love you like a song

The feeling of standing in front of Gu Nan's operating room is definitely different from the feeling of standing in front of Gu Dongliang's operating room. It can even be said that the feeling of standing in front of anyone's operating room is different.

It feels like there are so many pedestrians coming and going, but you are the only one standing here, the voice in the operating room is infinitely amplified, while the voices of other people are infinitely reduced.

During those few hours, Mu Zi'an was restless, and then suddenly remembered why 'May 27th' made her feel familiar.

On this day, in the previous life, Gu Nan also had an operation. Mu Zi'an accompanied her to the hospital. Because she was too scared, everything in the hospital left a deep impression on her.

For example: the dilapidated black corridor, and the clear 'May 27th' on the red calendar.

For example: After this, she was taken away by Lu Yaoping when she was still in the third year of junior high school, and she got on the train.

Mu Zi'an remembered everything except what happened after Gu Nan. This memory was blank in his previous life, nothing at all.

It's like it was deliberately erased.

Mu Zi'an stood for more than three hours before Gu Nan was pushed out of the operating room. She hadn't opened her eyes yet, her face was pale.Mu Zi'an helped Gu Nan put on the hospital gown, and carried her to the bed.

In just one hour, Gu Nan, who was originally a little swollen, seemed to have lost weight, her body was hot, and Mu Zian hugged her limply to the bed. She was woken up by Mu Zian, and said while breathing.

"……pain."

Mu Zi'an touched Gu Nan's sweat-soaked forehead, and wiped her face with a towel. Her lips were chapped due to not drinking for a long time, and the doctor refused to drink water.

So, Mu Zi'an soaked a cotton swab to moisten Gu Nan, sat beside her, and waited for her to wake up.

In the past six months, the hospital has been too frequent. First, Gu Dongliang fell down, and then Gu Nan was rushed to the hospital. Both of them were suffering from uremia...

Mu Zi'an managed to earn some money, and after a few visits to the hospital, it was all gone. If she had known this, she might as well have watched Gu Nan all the time, told her to eat and drink well, and not get sick.

However, there is no money now.

Just as he was thinking about what to do in the future, Mu Zi'an saw Gu Nan woke up and asked her what she wanted to eat.

Gu Nan opened her eyes, the sun was shining outside, she didn't understand what Mu Zi'an was talking about, she turned her head, staring blankly at a sparrow jumping step by step on the window sill.

Brain is blank.

Gu Nan moved his body, feeling pain all over his body.

Mu Zi'an, who had been paying attention to Gu Nan, immediately noticed her discomfort, got up quickly, ran out, and called the doctor.

The doctor was wearing white clothes, looking at Gu Nan.

"You're lucky, but unlucky."

Mu Zi'an suddenly held Gu Nan's hand, Gu Nan turned to look at Mu Zi'an, then nodded to the doctor.

The doctor was right. It was a miracle that a person like her who had only a few days to live survived a high fever.But, unfortunately, how much time will she spend with Doudou?

The doctor performed a series of examinations on Gu Nan, and asked her questions while registering them in the notebook. "You haven't been here for a long time, there must be a dedicated attending physician!"

"Ah."

"Tell us the doctor's phone number later." The doctor said sarcastically and glanced at Mu Zi'an who was still holding Gu Nan. "Your sister doesn't know the contact information..."

The doctor left, and so did the nurse, and there were only Mu Zi'an and Gu Nan in the ward.

Gu Nan didn't know how long she had been in a coma.

Mu Zi'an was still wearing the clothes she had spat acid water on before, a little sloppy, the sleeves were a little wrinkled, staring at Gu Nan with bloodshot eyes.

"Nannan, what do you want to eat?"

Gu Nan wanted to speak, but he didn't know how to comfort Mu Zi'an, so he had no choice but to shake his head and choose to remain silent.

The doctor just came in at this time, saw Gu Nan and shook his head.He frowned, and told Mu Zi'an that the patient had to eat, just go to the hospital gate and buy some egg custard or something.

So, Mu Zi'an ran out to buy egg custard.

Gu Nan watched Mu Zi'an's leaving back silently, and lowered his head.

Gu Nan admits that he is a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death.

She didn't receive treatment, it didn't mean she wasn't afraid of death, on the contrary, she was more afraid.

She watched the whole process of Grandpa's treatment with her own eyes.She was afraid that she would not be treated well, and she was also afraid that during the treatment, her hair would fall out, her eyes would bleed, and she would become extremely ugly.

Anyway, after falling in love with Mu Zi'an, Gu Nan has been counting his fingers and living his life.

In short, Gu Nan didn't dare to make any bets, especially with the days when she and Mu Zi'an were together.

However, this time, Gu Nan hoped that she would die, so that at least Mu Zi'an would remember her forever in his heart, and whenever he recalled, he would think of her.

It's just that no matter how stubborn her reason is, her subconscious mind is stubborn at this moment - she doesn't want to leave Mu Zi'an, really not at all.

Gu Nan waited expectantly for Mu Zi'an's return, but he still couldn't bear the exhaustion from the surgery and fell asleep.

On the other side, Mu Zi'an searched for a long time at the entrance of the hospital before he found a place selling egg custard in an alley.

She ran a little far, one stop away from the hospital, and the weather was still not hot in the morning, so she was afraid that the egg custard would be cold, so she warmed herself in her clothes and started jogging. She saw a tall and thin man at a bus stop not far away. man.

The man is about 1.9 meters tall, and his legs are a little lame. He was only two meters away from the bus, and he could get on as long as the driver waited. The car drove away.

The man raised his hat, looking a little anxious. He squatted down angrily, picked up a small lump of mud, threw it hard, and threw it on the rear glass of the bus, breaking into many mud lumps.

The man then snapped.

"Such a slow speed, do you think I like to sit?"

When Mu Zi'an heard him shout this sentence, he felt that the voice was inexplicably familiar, but before he had time to think about it, he was scalded by the egg custard in his hand, and then Mu Zi'an came back to his senses and ran towards the hospital.

With the sound of someone breathing and approaching behind him, Mu Zi'an dodged to the right, the man overtook him, ran forward at an astonishing speed, then turned a corner, and stopped in front of Mu Zi'an.

Mu Zi'an saw that it happened to be the tall, thin man who threw dirt at the back glass of the bus just now.

Mu Zi'an ignored that person, turned around to bypass him, and continued to run. The man followed Mu Zi'an and entered the hospital one after the other. Because he was a little concerned, Mu Zi'an turned his head to look.

The man did not continue to follow Mu Zi'an, but stopped when he saw Zhao Long sitting on the rest seat, walked over, and said something to Zhao Long.

Mu Zi'an suddenly realized, no wonder she found the man's voice familiar.

Isn't that man's voice the same as the Spider-Man with slender hands and feet, flying over the roof and walls, who sent a letter to himself at the Beijing Space Administration?

Mu Zi'an remembered him because in the organization, there was only one member of Institute 301 who didn't follow the rules. Every time he sent a letter, he always called himself 303F098 instead of 301B174.

Mu Zi'an glanced at Zhao Long's place, then walked to Gu Nan's ward with egg custard.

In the ward, Gu Nan was still sleeping, extremely peaceful, Mu Zi'an walked over, touched her forehead, then sat beside her, looking at Gu Nan quietly.

Gu Nan woke up again, it was already dark, there was an insulated box on the cabinet next to the hospital bed, Mu Zian squatted on the ground half curled up like a baby, with long legs, and his head was buried between his legs.

Enduring the pain, Gu Nan opened the insulated box and scooped it up spoon by spoon.When she was halfway through eating, Mu Zi'an woke up, his eyes were concentrated, and he looked straight at Gu Nan.

Seeing this look, Gu Nan felt terrified, in order to ease the embarrassment, she stretched her hand in the air and said.

"Doudou, do you want to eat?"

This was the first sentence Gu Nan said to Mu Zi'an after waking up.

"..."

Mu Zi'an remained silent, looked at Gu Nan, lowered his head, and went out.After a while, she came in again with a washbasin, wiped Gu Nan's hands and face with a hot towel, put a thermometer under Gu Nan's armpit, supported her, and sat up to eat.

It was the first time for Mu Zi'an to take care of someone so meticulously. If it was someone else, she might not be so patient. What's more, there would be situations where she forgot their name and couldn't speak...

But this person is Gu Nan, which made Mu Zi'an infinitely willing.

Gu Nan wanted to continue eating the other half in the thermos, but before eating a few spoonfuls, he began to retch, and once he retched, the wound caused severe pain.

Seeing Gu Nan shivering in pain, Mu Zi'an didn't dare to persuade her to eat more, took out the thermometer, and let her lie down.The pain made Gu Nan even more tired, and after changing a bottle of liquid, she fell asleep again.

Mu Zi'an sat next to Gu Nan for a while, gently pressed the foot of the bed, suddenly stopped, thought of something, got up, and walked to the side where Zhao Long was sitting.

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Baby Wolf washed the computer keyboard today, and it was brand new, but the fact that it was damaged by water cannot be ignored.Confused. ~~~~(>_<)~~~~