love you like a song

Come to think of it, although the chemistry teacher has a bad temper, she has always been patient with the students, unlike her perverted head teacher in junior high school.

She heard from other students that no matter how simple the question was, he would give him instructions patiently, without any sign of impatience.

Mu Zi'an admired such a teacher from the bottom of his heart.

Pulling the wrinkled corner of her clothes, she took a quick look at the question.I don't know if she saw too many problems, but she suddenly thought of five or six ways to solve the problems, and then chose the simplest method to solve the problems, and calculated the answer in her head.

I felt that there was nothing wrong, so I stepped forward, picked up a new piece of chalk, and held the end, my heart actually started beating 'thumping'.

Mu Zi'an coughed, and was about to explain something, but suddenly froze.

I, really, can't say anything.

Fingers moved quickly on the dark green blackboard, the same font as in the previous life flowed out of the hands, and the sound of writing was like the sound of raindrops hitting marble.

Her handwriting is very heavy, this is to let the students at the back see, although there are not many consecutive strokes, but the movement is fast.The traces left by the memory of her previous life were so obvious.

This is a big question about chemical balance and reaction rate. It took Mu Zian less than 3 minutes to complete the question, which almost filled the blackboard.

She coughed, tapped the blackboard with chalk, and then stood under the podium, a place not blocking other students.

The chemistry teacher narrowed his eyes, looked at the steps to solve the problem, and said suddenly. "I don't think I need to talk about it. Her steps are very clear, so everyone can understand it, right?"

Then, he turned his head and said to Mu Zi'an. "Very well, you can go back."

Dust off the chalk dust on his body.

The familiar smell, the chalk dust that caused her pneumonia in the memory of her previous life, but at this moment Mu Zi'an misses it so much.

Mu Zi'an raised the corner of his mouth.

Although she survived nine deaths in the chess city of life and death, her thinking and memory have improved significantly, and her logical analysis ability has reached a position that was absolutely unattainable in her previous life.

What else is there to be dissatisfied with?

If not being able to speak is the price of her return, then even if she is completely unable to talk in the end, she is willing to bear it.Fortunately, it didn't look that serious, at least when talking with Gu Nan, it was completely normal.

Before Mu Zi'an took his seat, the chemistry teacher had already started to talk about the next question, leaving only one sentence.

"Don't rub this question. Copy it to the study case after class. I won't talk about it. If there is anything you don't know, discuss it in private. Okay, let's continue."

Next, the chemistry teacher talked about the fundamentals of material structure. After a question was explained, it was often like a musician conducting. Mu Zi'an liked this analogy very much.

Chemistry, very aesthetically pleasing.

The get out of class bell just rang, and the chemistry teacher's question just started to finish. Mu Zi'an listened patiently, and got up and walked out of the subtle buzzing of "genius" and "child prodigy" around him.

As soon as he left the classroom door, Mu Zi'an saw Gu Nan wearing a black windbreaker from a distance, holding a cigarette under the tree by himself, not smoking, quietly watching it burn out.

The breeze was rustling, Gu Nan frowned and was full of thoughts, behind her was the noisy playground, which made her even more lonely.

Mu Zi'an found out later.

That period of time should be Gu Nan's most desperate moment. Her kidney disease has completely turned into uremia like her grandfather's.

Gu Nan can only hold back the bitterness in his heart, there is no one to confide in, and he is unwilling to confide in it.

Mu Zi'an didn't know about this, but the moment he saw Gu Nan, he still loved her very much, feeling that she had a heavy burden on her shoulders, but she couldn't share anything for her.

Mu Zi'an went around behind Gu Nan and patted her.

"Nan Nan!"

Hearing Mu Zi'an's voice, Gu Nan frowned, put out the cigarette, turned around and held her hand, and said. "Come on, let's go see Grandpa."

As time passed, Gu Dongliang's illness became more and more serious.

His arms began to swell, but he became fatter. His legs became weak, and he trembled as soon as he stood up. At the same time, his physical strength dropped sharply. to continue talking.

The most frightening thing was that he had serious complications. At the beginning, Gu Dongliang suffered fundus hemorrhage. After a short time, his eyes became blurred.

When Gu Nan and Mu Zi'an paid their grandfather for dialysis, the doctor told Gu Nan that the number of visits for the old man was really too few, and he had to do it a few more times, otherwise he couldn't take it anymore.

Gu Nan lowered her head, unable to see her expression clearly.

"Don't worry, I have money." Mu Zi'an looked at Gu Nan, comforted her, took out the salary card from his pocket, and said briskly. "How much worse, doctor?"

"Thirty thousand."

"Shut it up." When Mu Zi'an said this, he thought he had a sense of pride, but Gu Nan held her hand tightly, and gave her a strange look.

"Nannan, there are 1000 yuan in the card, which is enough."

Mu Zi'an didn't know that Gu Nan was worried about her.

Gu Nan was afraid that she would go astray, that she would work so hard that she would ruin her health, and that she would be cheated, but when she thought of her grandfather, she couldn't say anything to stop her.

Gu Nan didn't dare to save her parents' money as Gu Dongliang wanted, nor did she spend a penny of the cards and money that the two children stuffed into her pockets. She always combined the money and secretly sent it to the hospital.

Gu Nan knew that although grandpa insisted on dialysis once a month, now is the critical time for him to spend money, more money is always good.

She couldn't hold on anymore, and her whole body was swollen.It wasn't obvious yet, but she knew she would soon be following in Grandpa's footsteps.

So, taking advantage of the four days when Mu Zi'an was not at home, Gu Nan went home after ten o'clock every day, and even didn't go home on weekends, and stayed at school.

Mu Zi'an just went home from class for dinner, accompanied Gu Nan to visit his grandfather, went to work with Zhao Long to see if the organization believed him, and then ate and slept. After a few days, he also realized that something was wrong with Gu Nan.

The day before, Gu Nan and Mu Zi'an were together sweetly.

Gu Nan smiled and helped Mu Zi'an pack her schoolbag. Mu Zi'an sat behind her and watched her take the book, only to find that she had put a newspaper and magazine in her schoolbag.

This shouldn't be a mistake made by her who has always been rigorous.

Mu Zian stretched out her hand to block it, picked up the magazine and put it on the bookshelf. The bookshelf was a bit high. She supported Gu Nan's back, trying to stand on tiptoe and put it on it.

Mu Zi'an noticed very sensitively that when she pressed Gu Nan's back, Gu Nan shivered subtly, and then avoided her hand without a trace.

Mu Zian stopped joking, frowned, grabbed Gu Nan's sweater, opened it up, and asked.

"what happened to you?"

"It's nothing." Gu Nan pressed the corner of his clothes and squeezed Mu Zi'an's hand. "Chun sleepy, my waist is a little sore recently, and I get tired easily."

"..."

Mu Zi'an didn't believe her words, and poked his head to look, but Gu Nan suddenly turned around, opened his sweater with both hands, exposed his back, arched his back for her to see, then put it down quickly, and said at the same time.

"Let you see, don't believe me, I'm really fine, but I'm a little tired in the hospital recently."

Mu Zi'an saw that there was nothing on Gu Nan's back, so he should have breathed a sigh of relief.But with Gu Nan like this, Mu Zi'an became even more suspicious.

"I'm fine, I'm just tired, Doudou."

Gu Nan repeated, then straightened her waist, straightened her clothes, and continued to help her organize her schoolbag.

Mu Zi'an saw that her back was bent, she looked really tired.

But that night, before Mu Zi'an could think about it, Liu Manhe's call came.

"Ask granddaughter to bring Shi Qing here!" Grandma was about to shout on the phone, "I'm going to have an operation, the old man is about to lose sight, he's shouting to see them, hurry up!"

Upon hearing this, Gu Nan ran to the next bedroom wearing slippers.Mu Zi'an tidied up in a hurry, and when Gu Nan hurriedly brought the red-eyed Shi Qing over, Mu Zi'an followed.

There were no buses so late, Gu Nan took a taxi, and as soon as he entered the hospital, he saw his grandfather being pushed into the operating room.His eyes were all red, and the whites of his eyes could not be seen at all.

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