moon illusion

Back in the room, Yun Zaiye turned on his phone, ready to invite Qi Fengyao.

Just after opening the dialog box, Yun Zaiye saw the message he sent last time.

Qi Fengyao never replied.

Why didn't he reply to himself?

It's impossible not to see it for so long, the phone should be charged when it's dead, and the possibility of losing it is not very high... Then why hasn't he replied to himself?

After looking through the phone for a long time, Yun Zaiye was still not ready.

Simply throwing the phone on the table, lit a cigarette and leaned against the window sill, looking at the street lamps beside the road through the dense branches and leaves of the trees, casting shadows on the road.

Before, time was too tight, and there were too many things to do, so I didn't calm down and go through it seriously, to sort out my vague emotions.

In his own perception, Qi Fengyao broke into his own world in the bathroom of a bar about a month ago.

At that time, what he blurted out was his own name, but he had no memory of him at all.

Later, I used the reason of "managing membership" to add his WeChat by accident, and received the slightly hypocritical help message when he was in a coma with a high fever.

Later, upholding the spirit of humanitarianism, he stayed with Qi Fengyao in the hospital for a night, and only when he woke up in a daze did he tell the whole story about his life.

At that time, it was probably the time when Qi Fengyao trusted himself the most!

It should have been at that time, and I was slightly shaken.

But thinking about it now, there are many details that I dare not go into.

The first time he spoke, he called out his own name. Although he later explained that the name "Yun Zaiye" was heard in school, but Yun Zaiye always felt that something was missing. After all, the sentence "You don't Remember me?" Let yourself really be impressed.

Furthermore, human beings are animals dominated by emotions.

When he has nothing and is in a difficult situation, he will always have a temporary dependence on the person who reaches out to him.

In the same way, when a person who has always been straightforward and careless suddenly has a person who is extremely dependent on him, can that care and compassion be regarded as love?

If this topic was put on five years ago, then I would not have thought about it so much.Regardless of whether it is love or not, at least I will not shrink back.But five years later, I had seen too much and understood too much, which made me cautious, and I didn't dare to reach out to touch the person who attracted me so easily.

The smoke was gone, and Yun Zaiye did not get any useful results.

Maybe I need to find an experienced person and listen to his advice.

After going through it in his mind, Yun Zaiye finally decided on the candidate, Bai Lang who is currently the only one who has a girlfriend.Although this kind of feeling will be more or less different, but the essence should be the same.

Sitting back at the desk, Yun Zaiye dialed the phone and called Bai Lang.

"In the wild! Why did you suddenly think of me?"

"Suddenly?" Yun Zaiye smiled, "It's okay, I'll chat with you for a while!"

"Tsk tsk tsk, let's chat!" Bai Lang's arrogant laughter came from the other end of the phone, "I don't believe it, tell me, what does Young Master Yun need for you to solve your problems?"

"Sure enough, you still understand me." Yun Zaiye sighed helplessly, thinking about how to speak.

"I ask you, if you have never thought about the characteristics of the person in your heart before, but one day a person suddenly appears in front of you, and you see him and think 'yes, this is the person', you What kind of emotion do you think this is?"

Bai Lang was a little dizzy from being surrounded, and he paused for two or three seconds before he opened his mouth to say, "So... Young Master Yun has someone he likes?"

"Leave that alone and answer the question."

Seeing that Yun Zaiye's attitude was really serious, Bai Lang put away his playful tone and said seriously, "It's hard to say, anyway, I don't believe in love at first sight. Maybe you think it's her at this moment, but if you really go deep After you get to know and get in touch with this person, it may be completely different from the feeling that this person gave you for the first time, and you may not have that kind of heart-pounding feeling at that time.”

Yun Zaiye nodded with his mobile phone, "Then, a weak person met you when he needed help and became dependent on you. What do you think this dependence is?"

"Damn, there's nothing to worry about!" Bai Lang raised his voice slightly, "When my third mother's youngest daughter was hospitalized a while ago, their family members were so busy that I was the only one who was free to take care of her when I was on vacation. Sending food, she is very dependent on me now, and even gave me a Barbie doll!"

"..." Yun Zaiye suddenly felt that he thought that 'Bai Lang is reliable' was very unreliable.

With the last shred of trust in his hands, Yun Zaiye still opened his mouth, "Then if you were afraid of trouble at first, but enjoy this person's dependence on you at this time, and want to treat him better, what is it?"

Listening to Yun Zaiye's narration, Bai Lang's voice became brighter and brighter, "I have experience in this! Let me tell you this, I really hate children, but every time my third mother, the little daughter sees me, she will Give me her snacks, I enjoy it a little bit, and then, I think about such a little girl, my parents are too busy to come to the hospital to take care of her, I think I should treat this little girl better, It's that simple!"

Listening to Bai Lang's rambling voice, Yun Zaiye felt more and more that his choice was a mistake.

"You are busy first, I'll hang up." Yun Zaiye interrupted Bai Lang's narration embarrassingly, preparing to end this false heart-to-heart talk.

"Hey, don't stop!" Hearing Yun Zaiye's movements, Bai Lang hurriedly stopped him, "I'm serious, I'll analyze it for you seriously, don't worry!"

"No, I don't trust you anymore, goodbye."

"Don't, don't, I'm really, I'm really serious about this, you can listen to it for a while before deciding."

"……What do you say."

Finally compromised.

"Well... can I gossip first? Are you a hero saving the beauty?"

"Bye."

"Don't let me be wrong, I won't inquire, I will analyze it for you."

"..."

"I probably understand a little bit, that is, you helped a little girl, and then she was very dependent on you. As a result, you didn't worry about these things, but you felt that you liked helping this girl, and then you wondered if you liked it, right? ?”

"Yes." I thank you for repeating the story line again, but the title 'little girl' is still interesting.

"That's fine, I understand. Let me tell you, this matter is probably a bit mysterious. If you put this matter on me, it is [-]% normal, but you are different. You are so unenthusiastic It’s already abnormal for a person who suddenly enjoys being dependent on you, isn’t it?!”

"Hehe." Yun Zaye said, "I'm not enthusiastic? Then I should treat my review notes before going abroad as a dog!"

After all, Yun Zaiye finally didn't soften his heart, and hung up the phone decisively.

Sure enough, the few around me are reliable.

Holding his head, Yun Zaiye looked at the tabletop in a daze.

Half an hour later, Yun Zaiye still picked up the phone.

Forget it, why bother thinking about it here.Since you want to know so much, why not just ask the person involved!

This time without any further hesitation, Yun Zaiye quickly sent a message.

Yun Zaiye: Are there any arrangements for the night of the Lantern Festival?

Probably because he knew what he wanted, Qi Fengyao quickly replied to the message, and by the way, solved Yun Zaiye's previous grudge.

Qi Fengyao: Not yet, what's the matter?

Qi Fengyao: Sorry, last time I saw your message, the battery ran out halfway through the reply, and I forgot to reply to you when I got home.

At this moment, Qi Fengyao, who was sitting on the sofa watching a variety show, replied the message with one hand, while stroking Mi Xiu's head with the other.

Even he himself didn't realize that he seemed to be expecting something.

A few seconds later, Yun Zaiye replied the message.

Yun Zaye: Then how about having dinner at my house?My mother's handicraft is very good [smile]

This message, Yun Zaiye did not wait for an immediate reply.

Qi Fengyao, who received this message, seemed to be dazzled by some huge impact, and was at a loss while holding the phone.Mi Xiu, who was squatting by the side, also whimpered dissatisfied because of the sudden stop of the master's stroking.

On the night of the Lantern Festival, Yun Zaiye invited himself to his home.

Then he must meet his parents, right?I may not be able to please the elders, right?They ask about their families, and where does that begin?

Most importantly, during the Lantern Festival, what kind of identity do I integrate into their family gatherings?

At this moment, Yun Zaiye, who was also nervous, paced back and forth in the bedroom with his mobile phone, looking down at the chat interface from time to time.

I haven't replied for so long. Is it because I don't want to come but I haven't figured out how to refuse?

In the next second, the phone issued a notification in Yun Zaye's palm.

Qi Fengyao: Why did you suddenly invite me? Wouldn't it be too abrupt for me to go?

Looking at the text on the screen, Yun Zaiye smiled slightly and shook his head.

For a long time, Qi Fengyao has always been strong and distant in front of him, as if he didn't want to cause trouble to anyone, and cut off all contact with the outside world as much as possible.

Yun Zaiye almost believed these false pretense, and Qi Fengyao didn't bother with those things he didn't have.Such as friends, family, lover.

But this text, which is full of temptations but still seems alienated and indifferent, allows Yun Zaiye to see Qi Fengyao's longing for relatives and friends wrapped up in his careful probing.

He wouldn't like to come to this world naked, live his whole life naked, and then die naked alone.

No one will like it.

Seems to be a bit of a difficult kid.

It took a long time for Yun Zaiye to send out a message, like childish revenge between children, wanting Qi Fengyao to wait a little longer and be impatient.