broken heart

Early summer is the season of busy farming.At this time, the corn just grows to the height of a seven or eight-year-old child, and the green corn leaves decorate the mountain with greenery.

12-year-old Yun Jiange was wearing his father's big coat, the long sleeves almost covered his arms.He also carried a hoe on his shoulder.

The land of his house is on the top of the hill, gritted his teeth and climbed to the top of the hill, to the ground of his house, looking at a large green cornfield, he wanted to cry.

Although the land is only half an mu (about 330 square meters), his eyes turned red when he thought of his father's words.

Now is the time to weed the corn. Weeding the corn two or three times a season usually falls on themselves.At this time, I can only spend my weekends in this place.

I visited this corn field in the morning, but the grass was less than one-third. When I ate a bowl at noon, I felt that I was not full. When I wanted to add a second bowl, my father beat me hard. Pressing down on the lid of the rice cooker, he stopped letting himself add more rice, and warned himself viciously that if he didn't clear up the rest today, he wouldn't even want to eat dinner.Thinking of this, I couldn't hold back my tears, transparent teardrops slipped from the corners of my eyes quietly, and Jiange wiped them away wordlessly.

With red eyes resigned to his fate, he burrowed into the cornfield. The afternoon sun was much brighter than in the morning, and in the damp corn grove, Jian Ge felt more and more annoyed and bored.

The cheek cut by the corn leaf was painful and itchy. Thinking about my younger brother who was three years younger than me, he was eating snacks and watching TV at home with a fan blowing on it.

The more he thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, tears fell from time to time, he sniffed and held back them, and then fell unwillingly.

He couldn't figure out why he and his younger brother were the biological sons of their parents, why there was such a big difference in treatment, and what did he do wrong?

Since I was a child, I dare not make a little mistake.As long as a small mistake is made, it can range from mother's beating and scolding to severe father's merciless corporal punishment.

Looking at my younger brother again, no matter how big a mistake he makes, his parents always blame themselves first, and then when they are with his younger brother, they will put the blame on themselves, blaming themselves for not being optimistic about his younger brother.

It was getting dark slowly, and if we didn't go back, we would lose sight of the road.But looking at the unfinished land, Jian Ge felt scared and startled. If he stayed and continued to finish it, it must be after ten o'clock, but if he couldn't finish it and went back, he didn't know what was waiting for him.

In addition, the mountain is very scary when it gets dark. There is a cemetery not far away, and there are some sparse forests, which look shadowy and even more terrifying.

Children are more afraid of ghosts than anything else, so they can't control so much, don't eat if they don't eat, and get beaten if they are beaten.With the corner of his eye that could barely see, Jian Ge picked up the hoe and went down the mountain in the dark.

Sure enough, he was right as he expected. When he got home, his father found out that the ground was not finished, so he slapped him hard on the face. When he saw Gordon, he felt a burning pain on his face.Of course, there is no dinner either.After being cleaned up, seeing his father's ferocious, mother's disgust, and his younger brother's mocking eyes, Jian Ge sadly went back to his room.

There are still a bunch of homework waiting for me. I just entered junior high school this year, so I can't miss my homework.He knew that if he was not too young, there was no place to accept child labor, and the tuition was free, his parents would definitely not let him continue to study.

They are obviously their own flesh and blood, so why do they see themselves as a burden, and it would be a waste to give them more food.Not to mention reading, so he cherishes this hard-won book even more. No matter how late, he will finish his homework and preview what he will learn the next day.

After doing this, I looked at the broken alarm clock by my bedside, it was almost twelve o'clock, and I was very hungry.Carefully picked up his little alarm clock and wiped the dust on it, even though it was small, worn out and old, he cherished it very much, the little thing of a few dollars was the money that his grandma gave him after a day of hard work selling vegetables bought.

Thinking of grandma, Jian Ge put down the alarm clock, grandma must have fallen asleep at this point, I don't know if grandma still has food at home.After grandma had a big fight with mother a few years ago, she lived next to the yard by herself, which was the old house of the uncle's house.Later, the uncle’s house became empty after moving away, and now grandma lived, obviously next to each other, but mother urged father to build a high wall.

In this family, the one who loves me the most is grandma.Jian Ge thought for a while and quietly turned off the lights, sneaked out of the yard, and walked towards grandma's house.

"Grandma." Leaning at the window, Jian Ge quietly looked into grandma's room, wondering if grandma was fast asleep.Unexpectedly, as soon as he yelled softly, a dim yellow light lit up in the room.

Grandma didn't have any extra money for electricity, so she used oil lamps, which illuminated the room in a dim light.

"See you, come on, kid." Grandma opened the door to let him in.

"Is there no food to eat again? Grandma left it for you. I guess you have to come." I saw him go up the mountain during the day and didn't come back very late. This happened not once or twice, so Grandma Yun Guessing that her precious grandson must have no dinner again, I deliberately made more when I made it myself.

As soon as I said this, my eyes turned red when I saw the song, and I waited for my grandma to bring me a bowl of hot sweet potato porridge, so I felt better. There is no one else who loves me the most except grandma.

Grandma Yun is not rich even if she lives alone. Jian Ge’s father never cares about her. The eldest son is better. He will give him tens of yuan every month. When grandma doesn’t use it, she saves it. Subsidize life.

"Your cruel parents... Hey, eat quickly, grandma has been heating it for you on the stove." Grandma touched his head lovingly, feeling uncomfortable in her heart.

Such a well-behaved and sensible child, why do you dislike him so much?I don't know what sin I did, and I gave birth to a son who has no opinion. Whether it's right or wrong, he depends on his mother-in-law.

Speaking of his wife, her family was okay before marrying into his own family, but back then his family was poor, and after borrowing money everywhere to marry her, the family's conditions became even more difficult.

This daughter-in-law is also a woman who hates the poor and loves the rich, and has a very small mind. No one would dare to mess with her.After marrying, life was difficult, she couldn't bear it, she would scold people every day, everyone she saw, and she didn't know her at first, after all, she had just married and was not very old at the time, thinking that when she was older, Just be sensible.

Who would have thought that the older she gets, the more capable she will be at cursing.Openly and secretly scolding his family for being poor, and delusional to marry her, making her suffer for the rest of his life, it's just for money.

It's ridiculous, she was born with a love of money, but she happened to be poor.

My wife left early and gave birth to the youngest son, that is, he left after seeing Ge's father. I didn't remarry when I was young, just for the two sons.

Being a father and a mother for a lifetime to bring up two children, the hardships involved cannot be explained clearly in one or two sentences.The eldest son still has a conscience and always remembers his mother.

But the youngest son... Maybe he was too young back then, and he didn't remember how difficult it was to pull him up.

The reason why his wife hates this child is probably because of the money.When Jian Ge was born, it was the poorest time in the family, and the real poor couldn't get rid of it. His mother thought that if she was a girl, she would give it away, but she didn't expect it to be a boy. She was reluctant to give it away, and stayed for food. Can't see again.

His mother is a kind-hearted person who wants everything and wants nothing.As the child grew up day by day, she didn't look like a mother, and she also learned to play cards, but her card skills were not good, and she often lost money.Losing money makes her feel bad. When she is in a bad mood, she beats and scolds the child. She can't see the child eating more food. She often says in front of the child's father that the child is not here or there. Over time, this child is really a father I don't love my mother anymore.

The same is true for this child, who has been sleeping with him since he was less than one year old, and he was brought up by himself.

The reason why I moved out a few years ago was because of the song.At that time, his mother favored his younger brother, and if the younger brother cried, he would blame Jian Ge first.Because of these things, the two of them had a big quarrel, and the quarrel was quite fierce, and finally they moved out in a fit of anger.

It's okay to move out and live alone. The most annoying thing is that the brainless son actually listened to her mother-in-law and built a high wall in the yard, which really chilled the heart of her old mother.

While thinking about it, she looked at Jiange, saw that he had finished eating and gave him another bowl.

"Grandma, I'm full, I'm going back to sleep." Jian Ge picked up the bowl to the water tank and washed the bowl.

"Okay, go back to bed quickly, you have to study tomorrow." Grandma took the bowl and put it away, and sent him out the door.

Seeing Ge quietly returning to her own room and leaving grandma, her mood that had improved slightly became dull again. In this home, she will never be in a good mood.

Thinking about having to ask for one yuan for lunch tomorrow morning, seeing the song is even more annoying.

But after a day of exhaustion, his eyelids gradually became unable to support him, so he fell asleep with a feeling of uneasiness.

Before dawn the next day, I got up and packed up when I saw the song, and didn't dare to eat breakfast.After eating, if my mother gets up and sees that there is less food, she will definitely scold her.In fact, sometimes he wants to scold, let her scold as she pleases, he should eat and drink, but he can't do it if he really wants to do it, he is afraid, he is afraid of the pain that hits his body, what's more, The pain in my heart, why do I have such parents.

Before I left, I saw that my parents hadn't gotten up yet. I thought about it and I still haven't got my lunch money, but if I decided to ask my mother, I would get a lot of scolding.

If you don't take it, you don't have to eat breakfast, and you don't have to eat lunch.My home is far away from the school, and it takes an hour and a half to walk, so it is definitely not possible to go home to eat.If you don't eat at noon, the class in the afternoon will last until five o'clock, and you will definitely have no energy to attend the class.After careful consideration, he still mustered up the courage to knock on the door of his parents' room.

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