moon illusion

What does 500 yuan mean to you?

If you are simple, it is about half a month’s living expenses, the price of two or three pieces of clothing, or the cost of a dinner with friends; if you are extravagant, it is the price of a dinner, or a hairdressing, or Can't even afford a pair of your sneakers.

But the girl told Yun Zaiye with red eyes, what 500 yuan means to that family.

"I didn't notice that she was a woman with small feet until she ran out holding the crumpled 500 yuan bill. She slapped the car window to ask my dad to get down, pulled my dad's arm and wept, almost I fainted from crying. I just sat in the car, watching through a layer of glass, looking at the grateful aunt who seemed to have received millions, and looking at my dad who suddenly had red eyes."

"Later, I heard from my grandma that she spent the 500 yuan carefully and carefully for a long time, and she was careful and sneaky. She was afraid that the son who was not up to date would lose the gamble and come home to ask for money. Looted..."

It was the first time that Yun Zaiye clearly realized that people are not born equal, because some people have tried their best just to live.

They are trying to be optimistic in this world full of suffering, trying to find a ray of light and warmth.They have no lofty aspirations, no grand ideals, their biggest wish is to live.

Just being alive is good enough.

The first time is this story, and the second time is Jia Jia's story.

Although people in the world have their own difficulties and difficulties, what is the difference between the two stories in the final analysis?

It is obvious that the world loves God, but God cannot love everyone equally.

Is Jiajia's mother wrong?

Yun Zaiye didn't know, he only knew that Jia Jia's mother wanted to live so badly, no matter what method she used, she just wanted to live.

After thinking wildly for a while, the vibration of the phone brought Yun Zaiye's thoughts back to the space in front of him.

Glancing at the phone, it was Lin Xian's message——

"Come to Consulting Room No. [-], the time is almost up, let's get ready."

After tidying up the desktop, Yun Zaye opened the door of the No. [-] consulting room with his notebook.

Gentle light, soft music, comfortable sofa, fresh air... Under the careful preparation of the two, everything here looks so beautiful, making people yearn for it and not wanting to leave.

But... It's ten past nine, and Jiajia hasn't come yet.

Yun Zaiye looked at his watch with an anxious look on his face.Lin Xian patted Yun Jae-ye on the shoulder, "It's okay, there may be some delays, let's wait."

Okay, wait a minute, it's already half an hour late, and Jiajia's figure hasn't appeared yet.

During this period, Lin Xian has been trying to contact Jiajia's mother, but the phone has always been in a state of no one answering.

"I'll go downstairs and have a look." Yun Zaye stood up, put his notebook on the coffee table aside, got up and left the consultation room.

Just when Yun Zaiye took the stairs to the first floor, Lin Xian's call to Jiajia's mother was finally connected.

There was a chaotic noise on the other end of the phone, and then Jiajia's mother's crying voice appeared.

"Hello Jiajia's mother, I want to ask why Jiajia didn't come to the counseling center today?"

"Doctor Lin, Jiajia... committed suicide..."

Yun Zaiye had already forgotten how Lin Xian called him to tell him the news, and how he drove to the funeral parlor honking his horn like crazy.Looking back later, he only remembered that the sun was so bright that day, it was so bright that it hurt his eyes...

When they arrived at the funeral parlor, Jia Jia's body had already been sent to the crematorium. Before Yun Zaiye had time to see her again, she waved her hand to say goodbye to the world.

Looking at the photos in the middle of the hall, Yun Zaiye suddenly thought that this was probably the first time in Jiajia's short life that she received such attention from others and held such a grand ceremony.

Later, Yun Zaiye drove back to the company in a daze.Afterwards, when everyone mentioned that day, they all remembered that Yun Zaiye locked himself in the office alone, and he walked out of the office with a dejected expression until the security personnel wanted to clear the building and close it.

He couldn't figure out why Jiajia's death came so suddenly.He couldn't figure out why a little girl who was so optimistic and tolerant could smile and forgive those who hurt her, but why she ended her life so easily.He couldn't figure out why she suddenly surrendered when things were clearly not that bad, and the two of them had agreed to give up and try hard.

Obviously there is a better solution to the matter, obviously his father has agreed to adopt Jiajia, and obviously he has found a suitable solution...Why, why is it still a step late?

Qi Fengyao was very anxious because Yun Zaiye disappeared.

All the messages sent to him disappeared, and all calls to him were prompted to shut down.The door of the company has been closed, uncles and aunts said that Yun Zaiye did not come home, Mo Xun said that there was no sign of Yun Zaiye in the bar, Meng Yuan also said that Ye Zixuan and the others could not contact Yun Zaiye...

A big living person suddenly disappeared.

Walking out of the company gate, Yun Zaiye walked in one direction in a trance, completely subconsciously without thinking and purpose, so much so that he even forgot to drive away the car parked in the basement by himself.

The street is so quiet today... Pedestrians coming and going have different expressions on their faces, but they can't hear their laughter and cursing; the cars speeding by on the road are stepping on the accelerator all the way, it's so strange, it's so strange just now Why didn’t the whistle sound in danger; even the birds that occasionally flew over the camphor tree didn’t chirp as usual…

Is it because they also know that a girl named Jiajia left today, so they miss her silently?

The thoughts in the brain were in a mess, as if there was a naughty kitten hiding in a dark corner, pulling a ball of yarn and scattering it around.

When he was blocked by a residential building in front of him, Yun Zaiye finally stopped his stumbling steps.

He raised his head and blinked his eyes vigorously, trying to see the scene in front of him more clearly——

This is where?

It seems that there are some familiar...

Yun Zaye, who had nowhere to go, completely ignored the GIANFRANCOFERRE haute couture suit he was wearing, and raised his trousers. Yun Zaye leaned on the side railing and gradually bent down, and finally sat on the fence next to the flower garden without any image. superior.

What happened today was completely beyond his expectations. Even according to the scale that Jiajia filled out during the first consultation, she did not have any suicidal tendencies, but why did it happen so suddenly...

From the scorching sun to the setting sun, from the boundless darkness to the high moon, Qi Fengyao asked almost everyone around him, searched all the places where Yun Zaiye might go, but he didn't see Yun Zaiye's figure.

What the hell happened today, today...

today?

Qi Fengyao's running footsteps suddenly stopped, he stood still, and began to try to recall the conversation Yun Zaye had with himself the day before——

"Go back and prepare the materials..."

"I'm quite nervous..."

"Tomorrow morning is Jiajia's consultation..."

Allison!Yes, it's Allison!

There must be something wrong here, but what exactly happened that made Yun Zaiye disappear as if the world had evaporated?

Too tired, Qi Fengyao spent the whole day searching aimlessly, but it didn't make any sense.

He wants to go home.

With heavy steps, Qi Fengyao walked downstairs of his house.

Under the street lamp not far away, there was a man whose face could not be seen clearly sitting beside the flower bed.He lowered his head and buried his face in the palm of his hand, the thin shoulder blades on his back propped up several folds of the suit.

Somewhat familiar.

Qi Fengyao lightened his steps and walked over slowly, the closer he got, the faster his heart beat.

is it him?Could it be him?

It's him!

In the next second, Qi Fengyao immediately raised his hand and pulled him into his arms, his overstretched arm even trembled slightly.

"Why are you here...I've been looking for you for a long time, but I can't find you...I'm so worried that something happened to you, why didn't you tell me..."

The sudden warmth made Yun Zaye's chaotic brain wake up a little bit.

He raised his head and freed his head from the arms of the man in front of him.

Who are you?Why are you holding me?what are you saying?

Squinting his eyes, Yun Zaiye finally took advantage of the dim light to see the face of the person in front of him clearly.In an instant, Yun Zaiye seemed to be struggling out of a chaotic deep sea suddenly, like a person who was about to drown and grabbed a long rope tied to the shore in the nick of time...

The great sense of security wrapped Yun Zaye layer upon layer at this moment, he buried his head back on Qi Fengyao's chest, and wrapped his hands around Qi Fengyao's shoulders.

"Great, you're here..."

"Well, don't be afraid, I'm here."

This is the first time that Qi Fengyao clearly perceives that the seemingly indestructible and omnipotent person in his arms has such a fragile side.

It turns out that no matter how strong and strong a person is, there will be a day when he takes off his armor and needs to be protected by others.

He suddenly thanked the not-so-bright moonlight tonight, thanked the flower bed downstairs that usually got in the way, thanked the dim yellow street lamp with some stains on the side of the road, and thanked Yun Zaiye for coming here to wait for him before the end of the day.

Qi Fengyao raised his hand and patted Yun Zaiye's back, then slightly bent over Yun Zaiye's ear, and murmured, "Follow me, I'll take you home."