moon illusion

Just when Yun Zaiye thought there was no hope of answering and was about to find another topic, Jiajia suddenly spoke.

"Brother, can I call you that?"

Hearing this, Yun Zaiye nodded immediately.

"Actually, I've been thinking that it would be nice if I had an older brother, so that my father wouldn't hate me so much. But my mother told me that if I had an older brother, then maybe I wouldn't exist."

"Brother, what do you think my life would be like today if I had another brother?"

"Jia Jia, it's really hard to say." Yun Zaiye frowned in distress, "I hope that if you have an older brother, he can stand by your side unconditionally when anything happens. side, without any hesitation to protect you."

"I thought so too, but..."

Seeing that the corner of the girl's mouth was turning down, Yun Zaiye hurriedly raised his hand and patted Jiajia on the shoulder, and handed over a bottle of juice.

"Will it be a little hot, drink some water?"

Jia Jia thanked her, raised her hand to take the water and drank it in small sips.

"Jiajia, where is your favorite place?"

When asking this question, Yun Zaiye thought about many answers that a little girl of this age would have, but when Jia Jia spoke, Yun Zaiye still shook.

"School." Jia Jia looked into Yun Zaiye's eyes and said seriously, "I like school."

Although Yun Zaiye wanted to throw out his full of doubts in the next second, but in order to allow the consultation to continue better, Yun Zaiye tried his best to restrain his emotions and looked at Jiajia with a smile.

"Then Jiajia's grades must be very good? I also liked school very much when I was in school. I had many good friends and interesting teachers... What made Jiajia like school?"

"There are a lot of books in the school, which can be read without money. The school library can let me in anytime and anywhere, and it won't let me in because I have some faded clothes like the bookstore outside."

At that moment, Yun Zaiye's nose was sour, and his emotions immediately rose and fell.

He pinched his palm, trying to keep himself from an objective and neutral angle, so as not to be blinded by complete sensibility.

"Then Jiajia...what will you do with those people or things you don't like at school?"

"Don't you like it?" Jiajia bit her lip, tilted her head and thought for a while, "Probably everything is fair, if there is something I like, there must be something I don't like, these things can only be Accept it..."

"What if those things you don't like hurt you?"

"It's because they are not sensible yet, and they haven't realized how much their words and behaviors will hurt others, but I am willing to forgive them. I think they will not hurt others like this when they grow up."

For a moment, Yun Zaiye seemed to suddenly realize something that he had misunderstood before, but he was not completely sure.

After several more rounds of communication, Yun Zaiye finally asked, "They bullied you, why didn't you tell the teacher? They beat you, why didn't you fight back?"

Jiajia looked at him quietly and said, "It's wrong to hit someone, and it's wrong to curse someone, they don't know."

Yun Zaiye was silent, staring at Jiajia's innocent eyes, that bruised face was as clean as a bright moon.His anger subsided, and he was extremely distressed.

Maybe Jiajia didn't know it, her unhealthy family environment since she was a child made her blindly hide and avoid, and she was used to obedience and tolerance, but after changing the environment, it seems cowardly in the eyes of others.He weighed his words carefully, thinking about how to explain the complexity and subtlety to Jia Jia.How should he tell her that the "home" she used to live in is different from the school society.

Yun Zaiye was silent for a moment and asked again, "Then why didn't mom tell the teacher?"

Jia Jia said, "I can settle my own affairs."

She has realized that telling the teacher everything can only intensify the conflict.

Yun Zaiye was curious, "How do you solve it?"

Jiajia said, "Wait until they forget."

Yun Zaiye was surprised when he heard the words, Jiajia's tolerance made him ashamed, Jiajia knew how to let go better than him, and didn't care about it.

but--

"Jiajia, some people should be forgiven, but some people are not worthy of forgiveness. I don't want to interfere or change your mind, I just want to tell you that we can't just look at this complicated world in one direction."

"I have encountered some unpleasant things before, just like you... No, no, I am a little more cowardly than you. At first I didn't have the courage to face it directly, so I chose to escape, but after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to forgive that People who hurt me, I still don't regret my decision."

"But this does not mean that our choice must be correct, although it is not necessarily wrong. Because everyone has a different perspective on the same thing. There is a person who loves me very much. Tell me, 'kindness should not be used to people who don't know good and bad, otherwise, if you repay evil with virtue, then how can you repay virtue?' Later I thought about it, and it was not unreasonable."

"So Jiajia, I affirm your courage and tolerance, but not everyone can easily get them from you. If some people know it but still hurt you many times, then I hope you can make a new choice and decision .”

After sending Jia Jia away, Yun Zaiye took a sip of the cold water beside him, and then began typing on the computer to record something.

As if there was a tacit understanding, when Yun Zaiye typed the last word, Qi Fengyao's phone call came in at the right time.

"In the field, is it over?"

"Well, it's just over."

"Let's have dinner together later. I'll go to your side to find you. I'm almost here."

"Okay, wait for me a moment, I'll go downstairs right away."

After hanging up the phone, Yun Zaye sorted out the files on the desktop, picked up his phone and walked towards the door.

As soon as he turned around after locking the door, Yun Zaiye ran into Lin Xian who was walking towards him and was about to go home from get off work.

Seeing Yun Zaiye, Lin Xian paused first, and then walked over quickly.

"Jiajia is gone?"

"Well, about half an hour ago."

"How do you feel? Do you need my help?"

After thinking for a while, Yun Zaiye shook his head, "No need for Mr. Lin, Jiajia is stronger and braver than I imagined. It was my preconceived ideas when I saw the materials, which led to the wrong mentality towards Jiajia. judgment..."

Standing in the corridor, the two had a brief conversation, and Lin Xian patted Yun Zaiye's shoulder with a smile, "Okay, I'm relieved to see that you're in good condition. Don't come over this afternoon, and you Go relax."

After swiping the card, Yun Zaiye just walked to the door of the building when he saw Qi Fengyao standing beside the sidewalk not far away, waiting for him.

The figure against the light makes people unable to see his face clearly, but he has automatically matched an extremely gentle face in his heart.

The hot weather makes everyone who comes and goes on the street appear irritable and eager, only the boy standing by the locust tree makes people feel clean and refreshed with just one glance.

Like endless green hills, far away and lonely.

Smiling to himself, Yun Zaiye raised his head and walked towards Qi Fengyao.

If human beings can go to any planet at will with their own abilities, then Yun Jae-ye will definitely choose to go to the sun.

He hoped that the blazing sun would refract all his love through the atmosphere to the boy named Qi Fengyao.

That way, all the love in his life will wrap Qi Fengyao layer by layer, and he will never leave.

"Come here?"

"Did you wait a long time?"

"It's okay, I just arrived. What shall we eat?"

"It's all right, it depends on what you like. I don't have to go to work in the afternoon, so I can stay with you all the time."

Hearing this, Qi Fengyao immediately embraced Yun Zaiye's shoulder with a smile on his face, "Let's go, let's eat hot pot, it's been a long time!"

It's still the familiar hot pot restaurant, and the dishes hardly change.

While waiting, Yun Zaiye looked at the menu for a while, and asked, "Why do you seem to order these dishes every time you come, don't you change them?"

"No." Qi Fengyao shook his head, "I don't like change, excitement and adventure. I'm a person who is very content with the status quo. I like to be exposed to all the environments I'm familiar with."

Hearing this, Yun Zaiye immediately laughed, "You don't like excitement and adventure, who will believe this?"

Unexpectedly, Qi Fengyao became serious instead, looking straight at Yun Zaiye with poking eyes, "That was before, I didn't have you in my previous life. It's different now, now and even in the rest of my life, I have you."

"To paraphrase a rather vulgar and rotten saying, Yun Zaiye, before I met you, I was so young and frivolous that I could see death as home. It was not until I met you that I began to long for a long life."

"To be honest, Yun Zaiye, sometimes I feel like I came to this world just to meet you. If there is no you in this world, then my coming here would be too boring."

"Yun Zaiye, you have to trust me, I can die for many people, but I will only live for you alone."

After all the dishes were on the table, the hungry two were forced to get out of the ambiguous atmosphere and began to devote themselves to the great cause of eating.

While cooking blood clots, Qi Fengyao asked vaguely, "I was so excited to see you, I forgot to ask you how Jiajia is?"

"Fortunately, it's not as bad as we thought, she is very brave."

"Fengyao, I've been thinking today, the reason why we can become so beautiful today is probably because we met a gentle person when we were young!"