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The 17th birthday turned out to end in a quarrel. Ren Yan usually doesn't speak easily, but every sound can always be earth-shattering, turning Duan Chuiyu's mood upside down.Those real test papers were not buried in the flames after all, a group of people yelled to put out the fire and save the papers, but in the end, Duan Chuiyu couldn't bear it, so he kicked over the barbecue grill, kicked the burning papers aside, and extinguished the flames a few times. Stamped out.

Duan Chuiyu was afraid that the charcoal fire would scorch the velvet grass on the ground, so he took a bottle of mineral water and poured water on the red-hot coals to extinguish the charcoal fire.

After all the tossing, the courtyard was in a mess, the barbecue grill fell to the ground, the charcoal fire was soaked in water, and there was a "sizzling" sound.The edge of the test paper that had been grilled by charcoal was scorched black by the charcoal fire, ashes were flying, and black smoke was everywhere.

Duan Chuiyu squatted on the ground to check the degree of disability of the paper, he was the one who cruelly threw the paper into the charcoal fire, and it was him who felt distressed again.

Fortunately, everyone was already full, and the barbecue grill was empty, and everyone had almost eaten.

Everyone was concerned and asked, Duan Chuiyu shook his head and said "it's okay", and walked into the room lonely with a stack of black test papers in one hand, Duan Xifeng left behind to deal with the aftermath.

"I had a little conflict with the tuition teacher. It's okay. He's like this. His temper comes and goes quickly. Don't worry too much. Did everyone have a good time today?" Duan Xifeng asked with a smile.

Everyone responded: "It's very cool and enjoyable, thank you brother Xifeng!"

Song Ying asked worriedly: "Is Duan Chuiyu really okay? Shall we go in and see him?"

Li Yi waved his hand and said, "We're going in to make trouble for him, don't go looking for him, he can adjust himself, let's go, let's get up early for school tomorrow."

The crowd dispersed, Li Yi stayed until the end, pulled Duan Xifeng and asked softly, "Brother Xifeng, what happened to Yu'er?"

Duan Xifeng said: "His tutor said he wouldn't come again, and he lost his temper if he didn't like it."

"As for being so angry?" Li Yi glanced into the room, "It's the first time I've seen him get so angry."

Duan Chuiyu usually has a bit of a young master's temper, which is usually spread at home, and rarely loses his composure in front of outsiders.

"He is very clingy to Ren Yan. Anyway, he is close to him, closer than to me. Didn't he go to Jiangsu to find him before, and he was alone during the Chinese New Year." Duan Xifeng tidied up the things on the stone table. The dinner plate, "No one in our family usually, Chubao has a lot of contact with Ren Yan, and it's normal to cling to him. Don't worry about it, it's okay, he's just a child, and he will be fine in a few days. You go home quickly Well, it's so late, don't wake up tomorrow."

"Okay, then Brother Xifeng, I'll go first, goodbye."

Duan Chuiyu returned to the room, picked out the unrecognizable test papers that had not been roasted by the charcoal fire, put them aside, picked out those with burnt corners, and fiddled with them twice, shaking off the ashes on the edges, leaving Remove the remaining intact paper.

A stack of real test papers, half of which was left in a mess, the lingering fire in Duan Chuiyu's heart was extinguished along with the charcoal fire, leaving only sadness.

This person is really ruthless, he doesn't eat oil and salt, he doesn't eat soft and hard.

I have never seen such a hard-hearted person.

Duan Chuiyu scolded and recited Ren Yan thousands of times in his heart.

There was a knock on the door of the room, and Xu Yafei asked softly outside the door: "Xiaoyu, are you asleep? Can mom come in?"

Duan Chuiyu responded: "Come in."

Duan Chuiyu gathered up the test papers on the table and pushed them aside.

Xu Yafei pulled up a chair and sat down beside him, and asked softly, "What's the matter? Are you having trouble with Brother Ren Yan?"

Xu Yafei was in the study just now. She didn't know that Duan Chuiyu was making such a big commotion in the yard. She glanced at the dark test paper on the table: "Your brother said that you just 'havoc' again?"

"What is 'again'?" Duan Chuiyu muttered dissatisfied.

Xu Yafei laughed: "Talk to mom, what's the matter? Brother Ren Yan is leaving, are you unhappy?"

Duan Chuiyu fiddled with the paper in his hand sullenly: "What can I do if I'm not happy, I just want to leave, and I just don't want to teach me."

"You like Brother Ren Yan so much." Xu Yafei touched his head, Duan Chuiyu didn't subconsciously dodge it, but moved his fingers slightly.

Xu Yafei was happy and relieved in her heart, the distance between her and her youngest son was much closer, at least Duan Chuiyu no longer disliked this kind of intimacy of physical contact.

"Then I'll talk to Brother Ren Yan, let him think about it again, and continue to tutor you." Xu Yafei said.

Xu Yafei is a woman and a mother. She probably can't empathize with the thoughts of young people, and there are some things that she can't tell her.

Duan Chuiyu shook his head: "No, don't worry about it, I'm fine."

"Are you all right?" Xu Yafei wiped off the black ash on the side of his face with his hands, "Look at your dirty face. I heard from your brother that you kicked the grill over?"

Duan Chuiyu showed embarrassment, and when he calmed down, he really felt that he was completely muddled just now.

Duan Chuiyu didn't speak, just stared blankly at the pile of test papers, Xu Yafei got up and said: "If you really want brother Ren Yan to give you extra lessons, you can tell your mother, and mother will go to him and talk to him about it." Said, if he really doesn't want to do it, then we can't force it, don't you think?"

"Yes." Duan Chuiyu nodded, "If you don't come, then don't come, who cares about him."

Xu Yafei clicked his tongue: "Look...you have this attitude again."

"Oh mom, go back to sleep, I'm sleepy." Duan Chuiyu didn't want to listen to her nagging anymore, and pushed her out, "I'm fine, don't worry, and don't have to go to him, who is he? Love come or not."

After Xu Yafei left, Duan Chuiyu took out his mobile phone, but didn't see any news he wanted to see, and Ren Yan didn't have a word of explanation.

Duan Chuiyu's anger, which had just been suppressed, resurfaced again. In a rage, he grabbed the pile of papers and started working hard.

He took the pen that Ren Yan gave him and carefully stuffed it into the ink bottle, drew a few pumps of ink, leaned over the table, smelled the smell of burnt paper, and started to work on the topic.

The Jiangsu volume is really difficult. There are no multiple-choice questions in mathematics. If you get dizzy and want to choose one randomly, you will have no chance. Duan Chuiyu held the transparent pen and stared at the finely textured nib, a little distracted.

Overnight, on his birthday, the thread connecting him with Ren Yan was suddenly broken.

A certain day in the future that he had considered in the past unexpectedly came ahead of time, and it came so unexpectedly that he was caught off guard.

When Mingming was in Jiangsu, he promised to make sushi for himself, but when he returned to Beijing, he turned his face away. Sichuan opera did not change his face as quickly as he did.

Duan Chuiyu didn't believe the reason given by Ren Yan at all, and his inexplicable change was also traceable, and it's not that Duan Chuiyu couldn't understand the small deviations.

Ever since the night when the night bird sang low, he had already sensed that something was wrong.

He's just a little restless.So he was angry, angry that Ren Yan didn't even give him time to slow down, and unilaterally ended this teacher-student relationship.

He originally thought that he could still enjoy himself under the wings of this relationship for a long time, and continue to ask Ren Yan for whatever he wants.

Duan Chuiyu has no emotional experience. Thinking of this, he seems to be in a dead end, so he can only take out his mobile phone and search for Baidu.

He typed in the search box "What should I do if I accidentally kissed my tutor?"

I searched out a bunch of pornographic articles, or just emotional posts, but most of the experiences told were men and women, and I didn't see boys and boys.

Duan Chuiyu frowned and added a few words: What should I do if I accidentally kissed my tutor?My tutor and I are both boys.

The search was fruitless, no boy would kiss a male tutor, not even accidentally.Duan Chuiyu is like a wild cat lost in the jungle, his eyes are slightly narrowed, and he is staring at the phone screen gloomyly.

Baidu couldn't help him, so he clicked on a certain gay website and directly posted a post seeking help from his peers. This time he wrote the content in great detail.

[@圆场收起方: A few days ago when I was sleeping with my tutor, I accidentally kissed him. It was accidental (it was too dark to see clearly). He and I are both men, and now he doesn’t want to teach me. , I quit my job just now, I want to ask, is it because of embarrassment? ]

[@圆场收起方: Let me add that tutors like men. ]

[@圆场收起方: I would like to add that he does not charge tuition fees, and I have a bad temper. Could it be that he finds me troublesome? ]

After posting the post, Duan Chuiyu took his clothes to take a shower.

After taking a shower and turning off the lights, Duan Chuiyu took his mobile phone and nestled under the covers to see that there had been over a hundred replies.

Duan Chuiyu let out a "close", as if opening the door to a new world, and hurriedly flipped through it.

1#【What do you say again he doesn’t charge? ...No tuition fees?This...is this?Are you sure you two kissed by accident? 】

2#【No, let me just ask, why do you two big men sleep together?And on the premise of knowing that he likes men?Brother, stop struggling, you are bent. 】

3#【Looking at the front, I think he might be really embarrassed, after all, he is gay... I feel a little bit messy when I see the two added later】

4#【I understand the truth, but sharing the same bed with a gay isn't it like a tiger's mouth?Is your tutor 1 or 0?Are you handsome?If it is 1, if you don’t like it, you can give it to me [funny/]]

5#【This tutor is definitely interested in you, you can’t tell if you’re stupid or not】

6#【Upstairs, that’s not necessarily the case. If the tutor really likes the landlord, why would you quit your job? I’ll just go straight to it.】

7#[On the 6th floor, you restrain yourself, you think everyone is so unprincipled with you. 】

8# [Through the description of the landlord, I feel that this tutor is very good. 】

9#【Same as above, I feel very attractive, I don’t know if I’m handsome or not, hey, why can’t I meet such an excellent wild gay around me [tears/]]

10#【Want to know if the landlord has any other intimate contact with your tutor besides booing?The landlord’s reaction is not very disgusting, you have come here to ask, and you are basically bent, so I won’t say much, I just wish you a happy relationship for a hundred years! 】

11#【This is love, silly brother (*￣︶￣) Waiting for a follow-up】

12#【Waiting for a follow-up】

13#【Waiting for a follow-up】

14#【Waiting for a follow-up】

……

Duan Chuiyu was dazzled by his reading, and he couldn't find any useful dry goods. The screen was full of words such as "you are bent", "love", and "blessing 99" balabala. There were so many replies, but none of them answered his question seriously. .

I can only ask myself.

Duan Chuiyu posted two more posts.

［@圆场收起方: Thank you for your answers, I plan to find him in person in a few days to find out. ]

[@圆场收入方: Also, I don’t know if it’s 1 or 0, but I’m sure it won’t be distributed equally to everyone here. ]

As soon as he sent the post, the reply was updated immediately.

116#【I like the temperament of the landlord. 】

117# [Remember to update, I like listening to stories the most [funny/]]

118#[Damn it, I love it so much, why don't you think about me? 】

119#【Follow-up follow-up follow-up follow-up, I hope there will be a follow-up. 】

120#【Love is all yours, I have nothing. 】

……

Duan Chuiyu put down his phone and fell asleep in a daze. Until he fell asleep, he still felt that tonight was an illusory dream.

Ren Yan really stopped contacting him.

During school, Duan Chuiyu had to take out his mobile phone and look at it ten thousand times. No matter how many times he looked at it, he couldn't see the slightest movement in the head of the orange cat.

Ren Yan was cold to him, and Duan Chuiyu didn't want to rush to post it. His face is very precious, and he can't easily reveal it to others, and Teacher Ren is no exception.

What's more, this cruel tutor first "severed kindness" with him.

Duan Chuiyu has been stimulated recently, and got a new beautiful pen. He buried the transparent pen in a pile of black and semi-focused test papers all day long to write questions, and no one paid attention to him.

No matter how self-absorbed he was while brushing the questions, his mind was always distracted during the lectures. Even Ding Qi noticed something was wrong with him.

On this day, Ding Qi stood on the podium and announced: "The school will hold a spring sports meeting next week, the last sports meeting for high school. The school advocates that senior high school students should still actively participate in it. I also think the same way. I don't want everyone to focus on their studies and not pay attention. The body, the body is the capital of the revolution, so I still hope that everyone can actively participate in this sports meeting. Students who are interested in participating should go to the representative of the physical education department to register. If they win the prize, they will get extra points. I hope that everyone can be more active, okay?"

The students lazily responded, and a few tall and burly boys stood up sparsely, and went to sign up with the representative of the physical education department.

Some people participated, but there were very few people. I was in the third year of high school, and it was also a pilot class. Everyone was like a learning machine, so I didn't want to participate in the sports meeting.The number of applicants did not meet the standard. The representative of the sports department told Ding Qi that the number was not enough.

Ding Qi pointed to Duan Chuiyu: "Go and ask that little bastard, I think he has been sluggish recently and needs to exercise."

"Okay!" Dian Qi took the list and ran towards Duan Chuiyu.

Duan Chuiyu was looking at his phone with his head propped up, dazed and dazed.

With a "snap", Dianqi slapped the registration form on his desk, and Duan Chuiyu raised his eyelids to take a look.

"Brother Duan, don't you want to apply for an event in this sports meeting?"

Duan Chuiyu glanced at the project list, but said nothing.

Dianqi brought out Ding Qi: "Brother Qi said, you seem to be in poor health recently and need to exercise."

Duan Chuiyu casually pointed to "men's 5000 meters" and "high jump", and Dianqi stared at him, and immediately ticked the name on the form: "Brother Duan is awesome!"

Duan Chuiyu went out to go to the toilet, but was stopped by Ding Qi in the corridor: "What project did you apply for?"

Duan Chuiyu replied: "5000 and long jump."

"So stiff?" Ding Qi glanced at him, "It's more than 5000 tired, and it will be useless after running, why don't you choose a short one."

"It's all the same." Duan Chuiyu leaned against the wall, as if suffering from hypochondria, laziness from head to toe.

Ding Qi kicked his calf lightly, and asked in a low voice: "Are you in love?"

"Ah?" Duan Chuiyu was taken aback.

"I asked you if you are talking about a girlfriend?" Ding Qi tapped him on the head, "I am absent-minded all day long, I know you have a face that harms little girls, but you know what time it is now, no no Let you talk about it, but puppy love will definitely affect your studies, even if it doesn't affect you, it will affect other girls..."

Duan Chuiyu was confused and didn't listen to Ding Qi's nagging at all.

Puppy love, puppy love, full of puppy love, full of Ren Yan.

If he fell in love with Ren Yan, Ren Yan should be considered a late love, right?

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-05-1220:16:56~2020-05-1319:53:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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