broken heart

"Mom, give me one yuan." He was terrified, not knowing how harsh his mother would say, but as long as he could get the money, he would bear it.In fact, even if the prices are not high now, one yuan can't do much. The cheapest vegetarian meal in the school costs one yuan and five.

"You lose money, I'm from CNMB, I know I need money every day, I can't do my job, I'm so lazy, why are you so cheap, I shouldn't have you in the first place, I'll fuck you, why don't you die, die Don't let the old lady see, don't get in the way of the old lady..." Sure enough, the mother got up unwillingly, cursing.

As he expected, the scolding was very ugly, he didn't even know why she scolded these things, didn't some of her scolding include herself?Is he really so disgusting?

Fortunately, in the end she opened the door, threw a dollar to the ground, and then used her thick index finger to shove his forehead hard, "Hold on and get out, you trash, a pig who just eats and doesn't do anything." .”

Tears rolled down, seeing Ge staggered by being pushed, he knelt down to pick up the money after standing still, wiped away the tears and left home.From beginning to end, his father lay on that bed without saying a word for him.

Leaving home disappointed, seeing Ge with hatred in my heart, why are you crying, you are worthless.Doesn't this happen every day?Shouldn't it be a thing of the past?Why are you still crying!

Wiping away the tears again, Jiange hurried to school.His family lived in the middle of the mountain, and he ran to the road down the mountain quickly, and happened to meet his classmate and only good friend Zhao Dashun.

In that era, names were still such things as Virtue, Wealth, and Zhiqiang. A unique name like Jian Ge was simply a weird existence, let alone a boy with a name with the word Ge.

His name is also inexplicable. At that time, their village was poor, and many of them gave birth to children and seldom registered for household registration, so the village organized people to go door-to-door to check, and all those who did not register for household registration were registered.

When I arrived at his house, the registered person checked and saw me. At that time, I was only more than three months old and hadn't given a name yet. The registered person asked the father what the child's name was.Coincidentally, at that time, his father saw Uncle Jianzi from the same village passing by the door, so he greeted Brother Jian. The person who had registered permanent residence was just waiting for his father to report his name with his head down and a pen, and he didn't look up at all, nor noticed him. Father was greeting people, and when he heard Brother Jian, he wrote his name on it.

Also based on the two words he thinks are the best to write: see the song.It was late at that time, and their family was the last one. Then, by the time his father realized it, the people who had gone to the countryside at that time had already left in a hurry with their written names.

When the account book was taken down, his name on it became Yun Jiange.

His younger brother is called Yun Degui. I heard that he originally planned to name himself Yun Defu. Fortunately, fortunately!

Zhao Dashun's home is right next to the highway, and his family conditions are quite good. His parents bought him a bicycle.

"Come on, I'll give you a ride." Zhao Dashun rode the bike to his side, seeing Ge got on the bike, the two of them staggered all the way to school.

Their school is the only junior high school in the town, and all the children in the town study here, from good to poor families.Therefore, like all schools, there are several factions in the school, such as those who are good at studying, and those who are poor; and those with good family conditions and those who are not.

Jian Ge's family conditions are poor, but he studies well, but he has a dull personality and doesn't like to socialize with others. Therefore, except for Zhao Dashun, other students in the school don't have much contact with him, but these things that exclude him in person will not happen.It's just that he secretly knows that some classmates with good family background will secretly watch his back and laugh at his clothes, his hairstyle and so on.

No way, he also wants to dress decently and cleanly, but he doesn't have that condition.

Parents basically don't buy clothes for themselves. The clothes he is wearing now are the clothes of his cousins. He has two cousins.One is five years older than him, and the other is eight years older than him. They are both sons of the uncle's family. Sometimes when grandma goes to the uncle's house, she will bring back clothes that her brothers can't wear.

As for his hairstyle, sometimes he doesn’t dare to go around. When his hair grows long, he asks his grandma to trim it with scissors. Generally, it can only be cut short. It’s impossible to look good, and it’s often uneven. Appear.

Usually when being ridiculed, he pretended not to hear and walked away silently.

After school, I still went home with Zhao Dashun, and it would be good to have someone to carry me for a while. After I parted with Zhao Dashun, I still had to walk a long way to get back to my home halfway up the mountain.

When I got home, I had to help make dinner. When the dishes were served, Ge swallowed his saliva. There was meat.A big bowl full of white meat, fat and thin, and with the spicy and tangy dipping water, Jian Ge felt like his saliva was about to flow down.

But when the parents and younger brother came to the table and helped them put the meal away, the mother put a piece of meat for the younger brother as soon as the table was served, telling him to eat more, study hard, and do a great job in the future.

When I put the rice on the table, my mother shot a ferocious look at her. Originally, she wanted to carefully pick up a piece of meat to eat, but Jian Ge didn't dare to extend her chopsticks to the meat bowl, and dared to go straight to the bowl of vegetables in front of her. Remove the green vegetables.

I don't dare to add more vegetarian vegetables, otherwise my mother will definitely scold me.Xiaoxiao picked up two chopsticks, and Jian Ge squatted down to the edge of the courtyard dam with the bowl to eat.

He didn't dare to go to the table, and he didn't know when he started, he was afraid to go to the table to eat with his parents.

Parents either love to ignore them, or hate themselves, not to mention watching them make out with their younger brother. In fact, the three of them are a family, and I am probably just their servant. .

He ate a bowl of green vegetables, but his stomach was still not full. Seeing Ge sneaking into the house, he boldly went to add another bowl. He didn't know what his parents looked like. He kept his head down and didn't dare to look at them all the way. This time, he didn't even dare to pick up the food, so he went directly to the courtyard dam with the rice, eating while looking at the green trees and weeds in front of the house.

Day after day, year after year, Jiange repeated that day when he was scolded for asking for money, scolded for small things, and beaten for big things.The unfair treatment by his parents made him more taciturn, and he was less talkative at school, so he only studied harder.

It's just that he didn't know how long he could last. As he got older, his self-esteem became stronger, and he became more and more unable to stand the cynicism of his parents all day long, and his younger brother's showing off from time to time.

He wants to continue studying, and wants to change his future life so that his parents can look at himself again.On the other hand, they continued to abuse him excessively, so to speak, that he didn't dare to continue asking for a penny from his family.If you want to continue studying, you will definitely need money. High school will not be free of tuition, and parents will definitely not be willing to pay such a large amount of money.

Maybe, my study career is coming to an end.

"What are you thinking about?" Zhao Dashun entered the classroom after lunch, saw that Jian Ge had come back, and came over to chat with him. "I'm eating buns again, I don't get tired of eating them every day."

"It's delicious." Disturbed by Zhao Dashun, seeing the song came back to his senses, picked up the remaining bun and ate it.It's good to have something to eat, does he dare to choose?

"Eating so fast today?" In the past, Zhao Dashun was basically the last few to enter the classroom.

"The food in the cafeteria is not good today. I have no appetite. Hey, you don't even know that the meat is all fat. Is it for people to eat? This cafeteria is too stingy. They charge so much money and give us rubbish. .” Zhao Dashun sat down next to Jian Ge, complaining about the dark food in the cafeteria today.Jian Ge silently swallowed the vegetable steamed bun in his hand, said it was a steamed bun, but rather a steamed bun with a bit of stuffing, with just a little green onion leaf and a little bit of cabbage clapper in the middle.

Zhao Dashun, who can have meat to eat, still complains, it would be great if he could have a bite.In fact, if you want to eat it yourself, you can eat it once in a month or two. Grandma will buy meat occasionally, and she will definitely keep a portion for herself when it is ready.

Zhao Dashun is not clear about the situation in his own family, and probably no one would believe it if he said it out, which parent would treat his own child like this, let alone a boy, the patriarchal concept is still very common in rural areas in this day and age .

Maybe I did something bad in my previous life, so I don't have any relationship with my parents in this life.

"Hey, we'll be graduating in a month. Which high school do you want to go to? But you're so good at studying, you'll have no problem getting into No. [-] Middle School." No. [-] Middle School is the best high school in their county.

"I don't know, what about you?" After eating the last bite of steamed stuffed bun, Jian Ge chatted with Zhao Dashun.

"Let's aim for the No. [-] Middle School. It's enough to pass the exam." Zhao Dashun's studies are neither good nor bad. Usually, the test scores are in the middle. Maybe he can barely pass the No. [-] Middle School.

"Your family conditions are so good, even if you are almost not afraid, your father will definitely let you go." He is the only son in the Zhao family, and his parents dote on him and will definitely let him continue to study.

"That's right. Speaking of my family's conditions, they are so low-level. My dad earns more than 3000 yuan a month. What can I do?" Zhao Dashun sighed pretending to be old-fashioned.

"That's right, my family is even poorer." Jian Ge smiled, if he was allowed to see his family, he would know what is called the real bottom and what is called the real poor.

"Oh, it's really different. Do you know the company that ranks first in the world's top [-]? It's our country's Nine Obsidian Consortium." Zhao Dashun is actually not very interested in studying, and to him, education is just a waste of money It's just a tool to eat, so we chatted about gossip.

"I've never heard of it." As soon as Jian Ge said it, Zhao Dashun looked at him with the eyes of a country bumpkin.

"I said you haven't watched TV, it's been reported on TV every day these days." Jian Ge felt sad, there was a TV at home, but it was never her turn to watch it.

"Then let me tell you what it means to be a real rich man, listen up..." Zhao Dashun settled his posture, as if he wanted to have a long talk with Jian Ge.