love you like a song

Mu Zi'an was sitting by the river, the sky was still gray and there was no sunshine, making people feel cold for no reason.

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"The Chess City of Life and Death belongs to the world where all things transcend reincarnation after death. All living beings call the souls living in it immortals."

"Immortal bones are molded into the soul. Think about it clearly. After deboning, the body in the mortal world will also be damaged to varying degrees. The most obvious reaction is extensive bleeding."

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The raindrops fell from the ground and dripped on the June snow. The wind passed through the petals, and the flowers fell down and piled up in thick piles.

Mu Zi looked at the river calmly, and there was only a Lu Deng to accompany her in this remote corner.

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"When the fairy blood is exhausted and replaced with mortal blood, the fairy bone is considered to be shaved. At this time, you have to exchange it for the life of the person you wish to prolong."

"Here, 45 billion years ago, there was only a vast ocean, and the entire ocean was just a part of Huangquan. All souls originated from water and returned to water."

"So, if you want to exchange, you need to find the place where the cause and connection are connected to the sea, cut off your wrist, and jump off. At this time, your blood will connect with Huangquan and make a transaction."

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The rain, which was falling harder, hit her with crackling, and the leaves swayed with the wind.

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"If Huang Quan thinks that the conditions you offered are equal or exceed, he will take away the price you paid, send you back to the shore, and realize the exchange. If it is not enough to realize the exchange, you will sink to the bottom of the river."

"I'm going to do it. Mu Zi'an, you really don't regret giving up the opportunity to watch that person reincarnate in every life, and just take this life as mediocre?"

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The rain was getting bigger and bigger, pouring down, the wind was howling, and Liu Yuexue was devastated, but she couldn't help the storm and fell to the ground, scattered leaves were flying all over the sky, and the street lamp beside her was shaking.

Mu Zi'an got up and walked by the Huangpu River, and jumped.

Including her previous life, this is the second time she has jumped into the river.

How could she regret it?Rather than watching your lover grow up life after life, it is better to enter the cycle together, ups and downs in the world.

The rain is still falling, pattering and pattering, wetting the asphalt road...

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Affected by the typhoon, it also rained in Beijing in the evening.At exactly six o'clock, Mu Zi'an slowly dragged the suitcase and got off the train.

——If the news received is correct, today is the day when the hospital announces Gu Nan's recovery.

Mu Zi'an stayed in Shanghai for a week, thinking of Gu Nan very much every moment.If it wasn't for Gu Nan's displeasure, maybe she should have appeared in Beijing the day after she changed her life.

But the coldness on the other end of the phone completely calmed down Mu Zi'an.

Gu Nan hadn't answered her calls for a week, and only from Lu Yun's sporadic words could she know her recent situation.

Staring at the phone screen all night, tossing and turning until dawn.

A week seems like ten years.

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On time, at seven o'clock, the hospital gate appeared in sight.

Mu Zi settled down, and walked in resolutely.

Gu Nan was still sitting there wearing the hospital gown she had when she parted.

"Nan Nan!" Mu Zi'an yelled, seeing the man turn around, his eyes lit up, and he ran towards her quickly - she wished she could hug Gu Nan right now and feel her warmth.

Every cell in Mu Zi'an was jumping for joy, and he was relieved only when he saw that this person was fine.

When Gu Nan heard Mu Zi'an's voice, she didn't move, she looked at her silently, her eyes quickly fluctuated, and then turned cold again.

Gu Nan moved his body calmly, trying to avoid Mu Zi'an's embrace.

Mu Zi'an could see it clearly, but he didn't want to point it out, so he smiled and said.

"I miss you."

Gu Nan didn't respond, and blocked the distance between Mu Zi'an and her with his hand, and said expressionlessly. "go home!"

Mu Zi'an froze for a moment, then smiled slowly.

"……it is good."

Although Mu Zi'an knew - this was just Gu Nan's habit of speaking, without any deep meaning.She now resists her approach.However, he couldn't help being extremely happy.

Go home, Nan Nan, let's go home.

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There was the sound of rushing water from the bathroom, Mu Zi'an secretly put the empty luggage back into his bedroom, picked it up and put it in the bedside photo frame, looked at it for a while, then reached out to take out the photo and put it in his pocket.

Nannan, it took me a week to finish all the toffee you gave me.

Very sweet, and miss you very much.

really miss you……

Mu Zi'an sat on the sofa in a daze, waiting for Gu Nan to come out after taking a shower.Time passed little by little, and she gradually lay down on the table, her head drooping.

The water stopped, but Gu Nan did not come out for a long time.

The sound of a key turning came from the door, Mu Zi'an raised his head and looked over.

Shi Qing walked in from the door.

He obviously also saw Mu Zi'an, he was stunned for a moment, then quickly turned into annoyance, threw the bag on the sofa, and said. "Why are you here!"

Immediately afterwards, the next sentence was "Mu Zi'an, do you really have the face to come back?"

When he said this, there was sarcasm in his words and sharp eyes.

"... Get out, this is not your home!"

Mu Zi'an looked at Shi Qing, and uttered the word 'no', but was still dragged by Shi Qing, pulling him away.

"I won't go out." Mu Zi'an stubbornly held on to the door and refused to go out, like an octopus whose life was threatened.

Mu Zi'an knew that Gu Nan could hear the movement outside in the bathroom.

But Gu Nan didn't come out...

She wants to let herself go...

Suddenly realizing this, Mu Zi'an pursed his lips, and shook Shi Qing's hand that was holding onto her wrist vigorously, but he couldn't shake it off, so he raised his head angrily, and shouted.

"open!"

The flesh where Mu Zi'an cut his wrist hadn't healed yet, and it was painful to be pulled by Shi Qing.She said every word. "Shi-Qing, you-don't-control!"

"roll!"

Shi Qing angrily slammed the door shut, Mu Zi'an stubbornly didn't move her hand, the door caught her finger directly.Mu Zi'an frowned, still holding the door, without flinching.

"I do not go!"

Shi Qing stared at Mu Zi'an coldly. "Who are you showing it to? If you don't leave now, why did you leave in the first place! Do you regret leaving?"

"God didn't take back her life, so you want to come back?!"

He held the door and said.

"Mu Zi'an, this fucking is just to give my cousin a chance to see you clearly!"

The two were silent for a while, Shi Qing suddenly pushed Mu Zi'an hard, Mu Zi'an was caught off guard, and under the influence of the force, he fell backwards.

She sat down on the ground, and before she could react, the door closed with a bang.

Panic flashed in Mu Zi'an's eyes.

She stood up, slammed on the door, and kept shouting like a child. "No, I won't leave, Nannan is mine! It's mine! I won't leave! Nannan, open the door..."

At the end of the shout, the voice was hoarse.

"Open the door."

With a crying voice.

"I was wrong."

"Wrong, can't you..."

After shouting for an unknown amount of time, Mu Zi'an gradually lost his voice.

Gu Nan and Shi Qing ate quietly in the room, and Shi Qing raised his head when the shouting outside disappeared.He noticed that Gu Nan was looking down at the rice with his head down, and he hadn't moved his chopsticks for a long time, so he said to her.

"Sister, will you let her in?"

"..."

"Let's eat."

"Oh."

Shi Qing continued to bury his head in his meal, so he didn't see Gu Nan's eyes kept on looking towards the door... When he raised his head, Gu Nan looked away as if nothing had happened.

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Is Doudou still at the door?

Gu Nan looked at the door, took advantage of Shi Qing's time to wash the dishes, walked to the door, hesitated for a while, then walked back.Before entering the bedroom, he turned around and glanced at the door.

"..." Back and forth several times, Gu Nan finally stopped at the door, opened the door, and stretched out his head tentatively. "Doudou?"

She thought that like that winter, she would still see Mu Zi'an stubbornly leaning against the stairs, waiting for her to open the door.

However, no.

It was empty outside the door, no one was there.

Gu Nan's face turned pale, and he muttered self-deprecatingly, "Oh...so I'm being self-indulgent."

"...so stupid."

She leaned against the door, hugged her knees slowly, and sat on the ground...

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On the other side, the car was driving on the national highway.

"303A051... You actually knocked me out!" Mu Zi'an shook his head, got up from the rear seat in a daze, and grabbed the woman's steering wheel.

"Stop!"

The woman sighed, knocked off Mu Zi'an's hand, leaned against the side of the road, stopped the car, turned to look at her, and said.

"Then what do you think, Mu Zi'an!? Yelling nonsensically like just now? Huh?"

"...I don't know." She was at a loss.

"Hey... Although we have only been together for a short time, I know that you are not the kind of person who leaves your lover alone... But, Mu Zi'an, since you chose not to explain, at least give that person some time to think things through. ?”

"..." Upon hearing this, Mu Zi'an silently looked out of the car window, 303A051 stopped talking, and restarted the car.

It's already one or two o'clock now, and the sun outside is amazing.

Mu Zi'an kept staring at a spot on the ground, watching the rising heat that distorted the air, and clenched his fists tightly.

The woman's car drove away for a while, and she sighed deeply before continuing. "Don't be stubborn, I can think of problems... Your guardian is not stupid, she is just angry."

"..."

Mu Zi'an accepted her comfort, lowered his head, took out some distorted photos in his pocket, spread them out carefully, and asked. "You took me out, is there a job?"

"Ah."

"...How long?" Mu Zi'an looked at her.

"What are you worried about? This job is the same as last time. It will only take a month at most. It won't take much of your time."

"It's just right, it can let you and her calm down."

Mu Zi'an still wanted to refuse, but he didn't know how to speak, silently watching the passing scenery outside the window, without speaking.

Of course she didn't know that her decision changed all her life in the future, and even made her close to collapse.

When Mu Zi'an knew this, a year had passed.

The author has something to say:

Wolf forcibly wrote sweet, uh... There were some logical errors - based on the time, Gu Nan almost followed Mu Zian to Shanghai when the bug appeared before, which didn't match her physical condition and personality, so the wolf changed it.