love you like a song

It was so late, he should have gone back.

After Mu Zi'an walked a few steps, he felt that his brain was cramping, and he started to walk back again, but before he opened the door of the ward, he heard Zhao Long's lazy voice, coming from the safe passage next to him.

He said arrogantly. "I've already told you that I have no reason to stay there, what else do I want?"

As soon as Mu Zi'an pushed open the door of the safe passage, he saw that tall and thin man sitting on a stool in the hospital corridor, straightened his waist, and peeled oranges majestically.

Hearing the sound of pushing the door, Zhao Long turned his head to look at Mu Zi'an, immediately smiled and said. "Girl, how is your guardian's illness?"

Seeing that he didn't call him by his full name or his serial number, Mu Zi'an seemed to have some scruples, so he said. "It's okay, your money, I'll return it to you later."

"Let's not talk about this first." Zhao Long waved his hand, pointing at 301E138, and said. "Go get a stool."

The tall and thin man got up when he heard the words, stood beside Zhao Long, pointed at the stool just now, and said. "sit."

"No need." Mu Zi'an waved his hand, indicating that he would not stay for a long time, and she still had to accompany Nan Nan.

Zhao Long rubbed the beard on his chin and said. "Girl, do you remember the black card I gave you during the New Year? That card itself can be mortgaged unlimitedly, so you can use it first."

"Ah."

"By the way, you don't have to worry about organizing things there."

Zhao Long then waved his hand to signal Mu Zi'an to leave.

"..." Mu Zi'an looked at him, opened his mouth, but still didn't say anything.

Mu Zi'an turned around in silence, 301E138's eyes were sharp and full of aggression, which made Mu Zi'an feel stabbed in the back, and he could still feel his hostility after closing the door.

Inside the door, 301E138's quarrel came.

"You even gave her your ID card?"

"You still want to help her?"

"Get out!!!" Zhao Long's deep voice suddenly came out.

"I will report it, don't even think about it!"

Soon, 301E138 opened the door. He squinted his eyes and took a cold look at Mu Zi'an who was still outside. Before the hostility burst out, he turned around and left.

"..."

So, Zhao Long already knew that Gu Nan was sick, and wanted to tell himself, but couldn't say it clearly for some reason?

So he tried every means to prevent himself from leaving Gu Nan?

So he suddenly gave himself lucky money uncharacteristically?

So he wants to hack himself into the hospital and see the truth?

……

……

Why did Zhao Long help himself?

With a lot of thoughts tangled together, Mu Zi'an returned to the ward in distress.

It was too early to come back, she was lying on the bed, very upset, and she didn't fall asleep with her eyes closed.Mu Zi'an was next to Gu Nan, turned over, and felt that Gu Nan was not asleep either.

After a while, Mu Zi'an quietly moved towards Gu Nan and said.

"Nan Nan, can I hug you to sleep?"

Gu Nan let out a soft 'hmm'.

"I don't sleep well."

"..."

"...may ride a man."

"..." Gu Nan was silent for a while, then said. "I see."

Mu Zi'an suddenly stretched out a leg, pressed down on Gu Nan's right leg, carefully avoided her wound, put his hand on her chest, and said. "……That's it."

The air conditioner was turned on in the ward. Although it wasn't very hot, it was still uncomfortable in the summer.Gu Nan raised her hand, gently moved Mu Zi'an's hand away, then her leg, and repeated seriously.

"I see."

There was no sound in the ward.

After a while, Mu Zi'an slowly leaned forward again, laughed twice, and said in a firm yet tender voice. "... Nannan, I will always be with you."

If you die, I will not live alone.

Gu Nan's body was a little stiff, she understood what Mu Zi'an meant, she suddenly shook off Mu Zi'an, and moved to the side.

Mu Zi'an was taken aback, the moment Gu Nan moved, she lost her support and almost fell on the pillow.

Afterwards, Gu Nan's face changed.

Because Gu Nan's face was really ugly, Mu Zi'an also became serious, he didn't dare to say anything, and slept quietly beside her.

That night, Mu Zi'an had that dream again.

It was still in that icy room that made people breathless, and the water vapor that was breathed seemed to be visible.Everything was dark and dank, and twisted.

Mu Zi'an looked at the dark sky outside the house.

In a short interval, she could even think, why is it so cold?

So cold, so cold...

Beside her was still the person who looked exactly like her. She was still looking at the empty bed tenderly, writing a few words in the diary from time to time, and then froze for a few moments, as if she had lost her soul.

Mu Zi'an is familiar with everything that will happen next - she will write two lines in the diary.

But today's dream is a little different.

After that person finished writing, she stood up again. She took the diary and went out. The sky outside was very dark. Mu Zi'an followed her, step by step to the river.

The man looked at the ripples wrinkled by the breeze for a long time, then took out a small knife from his pocket, and repeatedly scratched his wrist expressionlessly.

She put her arm into the river water, as if she didn't feel much pain anymore, without a trace of expression.Blood, like a coquettish flower in the night, blooms in the water...

Ripple open.

The same cold, the same viscous.

Mu Zi'an struggled and raised his hand desperately, trying to prevent the person who looked exactly like her from committing suicide.Mu Zi'an took advantage of the faint street light to see the man's face clearly - she was crying.

She jumped into the river.

Then, as usual, Mu Zi'an suddenly woke up from his dream, sweating all over his body.

She stared blankly at the unfamiliar lamp hanging in front of her eyes, and it took a while before she remembered where this place was.

The room was very quiet, Mu Zi'an looked at his watch, it was five o'clock in the morning, and Gu Nan was still asleep.

Mu Zi'an swallowed, she closed her eyes, raised her arms, and wiped the cold sweat from her forehead. After a while, she slowly sat up from the bed, and sweat dripped down her hair.

If I said that I jumped into the river to die in my previous life...

Who was killed after that?

Mu Zi'an was deep in thought, and it took him a long time to remember the matter of 'going home to get a change of clothes', so he got up and got out of bed.As soon as she stood on the ground, she raised her neck slightly.

Staying in one position for too long caused Mu Zi'an's neck to ache severely.

She rubbed her neck with one hand, and put coins into the car with the other.

After Mu Zi'an returned home, he saw several missed calls from the counselor at home. After dialing back, he immediately heard the counselor's roar.

He shouted:

"Mu Zi'an, do you still want to go to school? There was a midterm exam the day before yesterday. The midterm exam is not a quiz in class. Why didn't you come and ask for leave?!"

"Do you know how important this exam is? Do you know that you can easily get a scholarship based on your grades and be sent to study abroad, but this depends on your usual grades!"

"You have to look at every midterm and final exam. If you suddenly miss an exam, do you know how much your candidate ranking in school will be lowered?"

Listening to his long series of complaints, Mu Zi'an couldn't help but pull the microphone away, and only spoke calmly after he finished venting. "Teacher, I don't want to study further."

She doesn't need further education.

Hearing Mu Zi'an's words, the counselor became even more annoyed, but he couldn't say anything to Mu Zi'an, so he even said a few 'good' words, left a sentence of 'see me in the afternoon', and hung up the phone.

Mu Zi'an hung up the phone, remained silent for a while, and continued to pack his clothes.She sorted out a big bag, put it in, took it, and went to the hospital.

Gu Nan glanced at Mu Zi'an and asked. "What's wrong?"

"fine."

Mu Zi'an washed his hands, sat next to Gu Nan, and peeled apples for Gu Nan.Looking at the snow-white flesh, she suddenly remembered the results of her blood test:

Matching was not successful...

Mu Zi settled down for a while, and continued to peel the fruit. The movements were very skillful, and it didn't break until the peeling was finished.

She didn't tell Gu Nan that the operation cost nearly 1 yuan, so whether it was Shi Qing's money or the tuition she saved for herself, there was nothing left.

But fortunately, considering Gu Nan's injury, Zhao Long kindly lent her the money, and seemed to help relieve the pressure from the organization, so that Mu Zi'an could accompany Gu Nan during this most critical period.

Zhao Long's kindness made Mu Zi'an heave a sigh of relief, but this rare good mood disappeared at the moment when "she cut the apple into pieces and handed it to Gu Nan".

Because at that moment, Mu Zi'an suddenly felt that there was a shadow outside the door, and then heard someone knocking on the door frame lightly.

Shadows are gone.

Mu Zi'an sighed, put the apple on the table, shook his head at Gu Nan, got up and opened the door.

The sun was just right outside the door, and everything was the same as before, nothing different.

Mu Zi'an walked over and stood silently in front of the extra small flower pot in the right corner, hesitated for a moment, moved the flower pot, and saw an unsigned letter.

She picked it up hesitantly.

She began to worry about the content above.

As for the organization, Mu Zi'an actually had no idea.

Although she has the memory of rebirth, she is still underage after all. Even Mu Zi'an in her previous life has almost never seen such a large national organization, let alone her?

What should she do?

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o(*￣▽￣*)oThe wolf exam is over, and I'm going to practice training soon.Hey, I have to get up at [-] or [-] o'clock this morning, and follow the class to take the bus to Fuzhou...