love you like a song

"Shh, keep your voice down, Miss is still sleeping."

"It's time, don't you have lunch?"

"Who knows? My whole body is burned like that. I was in pain all night yesterday and just fell asleep. Don't bother me."

The sound of lingling rain knocking on the bluestone slab was a bit like a woman walking in high heels. The nanny who lowered her voice gradually walked away. Lily coughed twice and slowly opened her eyes.

The pain was unbearable, with a nauseating feeling of suffocation.

I am afraid that the skin of the people in the house will catch cold, and the closed doors and windows make people breathless.Enduring the pain, Lily struggled to sit up, leaning against the temperatureless bedside table.

The cold sensation soothed the burning sensation on Lily's skin.But just such a simple action already made her whole body drip with cold sweat.

The rain last night was a little bit heavier, and you could hear the sound of bang bang when it hit the roof, but it was a little quieter today.

Lily stared blankly at the delicate rose on the flower stand outside the window, looking at the dew that was about to drip from it.

The doctor said that it won't last until next year. The burns are severe, and there are disgusting maggots growing in many places. When I move, a light yellow tissue fluid with a fishy smell will flow out. I don't know if it will be infected.

"It's like this every day, what a pain."

"Don't go to the hospital, just die at home and be buried at Lott's house."

"You mean to send her back?"

"Falling leaves still have to return to their roots."

Lily closed her eyes, calmly listening to her adoptive parents discussing her own death.Her throat was itchy and sore, and tears flowed from her holding back, but she still couldn't help coughing, and the voice over there stopped.

She was lying on the bed alone, and the white pajamas were loosely hung on the girl's body, dyed pale yellow.

The only face that was not burned was also pale like the one that hadn't seen the sun for a long time. Because of the whiteness, the pupils of the eyes looked very black, so black that there was no light at all.

Despair, pain, desolation, sorrow.

Lily closed her eyes slowly, tiny beads of sweat oozing from her forehead.

She wondered sadly why they didn't believe they hadn't cheated, why they were so indifferent to their own death, why did it have to happen to her...why?

However, this kind of sadness has accumulated to a certain extent, but it can make people lose its existence.

The iron fence outside the yard separates this world from the outside world, and passers-by will be shocked by the majestic buildings.

But no one knew how desolate this nine-year-old girl was lying here.

Lily didn't survive the winter.

She smiled and left in the fire.

That year, the winter was extremely cold, and almost no one wanted to go out in this kind of weather, and there were even those lazy people who directly poured a layer of dirty water on the street outside.It was so cold that the water could be frozen immediately, and it was fixed in that place for a week or two.

Lily lay exhausted on the bed, panting weakly.

With pure anger, she resented the world over and over again in her heart, cursed the Chinese woman who took everything away from her over and over again, and wanted to incarnate Satan in the Bible to take revenge over and over again.

There were slight noises and voices outside, and Lily barely moved her eyes.She looked at the bright point that ignited outside, and then, it turned into a raging black smoke, surrounding the whole house.

Presumably Zhou Ke knew that her throat was damaged by the smoke, so she couldn't shout anything, right?

Lily watched the flames enveloping her calmly, and all that was hidden under her indifference was hatred.

From now on, she will never feel uncomfortable again.

No need to lose sleep all night, no need to cough all the time, no need to watch myself grow maggots, no need to let the soft needle of the infusion stick in the blood vessel for several weeks.

She knew clearly that she was going to die.

She accepts her fate openly.

But, never let that person go.

The cold wind outside the window couldn't blow in, and there was thick smoke all around. Lily couldn't breathe, she leaned against the head of the bed, and wriggled with difficulty like a bug struggling in the mud.

I really want to drag this incompetent body and take another breath of fresh air outside.

In this life, she has had countless wishes that were elusive and elusive.

For example, playing in the sun like other children, for example, standing still with an umbrella in the autumn rain, for example, sitting on the piercing steps to watch flowers and plants, for example, in the cold winter, lying on the snow surface, taste the taste of ice and snow .

Lily sighed, she knew it was impossible.

In the past nine years, she has not had a single wish come true.So, I have to let go of my hands helplessly, and close my eyes with deep resentment towards this world.

The room was quiet, and Lily's thoughts gradually went blank. Something floated out of this dying body. She felt extremely relaxed, and death didn't seem so terrible.

It's just that it's too quiet around, no one is crying for her.Her adoptive father, adoptive mother, and nanny, no one was sad for this eerie child.

Just when Lily thought she would leave with monstrous hatred, someone slowly and gently covered her hands, and then, amidst the blaze, firmly interlocked their fingers.

who is it?

Lily's eyelids seemed to be stuck by something, and she couldn't open them alive.

She had never felt so relaxed, like being in a gentle spring, even though she didn't open her eyes, she could still imagine how affectionate the person holding her was.

Why is it so warm?

who are you?

She seemed to gradually see a picture.

There are yellow-skinned Chinese people in the picture, and they are all busy writing something called "classmate record". Writing classmate record seems to be very ambiguous, and if you can't say it, you can write it down.

She saw a girl with a fleshy face holding a classmate book and kept looking towards her side. After the whole class had written it, she took it easy and put the classmate book in front of her.

Lily was not happy and shook her head.

The girl was soft-spoken, so she let go and said.

"Leave me here, I have time to write."

However, as if he would never be free, he kept staring at Zhou Ke, thinking of revenge.It wasn't until the end of the year that the classmate record was returned to the girl.

Lily watched the girl open it expectantly, and saw that there were only six words on the paper, 'Don't be lazy, come on', and then showed an aggrieved expression that was about to die of anger.

The corners of the mouth are slightly curved up.

Lily seemed to be infected by the emotions of the characters in the picture, and felt a long-lost lightness.

In fact, girls don't know.

Classmates are registered with her, and girls have to take the initiative to find her often.

That was also the only time that Lily didn't do math problems, instead she took the time to read all the boys' comments in the classmate, and after repeatedly confirming that there was no adultery, then she felt relieved and wrote a few words casually. , perfunctory.

Gradually, that strange picture blurred.

I can't feel the heat around me anymore.

Lily's eyes were moist, wide open in confusion, looking at an unknown point in the void, and then, something slipped from her eye sockets, and when it reached her face, it became cold again.

I don't like this world...

But willing to love this world for you.

She tightened the hand that was holding her, turned in that direction, dazedly spread out the last smile, and passed away in the fire of nine-year-old winter.

The author has something to say:

(╯﹏╰) Lily has lost her soul, Zhou Ke can only go back to the past to find her, but history cannot be changed, just like the future you can’t kill the past you, so saying that I want to accompany Lili is actually together The meaning of death.