love you like a song

Gu Nan looked at Mu Zi'an who was standing quietly in front of the door and suddenly stopped moving again, as if venting, he threw the water glass over in hatred, and then made a crisp breaking sound beside Mu Zi'an.

she growled. "Aren't you going to go? Why don't you go! Go—"

Mu Zi'an raised his head and took a deep look at Gu Nan.

She didn't have any expression on her face, and she didn't make any sound, but Mu Zi'an's tears kept flowing, as if she couldn't stop.She bit her lip, raised her right foot, and looked back at Gu Nan.

Gu Nan didn't make a sound.

Then, Mu Zi'an hunched over, like an old man who had reached the end of the road, couldn't help sobbing a few times, landed on his right foot, and looked back at Gu Nan again.

Gu Nan couldn't help stretching out his hand.

Mu Zi'an's eyes lit up, but he saw Gu Nan put down his hand again.

Mu Zi'an's expression darkened completely, he clenched his fists loosely, and then, straightening his waist slightly, he stepped out suddenly and disappeared at the corner of the corridor.

Seeing that Mu Zi'an had really left, Gu Nan ran over quickly. She stared blankly at the disappearance of the shadow, then slowly squatted down and buried her head between her arms.

"Doudou, you little bastard, if you let me go, you will really go..."

"Actually, I don't want to drive you away."

She won't cry.

It's just that the wind is a bit strong tonight, and I'm blinded.

……

……

It's snowing outside again.

Mu Zi'an didn't go far, she sat quietly on the chair outside the corridor, silent for a long time.It may be because she sat for too long, the snowflakes in the sky almost turned her into a snowman.

So cold.

She is waiting for Nan Nan.

Nan Nan will come to find her, she can't leave.

……

……

In the early morning of the next day, Gu Nan's eyes were red, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Mu Zi'an sitting on the steps of the corridor with his head tilted, leaning on the handrail, as if he had fallen asleep.

"Doudou, are you awake?"

Mu Zi'an opened his eyes, and when he saw Gu Nan, he said with blurred eyes. "—You're here."

Gu Nan sighed, took Mu Zi'an's hand, let out a soft 'huh', then went to touch Mu Zi'an's cotton coat and asked. "Why is it all wet?"

Mu Zi'an lowered his head silently.

If Nan Nan wanted to find her, she might be able to find Mu Zi'an as soon as she opened the door.However, Nan Nan did not.Mu Zi'an sat in the snow for a whole night.

Now, Gu Nan said to Mu Zi'an as if nothing had happened.

"Doudou...you are back, why didn't you knock on the door?"

Mu Zi'an lowered her head, her whole body was soaked in water, shivering from the cold.She clenched her fists, then relaxed again, and continued to follow Gu Nan's words in her usual tone.

"……too late."

"It's okay, then what, I'm going to school."

Her voice trembled from the cold, Gu Nan was startled, and saw Mu Zi'an wiped his face vigorously, and was about to go out.

Gu Nan stepped forward to block.

She didn't know when the child came back last night, but seeing that her face was so pale, Gu Nan said. "...School has been on holiday for a long time, go and rest."

Mu Zi'an shook his head.

Just such a slight shaking, the world seems to be distorted.She blinked hard and said. "It's about escorting. I'm going to report and come back."

"Nan Nan, you're going to be late for work."

Gu Nan frowned slightly.

Gu Nan covered the part that was still slightly painful. It was really troublesome to be late or something. There were only two teachers during the Spring Festival, and the absence of one teacher was very conspicuous.

Wages may also be deducted.

However, Gu Nan could see that Mu Zi'an was very uncomfortable now, she said in an emphatic tone.

"You stay at home. I'll report for you."

Mu Zi'an looked up at Gu Nan, smiled with difficulty, and said politely and strangely. "Okay, I'll trouble you then."

Gu Nan wanted to say something, but held back.

Gu Nan is very self-aware of her own nature.

She is not a purely good person, even, she is a bit selfish.

Except for the closest family members, she has her own interests as the starting point in everything.Gu Nan's first reaction was not to touch anything that might cause trouble.

The first time he met his senior sister again, Gu Nan knew that this person would definitely bring him a lot of trouble again.

This guess was soon confirmed.

She kept a mop bottle...

It is troublesome for the assistant teacher to ask for leave. Gu Nan called the superior, and after being questioned carefully, it took a lot of time to ask for leave after exposing the kidney disease.

Gu Nan took the bus again and returned home.

She can no longer drive.

She was afraid of passing out at any time and getting into a car accident.

In fact, Gu Nan can call his parents who have not been in contact with him for a long time to help, because he (she) works in a public institution and usually has more leisure, so it is not so difficult to ask for leave.

But he was worried that his parents would leak the words and let Mu Zi'an know. After much deliberation, he decided to solve it by himself.

Thinking of the box of chocolates, she felt that she could ask again if the child's previous confession was a joke and a joke on herself.

Gu Nan opened the anti-theft door and took off his shoes at the entrance, but he didn't hear a sound from home.

But she saw a few wet footprints left on the floor, and when she took a closer look, Mu Zi'an's soccer shoes, which had been soaked white by the snow, were on the shoe cabinet.

It seems that there is time to buy her another pair of shoes.

Gu Nan rubbed her temples with a headache, she no longer knew how to face Mu Zi'an.

Gu Nan stood there for a while, then walked to Mu Zi'an's room, and saw a pile of wet cotton clothes on the floor, placed there in a very irregular manner, underwear and underwear twisted and tangled in the cotton trousers, covered with It was drenched with rain, and there was no dry place at all.

The underpants are all wet like this, let alone Mu Zi'an.

Gu Nan looked at the bulging quilt on the bed, hesitated for a moment, and went to the kitchen to boil water.

She took two bags of cold medicine and thought in a daze: This child hasn't left all night, did he really leave her?

Gu Nan took the medicine to Mu Zi'an's bedside, and then pushed her shoulder with his hands. Mu Zi'an couldn't open his eyes, and lay on the bed, humming twice.

Gu Nan said. "Drink some medicine."

Mu Zi'an didn't make a sound, as if he fell asleep again.

Gu Nan took the thermometer and said to Mu Zi'an, "clamp it", she repeated it twice, but Mu Zi'an didn't wake up from his sleep.

Gu Nan could only feel his way to Mu Zi'an's armpit.

Because Mu Zi'an was lying on the bed, it was not easy to handle. Gu Nan lifted Mu Zi'an's quilt, and the girl woke up suddenly, stepped back with vigilance, saw clearly who was in front of her, and moved forward pitifully. move.

"Nan Nan, what are you doing?"

Seeing that she was awake, Gu Nan handed the thermometer to Mu Zi'an and said. "Clamp."

Under the quilt, Mu Zi'an was not wearing anything.

Gu Nan looked at the clothes on the ground, thought it was indeed so, and turned her back.

Mu Zi'an didn't feel shy at all, she just felt cold, so cold that she shivered, quickly clamped the thermometer, moved her body, and pulled the quilt back.

Seeing that Mu Zi'an had covered the quilt again, Gu Nan paused and asked.

"... Doudou, when did you come back?"

Mu Zi'an hesitated for a while, then changed the subject and asked. "Is this the medicine for me?"

Gu Nan let out an 'hmm'.

Mu Zi'an stretched out his right hand, picked up the medicine bowl, then tilted his head up and swallowed the medicine into his stomach.It was a very bitter medicine, and it was brewed with boiling water, but Mu Zi'an didn't seem to feel it. After drinking the medicine, she lay back on the bed again.

Mu Zi'an stared at Gu Nan eagerly and said. "... Nannan, it's cold."

"..."

Gu Nan looked at her for a while, turned his head unnaturally, and said. "You have a good rest. I'm just outside, I need something to call me."

"Aren't you going to work?"

"I took a day off."

Mu Zi settled down, and when Gu Nan walked to the door, he spoke. "You don't have to stay here with me."

"...?"

"I figured it out, what is this?" Mu Zi'an said to Gu Nan seriously, "...I won't give up, Nan Nan wait, you will definitely fall in love with me."

Gu Nan stopped in her tracks and turned her head in a daze.

Mu Zi'an shrank back into the quilt because of the cold, her eyes were big and bright, with a young, burning fighting spirit and confidence.

"..."

Gu Nan left the room without saying a word, thinking: This is really terrible... I wanted to push it away, but why did I get entangled even tighter?