love you like a song

"Don't be sad, she just came to ask for money. I didn't want you to see her, and I didn't want to lie to you."

Gu Nan looked at Mu Zi'an with a smile on his face, and after a while stretched out his hand to the top of Mu Zi'an's head, compared his height, then reached into Mu Zi'an's down jacket, touched it, his smile became full of longing and pain, she continued.

"I've grown taller... I've also lost weight."

Mu Zi'an also had red eyes.

She could clearly see the pity in Gu Nan's eyes, that expression was like pouring a handful of warm water on her heart, and the original sadness suddenly disappeared.

Mu Zi'an lowered his head, not understanding why his emotions fluctuated so violently.

Gu Nan stretched out his hand, hugged Mu Zi'an in her arms, and then opened his mouth to tell Mu Zi'an what happened recently: "...your mother...actually gave birth to another child outside...I only found out about this recently information."

"Come to Beijing, because that child is very promising, but she doesn't have that much money on hand, and she can't get along, so she borrowed some from me. She is here now to take money from me."

Mu Zi'an guessed something based on his previous life. He didn't nod or speak, but just listened quietly.

"Just now she asked me to accompany her out to dinner. I didn't want to go, but after all, she is my senior sister, and it's hard to say too much, so I treated her to a meal."

Mu Zi'an asked suddenly. "Nan Nan, don't you like her?"

"..."

Without Gu Nan's reply, Mu Zi'an asked again. "How many times have you invited her to dinner?"

Gu Nan lowered his head and said without looking into her eyes. "just one time."

"Then what did you do after get off work a few days ago?" Mu Zi'an slowed down his tone, paused, and then said to Gu Nan. "If you think you can't tell me, then don't."

Mu Zi'an thought that Gu Nan would tell her, but she kept her head down and didn't speak. After a while, Gu Nan avoided the topic and asked herself.

"Doudou, are you hungry?"

"..."

Mu Zi'an looked at Gu Nan, trying to see something in her eyes, but Gu Nan kept his head down, and Mu Zi'an couldn't see her thoughts.Mu Zi'an also knew that she didn't want to get the answer of "are you hungry?" Gu Nan just wanted to change the subject.

Therefore, Mu Zi'an remained silent, she knew that Gu Nan had something to hide from her.

Gu Nan was tidying the room, and Mu Zi'an helped her make the bed together, when Mu Zi'an heard Gu Nan's faint voice. "There are a lot of reporters outside, so don't go out for the next three days."

Mu Zi'an looked at Gu Nan's back, watched her knelt on the sofa and tidied up the bookshelves behind her, said softly 'hmm', then thought of grandma's unusual appearance, said hesitantly.

"Nan Nan, is something wrong at home?"

Gu Nan froze, and after saying 'no', he helped Mu Zi'an tidy up the boxes as if nothing had happened.

"Really?" Seeing her actions, Mu Zi'an immediately grasped the point, and said relentlessly. "Your grandma already has that expression, Gu Nan, don't lie to me!"

Gu Nan was taken aback, put down the things on his hand, glanced at Mu Zi'an, and said. "Well, grandpa is sick. He is in the hospital now. If you have time, please spend more time with her."

No wonder I haven't seen Gu Dongliang.

"What disease?"

"Kidney disease." Gu Nan hesitated, but told Mu Zi'an anyway.

"In the past few days, he always felt out of breath. He had a fever for a long time. He always thought it was a cold, and he didn't tell me. It didn't heal after struggling for a month, and he couldn't even stand up."

"I took him to the hospital for an examination, and it turned out that his creatinine was over 2000."

Mu Zi'an opened his eyes wide in surprise.

A value of more than 2000 is too high!The colleague who was close to her in the previous life was about to die.

"When is dialysis?"

"Let's take care of him again. He just finished the operation, so he needs to be taken care of before he can fully recover. Otherwise, he will get a needle directly in the neck, which will be very painful."

"Grandpa is getting old, let's try to make him suffer less..."

Gu Nan took out the dirty clothes from the box and threw them into the washing machine. Seeing that Mu Zi'an had already washed his underwear, he hung them on the radiator.

She picked up Mu Zi'an's schoolbag and prepared to tidy it up.

Gu Nan in her previous life was like this. She always helped her organize her schoolbags. Mu Zi'an was used to her way of organizing her schoolbags. She would not put private things in her schoolbags, and Gu Nan could move them casually.

Gu Nan took out Mu Zi'an's books, put them on the bookshelf, and found a few draft papers, and when she was about to stand up and put them on the desk, she froze suddenly.

Gu Nan's movements were too obvious. Mu Zi'an was reading a book, but she attracted his attention.Mu Zi'an raised his eyelids and looked at Gu Nan, wondering what's wrong with her.

Gu Nan pulled out her hand, following her hand, Mu Zian saw an iron box with a ribbon.Gu Nan took out the hand in the schoolbag, and took out another greeting card.

Mu Zi'an froze for a moment, forgetting to stop Gu Nan from opening the greeting card.

Gu Nan glanced at the contents of the greeting card calmly, looked up after reading it, and looked at Mu Zi'an lightly, Mu Zi'an also looked at Gu Nan, very guilty.

Gu Nan sat down, opened the iron box in his hand seemingly casually, took out a piece of chocolate, squinted his eyes at the light, and looked at it.

Mu Zi'an closed the book and turned sideways.

She wanted to throw away the iron box in Gu Nan's hand.

Although Mu Zi'an didn't think it was a big deal, and in her previous life she often received chocolates from friends, she felt that Gu Nan looked at the chocolates in a weird way.

Mu Zi'an didn't want Gu Nan to show such an expression.

Gu Nan leaned back slightly, avoiding Mu Zi'an's hand, holding the tin box, she sneered at Mu Zi'an. "Oh, is that what you mean?"

Mu Zi'an stood up, frowned and said to Gu Nan.

"Nan Nan, I have nothing to do with that person."

After finishing speaking, he was about to take back the iron box from Gu Nan's hand.

Gu Nan was held by Mu Zi'an's wrist, and he didn't struggle. He just looked at Mu Zi'an with a wry smile, turned around suddenly, walked to the bed in two steps, quickly opened the window, and threw the iron box hard. go out.

As soon as Mu Zi'an felt the cold wind outside the window, Gu Nan had already thrown the chocolate box out.

Mu Zi'an was afraid that Gu Nan would hit other people's heads by throwing it so casually, so he thumped in his heart.

Through the moonlight, Mu Zi'an saw chocolate candies scattered on the ground in the distance.

No one wants to go out in the winter, but fortunately it's okay.

Gu Nan withdrew her hand, her arms were trembling. She looked at Mu Zian who was nervously staring at the chocolate, and tremblingly took out a cigarette, instead of smoking it, she put it in her hand and kept rubbing it.

Her hands trembled uncontrollably.

After a while, he suddenly stretched out his hand and firmly grasped Mu Zi'an's elbow.

"... Doudou." Gu Nan's voice was a little hoarse, she stared at Mu Zi'an, forced a smile, then said each word in a serious manner. "I have been fooled by lard, so I will seriously consider a child's confession."

"No, Nan Nan, I don't know you." Mu Zi'an got anxious, grabbed Gu Nan's sleeve and explained, but she was still thrown away, and she pitifully pulled Gu Nan's sleeve again.

"I really don't know her, Nan Nan!"

Gu Nan shook her off again, and looked at Mu Zi'an with cold eyes. "—Get out of here!"

Gu Nan said this very softly, if you don't listen carefully, you can hardly hear it.But her tone was very firm, she paused every word, and her words were full of seriousness.

At that moment, Mu Zi'an was in a daze, it felt like returning to the previous life, 38-year-old Gu Nan and 23-year-old Gu Nan overlapped together.

Why do you always draw conclusions on me without authorization?

Mu Zi'an raised his head, took a deep breath, and suddenly didn't know what to say.

Gu Nan didn't speak, and there was a moment of silence in the room.

Mu Zi'an's stomach hurts a bit, she raised her hand to rub it, but Gu Nan was taken aback by such a small movement, as if she was afraid that Mu Zi'an would go to the hospital again, she walked up to the girl and patted her shoulders.

Mu Zi'an lowered his head, feeling very confused.

When Gu Nan touched her shoulder, Mu Zi'an stood up.She and Gu Nan looked at each other, stretched out her arms like a hug, her hands were trembling, and said.

"Nannan, I was wrong, okay?"

"Don't chase me away."

She raised her hand, trying to get closer to Gu Nan, her voice was three points stubborn and nine points pitiful.

Gu Nan looked at Mu Zi'an with some resistance, and when she saw her stepping forward, she subconsciously took a step back.

At this moment, Mu Zi'an covered her face and smiled. She laughed sharply a few times, tears came out of her eyes, then put away her smile, passed by Gu Nan without looking back, and opened the door.

During this time, Gu Nan never glanced at him.

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Disclaimer: Remember the previous chapter when Mu Zi'an said: "Nan Nan, I can't do without you..." Was Gu Nan pushed away in shock?In fact, due to hereditary reasons, Gu Nan also suffered from kidney disease, and he didn't know how long he would live, but he didn't tell Mu Zi'an.

So now she was looking for a reason to push Mu Zi'an away, and it just so happened that the chocolate in the schoolbag was bumped into by accident.However, she said that she had seriously considered Mu Zi'an's confession, and that she liked Mu Zi'an a little bit. It was indeed true, but there was no chance.

Only Mu Zi'an, who has a low EQ, would think that the chocolates she received were all reasonable chocolates. Thinking about it this way, she knew how many scumbags she had in her previous life, and became an old maid. (The wolf is gloating)

However, Nannan, as the heroine, will Doudou let you die?Hahaha~~~