love you like a song

Shi Qing was still red-eyed and didn't say anything, but when he saw Gu Dongliang, he was stunned. He stared at the place above Gu Dongliang, tears came out all at once.

murmured.

"Why is it like this...how is it all like this..."

He widened his eyes, seeing Gu Dongliang reaching out to touch him, looking at the empty space above, he hesitated.With just such a hesitation, when he wanted to go up to hold his grandfather's hand again, Gu Dongliang had already been pushed into the operating room.

A doctor came over and said to Liu Manhe.

"Get ready for a kidney transplant."

Liu Manhe walked slowly to Gu Nan's side, and said something calmly. "Granddaughter, give me a cigarette."

"I quit." Gu Nan looked at the closed operation door, as if seeing himself in the near future, and said calmly. "Grandma, how about I go out and buy you a box?"

"No, I'll go by myself."

Liu Manhe walked out staggeringly.

Gu Nan waved at Mu Zi'an and said in a low voice. "Doudou, follow grandma, don't look back, something happened. I'll pay some money first, and Kali..."

"Nan Nan, the old passbook." Mu Zi'an forced the passbook he found at home to Gu Nan. "I found it."

There are not only the money earned from Mu Zian's stocks and manual work, but also some bonuses Lily won, which should be enough for this surgery, but a kidney transplant...

Gu Nan let out a long sigh, patted Mu Zi'an on the shoulder, and said nothing.

Mu Zi'an followed Liu Manhe and watched her walk to the side of the moat.Liu Manhe stood by the guardrail, looking at the river, as if she could fall down with a single jump.

Just when Mu Zi'an was hesitating whether to go forward, she suddenly heard grandma crying.

At first she was still depressed, but later, she began to wail loudly.

Mu Zi'an trembled, clenched his fist hard, and when he let go of his hand again, his palm was pinched with white marks.

The cry was so sad that it hit her heart one by one.

It seems that the sound of pain is like that, and it can evoke people's sadness for no reason.Mu Zi'an had to raise her head, her eyes wide open, trembling unceasingly, she clearly knew what was causing her pain now.

She saw the most impressive picture from her previous life again.

Liu Manhe lay on the guardrail and cried for a long time.

As long as she cried, Mu Zi'an stood there. When she was emotionally stable enough to go back to the hospital by herself, Mu Zi'an moved her numb legs and walked slowly back to the hospital.

Gu Nan was waiting in front of the operating room, next to her was Shi Qing who seemed to have been frightened, Gu Nan was talking to Shi Qing in a low voice, Shi Qing's expression was dull, pale, without a single tear, as if he had recovered a little memory.

Mu Zi'an's footsteps were very light, but Gu Nan still heard it, she stood up, patted her head, and asked. "Grandma, is she okay?"

"fine."

Gu Nan looked at the time and asked. "Doudou, are you sleepy? If so, I'll take you home first, you have to go to school tomorrow..."

"cousin."

Shi Qing looked up with a pale face, paused, and said calmly. "I want to go back too, cousin... I saw my mother standing next to grandpa...she smiled at me and waved to me...I'm scared"

The expression on his face was a little twisted.

"But grandpa hasn't come out yet, don't you want to see him? He misses you very much..."

"I'll come back tomorrow." Shi Qing grabbed Mu Zi'an's clothes next to him, and said in a daze. "I want to go back... I don't want to see those things, why did I suddenly see them?"

Mu Zi'an shuddered, although he knew that Shi Qing might be telling the truth because of his eyes, and also knew that what he recovered should be the memory of his mother jumping off the building, but he still felt a chill from the bottom of his heart.

Gu Nan frowned, and was about to reprimand him when he suddenly heard a roar behind him.

"—Shi Qing, what are you talking about!!" The voice was extremely shrill, "Your grandfather is like this, you still want to go back!"

As soon as Mu Zi'an turned her head, she saw Liu Manhe who was furious. She heard her grandson's words just after she entered the hospital. She was so angry that she walked with wind.

Three steps ran towards Shi Qing's side in two steps, disregarding everyone's ladylike demeanor, rolling up their sleeves while running, as if they were going to teach him a lesson here.

Shi Qing didn't hide, just stood there.

Mu Zi'an was frightened, and quickly protected Shi Qing, fearing that Liu Manhe would be too angry and beat Shi Qing to death. "Are you in a daze? Little dumb, why don't you hide."

Gu Nan also stepped forward to stop Liu Manhe and persuaded her.

"Grandma, don't be angry, my cousin is terrified. He also helped with grandpa's medical treatment money before. You blamed him wrongly. This time he was really scared. Don't be angry."

Liu Man was trembling with anger, trying to jump over Gu Nan, and gave Shi Qing a hard time.

Gu Nan hurriedly said to Mu Zi'an.

"Doudou! Come here and grab grandma."

The angry Liu Manhe was so strong that he almost beat Mu Zi'an together, Shi Qing was crying silently, a nurse rushed over to try to persuade the fight, cursing angrily.

"What are you doing?! Just do it in the hospital?"

Liu Manhe's eye circles were red, she stared fiercely at Shi Qing, and for a long time, squeezed out a word from between her teeth. "Go away, pretend I don't have your grandson."

After saying this, Shi Qing's tears became even more violent.

Gu Nan grabbed his shoulder and said. "Go back first, let's go back first, the children have to go to school. Grandma, I will accompany you later, let them go back."

Liu Manhe nodded in a daze.

On the way back, Shi Qing was crying, he was vague about something. "Mom... just looking at me like that, I'm so scared... afraid that grandpa will also become... like that."

Gu Nan sighed and went back to the hospital.

Shi Qing was too scared to sleep alone, he was afraid that his mother would come to him.

Mu Zi'an felt sorry for Shi Qing. In fact, the little mute who lost his mother's memory of jumping off a building became much more cheerful. Obviously, it's best not to remember that memory.

At such a young age, he encountered his mother jumping off a building and being pushed around by people around him. Everyone looked at his own interests. Who would have thought that he would lose his voice at just a few years old?

He regained his memory and saw that his grandfather had become like this, he would be scared, that's for sure.It's just that Shi Qing used to be afraid that he would hide it in his heart, but now he chooses to speak out.

Perhaps, it was because the little mute only recovered the memory of jumping off the building and didn't remember any more dark things, that's why Mu Zi'an didn't say anything to him that day.

Shi Qing's eyes were swollen like walnuts, he didn't dare to look at Mu Zi'an, he carried the quilt to Mu Zi'an's room, spread it on the floor, and immediately covered his head.

When he went to bed at night, he kept crying and couldn't sleep because of tossing and turning.Gu Nan was not around again, which made Mu Zi'an no longer sleepy.

Mu Zi'an coughed and spoke first. "Shi Qing, why didn't you call Mu Jinxiu?"

"Divided." Shi Qing moved a little.

"...Who mentioned it first?"

"Me." He said muffledly.

"why?"

Mu Zi'an saw that the ball on the ground moved slightly, and obviously didn't want to say anything, so he sighed, then turned sideways, and closed his eyes preoccupied.

The next day, Shi Qing got up very early.

When Mu Zi'an got up to brush his teeth, he had already packed his schoolbag, and it looked like he was about to go out.

His eyes were so swollen that he could barely see them.Mu Zi'an didn't know how long he cried last night to become like this.

Gu Nan also just woke up, and she came back when her parents arrived in the early morning. When she got up, she almost couldn't stand up.She struggled silently, seeing Shi Qing standing at the door, she was stunned for a moment, Gu Nan said.

"Shall I send you off?"

"No need." Shi Qing whispered. "Thank you for staying here, cousin. I'll just walk over by myself. I'm not afraid anymore. I'll go see my grandfather after class."

Gu Nan's eyes widened, she couldn't believe that she could hear the word "thank you" from Shi Qing's mouth.

Mu Zi'an was also surprised.

Under the gaze of Mu Zi'an and Gu Nan, Shi Qing walked out of the house with his red and swollen eyes.

When he walked out of the house, he hunched over.Shi Qing's back was bent deeply, like an overly heavy schoolbag, which pressed him very low.

His hands trembled a little, and then he slammed the door shut. Mu Zi'an heard Shi Qing's soft whimpers, and he went downstairs, crying.

At that moment, Mu Zi'an suddenly regretted it.

Sometimes, she spoke too strongly to the little mute.

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