love you like a song

Gu Nan didn't ask where Mu Zi'an had gone, but said suddenly.

"When I was young, there was no day I could rest." Her nasal voice was heavy, "I had to learn every day, and I hated my grandpa at that time."

"Yeah." Mu Zi'an comforted Gu Nan's back and signaled her to continue.

"Later, I participated in the International Olympics in high school, but I only won the Encouragement Award. I was afraid that he would think I was ashamed, so I moved out alone and studied with the teacher. Counting, from high school to now, I have only met him a few times... ..."

"..."

"...I think he definitely doesn't love me." Gu Nan continued, "Otherwise, how could he be so ruthless? I'm already in my teens, and he still said to do it, so he did it. After taking Shi Qing back , and don’t even look me in the eye.”

"..."

"But today, when I stepped into the coffin with half a foot, I realized the feelings of Grandpa before he left. He just didn't want to force me to do my best, and didn't want to be too far away from me...Mu Zi'an, do you understand what I mean?"

"How much I want to grow old with you if I'm not careful..."

……

……

"Yes," Mu Zi'an lowered his head and said. "I can't accompany you now."

She closed her eyes, gritted her teeth, and continued. "I'm going to Shanghai soon."

"..."

Seeing Gu Nan gradually drooping his head and trembling, Mu Zi'an even felt his brain rumbling, and the feeling of excessive blood loss surged in bursts.

She sighed, stretched out her left hand to Gu Nan's forehead, lifted Gu Nan's forehead hair, and gently stroked away the tears.

"...Don't go, okay?" Feeling that Mu Zi'an was wiping her tears, Gu Nan raised his hand, wishing to hold Mu Zi'an's hand, but just when he touched it, Mu Zi'an turned his head away , withdrew his hand back.

The breathing of the person in his arms suddenly accelerated, Mu Zi'an knew that she was in pain, the pain was severe, and he was already curling up in pain, so he also bent his body into an arc, firmly letting the person in his arms stick to him.

Gu Nan suddenly raised her head and cried aloud, tears streaming down her neck.

"Are you regretting it... woo woo... Mingming"

"...It was you who liked me first..."

Mu Zi'an's eyes were red, he didn't speak, and hugged her tightly.

Just such a stiff posture, Mu Zi'an maintained it for a long time, until Gu Nan's body stopped trembling, he relaxed a little, and pulled his hand back.

Mu Zian sniffled and moved his numb left hand.

She was silent for a while and said. "... Nannan, do you want to hear a story?"

"..." Gu Nan wiped away tears, but did not speak.

"About three years ago, Gu Nan, I died once." Mu Zi settled down, obviously feeling the stiffness of Gu Nan's body, and smiled lightly. "But, as you can see, Lily left and I came back."

Gu Nan got up with red eyes, and looked at Mu Zi'an in disbelief.

Mu Zian touched her hot forehead. "Actually, I've known you for a long time... I, from the first time I saw you, I have inherited the memory of my previous life."

"That person was only 30 years old when he died. In his previous life, Mu Zi'an was a very incompetent high school teacher. When he was young, he didn't know how to make progress. When he died, he started to regret it."

"She was killed by a car. When you hugged the dead body and cried loudly, it was the deepest memory left to me from the previous life. In fact, the child in front of you is no longer me."

"..."

"Whether you believe it or not, it's true." Mu Zi'an said, "I also thought about hiding my past life memories, such as pretending to be a normal teenager."

"But Gu Nan, I don't want to hide from you. In this world, the person I don't want to deceive is you."

"..."

"My body is 15 years old." Mu Zi'an stroked his head, "but my mind has been completely matured, is it amazing?"

Mu Zi'an straightened Gu Nan's body and gave her a little time to digest.

"I have never been as good as you imagined. Only by relying on this talented cheating device can I get your attention. It's just that the good luck in my previous life seems to have landed in this life, giving me... a chance to reverse."

"..."

"Gu Nan, trust me." Mu Zi'an kissed Gu Nan's red and swollen eyes. "Only you, Gu Nan, only you, neither she nor I want to let you go."

After losing those memories in the previous life, Mu Zi'an never loved anyone again, and never had a relationship with anyone, so now that he has a chance, why should I be sad?

Gu Nan, you still have me.

"I won't hide anything from you anymore, Nan Nan." Mu Zi'an said, "If you want to know, ask me everything, as long as you ask, I will definitely tell you."

"Don't worry, Nannan, I'm yours, only yours."

How about telling Gu Nan that he has memories of his previous life?No longer is she thinking of herself as a genius?For the current Mu Zi'an, this kind of trivial matter is not painful at all, she is just a little scared, what will happen to herself who tells this secret?

She who has already had her fairy bones removed and does not belong to the Vientiane Realm, will her soul be dissipated and wiped out in ashes?If she can never see Gu Nan again, that is what she fears the most.

I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid that after death, I will never be able to love her like this again.

"Nan Nan, listen to me, I have to go to Shanghai." Mu Zian sighed and held Gu Nan's shoulders. "Nannan, I can't tell you the specific reason, but I won't forget you like her, you have to trust me..."

Gu Nan was still in a daze, and couldn't figure it out.She stared blankly at Mu Zi'an's right hand hidden behind her back, where - the whole cuff was stained red with blood, how did this happen?

Gu Nan let Mu Zi'an kiss her, and slowly moved down until it reached her neck, and when she licked and kissed her delicately, she finally realized it and dodged away tremblingly.

Mu Zi'an has always been mysterious.

Gu Nan only knew that she was the child of her senior sister, and she didn't even know her preferences and motives. Sometimes she felt that Mu Zi'an was playing with her.

Still don't understand... After Mu Zi'an suddenly disappeared, Gu Nan kept watching the drip that kept falling, silently in a daze, unable to understand anything.

Gu Nan originally thought that he would never see Mu Zi'an again in this life.

But that person is right in front of her now.

hold her.

"Don't go."

Mu Zi'an let go of Gu Nan in silence, concealed the emotion in his eyes, straightened up, and prepared to walk out of the room.

The right wrist was suddenly held by Gu Nan, touching the wound.

"...Can you not leave?"

Mu Zi'an shivered for a moment, then turned his head in shock, only to hear the sound of the wind gently piercing the air.

The woman who always concealed her emotions half-kneeled on the bed, grabbed her right hand, raised her delicate chin, closed her eyes, and kissed her.

It seems like something is out of control.

Mu Zi'an licked his lips, pressed her over, and kissed her deeply.

Mu Zi'an was taller than Gu Nan, sitting in front of her, cast a shadow and couldn't see his expression clearly.

"...Nan Nan, don't try to escape, you won't be able to escape for the rest of your life." She said suddenly. "We chemistry students are the most persistent, aren't we?"

Gu Nan wanted to refute, "The one who is leaving, isn't it you?" ’, but Mu Zian bowed his head and kissed her.That kind of touch could not be described as thrilling, but it did shock her.

Gu Nan opened her mouth slightly, and Mu Zi'an's tongue naturally squeezed in, grabbing space in her mouth, and sucking it in together with the body fluid.

All Gu Nan could do was to open her eyes wide, trying to push her away, but couldn't resist.

Gu Nan felt that she had spoiled Doudou, so Doudou dared to do anything, even sucking the tip of her tongue into his mouth, as if he wanted to die with her.

There was a sticky sound when their lips parted.

"wait me back."

After Mu Zi'an said this, he lowered his head, got up and left.

……

……

Mu Zi stood quietly in the hospital corridor, looking at the ward for a long time, as if his movements and voices had completely stopped.

I like Gu Nan.

I really like it... Even if Nan Nan doesn't love me so deeply or doesn't love me anymore, as long as she always has me in her eyes, then everything I do for Nan Nan is worth it.

Mu Zi'an wiped away his tears, walked up to Lu Yaoping and Lu Yun, and said. "Let's go."

……

……

Looking at the blood dripping on the bed sheet, Gu Nan suddenly covered her face and smiled deeply.

Mu Zi'an's departure is like a set of slow motion, each frame is full of sadness, love, and nostalgia, which are reflected in Gu Nan's eyes, and she laughs and then cries.

"You are a person who keeps saying that you love me, but you are willing to make me so sad..."

Tears gradually blurred her vision.

The doctor said that she can't have too much emotion, but how can this be controlled by people?

Doudou didn't accompany her until the end...

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