moon illusion

Xu Nuo put down half a cup of warm water, turned around and walked to the bathroom, and after a while, he walked over with a wet towel, and gently wiped Qi Fengyao's sweaty cheeks.

"Yun Zaiye... Yun Zaiye..." Qi Fengyao murmured, but couldn't quite hear what he was talking about.

Xu Nuo stood up, ready to go to the bathroom to wring out the towel again.

But when she just stood up, someone behind her suddenly grabbed her wrist, and then she fell back weightlessly, falling into an embrace full of alcohol but extremely warm——

"Don't go, please..." The young man's hoarse voice after drinking slowly came out close to her ear, his hands tightly wrapped around her waist, and the alcohol-smelling breath sprayed on her. On the cheeks... everything is an addictive poison.

so be it……

Xu Nuo thought about it, then closed his eyes and hugged the boy he liked, and plunged into the abyss full of temptations but also full of thorns.

Early the next morning, a severe headache forced Qi Fengyao to wake up from his sleep.

is this at homeHow did you come back?While thinking about it, Qi Fengyao wanted to get up, but suddenly found something pressing on his arm, and turned his head—it turned out to be a promise!

Why is she here?What happened last night?

Accompanied by a headache enough to make people sober, Qi Fengyao gradually recalled the situation last night - he was drunk in the bar, and then he seemed to be helped into the car and sent home.When I was powerless and sat on the ground, I seemed to vaguely see a person squatting in front of me, and when that person was about to leave, I grabbed that person and begged him not to leave, because that person... was Yun Zaiye.

Afterwards, the two hugged each other with the help of alcohol...until they lost consciousness and fell into a deep sleep.

Damn it!

Qi Fengyao sat up and fanned himself on the face, trying to wake himself up.

Last night, after being drunk, I took Xu Nuo as Yun Zaiye, and I didn't know if he was willing or not... It's really not a thing!

While Qi Fengyao felt contemptuous of his despicable behavior, he was anxious about how to explain it to Xu Nuo.

When Qi Fengyao was sitting by the bed without a clue, a pair of arms suddenly wrapped around his neck from behind, and then the girl's voice rang beside his ears, "Don't you want to sleep for a while? Today is the weekend..."

Qi Fengyao took the girl's arm off his body, turned his head and said: "I'm sorry, I was drunk last night and I was really unconscious. I'm very sorry for you doing such a thing. You can do whatever you want, as long as I will do it if I can.”

Looking at Qi Fengyao, Xu Nuo sat on the bed and suddenly smiled, "I don't need you to compensate me, we are yours and I wish, don't make it look like an illegal transaction ~ In order to get you drunk, I spent a lot of money yesterday. Don't worry about it!"

Qi Fengyao sat on the side of the bed feeling dazed, "You mean...you planned this?"

"That's right~" Xu Nuo said with a smile, "I didn't drink the same kind of wine as you last night. Your glasses were all sixty-degree spirits. If I didn't do this, I might not be able to get is you……"

Qi Fengyao didn't say a word, put on his clothes with a livid face, slammed the door and went out.

For the remaining few days, Qi Fengyao ignored all the phone calls, text messages and figures standing outside the classroom from Xu Nuo.

There is an experimental class today, and it is still the teacher Noah.Yun Zaiye was very conscious, standing alone in front of an experiment table, ready to continue the experience of the last solo experiment.

But history is always surprisingly similar, just as Yun Zaiye stood still, a little golden sun consciously came to his side.

Yun Zaiye opened his mouth and was about to say something, but the little sun took the lead.He stared into Yun Zaiye's eyes, and told Yun Zaiye seriously that he couldn't reject him, that he really wanted to be his friend, and it would be a terrible thing to lose such a friend as himself!

Yun Zaiye looked at the little sun who was nearly half a head shorter than himself in front of him, with a golden curly hair on his head, and looked up at himself seriously, with the threat of "you will lose me if you don't believe me" written all over his face... …

"Pfft", Yun Zaiye suddenly laughed.This boy is indeed a bit... stupid, no, no, no, cute.Although he has an aristocratic family background that is enough to overwhelm everyone, and has been scrambled by major food clubs, but no matter how you look at it, he is a child who has not yet grown up, and his emotions are expressed unreservedly on his face - so unreserved. Do your children come to study psychology? !

Yun Zaiye looked at Little Sun and finally nodded, indicating that he could be in a group with him.

Obviously, Little Sun already felt that he was about to be rejected again, but the plot turned too far, Little Sun widened his eyes, tried hard to confirm, and then gave Yun Zaiye an unexpected hug with great joy!

When the enthusiasm and strangeness at the beginning of school gradually faded away, everyone basically began to live the same repetitive life every day, which was bland and without waves.

It's been nearly a week since he had no contact with Xu Nuo. It's not that he doesn't want to be responsible, but he can't let himself communicate with Xu Nuo with a normal attitude.

He regretted choosing the promise, regretted being with someone who liked him but didn't like him, regretted being unguarded and getting drunk that day... He felt that he had hurt a person who really liked him, but he didn't know how to deal with it she.

Until this afternoon, Qi Fengyao, who had just finished his physical education class, was abruptly stopped by Xu Nuo standing at the gate of the stadium.

"Qi Fengyao, why do you keep avoiding me?"

"I don't know what to say to you. Every time I see you, I think of that night... I can't accept myself like this, it's terrible."

Just like what I thought, Xu Nuo breathed a sigh of relief, stretched out his hand to hold Qi Fengyao, and asked him to stand opposite him, "Qi Fengyao, you don't owe me anything, whether you like you or you don't have any worries Going into the swamp was all my wishful thinking, and you don't need to be responsible to me."

Qi Fengyao remained silent, without saying a word, staring straight at Xu Nuo with a little doubt and temptation in his eyes.

But after all, she couldn't see anything. She only knew that Xu Nuo's fearless eyes were telling herself that she was telling the truth.

Qi Fengyao lowered his head, took a deep breath, and put on a bright and unique smile after looking up, "Sister, let's separate, I'm not suitable for you, I can't give you anything."

Xu Nuo obviously didn't expect that what he got in return for his relief was the result of a breakup, so he couldn't help but tighten his grip on Qi Fengyao's hand.

"Why? Why did you have to separate?" Xu Nuo asked.

"As I said, I can't give you anything." Qi Fengyao put his promising hand off his arm, "To some extent, we are the same kind of people. I always think that in this life, people can give Your love is limited, your passionate pursuit of love and unreserved, I have all of these...but if you give it to me, you can’t give it to others, and if I give it to another person, you can’t give it to you.”

"Besides..." Qi Fengyao lowered his head and smiled self-deprecatingly, "We haven't started yet, have we?"

A word to awaken the dreamer.

That's right, they haven't even started before, so how can they talk about being separated?Xu Nuo smiled wryly, looking at Qi Fengyao's leaving back.

After Qi Fengyao left, he called Meng Yuan, and the two made an appointment to meet at the school gate. After meeting, they went to Qi Fengyao's home together.

"Hey Fengyao, tell me what's wrong with you?" Meng Yuan has been following behind Qi Fengyao and asking, "I haven't seen you these days, why do you look so listless and sick? Or stay up late these days? No way... Did you not get along well with your classmates? What's the matter..."

"I broke up." Qi Fengyao lit a cigarette, and looked at Meng Yuan through the wisps of white smoke floating in the air.

The latter's babbling was suddenly interrupted, and he froze in place for a while, before he came back to his senses, "Separate...break up? I didn't even know you were in love with Fengyao!"

"Yes... who is it? Why did they separate?" Meng Yuan looked at Qi Fengyao cautiously.

"Promise, there is no reason, I didn't like it."

Meng Yuan didn't know what to say anymore, after all...he had never been in a relationship before!

So the two sat on the sofa without any communication, Qi Fengyao drank water without saying a word, Meng Yuan hugged Mi Xiu and kept rua, rua, it was really interesting...

Yun Zaiye was studying in Princeton step by step, until one day after class, he was suddenly stopped by the unsmiling Noah on the podium, "Aiden, come with me."

Yun Zaiye stopped in his tracks, patted Little Sun on the shoulder, and motioned him to go back first, without waiting for him.Then he picked up his backpack and followed Noah to the office.

An hour later, Yun Zaiye returned to the dormitory, and saw the little sun waiting at the door of his dormitory from a distance.

When the relationship between the two is based on mutual trust, they will have a more objective understanding of each other, just like the current Yun Zaiye.When he persuaded himself to try again and accepted a stranger frankly, Little Sun obviously did not disappoint him. For example, at this moment, Little Sun stood at the door with a packed lunch for him in his hand.

Yun Zaiye opened the door of the dormitory to let Little Sun come in, and then the two sat face to face on the coffee table and began to eat.

"Is Noah calling you a god?" Little Sun asked in that not-so-serious and fluent Chinese while stuffing noodles into his mouth.

"He wanted to set up an experimental group to do research on psychoanalysis, and invited me to join." Yun Zaiye took a sip of the juice, "It seems that he will apply for a national project next year. If he does well, he should be able to keep the research."

"Good! So you agree"

"No." Yun Zaiye shook his head, "I refused."