"Want to hear my story?" Buyunfei looked at Xiao Lengyu.
"That's right." Xiao Lengyu didn't dodge, looked back, "I want to know, what kind of person is it that you can pursue for life after life? I want to know, what kind of story is it that gave birth to such a person?" love?"
"You may not understand what happened 1000 years later."
"If you don't tell me, how do you know I don't understand?"
Still with that unwavering look in his eyes, Bu Yunfei's heart was moved like never before.
In fact, she loves Xiao Lengyu in every life.
However, in this life, he is the only one who admits that he is not in the same time and space from the beginning.Moreover, Xiao Lengyu in this life is also the only one who tortured his soul like this.
These eyes seem to be able to see through everything.
"You really want to hear it? Are you ready?"
"Ah."
"Well, this is a true story..." Buyunfei narrowed her eyes and looked into the void.
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this is a true story.Although, some details of the story can no longer be clearly remembered.
But that feeling is still so clear.Hidden in the deepest part, but never discarded.
"The year I met her, I was 17 years old, a sophomore." Buy Yunfei said slowly, "Did you know that sophomore year? It's a kind of school system. It's equivalent to your private school here. But after 1000 years, people will Read books for a long time, year after year, both men and women can go to study. There are elementary school, junior high school, high school, university... When I met her, I was in the second year of university. There are four years of university study, that is, there are Four grades. I went to college at the age of 16, and I was a very bright type of student, you know?"
She explained carefully.
Xiao Lengyu nodded.
So, Buyunfei went on to talk——
I was a good student since I was a child, and my tutor was very strict. I didn't know how to surf the Internet until I graduated from high school.It is not until you enter university that you are completely liberated. Here I want to explain that from high school to university, there is an exam, called the college entrance examination, which is similar to your scientific examination.The one who passed the exam was called high school or something.In order for me to be able to go to high school, my family has always been very strict with me. Apart from studying, I was not allowed to play anything else.They say, playthings lose one's mind.
I was in high school, and I had an elder brother who was in command, which is what you call a righteous brother.He gave me a QQ number, and with the money in my pocket, I dragged my roommate and took me to an Internet cafe to teach me how to use QQ.
As for QQ, it is equivalent to... Well, it is equivalent to Feige Chuanshu on your side.But 1000 years later, people's abilities are getting better and better, and technology is getting more and more developed. We only use a boxy appliance called a computer at home to send and receive information and play the game of Flying Pigeon Legend... (The [-]-word popular science is omitted below.)
OK, let's go on.I had never been exposed to QQ at that time, so I pestered the boss in the dormitory to teach me.
"There is no need to learn this at all." The boss said helplessly, while busy charging himself for the Internet.
"But...how can you do it if you don't learn?" I looked at her in disbelief.Am I mistaken, facing a computer that I only learned to turn on and off in high school computer class, I can figure out how to access QQ by myself?
The boss didn't know how to explain it, so he could only turn on the machine next to me, and then showed me how to log in to QQ, how to open the dialog box, and how to talk to my friends in QQ.After the demonstration, tell me to use smart ABC, as long as you can read pinyin.Then, leave me and continue playing with her computer.
I still don't know, but I'm very curious. According to what she said, I carefully typed one by one with the smart ABC. There are very few people in my QQ friends, but my brother carefully helped me add high school classmates. They are all just entering college, and all the classmates are very enthusiastic.
I typed the letters one by one, naturally I couldn't keep up with the speed.So Wang Lin, an old high school classmate, saw it and played tricks: "It's very slow to use the computer?"
"En." He typed out the word very hard.At that time, it seemed that the "um" could not be typed in the smart ABC.
So, he confirmed my slow speed, and laughed with confidence: "Pig! Sow! Young sow!"
"What?" I poked out these two words with my fingers.
"I'm scolding you! Haha, can't you beat me fast? Hahahaha, Bu Yunfei, you have today too! Oh hahahaha..."
I was so angry that I scratched my head, but the letters still had to be poked with my fingers one by one...
In this way, amidst the jokes of unscrupulous classmates, I chatted excitedly all afternoon.When I went out of the Internet cafe, I felt very comfortable: I can finally surf the Internet!
The first thing after learning to surf the Internet is naturally to go to a website.
That's the website of one of my favorite magazines.Because the one I like is a martial arts magazine, the style of that website is very classical, and the people inside are all kinds of martial arts readers.
Still with the help of my roommate, I learned to register, log in to the website, and then I couldn’t wait to see the traces of the authors I like, so I was naturally full of excitement.Then I found that there are many readers on the website who are as fascinated by martial arts as I am. They all have beautiful avatars and signatures, classic and elegant, and very impressive.However, I was not particularly interested in those at that time, my interest was still in martial arts novels.
So I looked for martial arts novels on that website, especially novels that I had missed but heard about before, such as "Spring Breeze on the Liu Shangyuan" by Jiangnan, and I enjoyed reading them.
After all, it is a sub-site of the magazine, so the works are naturally published in the book, and there are very few of them on the website, so they will be read quickly.I just read other people's impressions and replied accordingly, but at that time I didn't know anyone, and I would pass away as soon as I replied, and I didn't know anything at all.
Later, I saw people arguing online, arguing to leave or something.I watched the fun from the sidelines and saw that their brothers and sisters were very friendly.At that time, I thought they were very familiar, and I was really envious.But why did they quarrel to the point of leaving?Suddenly, I was so proud that I was obliged to post a post, to the effect that everyone came together because they liked to read the same novel, what a fate, don't quarrel, let alone leave... I remember that post was blocked by the forum editor. The Lord added the essence, saying that if a newcomer is still so sensible, why don’t you go away? It was the first time that I communicated with other people on the Internet in a real sense other than real classmates, and the one who replied to my post was still the version Lord, it feels good.
However, when I went back later, the moderator didn't seem to know me anymore.Then... I found out that I didn't know anyone there, they played their games, and it didn't matter to me.So, there is nothing special about that website.
That year was 2004, and I was just in the first semester of my freshman year.
Afterwards, the website underwent rectification and had no choice but to delete a large number of IDs.And I belong to the category of people who were deleted.
Now that the ID is deleted, I don't go there much.
Until my sophomore year, I had a lot of free time, and there was no other place to go online, so I started to register for that website again.Oh, that website is called Xiaying Community.
Still using the original ID, re-register.I still don't use it much, but I will comment every time I read the magazine, and in the process of commenting, I also met a like-minded girl named Sakura.With a friend, I started to have a little concern there, and I started to write comment posts instead of just replying.Gradually, in the original comment area, it is also familiar to people.
However, apart from writing original book reviews, I still don't post anything else.I saw other people pouring water in the water area, and I just watched the fun, their brothers and sisters, and their affection.
Until one day, I saw an ID: Three Princesses.
It was the end of 2005, and I was in the rainy season.
To this day, I still believe that falling in love with her is predestined by the heavens, in the blink of an eye.
Really, that person, the first time I saw him, gave me a different feeling.It's very strange, from her avatar to her ID, it just gives me a feeling of... heartbeat.Maybe, I couldn't say my heart was moved at that time, but my heart was really caught by the three-character ID and her avatar, and I remembered a person's name ever since.
So, I went to many water areas, and began to watch her traces intentionally or unintentionally, and watched her talk to people: simple and direct, I like to use symbols like "~~~~", sometimes I am a bit bluffing, very... people heartbeat.
At that time, I actually didn't think about her, I didn't think about anything, I just liked watching her, watching her come and go like a gust of wind in the crowd, with joy.
My fate with her began with a post she posted in the water district.
That day, I don't know where she had a cramp, it seemed that her brothers and sisters had apprentices, but she didn't, so she posted a post to recruit apprentices.
Clicking on the post, it is still concise and straight to the point.All right, recruit apprentices.
Looking at the replies below, it seems that they are all watching the fun.
So, by accident, she bit her lip and clicked on her profile: Hey, she's younger than me... I was a little disappointed at the time, um, would she despise an apprentice who was older than herself?Although, only twelve days older than her.
I was lost for a few minutes, tangled for a few minutes, and finally couldn't help biting my lip and replied: "The landlord's level is not high, just like me."
She replied: "No, this account was deleted and re-registered, and the previous level was high."
I think there must be a smile on my face at that time.It was the first time I was able to talk to her at close range... On that day, I must have smiled happily.
In fact, I really wanted to apply, but I hesitated and couldn't help but asked a lucky question: "Is the birthday in the landlord's profile a lunar calendar or a solar calendar? If it's a lunar calendar, he's younger than me..."
After answering this, I was very nervous, lest she say it was the lunar calendar, and she was really younger than me.
I waited and waited, but she didn't reply to my post again.
I was suddenly a little disappointed: she should be younger than me, maybe, she dislikes me being older?Everyone should want to recruit a cute little apprentice to hug and hold high, right?Who wants to find an apprentice who is older than himself.
Just thinking about it like this, I went offline.
The frequency of landing in that community was not high before.But after replying to that post that night, there was always something in my heart, and I ran to the Internet again the next afternoon.
As soon as I logged in, I saw a reminder for the first time in the community email, clicked on it, and it was her!
I can't express my excitement at that time.
Eagerly and somewhat reluctantly, she opened the community text messages, and she said, "I'm a very nice person, please be my apprentice."
My heart was sweet at first, and then I was still a little disappointed: Well, she avoided my question yesterday.It seems that she is really younger than me, so I don't want to say it.
After all, it's not easy to ask again, so I replied a little awkwardly: "But I don't have much time recently, so I'm ready to read a book."
I think I was excited in my heart at the time, but I was a little apprehensive, I didn't know what to say.However, what I read was telling the truth. At that time, I really felt that reading novels and surfing the Internet wasted too much time. I wanted to read books well. After all, I studied mathematics, and I had already failed in my freshman year because of playing and reading novels. , Sophomore do not want to hang up again.
Sent, waited for a while, no one replied, I guess she was not there, so I got off the plane.
The next day, continue to go.
As expected, there was a new text message lying in the community text message: It's okay, I just happen to be reading a book recently, and I don't have much time.
Cheers!
So it was finalized immediately, and I replied with two words: OK.
The message was sent, within 1 minute, a new message was prompted, and I was given a QQ number.
I excitedly entered the QQ search and added numbers one by one.
Finally added.I was a little shy, but still called: Master.
It was obvious that she was happy.
Seeing her happy makes me happy too.Hehe, actually, I am pretty self-confident. Before I met her, no one had ever asked me to call "Master".
Master... what a most respectful and affectionate title.
The two chatted in QQ.
When we talked about the school, I felt a little inferior, so I named the school and added: It's a very ordinary second book.
Unexpectedly, she replied: Much better than me, I'm still in junior college, and I just started my freshman year.Don't look down on me.
I choked.Instead, he breathed a sigh of relief, but he was a little worried for her.Because I was just in college at that time, I was a sophomore, she was a freshman, and they had never been out of school, and they took the college entrance examination score and its follow-up reactions very seriously (actually, I didn’t know until I was out of society that the college entrance examination and university only accounted for the capital of life. a very small part).She might be a little embarrassed, talked a lot, and sometimes felt a little inferior, and sometimes felt that it was not inferior.I was a little nervous and chatted with her very sincerely, comforting and admiring her.
Obviously, she didn't have a bad impression of me, and she simply pulled me into her group with her friends after we chatted.Remember that group called "Xianjian · Fengyunmen", it seems that it was created when someone was playing with Xianjian?Haven't figured it out yet.
Anyway, when she joined her group that day, she enthusiastically introduced to them: This is my apprentice.
In the congratulations and amused by others, I had a momentary feeling of happiness that I am her exclusive——exclusive apprentice.Just her apprentice.My name is Buyunfei, and I am the apprentice of the third princess of Fengyunmen.
In the group, I naturally respect her very much, that kind of respect is not pretended, it is really from the bottom of my heart, I respect her and treat her like a treasure.
Taking advantage of the excitement, I even went to the Xiaying community and posted a post: I, Bu Yunfei, will be worshiped by the three princesses starting today.
So Hulala attracted a group of her brothers, sisters and friends, onlookers, joking jokes, spoof spoofs.
I wrote down the rules of apprenticeship in the post: first, the master is used to bully me; second, the master must not bully me in reverse; third, when others bully me, the master is responsible for helping me bully back.
Her friend smiled: "Don't worry about bullying San'er, she has a good temper, she won't get angry no matter how bullied."
I am happy.Only I know: this master...hehe, I can't bear to bully him.
There were a lot of people who came that night, some were familiar, some were not. As soon as they heard that a friend had recognized an apprentice, they all came to squeeze their faces, touch Mimi and rub their buttocks to take advantage == some were called uncles, some were called aunts .I was so embarrassed, since Xu naturally refused to call others casually, and only said: one-way apprenticeship, nothing else.
Well, I am only willing to call her Master.
After that, it was a very sweet, very sweet period.
It was the first time that I felt at home on the Internet. There are many friends introduced by Master. She has many friends.
Before I became a teacher, I said that there would be fewer students in the future-this obviously didn't come true.On the contrary, I went to school much more intensively than before.I like Master, and I like to chat with her relatives and friends in her group. In the crowd, I look at Master with a smile, laughing and insisting, "Master is the best!"
For the first time, I found that surfing the Internet is so fun.At this time, the community gave me more fun than the martial arts magazine itself.I love that online home and everyone in that group.
I appear more frequently in the Xiaying community and write more original comments. Sometimes someone recognizes me and says "ah, this is the apprentice of the third princess, she is a talented woman", and I feel very proud.Now I think about it like a child, but at that time I was really sweet and proud.Slowly, I also began to pour water in the water area, and met many people, but I was only willing to know the people in the water area as the "apprentice of the third princess". Such a branded identity is as sweet as sugar.
As for my own world, it is in the original area.At that time, I liked to write, because I was young, and it was easy to be emotional. When I saw some words and stories, I would write a lot of emotion.So I wrote each article after reading it, and my fame gradually rose in the original area.And the so-called literary talents are gradually attracting people's favor.At that time, the community administrator asked me to be the moderator of an author-only forum, but I resigned because I didn't have time.Later, I was asked to be the moderator of another author's forum, but I quit because I didn't have time.So, now that I think about it, I can be regarded as a pragmatic person who is not greedy for online vanity and knows how to control my own life, but for some reason, I have a kind of romantic feeling and belief in her that is almost obsessed.
Perhaps, it is because I have been subconsciously clear from the very beginning: she is not my emptiness, but my reality.
Later, after all, I became a moderator, a forum for new authors.Because this author is indeed my favorite author.
At that time, I was so obsessed with the author's novels that I sent a love letter to the author in that section.So, a certain gossip administrator made a decisive decision after reading it, and immediately texted me in the community, asking me to pick up the author's forum moderator.I was still emotional at the time, and I agreed... After that, I started my career as a moderator.
In fact, for me, being a moderator is a bit vain.However, when I became a moderator, more people followed me and flirted with me. Gradually, my popularity and fame soared, and I was actually a little happy.Not happy about anything else, but happy that I finally have an identity on that website that can stand up to my master.Perhaps, at that time, I had subconsciously wanted to be someone who stood side by side with her—that was the premise of being a lover.
But before that, I felt somewhat inferior to Master.This feeling of inferiority is not only due to the inexplicable feeling that a person is so good that he can never reach him, but also due to... some kind of feeling that cannot be understood by outsiders.
She is super popular online.In reality, I am very popular, especially when I was in middle school, I was always a group of buddies, but I have a habit, that is, not many friends from the previous stage are brought to the next stage.Maybe I was young at that time, I always felt that there would be a long time to come, and I was lazy by nature, so I seldom contacted my old classmates after graduation.Later, when I changed my home phone number and then moved, only a small part of my middle school buddies remained.And in college, maybe I became shy when I grew up; maybe it was because mathematics was too difficult and kept failing my confidence; maybe it was because I lived alone in the dormitory of a senior from a foreign department in my freshman year, and I didn’t switch back until my sophomore year... Anyway, I was at that time I have no interest in making friends, and there are very few friends around me that I can talk to.Obviously, Master is a genius in this area, she has an innate attraction, and she has always made friends.And all around her, there is a kind of "home" atmosphere, which is not the "home" of family and love, but the "home" where old friends know and enjoy each other regardless of each other.
Yes, she always makes everyone who comes into contact with her like her.
And this kind of liking naturally contains many ambiguous elements.
All this is not for me to decide.
But, inexplicably, I felt uncomfortable watching it.
At the beginning, she played virtual couples with some boys, and asked me to call Shigong along.I shouted obediently, but my heart was sour.I don't know where this sourness comes from. I only know that I have a unique possessive desire for Master - I only wish that I am the closest person to Master, and no one else is allowed.
However, upholding the respect I always have for Master, I never dare to say anything. I just say what Master calls out, and do whatever Master calls out to me. I have great respect for her lover.Sour respect.
However, I was a little pleased to find that the person she asked me to call "Shigong" was not the same person. Many times today she was playing a virtual couple with a boy and asked me to call him "Shigong". A boy played with a virtual couple...
Although I'm glad that she doesn't have a long relationship, I'm also depressed that she never wants to leave that closest position to me.
It was only at this moment that I was shocked to understand: it turned out that the position I always wanted was the closest and most intimate position to Master's heart!
In other words, I don't know when I started, I was not satisfied with just being her apprentice, but wanted to be her... lover.
This realization shocked and frightened me.
As a good girl who was strictly controlled by her family since she was a child, I have an instinctive rejection of virtual reality on the Internet.Therefore, making friends online is already my acme, and I will never allow myself to date online!
In online dating, the person you are facing is not in front of you, and you have no idea what the other person is like in reality, what background they have, and what the future will hold... so many barriers in reality, I am afraid that they will not be able to get together at all.Even the three-dimensional college love, many will break up after graduation, bowing their heads to reality, let alone just an online dating? !
What's more, what else in this world is more painful than not being with your sweetheart?
No one is around, only the empty QQ dialog box facing the Internet, my God, who can afford such a love? !
And the most important thing is—Master is a girl just like me! !
Girl and girl, at the end of 2005, they had a forbidden love that they dared not declare...
Buy Yunfei deeply felt that she was an ordinary person, and she was afraid that she would not be able to play with such a fashionable relationship.Therefore, after recognizing the true thoughts in my heart, I began to brainwash myself so that I would not think too much and not have unreasonable expectations.
However, before she came out of self-hypnosis, there was a new movement from the master.
Yes, as usual, Master has changed his online lover.
However, this time, her online lover was replaced by a girl.
Originally, it was no big deal for girls who played well online to make out with each other and call them husbands and wives.However, after the master had that girl, his personality changed suddenly.No longer making jokes with others about me and me, but repeatedly emphasizing that I have a wife and I am a dedicated person.
Just like when he brought me to the group of relatives and friends, Master brought the girl into the group of relatives and friends, and happily introduced to everyone: "Hey, this is my wife!"
This is an honor that all online couples have never had before her.
And this introduction is different from the original introduction "This is my apprentice".With obvious ambiguous shyness.
When I was introduced as a relative or friend, my heart instantly felt sour...it was more sour than ever before.
I'm not stupid, I've read so many love stories and written so many movie and book reviews, I know what it's like to be in love...
I am sure, Master, love has been encountered.For the first time in my life.
Instead, it was a girl who made her encounter love.
So, this time the acid is unprecedented: it turns out that she likes girls, but she doesn't like me.
It turns out that she can really fall in love with someone online, but that person is not me.
The author has something to say: I had a dream today, about the love I had ten years ago.Suddenly, I wanted to write a scene within a scene.
"That's right." Xiao Lengyu didn't dodge, looked back, "I want to know, what kind of person is it that you can pursue for life after life? I want to know, what kind of story is it that gave birth to such a person?" love?"
"You may not understand what happened 1000 years later."
"If you don't tell me, how do you know I don't understand?"
Still with that unwavering look in his eyes, Bu Yunfei's heart was moved like never before.
In fact, she loves Xiao Lengyu in every life.
However, in this life, he is the only one who admits that he is not in the same time and space from the beginning.Moreover, Xiao Lengyu in this life is also the only one who tortured his soul like this.
These eyes seem to be able to see through everything.
"You really want to hear it? Are you ready?"
"Ah."
"Well, this is a true story..." Buyunfei narrowed her eyes and looked into the void.
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this is a true story.Although, some details of the story can no longer be clearly remembered.
But that feeling is still so clear.Hidden in the deepest part, but never discarded.
"The year I met her, I was 17 years old, a sophomore." Buy Yunfei said slowly, "Did you know that sophomore year? It's a kind of school system. It's equivalent to your private school here. But after 1000 years, people will Read books for a long time, year after year, both men and women can go to study. There are elementary school, junior high school, high school, university... When I met her, I was in the second year of university. There are four years of university study, that is, there are Four grades. I went to college at the age of 16, and I was a very bright type of student, you know?"
She explained carefully.
Xiao Lengyu nodded.
So, Buyunfei went on to talk——
I was a good student since I was a child, and my tutor was very strict. I didn't know how to surf the Internet until I graduated from high school.It is not until you enter university that you are completely liberated. Here I want to explain that from high school to university, there is an exam, called the college entrance examination, which is similar to your scientific examination.The one who passed the exam was called high school or something.In order for me to be able to go to high school, my family has always been very strict with me. Apart from studying, I was not allowed to play anything else.They say, playthings lose one's mind.
I was in high school, and I had an elder brother who was in command, which is what you call a righteous brother.He gave me a QQ number, and with the money in my pocket, I dragged my roommate and took me to an Internet cafe to teach me how to use QQ.
As for QQ, it is equivalent to... Well, it is equivalent to Feige Chuanshu on your side.But 1000 years later, people's abilities are getting better and better, and technology is getting more and more developed. We only use a boxy appliance called a computer at home to send and receive information and play the game of Flying Pigeon Legend... (The [-]-word popular science is omitted below.)
OK, let's go on.I had never been exposed to QQ at that time, so I pestered the boss in the dormitory to teach me.
"There is no need to learn this at all." The boss said helplessly, while busy charging himself for the Internet.
"But...how can you do it if you don't learn?" I looked at her in disbelief.Am I mistaken, facing a computer that I only learned to turn on and off in high school computer class, I can figure out how to access QQ by myself?
The boss didn't know how to explain it, so he could only turn on the machine next to me, and then showed me how to log in to QQ, how to open the dialog box, and how to talk to my friends in QQ.After the demonstration, tell me to use smart ABC, as long as you can read pinyin.Then, leave me and continue playing with her computer.
I still don't know, but I'm very curious. According to what she said, I carefully typed one by one with the smart ABC. There are very few people in my QQ friends, but my brother carefully helped me add high school classmates. They are all just entering college, and all the classmates are very enthusiastic.
I typed the letters one by one, naturally I couldn't keep up with the speed.So Wang Lin, an old high school classmate, saw it and played tricks: "It's very slow to use the computer?"
"En." He typed out the word very hard.At that time, it seemed that the "um" could not be typed in the smart ABC.
So, he confirmed my slow speed, and laughed with confidence: "Pig! Sow! Young sow!"
"What?" I poked out these two words with my fingers.
"I'm scolding you! Haha, can't you beat me fast? Hahahaha, Bu Yunfei, you have today too! Oh hahahaha..."
I was so angry that I scratched my head, but the letters still had to be poked with my fingers one by one...
In this way, amidst the jokes of unscrupulous classmates, I chatted excitedly all afternoon.When I went out of the Internet cafe, I felt very comfortable: I can finally surf the Internet!
The first thing after learning to surf the Internet is naturally to go to a website.
That's the website of one of my favorite magazines.Because the one I like is a martial arts magazine, the style of that website is very classical, and the people inside are all kinds of martial arts readers.
Still with the help of my roommate, I learned to register, log in to the website, and then I couldn’t wait to see the traces of the authors I like, so I was naturally full of excitement.Then I found that there are many readers on the website who are as fascinated by martial arts as I am. They all have beautiful avatars and signatures, classic and elegant, and very impressive.However, I was not particularly interested in those at that time, my interest was still in martial arts novels.
So I looked for martial arts novels on that website, especially novels that I had missed but heard about before, such as "Spring Breeze on the Liu Shangyuan" by Jiangnan, and I enjoyed reading them.
After all, it is a sub-site of the magazine, so the works are naturally published in the book, and there are very few of them on the website, so they will be read quickly.I just read other people's impressions and replied accordingly, but at that time I didn't know anyone, and I would pass away as soon as I replied, and I didn't know anything at all.
Later, I saw people arguing online, arguing to leave or something.I watched the fun from the sidelines and saw that their brothers and sisters were very friendly.At that time, I thought they were very familiar, and I was really envious.But why did they quarrel to the point of leaving?Suddenly, I was so proud that I was obliged to post a post, to the effect that everyone came together because they liked to read the same novel, what a fate, don't quarrel, let alone leave... I remember that post was blocked by the forum editor. The Lord added the essence, saying that if a newcomer is still so sensible, why don’t you go away? It was the first time that I communicated with other people on the Internet in a real sense other than real classmates, and the one who replied to my post was still the version Lord, it feels good.
However, when I went back later, the moderator didn't seem to know me anymore.Then... I found out that I didn't know anyone there, they played their games, and it didn't matter to me.So, there is nothing special about that website.
That year was 2004, and I was just in the first semester of my freshman year.
Afterwards, the website underwent rectification and had no choice but to delete a large number of IDs.And I belong to the category of people who were deleted.
Now that the ID is deleted, I don't go there much.
Until my sophomore year, I had a lot of free time, and there was no other place to go online, so I started to register for that website again.Oh, that website is called Xiaying Community.
Still using the original ID, re-register.I still don't use it much, but I will comment every time I read the magazine, and in the process of commenting, I also met a like-minded girl named Sakura.With a friend, I started to have a little concern there, and I started to write comment posts instead of just replying.Gradually, in the original comment area, it is also familiar to people.
However, apart from writing original book reviews, I still don't post anything else.I saw other people pouring water in the water area, and I just watched the fun, their brothers and sisters, and their affection.
Until one day, I saw an ID: Three Princesses.
It was the end of 2005, and I was in the rainy season.
To this day, I still believe that falling in love with her is predestined by the heavens, in the blink of an eye.
Really, that person, the first time I saw him, gave me a different feeling.It's very strange, from her avatar to her ID, it just gives me a feeling of... heartbeat.Maybe, I couldn't say my heart was moved at that time, but my heart was really caught by the three-character ID and her avatar, and I remembered a person's name ever since.
So, I went to many water areas, and began to watch her traces intentionally or unintentionally, and watched her talk to people: simple and direct, I like to use symbols like "~~~~", sometimes I am a bit bluffing, very... people heartbeat.
At that time, I actually didn't think about her, I didn't think about anything, I just liked watching her, watching her come and go like a gust of wind in the crowd, with joy.
My fate with her began with a post she posted in the water district.
That day, I don't know where she had a cramp, it seemed that her brothers and sisters had apprentices, but she didn't, so she posted a post to recruit apprentices.
Clicking on the post, it is still concise and straight to the point.All right, recruit apprentices.
Looking at the replies below, it seems that they are all watching the fun.
So, by accident, she bit her lip and clicked on her profile: Hey, she's younger than me... I was a little disappointed at the time, um, would she despise an apprentice who was older than herself?Although, only twelve days older than her.
I was lost for a few minutes, tangled for a few minutes, and finally couldn't help biting my lip and replied: "The landlord's level is not high, just like me."
She replied: "No, this account was deleted and re-registered, and the previous level was high."
I think there must be a smile on my face at that time.It was the first time I was able to talk to her at close range... On that day, I must have smiled happily.
In fact, I really wanted to apply, but I hesitated and couldn't help but asked a lucky question: "Is the birthday in the landlord's profile a lunar calendar or a solar calendar? If it's a lunar calendar, he's younger than me..."
After answering this, I was very nervous, lest she say it was the lunar calendar, and she was really younger than me.
I waited and waited, but she didn't reply to my post again.
I was suddenly a little disappointed: she should be younger than me, maybe, she dislikes me being older?Everyone should want to recruit a cute little apprentice to hug and hold high, right?Who wants to find an apprentice who is older than himself.
Just thinking about it like this, I went offline.
The frequency of landing in that community was not high before.But after replying to that post that night, there was always something in my heart, and I ran to the Internet again the next afternoon.
As soon as I logged in, I saw a reminder for the first time in the community email, clicked on it, and it was her!
I can't express my excitement at that time.
Eagerly and somewhat reluctantly, she opened the community text messages, and she said, "I'm a very nice person, please be my apprentice."
My heart was sweet at first, and then I was still a little disappointed: Well, she avoided my question yesterday.It seems that she is really younger than me, so I don't want to say it.
After all, it's not easy to ask again, so I replied a little awkwardly: "But I don't have much time recently, so I'm ready to read a book."
I think I was excited in my heart at the time, but I was a little apprehensive, I didn't know what to say.However, what I read was telling the truth. At that time, I really felt that reading novels and surfing the Internet wasted too much time. I wanted to read books well. After all, I studied mathematics, and I had already failed in my freshman year because of playing and reading novels. , Sophomore do not want to hang up again.
Sent, waited for a while, no one replied, I guess she was not there, so I got off the plane.
The next day, continue to go.
As expected, there was a new text message lying in the community text message: It's okay, I just happen to be reading a book recently, and I don't have much time.
Cheers!
So it was finalized immediately, and I replied with two words: OK.
The message was sent, within 1 minute, a new message was prompted, and I was given a QQ number.
I excitedly entered the QQ search and added numbers one by one.
Finally added.I was a little shy, but still called: Master.
It was obvious that she was happy.
Seeing her happy makes me happy too.Hehe, actually, I am pretty self-confident. Before I met her, no one had ever asked me to call "Master".
Master... what a most respectful and affectionate title.
The two chatted in QQ.
When we talked about the school, I felt a little inferior, so I named the school and added: It's a very ordinary second book.
Unexpectedly, she replied: Much better than me, I'm still in junior college, and I just started my freshman year.Don't look down on me.
I choked.Instead, he breathed a sigh of relief, but he was a little worried for her.Because I was just in college at that time, I was a sophomore, she was a freshman, and they had never been out of school, and they took the college entrance examination score and its follow-up reactions very seriously (actually, I didn’t know until I was out of society that the college entrance examination and university only accounted for the capital of life. a very small part).She might be a little embarrassed, talked a lot, and sometimes felt a little inferior, and sometimes felt that it was not inferior.I was a little nervous and chatted with her very sincerely, comforting and admiring her.
Obviously, she didn't have a bad impression of me, and she simply pulled me into her group with her friends after we chatted.Remember that group called "Xianjian · Fengyunmen", it seems that it was created when someone was playing with Xianjian?Haven't figured it out yet.
Anyway, when she joined her group that day, she enthusiastically introduced to them: This is my apprentice.
In the congratulations and amused by others, I had a momentary feeling of happiness that I am her exclusive——exclusive apprentice.Just her apprentice.My name is Buyunfei, and I am the apprentice of the third princess of Fengyunmen.
In the group, I naturally respect her very much, that kind of respect is not pretended, it is really from the bottom of my heart, I respect her and treat her like a treasure.
Taking advantage of the excitement, I even went to the Xiaying community and posted a post: I, Bu Yunfei, will be worshiped by the three princesses starting today.
So Hulala attracted a group of her brothers, sisters and friends, onlookers, joking jokes, spoof spoofs.
I wrote down the rules of apprenticeship in the post: first, the master is used to bully me; second, the master must not bully me in reverse; third, when others bully me, the master is responsible for helping me bully back.
Her friend smiled: "Don't worry about bullying San'er, she has a good temper, she won't get angry no matter how bullied."
I am happy.Only I know: this master...hehe, I can't bear to bully him.
There were a lot of people who came that night, some were familiar, some were not. As soon as they heard that a friend had recognized an apprentice, they all came to squeeze their faces, touch Mimi and rub their buttocks to take advantage == some were called uncles, some were called aunts .I was so embarrassed, since Xu naturally refused to call others casually, and only said: one-way apprenticeship, nothing else.
Well, I am only willing to call her Master.
After that, it was a very sweet, very sweet period.
It was the first time that I felt at home on the Internet. There are many friends introduced by Master. She has many friends.
Before I became a teacher, I said that there would be fewer students in the future-this obviously didn't come true.On the contrary, I went to school much more intensively than before.I like Master, and I like to chat with her relatives and friends in her group. In the crowd, I look at Master with a smile, laughing and insisting, "Master is the best!"
For the first time, I found that surfing the Internet is so fun.At this time, the community gave me more fun than the martial arts magazine itself.I love that online home and everyone in that group.
I appear more frequently in the Xiaying community and write more original comments. Sometimes someone recognizes me and says "ah, this is the apprentice of the third princess, she is a talented woman", and I feel very proud.Now I think about it like a child, but at that time I was really sweet and proud.Slowly, I also began to pour water in the water area, and met many people, but I was only willing to know the people in the water area as the "apprentice of the third princess". Such a branded identity is as sweet as sugar.
As for my own world, it is in the original area.At that time, I liked to write, because I was young, and it was easy to be emotional. When I saw some words and stories, I would write a lot of emotion.So I wrote each article after reading it, and my fame gradually rose in the original area.And the so-called literary talents are gradually attracting people's favor.At that time, the community administrator asked me to be the moderator of an author-only forum, but I resigned because I didn't have time.Later, I was asked to be the moderator of another author's forum, but I quit because I didn't have time.So, now that I think about it, I can be regarded as a pragmatic person who is not greedy for online vanity and knows how to control my own life, but for some reason, I have a kind of romantic feeling and belief in her that is almost obsessed.
Perhaps, it is because I have been subconsciously clear from the very beginning: she is not my emptiness, but my reality.
Later, after all, I became a moderator, a forum for new authors.Because this author is indeed my favorite author.
At that time, I was so obsessed with the author's novels that I sent a love letter to the author in that section.So, a certain gossip administrator made a decisive decision after reading it, and immediately texted me in the community, asking me to pick up the author's forum moderator.I was still emotional at the time, and I agreed... After that, I started my career as a moderator.
In fact, for me, being a moderator is a bit vain.However, when I became a moderator, more people followed me and flirted with me. Gradually, my popularity and fame soared, and I was actually a little happy.Not happy about anything else, but happy that I finally have an identity on that website that can stand up to my master.Perhaps, at that time, I had subconsciously wanted to be someone who stood side by side with her—that was the premise of being a lover.
But before that, I felt somewhat inferior to Master.This feeling of inferiority is not only due to the inexplicable feeling that a person is so good that he can never reach him, but also due to... some kind of feeling that cannot be understood by outsiders.
She is super popular online.In reality, I am very popular, especially when I was in middle school, I was always a group of buddies, but I have a habit, that is, not many friends from the previous stage are brought to the next stage.Maybe I was young at that time, I always felt that there would be a long time to come, and I was lazy by nature, so I seldom contacted my old classmates after graduation.Later, when I changed my home phone number and then moved, only a small part of my middle school buddies remained.And in college, maybe I became shy when I grew up; maybe it was because mathematics was too difficult and kept failing my confidence; maybe it was because I lived alone in the dormitory of a senior from a foreign department in my freshman year, and I didn’t switch back until my sophomore year... Anyway, I was at that time I have no interest in making friends, and there are very few friends around me that I can talk to.Obviously, Master is a genius in this area, she has an innate attraction, and she has always made friends.And all around her, there is a kind of "home" atmosphere, which is not the "home" of family and love, but the "home" where old friends know and enjoy each other regardless of each other.
Yes, she always makes everyone who comes into contact with her like her.
And this kind of liking naturally contains many ambiguous elements.
All this is not for me to decide.
But, inexplicably, I felt uncomfortable watching it.
At the beginning, she played virtual couples with some boys, and asked me to call Shigong along.I shouted obediently, but my heart was sour.I don't know where this sourness comes from. I only know that I have a unique possessive desire for Master - I only wish that I am the closest person to Master, and no one else is allowed.
However, upholding the respect I always have for Master, I never dare to say anything. I just say what Master calls out, and do whatever Master calls out to me. I have great respect for her lover.Sour respect.
However, I was a little pleased to find that the person she asked me to call "Shigong" was not the same person. Many times today she was playing a virtual couple with a boy and asked me to call him "Shigong". A boy played with a virtual couple...
Although I'm glad that she doesn't have a long relationship, I'm also depressed that she never wants to leave that closest position to me.
It was only at this moment that I was shocked to understand: it turned out that the position I always wanted was the closest and most intimate position to Master's heart!
In other words, I don't know when I started, I was not satisfied with just being her apprentice, but wanted to be her... lover.
This realization shocked and frightened me.
As a good girl who was strictly controlled by her family since she was a child, I have an instinctive rejection of virtual reality on the Internet.Therefore, making friends online is already my acme, and I will never allow myself to date online!
In online dating, the person you are facing is not in front of you, and you have no idea what the other person is like in reality, what background they have, and what the future will hold... so many barriers in reality, I am afraid that they will not be able to get together at all.Even the three-dimensional college love, many will break up after graduation, bowing their heads to reality, let alone just an online dating? !
What's more, what else in this world is more painful than not being with your sweetheart?
No one is around, only the empty QQ dialog box facing the Internet, my God, who can afford such a love? !
And the most important thing is—Master is a girl just like me! !
Girl and girl, at the end of 2005, they had a forbidden love that they dared not declare...
Buy Yunfei deeply felt that she was an ordinary person, and she was afraid that she would not be able to play with such a fashionable relationship.Therefore, after recognizing the true thoughts in my heart, I began to brainwash myself so that I would not think too much and not have unreasonable expectations.
However, before she came out of self-hypnosis, there was a new movement from the master.
Yes, as usual, Master has changed his online lover.
However, this time, her online lover was replaced by a girl.
Originally, it was no big deal for girls who played well online to make out with each other and call them husbands and wives.However, after the master had that girl, his personality changed suddenly.No longer making jokes with others about me and me, but repeatedly emphasizing that I have a wife and I am a dedicated person.
Just like when he brought me to the group of relatives and friends, Master brought the girl into the group of relatives and friends, and happily introduced to everyone: "Hey, this is my wife!"
This is an honor that all online couples have never had before her.
And this introduction is different from the original introduction "This is my apprentice".With obvious ambiguous shyness.
When I was introduced as a relative or friend, my heart instantly felt sour...it was more sour than ever before.
I'm not stupid, I've read so many love stories and written so many movie and book reviews, I know what it's like to be in love...
I am sure, Master, love has been encountered.For the first time in my life.
Instead, it was a girl who made her encounter love.
So, this time the acid is unprecedented: it turns out that she likes girls, but she doesn't like me.
It turns out that she can really fall in love with someone online, but that person is not me.
The author has something to say: I had a dream today, about the love I had ten years ago.Suddenly, I wanted to write a scene within a scene.
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