing, pointing to a small protruding beach by the river, "There is where I skipped class to hide place."

"I can't see it, the Yaoyao kid will play truant?!"

Qi Fengyao didn't pick up the words, and continued on by himself, "Actually, I don't like studying very much, and my relationship with my classmates is very bad. I have nothing to do in the evening self-study, so I went to the river to smoke .”

"Have you been caught?"

Qi Fengyao shook his head, "No, I met a boy."

Hearing this, Yun Zaiye immediately turned his head to look at Qi Fengyao.

"Haha, it's okay." Qi Fengyao patted Yun Zaiye on the back, "It's just a stranger, it doesn't matter."

"Oh." Yun Zaiye turned back again, looking at the river through the fence.

"That's a boy in an ordinary class. I don't know if you know clearly, but in fact, the opinions among students are not pure."

"The class I am in is all top students, so a large part of my classmates look down on the students in the ordinary class. There will be no intersection between these two types of people. But in fact, they have nothing to be proud of, because I have always known , in the eyes of the students in the ordinary class, they also don't think that we are very good people, but just bookworms who study hard."

"Plus, I don't have much contact with other people, so there are very few intersections with them. But that boy I met after skipping class told me a lot."

"He said that a top student like me whose photo is on the honor roll should work hard and study hard, and he will surely stand out in the future; he also told me that everyone's life is unknown, and you have to choose how you want to live. What kind of road..."

Listening to Qi Fengyao's rambling memories pasted in his ear, Yun Zaiye's thoughts drifted back to a few hours ago.

In the cemetery, he held an umbrella and stood not far from Qi Feng, listening to Qi Fengyao's repressed and wronged words.

He said that he hopes his parents can rest assured that he is now grown up and can take care of himself.

He said that he lived up to his choice, and he walked very well on the path he chose.

He said that he can finally fully understand the painstaking efforts of his parents, but some things cannot be avoided, and he has to experience them by himself after all.

He said, Mom and Dad, I have someone I love very much.I look like him in everything, I look at the moon, I look like him, I look at the stars, and I look like him.Those white, clear, gentle and cold lights remind me of him.In fact, I don't know much about liking, but I want to go to him.

He said that that person supported me countless times when I wanted to give up, but I still wanted to work hard for him.

After all, even if a firefly likes the moon, it will want to give it all the light it has.It doesn't matter how powerful the person you like is, it's a beating heart.

Work hard for him, be better for him.When I staggered forward and fell to the ground, the person I was thinking of was the motivation for me to get up a thousand times after falling down a thousand times.

Qi Fengyao, what a coincidence, I thought so too.

The two stood quietly like this for a while, Qi Fengyao turned his head away from Yun Zaiye's shoulder and said, "I contacted my aunt at that time, let's go and sit down?"

Yun Zaiye was stunned for a moment, then turned around, "Isn't it too sudden to see your aunt?"

After Qi Fengyao's parents passed away, his aunt was his only support, and she was a very important person to him.

And he only had a short communication with his aunt on the phone, so he was really not ready for such a sudden visit.

Qi Fengyao seemed to see his embarrassment, and stepped forward to hook his fingers.

"It's okay, my family is also your family. It's just like I see your parents, nothing special, just go to see her."

After arriving downstairs at my aunt's house, the atmosphere was not as embarrassing as I imagined.After the aunt brought tea, she sat on the sofa and chatted with the two of them.

Suddenly, my aunt said, "Xiaoyao, go to the kitchen and wash the fruits on the cabinet."

"Oh, yes." Qi Fengyao agreed, got up and walked to the kitchen.

Suddenly, the living room changed into another atmosphere.

"Are you older than Xiaoyao?"

"Yes."

The aunt smiled, "Yes, it seems that you are much more mature than him."

Yun Zaiye didn't speak, but smiled and waited for the next sentence.

"I don't want to say those useless things, because I know how much Xiaoyao loves you, and I don't think you will let him down. But you have to understand that with such a relationship, the road ahead will be difficult."

"Then do you mind such feelings?"

"Me? Of course I won't."

Yun Zaye nodded, and put the teacup in his hand on the table, "That's fine, as long as there is one person in this world who recognizes such feelings, then its existence is reasonable and meaningful. I never think that this way It is difficult to go, I know that such a relationship may be criticized by many people and will not be accepted, but I can overcome these difficulties."

"Because there is Qi Fengyao on this road, so this road is not difficult to walk."

After Qi Fengyao brought the fruit, the three of them chatted about homework again.

Because they still had to drive back to Nanchuan, the two of them didn't stay long. They rejected my aunt's invitation to stay and eat together, and returned to Nanchuan when the sky was completely dark.

After parking the car, Yun Zaiye turned around and looked at Qi Fengyao, raised his eyebrows and said, "Hotpot?"

Qi Fengyao was taken aback for a moment, then he reacted and smiled, "No, I want to eat barbecue today!"

Yun Zaiye spread his hands and shrugged, "Okay, let's accompany you to eat unhealthy food!"

When he got home, he had already exceeded the elite work and rest time of Young Master Yun.

The two didn't procrastinate much. After taking turns in the bathroom and taking a shower, they turned off the lights and got under the covers.

As soon as he lay down, Qi Fengyao's restless hands groped back and forth on Yun Zaiye's body.

"Hiss", the sound of Yun Zaiye gasping suddenly came from the darkness.

Qi Fengyao hurriedly raised his hand, leaned forward and asked, "What's the matter, does it hurt?"

"fine."

After a pause for a few seconds, Qi Fengyao was still worried, so he got up and turned on the light, then turned his gaze back to Yun Zaye.

"Where did you touch just now, let me see."

The two debated for a long time, and finally Yun Zaiye compromised.

The thin pajamas were pulled up to the waist, revealing a tattoo that was still red and swollen on the side.

It's a very ingenious position, under the ribs, and can be protected under the arms.

It was a moon with a light gradient, and there were three tiny letters tattooed on it, which were the abbreviations of Qi Fengyao's name.

Qi Fengyao stared blankly for a while, then raised his hand and gently covered it.

"Does it hurt?"

Yun Zaiye smiled, "Fortunately, it doesn't hurt so much now."

"Why are you tattooing this?"

Qi Fengyao thought for a while, the redness and swelling haven't gone away, the tattoo must have just happened not long ago.From this point of view, it should be the day of the movie appointment, and the tattoo is the reason for him being late for the appointment.

"Why do you have this tattoo? Because my children are always not confident and always doubt their own abilities. Because my children are already so good, but they always look back on the past frequently and always question their choices."

"When I first got to know you and decided to be with you, I was thinking that if I got a tattoo, I would definitely get a moon tattoo. Because I want to be your only light source in every night you can't get over by yourself. "

After staying at school for a few more days, Yun Zaye packed up his things and prepared to go home.

After moving the books and clothes to the car, Yun Zaiye turned back to Qi Fengyao who was standing aside.

"Why, don't you want me?" Yun Zaiye raised his hand and tugged at the corner of Qi Fengyao's mouth.

Without making a sound, Qi Fengyao lowered his head and stared at the ground.

"Okay." Yun Zaiye pulled him into his arms, and touched Qi Fengyao's soft hair with his big hands, "I'll go back and put some things with my parents, and I'll come to see you after a while."

"I'm not..." Qi Fengyao broke out of Yun Zaiye's arms, and looked into the distance without focus, "I'm not because you can't accompany me, you should spend more time with your uncles and aunts..."

"What's that for?"

"Have you figured it out? Do you really want to go back and tell your uncle and aunt about the two of us?"

"Yes, I've made up my mind." Yun Zaye nodded, "It will happen sooner or later, no matter what their attitude is, I will stick to my own decision."

Seeing that Qi Fengyao was still full of worry, Yun Zaiye patted him on the shoulder, "It's okay, it's not that serious. Since I was in elementary school, my parents didn't interfere with my decision much, as long as I can do it myself This decision is responsible and they will not interfere."

"But I still..."

"Okay, okay." Yun Zaiye interrupted Qi Fengyao's words, "Don't worry, I'll take care of myself, okay? You only need to take care of yourself during this time, and then wait for me to come to you. "