love you like a song

On the train ticket at nine o'clock the next day, Mu Zi'an slept with Lu Yun and the others in the hotel that night, and had the dream of burning butterflies in the middle of the night, because the dream was so vivid that it stimulated Mu Zi'an to wake up.

Lying on the bed, she couldn't help reaching out to grab the air.

It was very quiet in the hotel, there was no sound.

Mu Zian was dizzy, raised his hand to look at his watch, and found that it was four o'clock in the morning.

In Gu Nan's house, she would not get up so early. Mu Zi'an is very hardworking and can stay up late, but rarely gets up early.When I am at home during the Spring Festival, I am often the last one to get up at home.

Mu Zi'an was indeed very tired. After playing chess for more than ten days in a row, the aftereffects of the overloaded brain were very serious. She lay on the bed with her eyes closed, but she couldn't fall asleep again.

This feeling of exhaustion and irritability...

It was about six o'clock, and Lu Yun, who was equally diligent and didn't need too much sleep, woke up first.She washed her hands lightly, and when she went out to buy breakfast, she tried to keep her voice down.

After a while, she came back.

The smell of fried eggs wafted through the room.

She set up breakfast, woke up Lu Yaoping, and then said to Mu Zi'an.

"Do you eat?"

Mu Zi'an shook his head, got up and sat up, picked up the book next to him, and flipped through it.

"I'll be hungry after a train ride, so eat as much as you want."

Mu Zi'an looked at Lu Yun, and Lu Yun looked directly at her without flinching.She paused, took an egg pancake from the table, and ate a few bites.

Lu Yun sat straight at the dinner table, but did not eat, but observed Mu Zi'an.

Mu Zi'an seemed to be reading the book calmly, but Lu Yun just knew that she was absent-minded.

Because of her physics books, Mu Zi'an had read the same page two or three times, put it down, and picked up the same book.

When Mu Zi'an was looking in the direction of the hospital quietly and alone, with his hands resting on his forehead, Lu Yun got up from the dining table, walked to Mu Zi'an's side, and stopped.

"You don't want to leave her?"

Mu Zi'an moved slightly, still looking out of the window.

Lu Yun could feel her depression.

"...Then why did you leave?" Lu Yun took a breath and raised his neck slightly. "elder sister."

"Yun'er," Lu Yaoping put down the bowl with a 'bang' and glared at Lu Yun. "Don't worry about that dead girl, hurry up and pack up your things, you have to go to the train station in a while!"

Lu Yun opened Mu Zi'an's suitcase and found that there was nothing in it, it was full of toffee. He paused, closed it again, and started packing Lu Yaoping's suitcase.

It was raining lightly outside and visibility was poor.

Mu Zi'an and Lu Yaoping took the big and small bags, went out together, took a taxi, and went to the train station.

Before leaving, Lu Yun said he wanted to accompany her, but Mu Zi'an refused.

She said: "Help me watch Gu Nan, mom and I are fine."

Unless there are special circumstances, the train will generally not be delayed, and will only slow down the driving speed.With a nine o'clock ticket, Mu Zi'an and Lu Yaoping arrived at the train station at seven o'clock.

Because it was early, they could only wait outside silently.

So, Mu Zi'an sat in the waiting area with his mother, watching the pedestrians coming and going at the station.

Because of the rain, the train was really delayed. It is reasonable to say that the ticket can be checked at nine o'clock, but now it has been delayed until nine ten, and it is still delayed.

Lu Yaoping sat on a chair with an anxious and tangled face, standing up from time to time and walking around.

Mu Zi'an glanced at her and said. "Don't dangle around, I'm dizzy."

"Damn girl..." Lu Yaoping sat back beside Mu Zi'an and looked down at the time.

Mu Zi'an's cell phone rang, and it was Shi Qing's text message, he asked: [Did you check the ticket? 】

Soon, Mu Zi'an looked at his watch, it was 15:[-], and replied: [It's late, the ticket will be checked in [-] minutes. 】

【Are you really going? 】

【Um. 】

[Are you lonely? 】

After a long time, Mu Zi'an replied: 【It's okay. 】

In the hospital, Shi Qing closed the phone, stood up, hurriedly opened the door of the ward, sighed, and told Gu Nan—the time and place where Mu Zian left.

Gu Nan was still on the bed, holding a glass of water expressionlessly, her hands shaking a little.

She looked outside in a daze and asked, "What do you mean?"

"She's leaving, and I think you want to see her off."

Gu Nan put down the water glass in his hand, coughed a few times, and said, "So what do I mean by asking you, Shi Qing? The one who is going to leave is...she."

Shi Qing said: "I know, but if you didn't show this persuasive expression, I wouldn't..."

Gu Nan raised his voice, interrupted him weakly, and said, "If you think she doesn't want me, can I still lick my face to see her?"

"I'm just telling you..."

"You tell me this and it makes me sad."

"But... I thought you wanted to know." Shi Qing's eyes gradually turned red, and he wiped away his tears. "...I, I don't want to tell you, I..."

Gu Nan touched his forehead, as if he lost his strength.

"Cousin How can that person be so cruel? I don't want to tell you at all, but I'm afraid! I don't want you to leave with regrets like this. "

"I only have you as my sister..."

"But I only have one Doudou." Gu Nan looked up, took a deep breath, and looked at Shi Qing. "... If you want to say it, can you say it earlier? The nine o'clock ticket, it's almost nine fifteen now..."

From the hospital to the train station, it only takes 5 minutes by taxi.

It won't take that long if traffic conditions are good.At 5:[-], the train began to check tickets in advance. Lu Yaoping went to the bathroom, but she still hadn't come out. She said that it might take another [-] minutes to finish.

Mu Zi'an was waiting outside the station.

At about 25:[-], Lu Yaoping came over with a huge box.

Mu Zi'an hated waiting for others, and was a little indifferent towards his mother. When he saw her, he only urged, "Hurry up."

Lu Yaoping scolded her again, then looked down for her ID card and bus ticket.

5 minutes before the train left, it was no longer possible to check the ticket. Mu Zi'an was a little anxious. In order to ease her emotions, she took a deep breath and looked outside.

When he looked up, Mu Zi'an saw a half-bent figure running and bumping eagerly. The man was holding his stomach, panting, and grabbed a passer-by, asking questions as if he was out of breath.

"Where is ticket gate No. 10?"

Passers-by pointed.

Mu Zian's eyes met with that person.

Mu Zi shrank back in peace, without turning her head, she pressed Lu Yaoping with her hands, and after leaving a sentence of "don't wait for me", she got out of the car and ran towards the front.

Gu Nan, why did she come?

Mu Zi'an didn't have time to think, she ran to a place five meters in front of Gu Nan, and then stopped hesitantly.

Gu Nan covered her stomach with a pale face, sweating profusely, and looked at Mu Zi'an panting.

There were still fine sweat stains on her forehead, Mu Zian raised his hand to help her wipe it off, but thinking of Gu Nan's obsession with cleanliness, he hesitated for a moment, flipped through his schoolbag, and took out a tissue.

Before Mu Zi'an could hand it to her, Gu Nan hugged him.

Gu Nan hugged her so tightly that Mu Zi'an's ribs hurt a little.

The train station is crowded with people.At that moment, the surrounding crowd seemed to be blurred into water vapor, and the noisy voices were far and near, indistinct...

It seems that something is crawling in the body, carrying electricity, and the current passes through the fingertips, leaving a subtle sore feeling.

Mu Zi'an coughed twice, and when she spoke again, her voice became hoarse again, and she asked, "...Why are you here? Why don't you stay in the hospital?"

"I..." Gu Nan lowered her head and said. "I, I... I..."

Is that even a question?

Mu Zi'an didn't even want to spend the last bit of time with her.Although she didn't say it clearly, Gu Nan knew that she was dumped by Mu Zi'an, and she was dumped without mercy.

Mu Zi'an was right in asking, no one with a bit of self-respect should come.

But Gu Nan couldn't bear it, as long as he could see Doudou...

She can't help herself, she will definitely come.

Knowing this, Gu Nan felt very ashamed, her eyes were hot and she couldn't speak.Obviously she is the one being pursued, but it is herself who loves deeply and cannot let go.

……

……

Mu Zi'an was hugged, raised her head, pretended not to care and let the tears fall back, she looked at the clock on the platform pointing to [-]:[-], and said, "You go back."

Mu Zi'an gently broke away from Gu Nan's hand, and at that moment she felt the surrounding air-conditioning, it stands to reason that the train station in summer is very warm, but Mu Zi'an couldn't help shivering.

She pulled the luggage and got goose bumps on her back as she walked forward.

Gu Nan stood there, panting very tiredly.

"Mu Zi'an—!"

Gu Nan shouted at the man's back.

It was the first time she called Mu Zi'an's original name in public.

Do your best.

The sound is so loud.

Mu Zi'an's hands trembled uncontrollably, she stopped, put down the suitcase, pressed her arm hard, and didn't turn her head.

Gu Nan took a deep breath, the noisy train station seemed to be able to hear her echo, she said: "...Yes! I am poor, not smart, selfish as hell, indifferent and irresponsible, and do things without considering the consequences! "

Mu Zi'an was stunned, she turned to look at Gu Nan.

Gu Nan's eyes were red, and she said: "I have no savings, and I don't have a good body, so I'm still a burden!"

"..."

"I have nothing, but I love you! I can only love you in my life." Gu Nan roared hoarsely, and the veins on his neck bulged.

"I am willing to work hard to fight against the illness for you. I only want you, you, Mu Zi'an, can you not leave?"

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Baby Wolf found that if the light of the Jinjiang app was changed to moonlight, it would be more enjoyable to read the article.Now the wolf is going to sleep~zZ, hey, I have class again tomorrow.