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Duan Chuiyu started school early, and it was only about two weeks after a full winter vacation. School would start in a few days. He couldn't stay in Jiangsu for a long time. Ren Yan was worried that Duan Chuiyu would go back to Beijing alone. On the second day, Duan Xifeng came to Jiangsu in person to pick up Duan Chuyu and go home.

As a result, Ren Yan stayed in Jiangsu alone on the grounds that the vacation was not over yet.

In fact, two days after Duan Xifeng and Duan Chuiyu returned to Beijing, Ren Yan bought a plane ticket and went back, living in the school dormitory.

Today is the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Lantern Festival. Ren Yan was celebrating the festival at his grandma's house. The old lady asked him to call Duan Chuyu and call the little guy to eat Lantern Festival.

"What's the matter with you child?" The old lady was dissatisfied with him, "What's the matter if you eat twice? I asked him to come here to eat Yuanxiao, and I delayed him from celebrating the festival with his family?"

Ren Yan said nothing.

The old lady picked up the mobile phone and said: "If you don't hit me, I will call you. Did I say oh, look how long you have been back, why haven't I seen you bring Zai Zai here to play? I haven't seen you go to his house , Are you two arguing?"

"No." Ren Yan frowned slightly, and took the mobile phone from the old lady's hand, "Stop calling, I'll call."

Ren Yan did not contact Duan Chuiyu, but called Duan Xifeng: "Hey, brother Xifeng, today is Lantern Festival, my grandma called your brother to come to eat Lantern Festival..."

Zhou Yizhen slapped him lightly on the arm: "What is your brother, he has no name?"

Ren Yan pursed his lips, and continued: "Tell him, if he wants to come, he will come."

"Your grandma's house? Have you returned to Beijing?" Duan Xifeng asked.

"Well, back."

"When did you come back? Why don't you say anything." Duan Xifeng smiled, "I'm afraid he won't be free today, it's Chubao's birthday today, I prepared a birthday surprise for him, and plan to hold a birthday party for him at home. "

"Today is his birthday?"

"Yeah, my brother was born on a good day, right? His name has a source, and it's also related to his birthday." When Duan Xifeng talked about Duan Chuiyu, he couldn't help but become a younger brother, "You know Xin Qiji's "Yuan Xi" ? It’s about Lantern Festival, and there’s a sentence in it, “Dongfeng puts flowers and thousands of trees at night, and it blows down, and the stars are like rain”, which is where his name comes from.”

Suddenly, Ren Yan silently recited that sentence in his heart.

More blowing down, the stars are like rain.blowing rain.

Duan Xifeng said again: "It just so happens that you are back, why don't you come over to celebrate his birthday together, he must be happy."

Ren Yan hesitated for a moment, and replied: "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, the old lady hurriedly asked, "Is it Zai Zai's birthday today?"

"Well, he probably doesn't have time to come and eat your Yuanxiao."

The old lady walked quickly to the back room to get her wallet, and then hurried out: "I have to buy him a gift. I'll put the Lantern Festival in a thermos later, and bring it to him when you go."

Today's Lantern Festival, the school cancels evening self-study, Duan Chuiyu leaves school early, and the driver Uncle Yu has not come to pick him up, so he has to take the subway home.After leaving the classroom, led by Li Yi, groups of people followed behind him, saying that they wanted to go to his house to do homework together, and asked him if he would agree.

Duan Chuiyu is not a fool, and his birthday is so easy to remember, if you think about it casually, you can guess the real intentions of these people.

Probably Li Yi went around announcing what day it was today, and called together a few close classmates.

Duan Chuiyu pretended not to see through, walked to the subway station with five or six classmates, and went home together.

Sure enough, when they got home, they saw colorful balloons and ribbons. With a "bang", Duan Xifeng and Xu Yafei blew up the firework tube at the same time, and sprayed Duan Chuiyu's colorful ribbon sequins.

Everyone shouted in unison: "Happy birthday!"

Duan Chuiyu shook his head, shook off the ribbon on his head, looked at his mother: "Mom, why are you becoming like my brother now."

"Huh? What's wrong with me?" Xu Yafei was puzzled.

"Become as childish as he is."

Duan Xifeng tapped him on the head: "Little white-eyed wolf, who are you talking about?"

Duan Chuiyu acted obediently, grinned twice, then turned to thank everyone: "Thank you."

This group of people was actually called by Duan Xifeng at the beck and call of Li Yi. The third year of high school was tough, and I wanted these children to take advantage of Duan Chuiyu's birthday to relax together and relieve their anxiety.

Duan Xifeng knew that Duan Chuiyu was lonely and didn't like excitement, so he only invited a few classmates who were familiar with him on weekdays.Otherwise, with his temperament, he might invite the whole class over.

Duan Xifeng and Xu Yafei arranged the yard a lot, hung a circle of colorful lights on the trees, set up a barbecue grill in the yard, and prepared two large boxes of barbecue ingredients.

A group of children's eyes lit up with excitement.The noise of people in the yard, the sound of talking and laughing, and the sound of busyness, are mixed together, like a boiling oil pan.

Duan Chuiyu took a break from his busy schedule and quietly went upstairs.

He sat on the bed, took out his phone and looked at it, but he didn't receive a message from anyone.

Also, how would someone know that today is his birthday.

The phone rang, it was Duan Shixian's call, Duan Chuiyu hesitated for a while, and connected the call.

"Hello." His tone was cold.

"Xiao Yu." Duan Shixian's voice was very gentle, "Happy birthday."

Duan Chuiyu said "Yes" and said, "Thank you."

Duan Shixian was full of helplessness: "I wanted to go back to celebrate your birthday in person today, but your mother refused to agree, saying that you are not happy that I am here, so I didn't come... Dad will give you I bought a gift and gave it to your brother, have you got it?"

"got it."

"like or not?"

"Fortunately."

"Fortunately" is a moderate word, with moderate advances and retreats, and can end the topic gently.

Duan Shixian was silent for a while, and asked, "Do you really hate Dad?"

The word "hate" is too heavy, Duan Chuiyu denied it: "No, not really."

"Anyway, I just hate my father." Duan Shixian said.

This sounded like a complaint, Duan Chuiyu snorted: "Yeah, isn't this obvious. I don't hate you, so can you divorce that woman? I was so cruel to you before, and I don't like you. You lost your temper so much, I threw away all the Lego you gave me, aren't you still married to that woman? Next time I see her, do I have to call mom?"

Duan Shixian was quiet for a while, then suddenly said: "Your mother and I are not suitable."

Duan Chuiyu was silent.

"Father knows that I'm sorry for you and can't give you a complete family, and I don't expect you to forgive me, but I also have the right to pursue my own happiness, don't I? Marrying Chen Yun doesn't mean I leave you behind, you Still my baby boy—”

Duan Chuiyu frowned and interrupted him: "Don't talk like that, it's disgusting."

Duan Shixian blushed and coughed twice: "Anyway, that's what Dad meant."

"My mother doesn't think of you as my father, she thinks we should distinguish between the two."

Duan Shixian's face sank: "She is her, I am me, and I am still your father even after divorce. She has no right to draw a line between the two of us."

They are really not suitable.

They were all so stern and strong, and when the sharp blades collided, there were only two injuries.

As Ren Yan said, don't do inappropriate things.In the same way, inappropriate people really shouldn't be forced together.

"Hung up." Duan Chuiyu said.

"Don't draw a clear line with your father." Duan Shixian hurriedly said, his tone was like a child's pleading.

Duan Chuiyu's heart softened, and he gave a vague "hmm".

Someone downstairs shouted: "Shou Xing! Why hasn't Shou Xing come down?"

"Chuibao, what are you doing upstairs?"

Duan Chuiyu responded: "Here we come!"

Duan Chuiyu's left hand is still not fully healed. He is both a birthday star and an injured person. He picked a few skewers of meat and went to the barbecue grill to grill them, but Li Yi stopped him: "Hey, you should just rest. I come."

Li Yi took the meat skewer in his hand: "One hand is disabled, if you don't stop and stop, stop busy, just wait and eat."

"It's not that both of my hands are disabled." Duan Chuiyu snatched the meat skewer back again, "Let me roast it."

"...Come on, be careful."

Roasting with one hand is really laborious, and it has to be turned over and sprinkled with seasonings. Duan Chuiyu is in a hurry, sweating on his forehead, after roasting three skewers, two of them are burnt, and the enoki mushrooms are all burnt into charcoal.

"Damn." Duan Chuiyu cursed lowly as he looked at the charred Flammulina velutipes.

Li Yi was overjoyed at the side: "I said you can't roast with one hand, here, I just roasted a skewer, take it to eat."

Duan Chuiyu refused: "No, I'll bake another skewer."

Grilling another skewer is still the same result. Flammulina velutipes cannot escape the fate of becoming charred mushrooms.Duan Chuiyu held up a wounded hand wrapped in gauze, while the other hand fidgeted to turn over the skewers in his hand. Tu Lei arched Song Ying with her elbow, and winked at her, signaling her to be bolder.

Song Ying was encouraged, and boldly handed a bunch of roasted Flammulina velutipes to Duan Chuiyu's mouth, blushing and said softly, "You can eat my skewers, it's still good."

The steaming skewers came in front of Duan Chuiyu, and Duan Chuiyu subconsciously leaned back.

The students around began to make strange noises, and the atmosphere was very similar to the couples in the class being called up one after the other by the teacher to answer questions, which was ambiguous.

No matter how unknown Duan Chuiyu was, he could see that he was getting tired of it. He usually didn't care much about the relationship between men and women, and was even a little slow. Seeing that Song Ying's ears were so red, and his classmates were making such a fuss, he couldn't tell that he was an idiot.

He frowned slightly, a little impatient in embarrassment.

The appearance of Ren Yan broke Duan Chuiyu's embarrassing situation. Hearing Tu Lei's "ah", everyone turned their heads, and their eyes were all attracted by the people outside the courtyard.

Ren Yan stood at the door, his dark eyes glanced in Duan Chuiyu's direction.The grilled skewers that Song Ying handed over were still steaming from Duan Chuiyu's lips. He stood there blankly and met Ren Yan's gaze.

Duan Chuiyu threw the scorched meat skewers into the trash can, bypassed Song Ying, and walked quickly towards Ren Yan.

"When did you come back?" Duan Chuiyu's face turned red, he didn't know if it was because the kebabs were hot, or because he was excited to see Ren Yan.

Ren Yan lied to him: "Two days ago." In fact, he has been back for more than a week.

"Your brother said your birthday is today." Ren Yan said.

"You came so late even though you know it's my birthday." Duan Chuiyu pretended to be angry, and spread a hand towards him, "Where's the gift?"

Ren Yan glanced at him and said nothing.

"You cheapskate didn't even prepare a gift for me?"

Ren Yan couldn't help laughing, and deliberately handed him the bowl of Yuanxiao in his hand: "Here, Yuanxiao, do you want it?"

"Just give me this?!" Young Master Duan was extremely dissatisfied.

"My grandma made it."

Duan Chuiyu was discouraged, and took the bowl of Yuanxiao with his lips pouted: "You didn't make it, so I'm ashamed to borrow flowers to offer Buddha."

"What stuffing?" Duan Chuiyu raised his eyelids and looked at him.

"There are all kinds of fillings."

Duan Chuiyu muttered: "I don't like bean paste stuffing."

"If you don't like it, give it to me!" Li Yi rushed over and shouted.

Duan Chuiyu immediately hugged the bowl of Yuanxiao tightly, stuffing it into his arms: "Let your mother make it for you."

Ren Yan was entangled by a group of children and stayed in the yard to barbecue together. He was not used to the smell of barbecue smoke, so he sat on the side drinking a drink, his eyes following Duan Chuiyu's figure all the time.

Duan Chuiyu occasionally looks young and mature, and he talks like a little adult, but he is actually a child, shuttles among his peers, enjoying the fun that only teenagers can experience with excitement on his face

His brow was covered with sweat, and because he could only use one hand, his movements seemed clumsy, frantically like a headless chicken.

Ren Yan got up and walked over, stood behind him and took the skewers from his hand: "Calm down if your hand hurts."

Duan Chuiyu raised his head and looked back at him.

Ren Yan looked back at him: "I will help you."

Duan Chuiyu said: "I want to eat grilled chicken wings, the kind that are charred on the outside and tender on the inside."

"it is good."

"There are also Flammulina velutipes, the mustard should be slightly burnt, and put more cumin."

"……understood."

Li Yi leaned into Lin Jiaqi's ear and whispered, saying that Duan Chuiyu's double standard was enoki mushrooms, and that he would not eat Song Ying's roasted ones, but his tutor's roasted ones.

Lin Jiaqi lowered his head and chuckled when he heard this.

Duan Chuiyu sat aside and waited for Teacher Ren to serve him food. He supported his head and pretended to be looking at his mobile phone, but his eyes were involuntarily glued to Ren Yan.

Ren Shengsheng was handsome, with thin lips and straight nose, when he nodded slightly, his eyelashes were long and dense, hidden in the deep night.Duan Chuiyu followed the lines of his face, inch by inch, tracing his gaze from eyelashes to that thin lip.

A week ago, in the south, on that night when the night birds were singing low, Ren Yan's lips touched his.

Duan Chuiyu's ears suddenly became hot, and his eyes also became hot. Like a frightened bird, he suddenly lowered his head and stared at his toes.

A plate of roasted Flammulina velutipes and chicken wings was placed in front of him, and the aroma brought back Duan Chuiyu's chaotic thoughts.

"What else?" Ren Yan put down the plate and asked him.

Duan Chuiyu raised his head, looked at him in bewilderment, and stammered: "I, I, whatever, five flowers, five flowers, I want to eat roasted five flowers."

Ren Yan frowned: "Don't eat such oily food at night, it will cause indigestion."

"Then I don't want it." Duan Chuiyu took a bite of Flammulina velutipes sullenly, and made a "hiss" when it was hot, and tears came out of his eyes as he stuck out his tongue.

Ren Yan hurriedly poured him a glass of water: "What's wrong with you? You're absent-minded."

Duan Chuiyu took a big sip of water, then held the water glass in his hands for a few seconds in silence, raised his eyes to glance at him, and said in a low voice, "If I said I was thinking about the day you accidentally kissed me... you ……how to think?"

He was so frank and straightforward, Ren Yan was caught off guard, stunned for two seconds, and pretended to be calm: "You said it was careless, what is there to think about this kind of thing?"

He wanted to change the subject, so he opened his schoolbag, took out a stack of papers from the schoolbag, and put it on the table.

Duan Chuiyu was stunned: "What is this?"

"Birthday present, I brought it from Jiangsu, the real test paper of the Jiangsu college entrance examination."

Duan Chuiyu couldn't believe his ears: "What did you say? Say it again? Birthday present???"

Ren Yan smiled: "The college entrance examination is coming up this semester, this gift is very practical."

Duan Chuiyu leaned over and put his arms around Ren Yan's neck with one hand, and choked his throat: "Teacher Ren, teacher Ren, do you believe that I will strangle you to death?"

Seeing this, the students behind hurried over to stop him: "Brother Duan, Brother Duan! Calm down, calm down! What are you doing? Murder is against the law!"

There was a faint red circle on the side of Ren Yan's neck, which didn't seem to be the mark of being pinched by Duan Chuiyu, but rather the result of suppressed laughter.

Seeing that he was going to smile or not, Duan Chuiyu suppressed his smile with a paralyzed face, but he couldn't help laughing: "Is there anyone like you? A birthday present and a stack of papers, are you a devil?" ?”

The devil turned his head and couldn't help laughing.

Everyone was taken aback when they heard the words, and burst out laughing, scrambling to look at the real test papers on the table.

"Wori, this gift is fine." Wang Pinyan gave Ren Yan a thumbs up, "Absolutely."

Lin Jiaqi said: "Can you lend me a copy? I also want to make Jiangsu papers."

Xu Yafei and Duan Xifeng came out to buy more ingredients for the barbecue. Seeing a group of children chattering around the stone table, they asked with a smile, "What are you doing? It's so lively?"

Li Yi replied: "Brother Ren gave Yu'er a stack of Jiangsu college entrance examination papers as a gift."

Xu Yafei and Duan Xifeng turned their heads to look at each other, and couldn't help being happy.

The winter chill has not yet faded, and laughter and laughter poured out from the yard continuously, filling this bleak winter day with a little bit of warmth.

In fact, Ren Yan also prepared other gifts. After eating the birthday cake, when he and Duan Chuiyu ran to the backyard to hide quietly, Ren Yan took out another gift: "Happy birthday."

It is a pen of Shule brand. The barrel of the pen is completely transparent and the quality is very light.

Duan Chuiyu held the pen and randomly scratched it twice on the gauze-wrapped palm. The texture and feel were very comfortable, and he liked it very much.

"If you don't show this gift, you have to use the paper to fool me." Duan Chuiyu squinted at him, "I found that you are also very bad."

"That paper is indeed a gift." Ren Yan said solemnly, not admitting that he was teasing him.

Duan Chuiyu held the pen and turned it around in his hand, happy in his heart, and didn't care about him.

"This pen is light, so you can write more comfortably." Ren Yan asked him, "Do you like it?"

Duan Chuiyu nodded, and said sincerely: "I like it, I like it very much."

The good atmosphere and good mood didn't last long. Duan Chuiyu sat in the yard and played with a pen for a while, and when he looked up again, Ren Yan was nowhere to be seen.

He went into the room to take a look and found Ren Yan talking to his brother in the kitchen.

The faint voice of dialogue reached the ears.

"What, you don't plan to teach Chubao any more homework?"

Duan Chuiyu paused and stood still.

"Yeah." Ren Yan nodded, "His current grades are completely fine without my tutoring."

"...That's fine. I was too embarrassed to bother you all the time. I'll tell him when the time comes. Then you won't live here anymore?"

"I can't stop, I'm going back to the dormitory."

"This time is really troublesome for you."

"It's all right."

"Why?" Duan Chuiyu's voice suddenly sounded behind him, and both of them turned their heads together.

Duan Chuiyu walked up to Ren Yan: "Why didn't you teach me?"

"With your current grades, you don't need to make up lessons." Ren Yan said.

This reason sounds legitimate and irrefutable, but Duan Chuiyu stared into his eyes and asked, "Is it really because of this reason?"

Ren Yan looked at him speechlessly.

"Teach me again." Duan Chuiyu acted coquettishly in a soft voice, "I'm not a god, and I don't know many questions. If you're not here, who can I ask?"

"Look for a teacher." Ren Yan said, his expression returned to his usual indifference.

Begging was useless, even acting like a baby was useless, Duan Chuiyu's face changed slightly, and his voice sank: "You have to go?"

Ren Yan let out a "huh".

"You just have to tell my brother about it on my birthday?" Duan Chuiyu's eyes were gloomy.

"Chuibao..." Duan Xifeng grabbed his arm.

Duan Chuiyu shook off his hand and raised his voice: "You have to tell me that you don't want to teach me at this time?"

Ren Yan pursed his lips and explained: "No..."

"It's nothing!" Duan Chuiyu was angry and aggrieved, his eyes were a little red, "You chose to tell my brother today, you just want to explain it to me and stop coming, don't you?!"

Ren Yan could not refute.

"What's wrong with me? You don't want to teach me..."

Ren Yan was a little anxious: "I said, I don't think you need extra-curricular tutoring at your current level..."

"You fart!" Duan Chuiyu suddenly strode up to him, staring at him with angry eyes, "Is it because of what happened that day? Do you think it would be embarrassing to be with me? I am not embarrassing you are embarrassing What? Isn’t it dear—”

"Shut up!" Ren Yan interrupted him loudly, breathing heavily, and his chest rose and fell slightly.

Duan Chuiyu's Adam's apple rolled, this was the first time he saw Ren Yan showing a flustered expression, and it was also the first time Ren Yan yelled at him loudly.

Duan Xifeng was out of the situation, looking at the two people who were at war with each other in a daze.

"What's the matter?" Duan Xifeng pulled Duan Chuiyu to his side, "Speak up if you have something to say, why are you in such a hurry—"

"Brother Xifeng, let's go first." Ren Yan turned and left.

Duan Chuiyu looked at his figure who simply left, his eyes were red with anger, he walked quickly to the yard, swept away the real test paper on the stone table, and opened the grill grill in front of a group of classmates. The iron frame, with a wave of his hand, threw a stack of papers into the charcoal fire.

Everyone exclaimed, and Ren Yan gradually disappeared at the end of the night amidst the exclamation.

The author has something to say: Congratulations to Brother Yan for staying calm until the end of the teacher-student relationship.

感谢在2020-05-1119:55:21~2020-05-1220:16:56期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!