moon illusion

Now Qi Fengyao couldn't fall asleep either, so he simply got up after flipping twice.

When I walked into the living room, there was no one in the house.

The dishes in the sink have been washed and taken back to the cabinet.There is a small plate of fried eggs and sandwiches on the dining table, with a glass of warm milk next to it.

Qi Fengyao took a sip of milk, and was about to go to his cell phone to make a call, when there was the sound of the door lock ringing.

The next second, the door was opened.

Before seeing Yun Zaiye's figure, a bunch of elegant and clean lilies came into Qi Fengyao's eyes.

"This is……"

While changing his shoes, Yun Zaiye replied, "I think chrysanthemums are too tacky, so I changed them to lilies. Hurry up and eat breakfast, we will go back to cross the river later..."

There was no sound for a long time, Yun Zaiye changed his shoes and looked up, and saw Qi Fengyao standing by the dining table with red eyes and trying to hold back his voice.

Putting the bouquet on the cabinet at the entrance, Yun Zaiye raised his hand and walked over, "Why are you crying?"

"You still remember...you are so kind..."

Yun Zaiye smiled, "You know I'm alright? Hurry up and have breakfast, it'll get cold later."

After seeing Qi Fengyao obediently sitting back at the dining table and nibbling on a sandwich, Yun Zaiye turned around and walked to the living room with his mobile phone.

"Hey, Uncle Liu, have you come over yet?"

"Then please wait downstairs for a moment, I'll go down right away."

"Well, thank you."

After hanging up the phone, Qi Fengyao turned around and saw Qi Fengyao who was already fully dressed.

"So fast, has the bread swallowed?"

Qi Fengyao raised his eyebrows, his mouth was still chewing.

After a few minutes, the two went downstairs.

Mr. Yun's secretary had already brought the car over and waited downstairs.Seeing Yun Zaiye approaching, Secretary Liu quickly stepped forward to meet him.

After thanking him, Yun Zaiye raised his head to signal Qi Fengyao to get on the car, and then walked around to the other side of the car.

After a while, the car drove on the highway smoothly, and the car was very quiet, only the sound of the wind outside the car window.

Suddenly, Qi Fengyao said, "You know what? I've always regretted it."

Yun Zaiye didn't speak, but just listened to what Qi Fengyao said next.

"I have been blaming myself for a long time, why did I mess with them in the first place, why did I propose to travel, and why did I choose a destination so far away?"

"It would take one of so many factors to change, and maybe they wouldn't have left."

"Or, if I was sitting in the co-pilot at the time. Then... maybe I was the one who left, maybe that's not the case."

As soon as the words fell, Yun Zaiye's calm voice as always sounded in the carriage.

"The departure of my uncle and aunt was an accident. No one could have predicted it in advance. It has nothing to do with any of your thoughts or decisions."

"By the way, let me tell you a secret, a secret about why you are unscathed."

Under Qi Fengyao's gaze, Yun Zaiye slowly said, "In the summer when the accident happened, I met some friends and went to Tibet for a trip. On July [-]th, I was in Lhasa and visited the Potala Palace."

"I knelt in front of the ten thousand gods and Buddhas and prayed devoutly, hoping that they would bless my family members who are away from home and be safe, healthy and happy."

"I went to worship because my parents were abroad during that time, and I always felt flustered. I didn't know until I met you. It turns out that the Buddha has already recognized you as my dear and beloved family member."

Listening to Yun Zaiye's calm voice, Qi Fengyao's restless heart gradually calmed down.

After a long time, Qi Fengyao asked, "Yun Zaiye, if you have the courage to face the past, then can I also have the courage to forgive myself?"

"You have always been braver than me, Fengyao, what you should do is not to forgive yourself, but to get out of your memories and let yourself go."

There was another long silence, the carriage was silent, only the sound of the wind outside the window and the occasional sound of the horn.

After about two-thirds of the journey, Qi Fengyao adjusted his emotions.He lowered his head and blinked, then looked up at Yun Zaiye.

"Forgot to talk about the business." Qi Fengyao coughed twice to make his voice less dull, "What did you do yesterday?"

"Yesterday? When?"

"That's when we made an appointment to meet at six o'clock but you came late."

"Ah, then... I won't tell you!"

"...Are you sure you don't want to tell me?"

"Sure, I just won't tell you!"

After finally adjusting his emotions, Yun Zaiye aroused an unknown anger.

Qi Fengyao didn't speak any more, took out the earphones and put them on, then turned his head and looked out the window, as if he had fallen asleep.

Yun Zaiye called twice but no one answered, he smiled and didn't speak again.

About half an hour later, the car drove into the high-speed exit for crossing the river.

"Where do you go?" Yun Zaiye leaned the car against the side of the road, raised his hand and poked Qi Fengyao's waist, "I haven't been here before, so I don't know the way."

Sure enough, he was pretending to be asleep, and with a light touch, Qi Fengyao took off his earphones and turned around.

"It's not too big to cross the river, I'll show you the way and you drive."

"Row."

After walking and stopping in the crowd of traffic for about half an hour, the car drove into the road in front of the cemetery.

"I won't go in, you go, I'll wait for you outside."

Just as Qi Fengyao was about to say something, he immediately stuck it in his mouth, "...Okay."

Went to the trunk to get lilies and candles, Yun Zaiye stood by the car and watched Qi Fengyao step by step up the steps at the entrance of the cemetery, and finally disappeared on the steps at the end.

After seeing Qi Fengyao go in, Yun Zaiye turned around and sat back in the car, took out his mobile phone and searched for something, while switching between deleting, deleting and subtracting from the memo.

Yaoyao's birthday needs to be well prepared.

When Young Master Yun lowered his head and recorded the information seriously, the sky outside the car window gradually became overcast, and then a few light rains hit the car window.

Yun Zaiye frowned, put the phone back in his pocket, turned and got out of the car.

Once the family drove out for a stroll, but it rained on the way, so they hurried to the car, but the mother was still wet, and she was sick for more than a week after returning home.

Since then, my father has always remembered to put two umbrellas in the car, a parasol and an umbrella.

Yun Zaiye rummaged through the trunk for a while, took out an umbrella from the storage box, opened it and walked into the cemetery.

This is the first time he has entered the cemetery. Grandparents are buried in the mountains of their hometown. Grandparents are still out of town and haven't been there much.

Rows of white tombstones stretched neatly along the low mountain. The pine trees interspersed in the middle were already green and tall, but they were covered with a layer of gray under the cover of the rain.

Because it was not a day like Qingming, there were not many people in the cemetery, Yun Zaiye walked in at a faster pace while searching for Qi Fengyao's figure.

After bypassing two small paths, Yun Zaiye saw Qi Fengyao's figure with his back turned to him.

Yun Zaiye looked at Qi Fengyao's shrugging shoulders, and then at the rain that would not get bigger for the time being. After thinking about it, he still didn't pass, but stood beside a pine tree not far from Qi Feng wait.

When Qi Fengyao was about to get up, Yun Zaiye quickly stepped forward with the umbrella in his hand, covering him completely under the umbrella.

"How did you come?"

"I think it's raining, and I waited for you in the car. I haven't seen you back for a long time, so I thought I'd come down and pick you up." Yun Zaiye took out a few handkerchiefs and handed them to Qi Fengyao while talking, "I didn't expect that I came by such a coincidence that you were ready to leave as soon as you arrived."

Qi Fengyao smiled, took the paper and wiped the water droplets on his face.

"Let me hold an umbrella, higher than you."

Hearing this, Yun Zaiye's chest froze, wondering if he could swear in front of his father-in-law and mother-in-law.

Enduring and enduring, Yun Zaiye showed a half-hearted smile, and said, "Isn't it just two centimeters?"

Afterwards, Qi Fengyao showed a sly smile, and raised his hand to take the umbrella, "There is no way, you are only two centimeters short..."

The two returned to the car arguing, blocking the growing rain from the window.

"Where is this going?"

Qi Fengyao tilted his head and thought for a while, then said, "Let's take you to the shop next to my high school to eat chaoshou!"

Yun Zaiye fastened his seat belt and stepped on the accelerator, "It's just right, I'm really hungry."

When we came out of the restaurant, the rain had stopped.

The sun that belongs to summer illuminates the sky again.

The moment the car door was closed, Qi Fengyao looked up and saw something, and immediately turned around and tugged at Yun Zaiye's sleeve, "Look, look, rainbow! It's a rainbow!"

Yun Zaiye hadn't put one of his legs in the car, so he almost lay down in the driver's cab.

"Kid Yaoyao is so innocent, and still likes rainbows?"

This time, after waiting for a long time, Qi Fengyao's cheerful voice came, "Not all of them! Actually, I like the rainbow I saw when I was with you!"

After wandering around for a while, the two drove to Qi Fengyao's high school.

Fortunately, there was no holiday in high school yet, so Qi Fengyao reported the name of his head teacher Zhao Lu to the gatekeeper, and ran in with Yun Zaiye.

Walking on campus, Qi Fengyao told Yun Zaiye about his life here.

For Qi Fengyao, it is really rare to speak so many words at once.Yun Zaiye didn't open his mouth all the time, he smiled and watched Qi Fengyao talking about his rebellious high school life.

When he walked to the playground, Qi Fengyao stopped suddenly.

"Question, where did we first meet?"

It's fine, just... quite suddenly.

Yun Zaye thought for a while and said, "The library, the library of Nanchuan University."

Qi Fengyao frowned and thought for a while, then clapped his hands, "Yes, it was that time. But do you know when I saw you?"

"What's the difference between these two questions?"

"Of course, one is wishful thinking, and the other is mutual love!"

Yun Zaiye smiled, shook his head and said he didn't know.

Qi Fengyao pointed to the propaganda wall on the other side of the playground and said, "It's over there."

"When I was dragged by the teacher to participate in the physics competition, I saw your report over there."

"That's right, the genius boy from Nanchuan!"