moon illusion

"Yun Zaiye, happy new year! I am very happy to welcome the new year with you. In this year, I hope you will not be polished, and you will always be bright and aboveboard. I hope you can walk through mountains and rivers, write gentle words, and hug Frank love. Of course, I will also send my blessings at the end—peace and joy, and everything will be successful.”

Yun Zaiye smiled, and looked up at the window that was already lit.

Yun Zaiye: You come to the window.

Qi Fengyao: What are you doing?

I saw the figure that appeared next to the balcony fence.

Yun Jae Ye: You clenched your hands into fists and raised them above your head.

Looking at the blurry figure, he obediently complied.

Qi Fengyao: Then what?

Yun Zaye: Then you opened your hand, and you set off a firework for yourself.

Qi Fengyao: Tsk, I thought you had some creativity!Such an old-fashioned thing, is there no Internet in foreign countries?

Seeing Qi Fengyao's merciless complaints, Yun Zaiye shook his head and smiled helplessly.Put your phone on the passenger seat and get ready to drive home.

Qi Fengyao stood on the balcony, watching the car turn around and speed up, and then disappeared into the hazy night.

After blowing the wind for a while, Qi Fengyao put out the cigarette butt and walked into the living room. He was about to hug Mi Xiu, but when he lowered his head, he saw the unusually festive red scarf around his neck.

Oops, how could I forget this!

Qi Fengyao sat on the sofa holding the phone and frowning, the red scarf was folded and placed on Qi Fengyao's lap.

He stared at the phone seriously, there are 2 minutes left, and he will leave in 10 minutes, should it be enough to get home?

After 2 long minutes, Qi Fengyao immediately sent out the edited message.

Qi Fengyao: Did you get home safely?

Within a few seconds, I received a reply from Yun Zaiye: I'm back, it's safe.

Qi Fengyao: That's good, right, you left the scarf with me today.

Yun Zaye: That’s it, it’s okay!That scarf was newly bought during the Chinese New Year, if you don't mind it, just keep it.I'm going to bed, go to bed early, good night.

Looking at those words, Qi Fengyao once again thanked himself for his touching memory.

Qi Fengyao: Okay, good night.

In the following days, neither of them contacted each other again.The care and companionship of the past few days was like a big spring and autumn dream, awakened by the wind in the cold winter.

On the evening of the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, Qi Fengyao guessed that Mo Xun's shop should open, so he changed his clothes and rode to the bar.

Before he reached the door, he saw the dazzling neon lights outside the door.

Qi Fengyao smiled, lowered his head and locked the car, pushed the door and walked in.

Seeing that it was Qi Fengyao, the waiter at the door immediately took him to the exclusive seat where Qi Fengyao chatted with the boss, and turned on the walkie-talkie to call Mo Xun from the bar.

Through the lingering smoke, Qi Fengyao looked at the writhing crowd on the dance floor and the constantly changing lights overhead.

Life is really unpredictable, just like fate is a mysterious thing, no one can predict who will break into your life in the next second, and no one can know, among all the living beings in the world , who is the passer-by who has gone through once in your life, and who is the white moonlight who lives in your heart for a long time and cannot be driven away or held back.

"Pa", Qi Fengyao's thoughts were interrupted by Mo Xun's snapping fingers.

A glass of water was passed in front of him, Qi Fengyao took it, it was not cold, but still warm.

"Why didn't you add ice today?"

Mo Xun lit a cigarette, leaned on the sofa and laughed.

"Your Mr. Yun came to the bar to ask for leave for you when you had a high fever and passed out. By the way, before leaving, he told me to be nice to the staff and not let him drink ice water."

It turned out to be like this.But even if he mistakenly thought that he was really an employee of the bar, didn't he tell himself to remember to ask the boss for leave after he woke up?Why did he come to ask for leave in person?

Looking at Qi Fengyao in a daze in front of him, Mo Xun raised his hand and waved away the smoke between the two of them.

"I know why you've been obsessed with him for so long." Mo Xun put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, raised his hand and poured some water into it, and the cigarette in the ashtray was chopped off in half.

"If it were me, it would be hard to say that I wouldn't be tempted. Just looking at the appearance, although you are no worse than him, he is obviously more popular with girls. As for you, tsk tsk tsk, you are too hostile .”

Qi Fengyao, who had just taken a sip of water, immediately choked and coughed. Didn't she really use this kind of rhetoric for herself?

"Looking at his knowledge and family background, where do you think he is studying abroad now? Prince...Princeton, right? Although I don't know much about it, it must be world-class, otherwise he wouldn't need to travel thousands of miles to study. Looking back at his family background, The son of the richest man in N City, before I met him, I had already seen the building donated by his father in Nanchuan University!"

"So, to sum it up, if you hadn't set your sights on him first, maybe I would have done it!" Mo Xun picked up the wine glass in front of him, raised his head and drank it down.

Qi Fengyao sat opposite, and laughed when he heard this.

"You won't. I think even if there is another son of the richest man in the country who is better looking than Yun Zaye and has a better education, you won't like that person. Because the person you live in your heart will never have the possibility of leaving .”

Hearing this, Mo Xun immediately raised his head, but quickly lowered his head again, unable to see her expression clearly.

Yes, she didn't expect that she would come to this point in the end.When they were together, they thought about their future work, their future family, and even sat on the playground together and conceived how they would decorate their house when they had a house...

Forget it, let's do it!It is a bad thing for him to leave, at least Mo Xun knows that in his short life, he has one and only one lover, and if he loves himself until the last moment of his life, he has loved himself for the rest of his life.

When they spoke again, the two had already changed the subject tacitly, chatting about some irrelevant things.

"The bar will have a party on the Lantern Festival, come over to have fun then?"

"It's hard to say." Qi Fengyao put on his coat and stood up, "If there is no arrangement, come here."

Mo Xun let out a slight laugh, and looked up at the man in front of him, "Qi Fengyao, has anyone told you that you are living like a married man now."

Saying goodbye to Mo Xun, Qi Fengyao rode back home.

As soon as he entered the door, he was greeted with a warm welcome by Mi Xiu. After changing his shoes, Qi Fengyao picked up Mi Xiu, sat on the carpet and opened an old movie from a long time ago, blending with the night outside the window.

Looking at the blurry picture quality in the movie, Qi Fengyao's thoughts drifted back to junior high school——

All along, he doesn't seem to be so secure in his relationship.

It's not that I didn't have good friends in elementary school, but in junior high school, I would stop contacting for no reason; it's not that I didn't get stopped by pretty girls in junior high school, but I just couldn't get interested; in high school, I also thought about taking the initiative to talk to others To make friends, but whenever someone approaches me, I will subconsciously avoid and get bored.

So after so long, I have always been alone, just like when I came to this world alone, will I leave alone?

Qi Fengyao became irritable for no reason, put Mi Xiu aside, got up and walked into the bathroom.

Yun Zaiye, who just came out of the shower, was called down by his mother before he could dry his hair.

While putting on his clothes, Yun Zaiye took a towel and rubbed his hair carelessly.

"What's wrong, Mom?" Yun Zaiye walked to the sofa and sat beside his mother.

"How about that Su Ya I saw today? Do you have a good impression?"

"..." He knew that today's meal was far more than that simple, and he called it a gathering with his old colleagues. Ever since Yun Zaiye entered the box, he had already realized that he had been fooled by his parents. .

Only three old colleagues from Dad's company went there, but the family members brought a lot of them, all of them dressed in gaudy clothes, which was really not Yun Zaiye's aesthetic.

"Mom, I don't feel anything for her."

"Ah, I think your Uncle Su's daughter is pretty good! Then who... Tang Jing? Mom thinks that girl is pretty good too?"

Yun Zaiye recalled the girl named Tang Jing at the dinner just now... Forget it!

"Mom, why do you think that girl is not bad?"

"If neither of these two works, Xu Jie will definitely not like you! Then tell me, what do you want?!" Mrs. Yun's blood pressure was slightly high, and she looked at her son with her mouth curled up.

At that moment, another face suddenly appeared in Yun Zaiye's heart, constantly shouting at him: He is the one I want.

But immediately, Yun Zaiye was taken aback by his own thoughts.

Qi Fengyao?How could it be him?

Even though it's true that I haven't been in a relationship for so many years, and I haven't been attracted to any girl, it doesn't mean that I...will like Qi Fengyao, right?

Yun Zaiye's mind went blank for a moment, he didn't know what he had said to his mother, so he went upstairs in a daze.

No, I can't sleep!

Yun Zaye struggled on the bed with his eyes closed for nearly an hour, but still failed to fall asleep.

The more he warned himself not to think wildly, the clearer his brain became, even Qi Fengyao's face, figure and every move began to become clearer in his mind.

Calm as a cloud, he didn't let the bad situation develop, but went to the drawer of the living room and found half a sleeping pill, swallowed it with water, and went back upstairs to sleep.

I thought this night would be clean and dreamless, but at dawn, Yun Zaiye was delayed by a dream for half an hour before getting up.

After opening his eyes, Yun Zaye lay on the bed frowning.

He had a dream just now, the content of the dream was not allowed to be written by Jinjiang, but he could clearly see the owner of the dream, one was him, and the other was Qi Fengyao.

After calming down on the bed for a while, Yun Zaiye finally convinced himself, then got up and walked to the bathroom.