What to do if my husband eats his own vinegar every day

Xu Zhengyu's dream seems to be a hint.Once the person outside the dream accepts this suggestion, they will unconsciously maintain what is suggested in the dream.

For three whole days, Xu Fang didn't wake up once, but the other three woke up in turn. This body seemed to have lost control, and there was no need to wake up other personalities through his emotions.

The psychiatrist said that due to the huge mental trauma, the main personality separated one or more follow-up personalities for self-protection, and he chose to "hide" in his body to escape all this, in order to achieve the feeling of staying out of things, and some In severe cases, the main personality even "sleeps" for ten years.This is a pathological way of self-defense. As the power of the sub-personality gradually becomes stronger, it will gradually replace the main personality...

Gu Chen has worked very hard these past few days, full of expectations time and time again, time and time again vanished, the unpredictability of the future magnified his sense of fear infinitely, he became anxious and restless, unable to eat or sleep, his mental state was so bad pole.

Everyone felt his change.He was in a trance all day long, neither smiling nor speaking, often staring blankly in a daze alone, as if he had lost his soul, leaving only an empty shell without thought.

With his uncharacteristic appearance, anyone can see that he seems to be sick.

Everyone sees it in their eyes and is anxious in their hearts.

Xu Xinglan wrote in Xu Fang's diary:

Xu Fang, Gu Chen is sick.

What he has is a heart disease, but I am not the medicine in his heart.

I can't do anything except watch him lose weight day by day, even if I say a word of comfort, it seems so pale and weak.

I always think, if I were you, just smile at him, and he will definitely get better.

But he knows you too well, he knows your every expression, movement and eyes, if I pretend to be you, he will definitely recognize it.

But I'm anxious, I don't want to see him depressed like this again.

All along, he kept giving, but we kept getting.He worried about us, shed tears for us, made us happy, took care of our food, clothing, shelter, and transportation. He spent all his time and energy on us, but what did we give him?

We can't give him anything but let him live in fear every day.

In the end he healed us, I'm afraid he wore himself down...

Xu Fang, I am very aware of the reason why I came to this world, so I never think that I am a complete person.But Gu Chen treated me like a normal person. He watched TV with me, went shopping with me, ate, drank and had fun with me, and did things I liked. A person with thoughts and feelings.

He is the only one who calls my name, smiles at me, walks into my desolate heart, and makes me feel warm and happy.

I got so much from him and I had to do something for him.

Xu Fang, I know you are soft-hearted, but I still want to beg you, don't stop me.

Even if there is no more Xu Xinglan in this world, as long as Gu Chen can live a safe and worry-free life, that's enough.

……

In the blink of an eye, another day passed, and Xu Fang still hadn't woken up. Gu Chen was afraid that he would not wake up, so anxious that his mouth was foaming.

Facing Li Xin who just woke up, Gu Chen had an unconcealable look of disappointment on his face.

Li Xin saw that his face was tired, his eyes were bloodshot, and his thin lips could not help but curl into a displeased arc.

These days, he didn't eat, drink or sleep because of Xu Fang, and often hid in the quilt and wiped his tears secretly. Li Xin couldn't bear to see him looking like he was going to die. He not only tormented himself, but also tortured them.The three of them love him no less than Xu Fang.

"How many hours did you sleep last night? Did you not sleep well again?"

The deep voice broke the silent air, and there was a faint breath of a storm.

Gu Chen wanted to deny it, but accidentally caught a glimpse of Li Xin's fierce expression, and his shoulders immediately drooped, "I slept for three or four... oh no, it seems to be four or five hours..."

"It's not like Xu Fang is gone anymore, don't make it look like the sky is falling, can you love yourself a little more?" Li Xin's tone was full of hatred for iron and steel, he stretched out his hand suddenly, and grabbed him On the bed, he leaned over and pressed down on it, commanding forcefully, "From now on, no matter what method you use, you must fall asleep for me within 10 minutes!"

Gu Chen pushed him with his hands, but he couldn't move. He was like a mountain, with an irresistible force on his body.

No way, Gu Chen had no choice but to discuss with him, "It's not that I don't want to sleep, but that I can't sleep at all. Can you come down first? You're pressing me down like this, I can't get sleepy."

"Stop talking to me about nonsense reasons, you can't sleep, right?" Li Xin sneered, "Then let's do something that consumes energy, and when you're tired, you'll naturally fall asleep."

Gu Chen didn't keep up with his thoughts, "Wh, what consumes energy?"

"Rape you!"

As Li Xin said, her knees suddenly pushed forward, forcibly separating his legs, and then her big hands covered her, making a gesture to pick off his clothes.

Gu Chen's scalp was numb, and his weak posture made him feel like he was being mermaid. He knew that Li Xin was just scaring people, but there was a sense of resistance in his heart for no reason.The Xu Fang face in front of him used Xu Fang's body, but it was not his Xu Fang.

"Li Xin, don't do this!" Gu Chen struggled, "Did I do something to make you misunderstand? In my heart, you are a friend, a relative, and a very important person, but I can't be like you Treat you like Xu Fang. I have liked Xu Fang since the first year of high school, and it hasn’t changed over the years. Can you understand my feelings for him? If something happens to him, I don’t want to live alone; In the next life, I hope to meet and fall in love with him again... This is how I feel about him..."

Li Xin's movements froze, as if all the strength in his body had been exhausted, he turned over and threw himself hard on the bed.

Why didn't he fall in love with Gu Chen when he was in the first year of high school, two years before they met, but who knew his sourness and heavy love.

Li Xin looked at the ceiling calmly, the blood in her body was cooling down bit by bit.

He felt a little cold and curled up unconsciously.

After a while, he asked, "What's good about Xu Fang?"

"No matter what happens, he will just evade and give in blindly. He can't even protect himself. What do you like about him?"

"I like his gentleness and restraint." Mentioning Xu Fang, Gu Chen couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth and showing a shallow smile, "I don't need him to protect me, as long as he can restrain his emotions and be gentle." Just love me."

Li Xin only felt an unprecedented sense of frustration coming over her head, and what confronted her was a sudden surge of resentment and unwillingness in her heart.

He sat up and said angrily: "I can also give you all the tenderness! If he can do it, I can do it!"

Gu Chen shook his head, "You can't..."

Li Xin poked her neck and roared angrily: "I haven't even tried it, how do you know I can't do it?!"

"Look at you, before you can say a few words, you will lose your temper," Gu Chen sighed, "This is the difference between you and him."

Li Xindun felt that his words were poor, and he opened his mouth to refute, but he didn't say anything.

He was leaning against the head of the bed, panting heavily, and the violent heaving of his chest proved that he still couldn't let go.

Gu Chen looked at him, finally couldn't bear it, and comforted him, "Don't be angry, come, give me a hug," and opened his arms to him, "A hug of friendship."

Facing the pure and innocent eyes, Li Xin laughed angrily, "Since you don't want me, don't touch me casually from now on, who cares to hug you."

"Go to sleep." Li Xin said again, "Don't tell me that you can't sleep or don't want to sleep. Look at how haggard you have become recently. You are ugly."

"Okay." Gu Chen agreed, and then watched Li Xin get dressed, get out of bed, and walk out of the bedroom. His mood was unexpectedly calm. The exhaustion and sleepiness accumulated in the past few days came like a tide, and he soon fell asleep.

……

Time passed quietly, and when Gu Chen woke up, it was already dark.

When he came to the living room, he smelled the delicious smell of dumplings, and a burst of ecstasy swept over his heart instantly. He stepped forward and followed the scent to the kitchen, only to see a familiar figure standing busy in front of the stove.

The scene in front of him overlapped with a scene in his memory, which made his eyes blush.

His lips trembled, and he wanted to call out "Xu Fang", but he couldn't make a sound after trying several times.

On the other hand, the other party turned around upon hearing the commotion, saw his excited look, and said lightly: "It's me, Li Xin, you misidentified the person."

"Oh..." Gu Chen suppressed the disappointment in his heart, not wanting to be too obvious, and pretended to be relaxed, "Are you hungry? Let me do it. I will fry two dishes and eat them with dumplings. I will make them soon. alright."

"I've already eaten it, and I cooked it for you." Seeing the dumplings floating on the water, Li Xin turned off the heat and put them on a plate, "You've been sleeping all day, I think you're about to wake up, so I'll get you something to eat. I can only cook dumplings, so you can eat them."

After finishing speaking, he added forcefully: "Don't refuse! You haven't had a normal meal for three or four days. If you continue to be depressed, I will hide in a place that you will never find, and let you go again I can't see Xu Fang either."

"Are you young or not?" Gu Chen laughed dumbfounded, and obediently followed Li Xin to the dining table.Li Xin opened the chair for him so that he could sit down. The next second, a voice softer than the breeze gently brushed past his ears, "I can really be gentle."

In a softly spoken sentence, every word hits the heart heavily.

Gu Chen had a sore nose and almost cried.There is heartache and emotion.

He thought that the person he was most sorry for in his life was probably Li Xin.

He can't give Li Xin what he wants, so he will always be in debt to the other party, and he will never be able to repay the love debt he owed...

While eating dumplings, Gu Chen quietly rubbed his eyes while Li Xin was not paying attention.

Maybe it's out of guilt, or out of emotion, or maybe because he can't let it go, Gu Chen really hopes that he can be divided into two, is this the only way for everyone to be happy?

……

With Li Xin's help, Gu Chen finally got out of his emotional trough and regained his strength.

Just like what Li Xin said, it's not that Xu Fang is no longer in this world. Instead of living pessimistically, it's better to turn waiting into motivation and do what you should do well.

Gu Chenman thought that Xu Fang would wake up without him knowing, and then give him an unexpected surprise, but life will not develop in the direction people expected.He waited quietly for two days, and God suddenly made a big joke on him. Before Xu Fang woke up, a group of unexpected guests arrived.

These people are Xu Dingguo's bodyguards, they came all the way here, mainly because they were ordered to pick up Xu Fang home.

Gu Chen was dumbfounded all of a sudden, although he didn't know what happened, but he couldn't let others take Xu Fang away casually.It's just that he never expected that Xu Xinglan, who was in control of this body at this moment, would be in a different camp from him.

Xu Xinglan said to him.

Xiaochen, don't worry.

I have to make a break with Xu Zhenghong when I go back this time, otherwise he will become more and more unscrupulous.

Xu Xinglan said again.

These years, Xu Fang has endured too much. He stayed away from his hometown for several years and did not return. On the surface, he was afraid that the people around him would know our existence, but I always felt that this was his protection for us. If he really wanted to Let us disappear, I have already gone to the hospital for treatment, and I will never let my condition develop to an uncontrollable level.

Xu Fang is a very soft-hearted and kind person, but he is used to disguising himself with indifference. He has borne all the difficulties by himself. When we got into trouble, it was all up to him to pay the bill. He protected us for so long. Now it's our turn to protect him.

Finally, Xu Xinglan hugged Gu Chen and said with a smile.

My little Chenchen, you must be happy.

Think about it, laughing is also a day, crying is also a day, why not live happily every day.

……

Gu Chen's heart was twisted like a knife, even though he was very reluctant to give up, he couldn't find a suitable reason to keep him, so he could only respect his choice.

When sending Xu Xinglan downstairs, Gu Chen said, "How about I take a few days off and go back with you?"

Xu Xinglan gave him another hug, and shook his head with a smile: "You haven't been to class these days, don't delay the class anymore, you have to remember that you are a student, of course you mainly focus on your studies, and you often ask for leave and skip classes. Do you still want to get your diploma?"

……

The two walked out of the apartment, and the warm sunlight poured down from the sky, coating them with a faint golden edge.After a week of heavy snowfall, the sky finally cleared up.

There were two black cars parked on the side of the road, which looked particularly conspicuous in the ice and snow.

The bodyguards walked towards the car in unison, opened the door, and stood aside respectfully and waited silently.

Xu Xinglan hugged Gu Chen again, hugged him very tightly, and only let go after a long time.

Maybe it was the sadness of parting, Gu Chen's eyes couldn't help but filled with tears.

Xu Xinglan gently scratched his nose, "You are the most crying person I have ever seen, even more than a little girl." Wiping his tears while speaking, "Okay, don't cry, think about it A happy thing. We will go back as soon as we go, and the person who will meet you next time may be Xu Fang."

Gu Chen smiled through tears, "You can't lie to me, you must come back."

Xu Xinglan smiled, with a hint of sadness and loneliness in his smile, "Then I'm leaving."

Gu Chen took his hand and walked with him to the car, and he reluctantly let go until he got into the car.

"Xinglan, let me know when you get home, remember to call me more often, don't lose contact, I will wait for you to come back."

"Well, you go back quickly."

Xu Xinglan moved his lips, as if he wanted to say something, thought for a moment, then swallowed the words.

Gu Chen stood firmly outside the car window as if his feet were rooted, and kept urging.Xu Xinglan stared at him for a moment, as if wanting to engrave his image into his soul.

The car started and moved forward slowly.

Gu Chen chased after him full of reluctance, until he reached the main road, and was left far behind by the car, so he had to stop.

Through the rearview mirror, Xu Xinglan watched the figure in the snow getting smaller and smaller, and finally disappeared at the end of his field of vision. He couldn't help muttering: "Goodbye, Gu Chen..."

His voice was tinged with tears, and his hands were shaking.

He still couldn't hold it back, pressed the car window, covered his face in the howling wind, and cried out...